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My face is having uncontrollable spasms. Great. It hurts really, really, really bad.

I think part of why I have trouble explaining pain to the doctor is when they ask about the pain scale I always think “Well, if someone threw me down a flight of stairs right now or punched me a few times, it would definitely hurt a lot more” so I end up saying a low number. I was reading an article that said that “10” is the most commonly reported number and that is baffling to me. When I woke up from surgery with an 8" incision in my body and I could hardly even speak, I was in the most horrific pain of my life but I said “6” because I thought “Well, if you hit me in the stomach, it would be worse.”

#all of this simply reinforces that I've spent my entire life being gaslit into believing suffering was fine #tell my current dr the med side effects are mild #she tells me after i describe them that i have a different definition of mild

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I have been saving this since last year. Happy Earth Day everyone.

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It IS true that being on here gives you a tumblr accent. This morning my mother asked me something and i replied "i don't know i've never heard these words in that order" and she nearly choked laughing. It wasn't even that funny

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#i laughed until i choked #time to go to bed

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Horniness is not intrinsically less pure than any other human motivation

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Bro is GORGEOUS 👹

gnawing on the bars of my enclosure

#transformers #transgender #d-16 #d 16 #megatron #brb i gotta-- #muffled screaming

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Step 1: . . . ohhhh I fucked up

Step 2: ???

Step 3: W O R L D D O M I N A T I O N

#megatron #transformers #zash does crafts #in the loosest definition of the word #my hobbies are like cicadas #once every 17 years i lose my entire shit #then back into creative hibernation #this took me and partner FIVE FUCKING HOURS #and i was only tempted to stab partner once! #but those stickers?? #mannn fuck stickers

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Had to make a quick doodle before bed of popcorn bucket Orion Pax since the trailer comes out today!!! I'm so excited 🥹

#transformers one #Orion pax #tf one #transformers #... precisely #i NEED to get this

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i think i hauve covid

#transformers one #tf one #transformers #D-16 #d 16 #megatron #oh god halp #i am not ok #[muffled sobbing]

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I love Reddit sometimes.

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hi d-16 I love you d-16

#transformers #transformers one #d-16 #d 16 #megatron #truly baby

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There he goes!! Wheeee! I wonder what'll happen to him...

A lot of people brought up glueing him, which I almost drew, but didn't. I suspect that posting something involving duct tape and white-ish liquid on Tumblr is a bad idea xD

I'm not sure if I like this or not lol

#transformers #starscream #he deserves it

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Enjoy this lil gif I made :)

If we all work together, we can strap Starscream to a rocket and launch him into the vacuum of space. It'll require a lot of duct tape, but I think we can do it! You in?

#transformers #starscream

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Behold…

✨WORLDBUILDING✨

Excuse me as I go insane over the fact that Cybertron is an inorganic-organic hybrid planet

#transformers #transformers one #transformers cybertron #its so pretty

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im.hunting for secrets in the tf one trailer because i'm normal

there are markings on this guy's chest and shoulder that seem too deliberately designed to not be some kind of writing, but comparing it to cybertronian alphabets that have been presented before, i cannot for the life of me make out what it could be

bottom right purple text only has "MINE" visible in the shot

top middle text says "HA'LS" in gold (or at least i'm assuming it does, i'm not sure what the little dash in the middle is meant to be) and "BAR" in green

i hope they get in a bar fight. i love bar fight scenes

just thought it was funny that "IACON 5000" is written in english,, i assume it's because this setting is more important to the story and other text is mainly easter egg purposes

the clearest frames i could pick out showing megsy's first alt mode. just for fun

alpha trion is some kind of mossy mystical cave unicorn creature

alpha trion is some kind of mossy cave creature who plucks organs out of rusting bodies and shoves them into people no hesitation

note alpha trion is also huge. (comparable size to the very creature-type bodies all around this cave area?)

this shot was deliberately chosen to highlight this dead guy for some reason

gold and blue, claws, big feathered wings ringing bells for anyone??

if they're an existing character, i don't know who it could be

the way baby megs is kneeling, gently placing his hand on the face and talking to it seems reverent or like he's confiding in it, so like duh showing that he feels connected to it in some kind of intimate, emotional way

(dead bodies don't turn grey in this universe, judging from the winged blue+gold guy, so.is little megs hanging out with a giant head is that what's going on)

note d-16 has the decepticon insignia already on his left shoulder throughout the whole trailer, and it seems about as beat-up and grimy as the rest of him, so it has to have been there for a good while

#transformers #transformers one #that middle pic of megs alt mode looks like a crab and i am sobbing #and that is not a complaint #feel like its appropriate and i love it #tf one #d 16 #megatron

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Accidentally falling back into an old hyperfixation only to find out that the old hyperfixation has a new movie coming out that I did not know about guess it's a new hyperfixation again

#transformers #transformers one #i am in danger #partner: how many times did you watch the trailer #me: yes #i love spotting various elements of different continuities and then explaining the lore in excruciating detail to partner #even my parents texted like are you ok rn #no mom i wanna fuck robots So Bad my brain is just a cauldron of so much mechanical lust that the dialup noise is coming out of my mouth #im glad i survived my early 20s #im glad ive lived long enough for things i love to cycle back