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"decay.txt"

the sun dont even make eyes shine.

losing life, lost, i need to find time.

my eyes burn, as the clock ticks and turns.

turn to nothing, to disappear i yearn.

-

I wake to the same walls.

metamorphosis, plastic skin.

puppeteer, I fear i'm a doll.

every day I feel myself dim.

there I am standing tall.

the manakin. the man akin.

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i look outside

seeing snow

time gone too quick

or pass too slow

the ebb and flow

of all i know

my sight grows dull

dusted and full

a call to cull

a tug and pull

null and void

different voices

i'm paranoid

im indecisive

hate all my vices

im walking thin ice

new vision

reach new heights

whose wrong

whose right

new vision

got new sight

dark light

city nights

wishing on wisdom

i remain hidden

dying or living

lord am i forgiven

im writhing i wither

im drowning my liver in liqour

im bitter when i am not with her

i cant trust my eyes

seeing these figures

im roaming tundras

world turn to winter

glittering gold

hollow but a mould

my false skin grow cold

man turning to tin

one day turn to ten

became a manakin

man akin to a demon

remain all inanimate

all caught on the bends

all caught on these trends

raising hell im gonna ascend

new cracks mark the end

fantasy rebirth start again

i can see the stars again

head against the keys

candlelight new eve

this dying tone until dawn

slow rolled mist im gone

the twilight drawn long

im gone

im gone

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Words to describe someone’s voice :

adenoidal (adj) :  some of the sound seems to come through their nose.

appealing (adj): voice shows that you want help, approval, or agreement.

breathy (adj): with loud breathing noises.

booming (adj): very loud and attention-getting.

brittle (adj): if you speak in a brittle voice, you sound as if you are about to cry.

croaky (adj): they speak in a low, rough voice that sounds as if they have a sore throat.

grating (adj): a grating voice, laugh, or sound is unpleasant and annoying.

gravelly (adj): a gravelly voice sounds low and rough.

high-pitched (adj): true to its name, a high-pitched voice or sound is very high.

honeyed (adj): honeyed words or a honeyed voice sound very nice, but you cannot trust the person who is speaking.

matter-of-fact (adj): usually used if the person speaking knows what they are talking about (or absolutely think they know what they are talking about).

penetrating (adj): a penetrating voice is so high or loud that it makes you slightly uncomfortable.

raucous (adj): a raucous voice or noise is loud and sounds rough.

rough (adj): a rough voice is not soft and is unpleasant to listen to.

shrill (adj): a shrill voice is very loud, high, and unpleasant.

silvery (adj): this voice is clear, light, and pleasant.

stentorian (adj): a stentorian voice sounds very loud and severe.

strangled (adj): a strangled sound is one that someone stops before they finish making it.

strident (adj): this voice is loud and unpleasant.

thick (adj): if your voice is thick with an emotion, it sounds less clear than usual because of the emotion.

tight (adj): shows that you are nervous or annoyed.

toneless (adj): does not express any emotion.

wheezy (adj): a wheezy noise sounds as if it is made by someone who has difficulty breathing.

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i love you

ive become the snow

this winter cold

everything grows old

why do i listen

maybe theres something

i want to know

i melt

like memories long forgotten

resurface ive become rotten

green starts to erase

autumn trees turn gold

to infuriating flames

then to ash

this is pain

i freeze

walls of skin

start to squeeze

i... seize.

i-

pretend

ive become the sand

the past blends

wash over the land

cover these castles i have built

flowers start to wilt

your hand in mine

lets become lost in time

lets bleed out the hourglass

a summer breeze striking chimes

a mass of fermenting dregs

you slash my legs

but i stand to act fine

losing days

im trapped in my own mind

the worst part is

youre grabbing his arm

instead of mine

- 浩王君

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„ ”

i m putt ing pen to the pa ge

i cant des cribe my thou ghts

these time s seem to fa de

the wor st pa rt is.

i can t see yo ur fa ce.

trap ped in my self

my mi nd my o wn ca ge

im tir ed it hu rts mu ch

my bo dy i ja de

i wa nt to dis app ear

le ave nothing not a tr ace

「浩

　　　　　王

　　　　　　　　　君」

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„Sick“

These petals

These Pedestals

i

drink

my tears

swallow my pride with my fears

drive

i can t steer i veer off again

laugh and cough

steady in the coffin

my tongue a sword

speech hitting licks

lighter flicker

flick flick

a burning matchstick

fumes curl my stomach feeling sick

i ve

im

losing

myself

浩

王

　　　　　　　　　　君

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„A Cage of Ribbons“

A cage of ribbons.

The body of scarlet.

I will tear thread from thread.

ᴛʜᴇ sᴋɪɴ ᴏғ sɪʟᴋ. sᴏғᴛ ᴀɴᴅ sᴍᴏᴏᴛʜ.

The body of flowers wilts

aloft and moves.

🅲🆄🆃 🅸🅽 🆃🅷🅴 🆂🅷🅰🆁🅿🅴🆂🆃 🆆🅸🅽🅳🆂.

The stalk grows thin.

swallowing burning coals

My

Heart

still

cold.

I could never win .

