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This is truly the Hotel California of websites

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me: hi! how are you today :)

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hey someone ask me what my least favorite piece of home decor in my room is

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lifehack

if you catch and fight the UPS guy and win you get to keep all the packages in the truck

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when i feel like i’m getting sick i shove pils down my throat and eat peanut butter toast so it scratched my throat goin down:)

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Wednesday, October 20

so tomorrow i leave for saskatchewan with dom and his mom for a wedding, i’m kind of nervous for it because i don’t know doms family. i get very nervous meeting the family of peope, like friends and especially significant others. and it’s for a wedding so everyone is going to be there, but with a few drinks i’ll get through it!

also i’ve been struggling with my physical appearance lately. constantly seeing myself as ugly and not enough. it’s been very hard to loose weight when all i can think of is eating. eating is my safe place. i was taught when something is wrong eat and it’ll go away, “food solves all your problems”. and it’s created the worst habit i have. i don’t want to develop another eating disorder. it was very hard the first time round and i had to deal with it myself, and i know if i relapse the same thing will happen.

but all is well other than that. see y’all soon!

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Thursday, October 7

well hello there, it’s been maybe… three years? i deleted tumblr a while ago and just now decided to get it again. i read through all my posts, let’s just say fuck all those boys. i ended up in a committed relationship because of kierra, thank you. dominic, we’ve been dating for a little over two years now. love of my life. we go through a lot, but it works out in the end.

kierra, we had a fight, a big one. my fault i will admit but no need to go into detail. we haven’t been friends for about a year. but she messaged me the other day and i’m so thankful she did. i missed her. i’ve been missing friends. jorja and i aren’t as close anymore, and i get it people grow. paige, me and her are getting closer and i love it. she’s an amazing person, she does so much for me, she’s a wonderful person.

oh i also got a job! exiting news for me. i don’t have to depend on anyone anymore. really helps me a lot to be able to do something for myself.

i’ll be updating frequently now. gives me something to do, a place to put my thoughts where no one will find them. <3

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FUCK benton he can suck my TOE

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damn country boys are really fine

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lmfao it’s so ironic that choking is one of my kinks and that i have asthma, so if they squeeze too hard i’m gone💀🤣

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okay, uhm

jd i l u v u