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it’s all in ur head, ure not hungry

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Well if it isn’t the consequences of my own actions 😔

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everytime i want to stop, i remember these quotes

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I want to feel my bones through my skin <3

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TW: f@tphobia // vent

i hate it so much that when ppl refer to me they probably are like “oh yk her, yea the fat one”even if i try to comfort myself with “oh no im average” no im fat. just fat. literally obese pig fat fuck.

and it’s even worse because if even i, myself can’t stand the way i look imagine other people, i feel bad for anyone that has to stare at my body for over 3 minutes. literally never ever eating over 300 cals a day until i’m pretty tiny skinny skeleton <3 because that’s the only way i’ll ever love myself.

restricting is so worthy even if i don’t like the idea of romanticizing this illness, but at the end of the day i will always know that food is bad and it is only causing harm to me. i’d much rather be hungry than to be fat.

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Neglecting my body like how others have neglected me. It’s so familiar and easy.

I hate what you’ve done to me.

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ur daughter is not fine she’s on ed tumblr in 2022.

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For a while, I thought of eating disorders as parents. My father Ed and my mother Ana. I've always wanted them to be proud of me, to care, to tell me I was doing good, that they're proud of me. There was a short amount of time that I thought they would be proud of me, and I want to be back there.

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not meanspø related but I’m really on the verge of going back into a b/p cycle or maybe not even binge just the purging like I felt so much better after every purge ngl

#pro 4na #i want to be th1n #im fat and ugly #i wanna be weightless #loose weight #fat belly #i wanna be sk1nny #fatty girl #bingepurge #stop binging #eating problems #im fat and disgusting

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My current motivation?

Loosing my menstrual cycle 💅

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i fucking hate myself. i can't explain how much i despise me. i wanna fucking abuse the fucking shit out of my body i want it to suffer and to feel fucking horrible.

i look disgusting and i deserve to be buried alive

i am fat and i want to starve till i fucking feel my bones crushing.

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look at your fat ass body. you cant even eat low calories because you have no self control. you disgusting bitch, always wanting more. this is why you’re a greedy fatty who can’t loose weight. you’re never going to be thin and pretty if you keep on eating. stop eating cause you’re bored and want pleasure. other people are working harder than you to loose weight and it comes to them fast. but no. you have to overeat like the selfish fat bitch you are. no wonder the photos of yourself are all ugly and you hate them. no wonder you can’t fit into those clothes. i wouldn’t wear a bikini if I were you, your fat ass body would roll out of it. but no, go have a few minutes of pleasure and a permanent fat body.

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meanspø cause why not

how the fuck you gonna say you’re trying to loose weight yet here you are fucking munching down on food. What’s wrong with you? Do you want to get fat and smell fucking disgusting the rest of your life?? oh wait you already are cause you fucking eat too damn much you fat nasty pig. It’s like you clearly enjoy being compared to a pig every single day. This is the reason why you’ll forever stay single. No one wants a fat person not now not ever that’s just gross. Keep fasting for that dream body OR keep eating you fat fuck.

#i want to be th1n #im fat and ugly #meanspp #meanspir0 #i wanna be weightless #meanspø #loose weight #meanspa #fat belly #fatty girl #meanspii #meanspiro #i wanna be sk1nny

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I want to be so ill and thin that people have to sit down with me and force me to eat.

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meanspø cause I ate over 500 calories today

was it worth gaining those 5 pounds from eating? do you really think you have a chance at being thin? come on now you’re fucking fat and you’ll continue being fat the more you gobble up food. you’re fucking disgusting at this point everyone will continue looking down at you. you’re nothing but a worthless piece of shit that takes up too much damn space heck you probably want to take up two seats in literally everything I mean considering you love breaking fast just to fucking eat. you’ll always be a fat disgusting loser if you keep eating. remember one thing, you’ll always be the fattest one any where you go.

#i want to be th1n #im fat and ugly #meanspir0 #meanspp #i wanna be weightless #meanspø #loose weight #meanspa #fatty girl #meanspii #i wanna be sk1nny #fat belly #meanspiro

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meanspø cause I’m bored

You realize as time goes by others are getting their life together? some are even getting engaged while others are graduating yet here you are getting fatter by the day. Do you think anyone would want a fat person like you in their life? Absolutely not I mean unless it’s for fatsp0 then sure they wouldn’t mind being seen next to you so they can look 100 times more thinner than you’ll ever be. Do you just keep eating and eating ? soon enough you’ll be wobbling around everywhere you go. Other fat people will start complementing you but what do they know about beauty, they’re fat. Thin is beautiful but if you want to eat, then eat away you fat fucking pig that way even I can use you as fatsp0.

#i want to be th1n #im fat and ugly #meanspir0 #meanspp #meanspø #i wanna be weightless #meanspa #loose weight #meanspii #fat belly #fatty girl #i wanna be sk1nny #fat piggy #piggy girl #meanspiro #stop binging

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more meanspø cause why not

what’s wrong with you? why are you grabbing that food, drop it you’re making yourself fatter than what you already are. it’s not like you’ll die if you don’t eat that burrito. you’re probably the reason others take a double look at you to make sure they don’t eat so they don’t end up like you. I mean at this point you don’t even need to imagine all the stares you’ll get in public because trust me you already get those looks and you deserve them too for eating and being fat. the more you eat the fatter you’ll get the unhappier you’ll be. drop that food and go work out or continue being everyone’s fatsp0 seems like you’re amazing at it already.

#i want to be th1n #im fat and ugly #meanspir0 #meanspp #i wanna be weightless #meanspø #loose weight #meanspa #fat belly #meanspii #i wanna be sk1nny #fatty girl