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yuh

#denki kaminari #cursed #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #kaminari

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im not the best artist but i drew our unappreciated boyo aoyama

#aoyama #yuga aoyama #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia

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do you think that, in an alternative universe, jean kirschtien has a mukbang/cooking channel called jean kitchen?

because i like to hope he does

and every so often, connie and sasha join in and completely destroy jean’s flat

#attack on titan #shingeki no kyojin #aot #snk #jean #jean kirschtien #mukbang

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★ 【優起】 「 羽根 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter

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—levi ackerman * ੈ✩‧₊˚ requested by @mazusu

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any bnha character in a turtleneck is just >>>>>>

OOOO

turtleneck

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The Last Straw {Levi Ackerman x Reader}

WARNINGS: heavy angst, attempted suicide

Levi had had enough.

He’d lost everything, and his heart was heavy as he just kneeled down in the dirt, rain pouring down on him as his sopping hair hung in front of his dull, grey eyes. His face used to be unreadable, but now it was plastered with despair. Nothing but despair.

His thin-lipped expression was gone, and the corner of his lips twitched as he bit his tongue to stop himself from crying. Fists clenched, his whole body trembled as he was left alone in the forest, the only survivor as another squad of his was wiped out due to the wrath of those God-forsaken Titans. Lina’s head rolled past. Elliot’s leg dangled from a tree branch. Both only moving due to the stormy wind. 

Now knowing that these creatures were once human, he always seemed to sub-consciously hesitate when taking their lives, even though he knew it was best for those lost souls to die. And because of that, he’d caused the sudden death of one of his comrades.

This caused a chain-effect. Everyone panicked after losing a squad member, resulting in a slow slew of deaths as each one made stupid mistake after stupid mistake and was brutally murdered in front of Levi’s eyes. It pained him to admit that he was the cause of this, and as he lifted his heavy head to stare at the cloudy sky - the rain not even getting slower as it pelted angrily on his shoulders - he couldn’t hold himself together anymore. Tears fell down his cheeks, and because of the rain, it was as if they weren’t even there. With blood-shot eyes, he realised he didn’t want to be Humanity’s Strongest anymore. He may have promised to lead humanity to victory, but at that moment, he didn’t want to anymore. A mix of anger, hopelessness and an unfamiliar sense of utter depression waved over him, and he stared at the blade sitting in front of him.

Those blades cut through titans easily. Levi wondered how quickly they’d cut through his own throat. 

It’d be painless, right? At least, that was what he’d heard. A quick and easy way out. He didn’t deserve it. 

Fingers grazing the cold metal of the blade, he gulped. No, it was too selfish. His job was to win and have humanity live another day. He was their only hope, and even though Mikasa Ackerman existed, she was still a child. She was nothing compared to him, and as much as he wanted to rely on her, Hange and the other troops to solve it all, he just... couldn’t. But deep down, he really wanted to.

Even though the rain didn’t slow down, a weird sense of peace and calm covered him like a blanket. His ears were ringing, and he looked around at the looming trees. Although blood-stained from his friends, they looked friendly. Despite looking as if they’d swallow him whole, they looked... welcoming. As if they’d protect his soul once he died. 

Then again, could they protect him from Erwin Smith, who would beat his ass in the afterlife for dying?

Levi wanted to scream. He wanted to yell out and curse at the world for being so cruel to not only him, but everyone else. Why couldn’t he just end it all and be done with it? Why couldn’t he, like some of the other Survey Corps, just put a gun to his mouth and be reborn somewhere else? It wasn’t as if anyone would miss HIM, they’d just miss having Humanity’s Strongest. Someone to rely on.

Fist now clenched around the handle of his blade, he rose the blood-stained metal towards his neck, his Adam’s apple bobbing way too close to the sharp edge. His breathing was hitched, and he bit the inside of his lip. How was dying at his own hand so much scarier than dying at the hands of a titan?

As he closed his eyes, he took a deep breath, hoping it’d be his last as he contemplated for the final time whether he wanted to do this or not.

“LEVI!” 

