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I wanna be someone's thinspo

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Thinspo for me and the boys

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I bought some new pants that I thought were going to be goal pants, but they fit great. I might get some more of them in another color because they are really comfy. I only got just they one pair of grey jeans. I wanna have cute outfits to wear. Maybe cute is a weird word to describe men's clothes but here we are.

I'm under 150lbs now.

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I'm full of energy today despite dealing with constipation. I have been having trouble sleeping and not wanting to sleep so I think I might be in a hypomanic episode. I'm going to try to burn 1000 cal or more today because I ate too many cookies and I am not losing weight fast enough lately. I am going to use my stepper a lot, but I'm going to try some more high intensity and strength exercises as well. I'm trying to increase my upper body strength.

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I managed to not binge today even though I was feeling a strong urge to. I bought the stepping machine I have been wanting and it was half off. I also got some push up bars and they seem to make push ups a lot more comfortable so I'll probably be making use of those quite often. I feel like my chest is too small in comparison to my lower body. I have so much fat on my tummy and legs and barely any on my upper body somehow. You can basically see all of my ribs but I don't have enough muscle I feel like.

I think today was a pretty good day overall. I got a lot done.

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I binged all day today... And now I'm fighting for my life on the toilet. I'm gonna fast tomorrow. I've eaten enough food for a while. I don't even wanna look at food right now I feel so ill.

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I binged tonight because I made orange chicken and I couldn't stop eating it. I might just eat whatever I want for a few days to fix my metabolism a little bit, because honestly I look like death. I swear my dark circles keep getting darker everyday. I can fit in the smallest pants that I wore in high school. I had to buy smaller underwear because mine were getting baggy. I don't have to hurry to lose more weight. It's not the end of the world if I don't drop 10 lbs this month.

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I've been feeling very mentally unwell, and I'm wondering if it could be because I've barely had any fat in my diet. I'm going to try to use a small amount of oil from now on and hope that makes me feel better. It's been a struggle to focus, have motivation, and just basically function day to day. I am still a healthy weight, but it's been so long since I've eaten normally that I feel like my mind is starting to go.

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low cal recipe photo dump pt 2

snacks/desserts

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Feeling super motivated to be strict about my diet again. Gonna start eating a ton of fruit and veg mainly. I made my Mac and cheese box today, but combined it with a fuck ton of veggies to make it really filling. I literally can't even eat it all today

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I'm gonna start meal planning because I feel like I don't have enough control over what I am deciding to eat. If I decide ahead of time I can make better choices and stress less about it. It was a bad choice day today.

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