4am-reflections

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can anyone who still uses this site please like this post, i need blogs that are actually active to follow

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Your series of "to the one who loves...next" and the "voicemails" post has been my solace in times when I've lost more friends and loves than I can count. It's actually the 10 year passing of my best friend and ex-boyfriend of 4 years and these writings are comforting like a thick fuzzy blanket on a snowy day. I guess what I want to say is thank you for sharing your beautiful works.

my writings will always be there for those who need them. all the love to you my friend know those my lose never truly leave us

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How long have you been writing for? :)

i’ve been writing poetry since 2014 but writing i’ve done my entire life. as a kid i made up stories to entertain my little sister

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You have me thinking in poetry again.

Maybe it’s time this sadness ends// 4am

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i forgot what it was like to have someone on my mind. to day dream about them in the middle of class, blocking out lectures on the decline and fall of the english major with ideas of what our first kiss would be like. how did you, my love, become so entangled in my thoughts. i had gotten so great at not catching feelings. burned into my mind that no one would ever deserve me, that falling for someone now-a-days is a waste of time. but you make me weak. you matter to me in a way others don’t. you make me want to rethink my views on morden love. with you i want to give it a shot.

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knowing you have a time limit with someone you love is a whole different type of pain. suddenly every moment with them is ten times more important and you feel like you’re wasting every second you’re not with them because soon those moments spent in each other’s arms will become rare and far between. you won’t be able to sleep next to them every night, even though they hog the entire bed and half the time you wake up with an arm in your face you’ll miss it every single night. i wish you didn’t have to leave...

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heyy, uhh, how’s your day? i hope everything is going well! i just want to say that your poems helped me to have the courage to make my own. you know, about love. i understand this feeling of loving someone for years and years... it inspires us in so many things. anyway, your blog is perfect and i love it so much!! all the love and affection in the world for you 💕

thank you so much for this. it’s been a while since i’ve been on here and i forgot how much i love this community and the support and love people share with each other. never stop writing, the world needs to hear the words you have to say

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6 year old me would cry if she knew there is nothing wrong with me.

8 year old me would be so proud i found friends who genuinely enjoy having me around.

10 year old me would love that i talk to my dad regularly now.

12 year old me would cry knowing that i found a man doesn’t hurt me.

14 year old me would lose her mind to know i was right about him being the one i would spend the rest of my life with.

16 year old me would be so proud that i fell in love with myself.

18 year old me would love that i’m doing well in school for the first time in my life.

20 year old me would lose her mind if she knew i had the courage to leave the relationship that made me lose who i am.

22 year old me is proud i’m still here, still trying, and can’t wait to see what the rest of my life will bring.

ode to my younger self

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it’s you.

it’s just you.

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You are strong

You are beautiful

You are loved

you are so incredibly kind thank you

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there’s this thing about getting older, life changes in the blink of an eye. i could have sworn we were still the love struck teenagers who believed their love could concur the earth. blinded by their feelings, convinced the power of their love could do anything. but looking at us now things have changed. we will never be those kids again. but i love who we are now. who we are becoming.

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Tumblr keeps suggesting your blog. I have cleared the notification about 50 times and every damn day it suggests it again. So I guess we're friends now. Hello, friend.

hell yes!! welcome to the club! hope you stay a while friend 🥰🥰

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Whatever you’re going through, you got this!

thank you. i just miss my friend but it’s okay stuff happens yeah know

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Why do you and your boyfriend look so perfect together?!?! Uuuugh the way he looks at you!!!!!😭

when you’ve been in love with someone for almost 7 years things just kinda come with it 🥰🥺

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i know i hurt you. but my god you hurt me too.

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i don’t know how to tell you that i feel like you don’t need me anymore. we went from sitting on facetime every night catching up and ranting about all the shit going on in our lives to barely speaking. i know he makes you happy. i know you love him, i just thought you loved me too.

i miss my best friend// 4am

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I love you

i love you more i’m sure