That voice. That damned voice. 

Eyes fluttering open, he sighed deeply and dropped the blade onto the ground, deciding that his death could wait for another day. After all, he did have one person he wanted to live for, even if it was painful.

Turning his head, he noticed the familiar face of his lover, Y/n, as she rushed over. Her boots squelched in the thick mud of the ground, and it splashed over her once-white, now blood-stained jeans. Her hair was a mess, sticking out from underneath the green hood of her cloak, and a large cut sat underneath her eye on her left cheek. Eyes bloodshot and lips trembling, she fell to the ground, her face inches from his own as she tried her best to make eye-contact. She knew just from the way he was sat that he was utterly broken, the body parts of his former crew strewn all around him. She didn’t want to ask him what had happened, in fear of upsetting him more, but she could easily guess.

An abnormal titan. What else could it have been?

It was then that she noticed his hand gripping his blade, and the small cut in his throat he’d accidentally caused when he heard her voice. He himself probably hadn’t noticed it, but she had. And, putting two and two together, she almost burst into tears.

“What the hell were you just about to do?” she asked, her voice cracking as she spoke. Her hands were obviously shaking as she cupped his face, brushing a stray tear away from his waterline and trying her best to keep composed, for the sake of the man she loved so dearly. “Levi, please...”

“It was an accident,” he half-lied, his voice much quieter than he’d expected and barely loud enough for her to hear. “Why would I-”

“Why wouldn’t you!?” she exclaimed, her voice shaking as she yelled at him. Her fists gripped his shoulders, a lot harsher than she was wanting, but it was getting the point across. “I knew this day would come, when you’d want to do... that, but you can’t! You just, can’t, Levi!”

“I know,” he muttered with a small hiss, turning his head and looking at his warped reflection in a distant puddle. The ripples caused by the rain made his appearance look like a monster. “I know.”

“No, you don’t!” Y/n cried, the tears fully pouring from her eyes now as she placed a hand underneath his chin and turned his head to face him. “Please, I can’t lose you too. Anything but you.”

Levi’s breath caught in his throat, and for once, he was unable to snap back. He couldn’t find the words or form a coherent sentence, and his stomach sunk to the pit of his stomach. Yeah... how could he? There was no way in hell he wanted her to be alone again. If she was to feel the same way he’d feel about her dying, then it’d be more than cruel to take his own life. Plus, as long as she was with him, it was worth being alive. 

“Please...” Y/n whimpered, and Levi’s heart shattered (if it wasn’t already). He took her hands from his face and into his own, and his coarse thumbs brushed against her damp, bruised skin. A shaky sigh left his lips, and he found himself completely unable to look her in the eyes. 

“I’m... sorry,” he said gently and honestly, and he prayed she knew he was being sincere. “Forgive me.”

“You never needed to apologise in the first place,” she answered, a small smile appearing on her lips. Because her eyes didn’t move, he knew she was faking that expression, but it was the most she could do. And he appreciated it. 

Silence filled the air, the only sound being the loud echo of rain hitting the ground and the distant sound of ODMG, meaning the rest of Hange’s Squad were on their way. Levi rubbed his eyes with the back of his sleeve before glancing back up at Y/n, who was looking behind her into the mist to see any sign of her Squad.

“Y/n,” Levi began, his voice returning as he stood up and helped up his lover. She looked at him in the eyes finally, and she gently cocked her head. Hand slipping into hers, he looked back at the floor and towards his discarded blade.

“Let’s go home.”

#angst #hurt/comfort #suicide #levi ackerman #levi x reader #snk #shingeki no kyojin #attack on titan #aot #depressing #well isn't this just sad

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BNHA actor headcanons (eight??)

(Because i'm an idiot and haven't been on here for quite a bit oops, here's another actor HCs)

Aoyama: my plan worked. my beautiful plan worked

Interviewer: erm... what plan?

Aoyama: to make all the viewers think that i, in fact, was the u.a traitor.

Interviewer: then why are you seen staring at the camera in every scene, looking slightly suspicious?

