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AVOIDING THE SUBJECT

cool about it, boygenius / crying during sex, ethel cain / 3x09 “all the bells say”, succession / PRIDE., kendrick lamar / lady bird (2017) dir. greta gerwig / cinnamon girl, lana del rey / a primer for the small weird loves - richard siken

#web weaving #parallels #avoidance #love #quotes #compilation #words #poetry #art #boygenius #ethel cain #preachers daughter #roman roy #trauma #oh the romanity… #succession #succession hbo #kendrick lamar #ghosting #lady bird #ladybird #greta gerwig #film stills #lana del rey #nfr era #richard siken

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POTENTIAL

blue spring (2002) / this is not who i want to be, joanna sternberg / so far away (ft. suran), suga / the bell jar, sylvia plath / a different age, current joys / mirrorball, taylor swift / the book of light, lucille clifton

#web weaving #parallels #potential #wasted potential #burnout #love #compilation #words #art #poetry #quotes #blue spring #joanna sternberg #suga #agust d #sylvia plath #the bell jar #current joys #taylor swift #swifties #mirrorball #lucille clifton

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I REMEMBER EVERYTHING.

everything everywhere all at once (2022) / amigo warfare, eric gamalinda / someone great (2019) / about you, the 1975 / lullabies, lang leav / la la land (2016) /  the museum of heartbreak, meg leder / always remember us this way, lady gaga

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HORROR OF BEAUTY

Snake, Nicole Dollanganger / Mary on a Cross, Ghost / 3x13 “The Wrath of the Lamb”, Hannibal / Pretty When You Cry, Lana Del Rey / Brand New City, Mitski / Black Swan (2010) / Malèna (2000) / Perfect Blue (1997) / dying on the inside, Nessa Barrett

#web weaving #parallels #beauty #horror #love #compilation #words #poetry #art #nicole dollanganger #the band ghost #mary on a cross #hannibal #nbc hannigram #nbc hannibal #lana del rey #mitski #mitski lush #black swan #girlblogging #malena #monica bellucci #perfect blue #anime #nessa barrett #quotes

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“Either a mother and daughter know each other very well or they are strangers.” ― Kyung-Sook Shin

1.Annie Ernaux | 2.mothers | 3.Ocean Vuong | 4.mothers | 5.Safia Elhillo | 6. mothers | 7.Ada Limón | 8.mothers | 9.Ocean Vuong | 10.Mitski | 11.mothers | 12.Lorde | 13.Hieu Minh Nguyen | 14.Ilenia Tesoro | 15.Ocean Vuong | 16.Hieu Minh Nguyen | 17.Ilenia Tesoro | 18.Kyung-Sook Shin | 19.Louise Glück

#web weaving #mothers #family #love

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FRIENDSHIP LINGERS

The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades Is Out To Get Us, Sufjan Stevens / Ribs, Lorde / 6x18 “Lauren”, Criminal Minds / The Kids Aren’t Alright, Fall Out Boy / A Memory Like a Knife, Julien Pacuad / Old Friend, Mitski / Lost, Korn / @beetlejuices / Nana, Ai Yazawa / You Were There, Babyface / Lesbos, Sylvia Plath

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I’M NO GOOD

Only Angels Have Wings, Nicole Dollanganger / Jennifer’s Body (2009) / The Last Days of Judas Iscariot, Stephen Adly Guirgis / Cellophane, FKA twigs / You Know I’m No Good, Amy Winehouse / Skeleton & Demon, Brian Luong / The Picture of Dorian Gray, Oscar Wilde / 1x09 “Horse Majeure”, Bojack Horseman / Helter Skelter (2012)

#web weaving #parallels #no good #unlovable #love #compilation #words #poetry #art #nicole dollanganger #jennifer's body #stephen adly guirgis #fka twigs #cellophane #amy winehouse #brian luong #the picture of dorian gray #oscar wilde #bojack horseman #helter skelter #quotes

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a dialogue between the unloved and the loving

neil hilborn // miranda july // @orpheuslament // aaron o’hanlon // georges bataille // georges bataille “my mother/madame edwarda/the dead man” // @khariyaha // natalie wee “least of all” // @fridayiminlovemp3 // maria petrovykh “love me. i am pitch black” // “the seven husbands of evelyn hugo” // sylvia plath “johnny panic & the bible of dreams” // mary oliver “wild geese” // sue zhao // virginia woolf from a letter to katherine mansfield // trista mateer

[ID: a collection of excerpts of text.

..saying goodbye. yes, there is a place where someone loves you both before and after they learn what you are.”

