Some people truly do not value others feelings and/or opinions because they feel like itās either invalid or āif itās not asked then itās not importantā i pay close attention to everyone(strangers or personal) energies. My gift shows me something about themselves that they donāt want people to be aware of nor acknowledge because some of us want to be leaders so bad that we set our minds to be something that we know we arenāt! Most people now days take celebrities for a perfect example, we as fans take it upon ourselves to comment on their lives or even things that are seen in the tabloids. We donāt know them personally we know of them. We are human. Everyone goes through a different experience, but if a perfect stranger tells you what theyāve noticed about you, are you going to shut them out because of the fact that they wanted to tell you whatās on their mind? They wanted to address how theyāve been feeling? Donāt be a bitch and shut out someone for wanting to reach out to you and you take it upon yourself to twist everything to your advantage and call someone out their name because they wanted to be honest with you. You have a choice to respond and you also have a choice to not be cruel! Not everyone that portrays themselves as āgood peopleā are not so good! They may tell you something to make YOU feel better then do the complete opposite approach to show their true colors.. Be aware guys! Even though you have a great heart - not everyone you come across will see you as coming to them with a good heart. Theyāll start bullying you without you realizing it or even better, disrespect your name and still be malicious. Not everyone wants to hear about what others think of them or what others feel about them. Self happiness, closure, self care is important! We as humans shouldnāt be going straight to social media portraying ourselves to be a completely different person when YOU KNOW THATS NOT WHO YOU ARE.
Only God knows how much Iāve prayed for someone like you. Iāve never imagine this day would come where the fear turned into real happiness. Real love I can unconditionally cherish. I remember you being afraid, so was I. I know I felt like I was bugging you or feeling you were avoiding me. You needed your space, you needed a friend, you needed a supporter and not a girlfriend just yetā¦. I still wanted to be that one you could always come to and talk to about anything.. I never wanted you to feel like youāre alone. I always wanted you to know how much I care about you as much as I love seeing the beautiful smile you have. Knowing Iāve caused those for you Is the best thing. I hope you know that Iāll never walk away unless you want me toā¦ I hope you know that I love every bit of you even if you think Iām too much. I even love the simple things. Remember when you broke down to me and I was there to pick you up. Remember when, I held your hand and didnāt let go because I didnāt want you to assume I was letting go. One thing Iāll never forget is our first kiss and what you said to me ādonāt worry about me because I got you.ā You smiled hard at me while all I did was feel the butterflies in my soul as you took my heart in your hands.. I pray that you notice us and you see how much I care about you. ā„ļø
Thereās something about a woman that knows how to carry herself with pride. Even though she battled with so many unstable situations, she managed to still believe in love even though sheās been hurt before. She managed to forgive, to avoid turning to bitterness and losing herself and others around her. A woman who Knows her worth no matter what obstacle comes her way will forever be a true queen that doesnāt need to change herself for others. Growth comes from within, independence comes from within, love comes from within ā She May bend a few times, but WILL NEVER break.
You were only just 20 years old and you had a great head on your shoulders. Beyond intelligent and humble. I love youš. Your spirits will forever live on with me as you fly high with our lordš. May you not suffer anymore nor be forgotten! Gone too soon my friend! And your memories of you shall live long lastš§”