Aoyama: erm, isn't that obvious?

Aoyama: i'm fucking stunning, that's why.

#aoyama #yuga aoyama #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #aoyama is beautiful #bnha actor au #idc this is so canon

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Swapped

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There are two people in this world.

People who sobbed like babies at the end of Assassination Classroom

Absolute liars

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assassination classroom’s season two ops are the best. ‘question’ and ‘bye bye yesterday’ give me such a great sense of nostalgia and get stuck in my head and they’re just so gOOD

#assassination classroom

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this is so funny to me

Deku has never felt more betrayed

Also, commissions are open! You can find the form and more info here!

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dolly & stella parton are iconic

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mirio copying eri is one of my favourite things in the world and i’m so glad horikoshi drew it

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Shinso & Eri sibling headcanons

requested <3 - I'm sure you've heard of the Aizawa, Mic, Shinsou and Eri au, right? Could you please do Shinsou and Eri sibling headcanons please?! - anonymous

Ooh! I can try :) thank you for your request!

- shinso wouldn’t exactly be the most pleased to find out he was getting a sister. especially one supposedly not in control of her quirk.

- he thought she’d be a handful and knew that aizawa and mic were already busy with enough. 

- however, as soon as he meets eri, he absolutely adores her (but he doesn’t show it ofc).

- when aizawa & mic aren’t there, he’ll make sure to read her a story before bed to make sure she feels safe, as he knows how tragic her life has been before this.

- he’ll make sure to bring midoriya around every so often so eri can meet with one of her saviours.

- shinso absolutely loves making his little sister smile, as much as everyone else does. so he’ll always bring her gifts, whether it be a little stuffed toy or a toffee-apple. 

- eri is at that stage where she’s into makeup. so who does she test her skills on? shinso of course!

- aizawa will come home to see shinso with lipstick in his eyebrows, eyeshadow completely covering his eyelids and bright red blush covering his entire face.

- shinso will literally learn how to do cute hairstyles so he can make eri feel and look pretty (even though she’s absolutely adorable anyway).

- when he’s gaming, he’ll let her sit and watch unless it gets gory. usually he wouldn’t care, but since eri is already a traumatised kid, he doesn’t want her getting nightmares.

- so absolutely no horror. ever.

- at first, shinso was anxious, mainly because he didn’t want eri to lose control and get rid of his quirk or accidentally kill him, but after a while, he realised he didn’t care and wanted to make sure she was happy.

- he will cook spaghetti hoops. every day. because eri has a new obsession for spaghetti hoops.

- when eri has nightmares, he’ll let her sleep in his bed with him. he doesn’t mind, since he doesn’t sleep much anyway. also, ever since he got eri as a sibling, he’s become much more cuddlier. :)

#eri #shinso #hitoshi shinso #eri and shinso #aizawa #shota aizawa #present mic #aizawa x present mic #eraserhead #shinso eri aizawa and mic #bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #bnha headcanons

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BNHA actor AU {seven}

interviewer, to shoto, ochaco and tenya: so, what was the worst thing to happen on set?

shoto: when we almost destroyed the entire place

interviewer: erm... how?!

ochaco: katsuki and eijiro chased shoto around with a kettle for like, ten minutes.

tenya: and izuku was in a harness.

ochaco: somehow stuck to katsuki.

shoto: katsuki didn't know this until... well, izuku started yelling and everything started falling on us.

tenya: it was tragic.

#bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #anime #izuku midoriya #midoriya #ochaco uraraka #shoto todoroki #uraraka #todoroki #bnha actor au #tenya iida #iida

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BNHA actor AU {six}

Izuku: i hate the harnesses. they really hurt your groin and just... pinch.

Izuku: oh, and fake fighting can be pretty difficult. I remember actually punching katsuki in the face once or twice.

Izuku: and constantly dying your hair green is not great for the scalp.

Mina, sitting for six hours to get makeup done: god, izuku. pick a problem.

#bnha #mha #my hero academia #boku no hero academia #bnha actor au #izuku midoriya #midoriya #mina ashido #ashido