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　浩

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　王

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　君

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! cover' me" ! 13 devil' and god" ! i n f i n i t e !

mother

i’ve become what you feared

young, beautiful, and unlucky

i know you don't hear

my screams and tears

i seek validity

from my peers

stay amazed

tripping

in the maze

tripping

in my ways

how could it

be a phase

pressing pause

looking at the plays

rewinding the days

words bouncing through my skull

i just trying to take control

see me through the lense

out of focus

looking from the outside in

i been trapped in the pin

how am i writing

when the ballpoint stuck in the pen

their gaze piercing my skin

regrets

drowned in the gin straight

mortal man

tryna gather strength

these

mortals hands

mauling at heaven’s gates

look at my life

oh it’s great

i love it

all of the hate

looking at the mirror on the wall

i might fall back when my face twist

doublespeak

forked tongue

i’m not depressed

it’s just a prolonged period

or paranoia and pressure

pressing on me

dissociation, isolation, and frustration

the days passing

internal suffering

hours felt eternal

everybody saw that i changed

but nobody saw my chains

they saw the pain

but left me alone in the rain

it was my fault too

helpless nothing i could do

it was like i was burning for all to see

therapy ain’t never helped me

told me what i liked to hear

not what i needed

turning on myself

my own destroyer

i lay defeated

feeding

i’m sorry

fade

cascade

i’m fleeting

「王君浩」

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memory abandoned

i walk these old halls

these crying walls

i claw at the static

my skin becomes plastic

glossy shining

all that glimmers is worthless

melancholy im imperfect

the wallpaper bleeds

broken glass misleads

looking through different angles

the windchimes jangle

the drab air strangles me

in the cold air i dangle

the paint thins

new cracks mark the end

worn paintings

hung up

structural damage

crumbling

im not supposed to be here

its peaceful and stressful

every little noise that i hear

i realize my failures

control me puppeteer

through the theology of laughter

an event more elusive than tears

a faceless but ecstatic whisper

hold me and endear

it starts to decline faster

i want to disappear

this is where i pay my penance

the sound of rain

this is my own vengeance

i must endure this pain

asphyxiation

dust fills my lungs

erosion

blood flows from me

i don't have dreams

nightmares

isolation

i feel free

this prison

of forlorn furniture

and weathered walls

i look through the windows

a slow mist shows

dead trees and patchy snow

this dead home

lit again into a new inferno

the creaky wooden floors

open. there are no doors

i take it slow

on the ground

i lie cold

next to candlelight

i seek the ghost of you

you walk in the night

the sky fades from blue

the warmth fades from bright

you vanish

it's nothing new

our connection severed

i just wish our hands could hold

each other forever

run down

your time up

sun down

your life up

lights out

closed eyes

see things

closed eyes

sweet dreams

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I haven’t let the pen hit the page as of late

You can’t see the pain with this mask on my face

Mask off, you don't understand cause you can’t relate

My brain gnawing at itself is a trait

i could never finish the food at my plate

small stomach i feel weak then plummet my mind in a different state

I been feeling like I’m in a different place

I've been feeling felled for forever as of late

...

My knees crumble under the weight

looking at the sky realize i woke up late

tired eyes eating lies when i wake

i been drowning caught up in the lake

..

slipstream i been hearing things

i hate all the noise so i love it when my ears ring

the crowd the faces the clatter and clash

the hell the bodies then the ash

the world nothing but trash

sing. angels glow brightest white

clipped wings a fall from flight a million eyes

I'm always under sights

grip em tight

scream down they throat

i hope they dont bite

this is why I don’t let the pen hit the page

nothing but an entity of rage

a fire and flame

passion and pain

i do not grow

tired or tame

a picture

in a broken frame

rolled dice

spun double threes

thrice

world a house

we the mice

I believe in God

cause i seen the devil's eyes

Watch my back

cause I know the devil’s ties

I know it’s all lies

many men meddle in mysteries

form again crystalline

im apathetic

listening to rhetoric

nothing proven

promised or kept

but watched the fall

before i lept

stand atop the cliff

cause a shift

new dawn

same day

again

re-equipped

digital rebirth

visuals start to clip

false end

it’s the eclipse

.

tisk tisk

shame

i’m in minsk

time seem to skip

i'm back home

close my eyes

i'm everywhere

but i'm still alone

/

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!!!

[(octagon)/(quadrilateral)/(icosikaihenagon{half})/(icosikaihenagon{half})/(monogon)]

[(triangle)/(hendecagon{half})/(icosikaihenagon{half})/(hexagon)/(hendecagon)/(octagon)/(digon)/(hendecagon)]

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Zak Arogundade

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SPLIT MY SKIN

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I wonder if these are actually getting through to people or if i am just screaming into the void.

you have no talent. you close your eyes

why not open your eyes and witness.

do you really think they could ever understand the scratches you draw upon the paper

you never change?

its always the same...

the same style

the same vision

the same message

this one is marked differntly

its funny your main focus is humanity and yet youve never studied anatomy

you have a very unhealthy obsession with eyes

because they are always on you

and-

"BURN-"

strange

in fact

i

thought

i

almost

heard

you

say

something?

?

/forever silenced/

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i draw that which you cannot see and that which you feel all in one.

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satin brilliance vermillion and crimson velvet and velour

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