“finally, in a low whisper, he said, “i think i might be a terrible person.” for a split second i believed him - i thought he was about to confess a crime, maybe a murder. then i realized that we all think we might be terrible people. but we only reveal this before asking someone to love us. It is a kind of undressing.”

screaming take me as I am or kill me / screaming peel my skin off like a blindfold / screaming love me despite the horror / screaming please, God, love me because of it.

“show me your thorns and i’ll show you hands ready to bleed.”

“i don’t want your love unless you know i’m repulsive and love me as you know it”

People always think we look for love at our lowest to distract us. I am convinced we do it because we want someone to look us in the eye, to look our ugly in the eye and still choose us. I didn’t want a distraction, (highlighted) I wanted you to see a mess and still find me worthy of love, to tell me that you could still love me anyway. (end highlight)

“i kneel into a dream where i / am good & loved. i am good. / i am loved. my hands have made / some good mistakes. they can always / make better ones.

 capitalized letters that look like they’ve been cut and pasted on top of overhead pictures of fields. it reads: “tell me every terrible thing you ever did / and let me love you anyway.”

love me. i am pitch black, / sinful, blind, confused. / but if not you, then who else / is going to love me?

“if you are intolerable, let me be the one to tolerate you,” i said, and then i kissed her and tasted the lemon juice on her lips.

“you have seen the rotten streak in me and you have come back, no matter how bad it was. you have always come back. can’t you see? you have taken me always as I am, no matter what.”

“i wish you wouldn’t look at me like that.” “like what?” “i don’t know,” she hesitated. “like you could love me.”

“i love you, and i am conscious of you all the time.”

in this space right here that we have made for each other, you can say anything and i will not abandon you. unwrap the worst things you have done. watch me hold them up to the light and not even flinch. 

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#web weaving #anything to do with being unlovable and i jump on it

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whatever souls are made of, yours and mine are the same (insult)

#web weaving

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THE SPIRITUAL TAROT. Illustrated by Japanese artist, Aquirax Uno (1934).

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growing apart (maybe in another life)

“p.s. i still love you” jenny han // hanif kureishi “intimacy and midnight all day: a novel and stories” // andrew wyeth “breakup”, 1994 // kevin wilson “nothing to see here” // sue zhao // christa wolf “cassandra: a novel and four essays” // zhiyong jing “the longing in your heart”, 2019 // frank ocean “white ferrari” // @wickleg

#web weaving #love

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FRIENDSHIP LINGERS

The Predatory Wasp of the Palisades Is Out To Get Us, Sufjan Stevens / Ribs, Lorde / 6x18 “Lauren”, Criminal Minds / The Kids Aren’t Alright, Fall Out Boy / A Memory Like a Knife, Julien Pacuad / Old Friend, Mitski / Lost, Korn / @beetlejuices / Nana, Ai Yazawa / You Were There, Babyface / Lesbos, Sylvia Plath

#web weaving #parallels #friendship #yearning #old friends #there’s just nothing like missing a friend #there’s so many people i wish i could meet again :( #loneliness #sufjan stevens #lorde #criminal minds #derek and emily my fave buddy cop duo #fall out boy #mitski #be the cowboy #korn #nana anime #ai yazawa #sylvia plath #quotes #friendship lingers

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"I miss all my friends, all the time, constantly" Part 2

Trista Mateer, Honeybee // @sondber // @bloomingtrans // Steve Mueske, "Now and Then" // The National - Mistaken For Strangers

#web weaving #friendship #so many people i miss :(

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UNLOVABLE

No Children, The Mountain Goats / Dark Places, Gillian Flynn / user @grungehobbit on tiktok / Garden (Say It Like Dat), SZA / The Last Days of Judas Iscariot, Stephen Adly Guirgis / Number One Fan, Muna / The Lovers & The Lovers II, René Magritte / Washing Machine Heart, Mitski

#web weaving #parallels #unlovable #love #compilation #words #poetry #art #the mountain goats #gillian flynn #sza #stephen adly guirgis #muna #rene magritte #mitski #washing machine heart #hand in unloveable hand #loneliness #quotes

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BLUE

Blue Side, j-hope (@bts-trans) / Witches, Holly Warbuton / The Glass Essay, Anne Carson / Mary Magdalene, FKA twigs / Starry Night Over the Rhone, Vincent van Gogh

#web weaving #compilation #words #parallels #bts #hoseok #holly warburton #anne carson #fka twigs #vincent van gogh #loneliness

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🩸 🗡️ ❤️‍🔥 SWORDMATES part 2 (part 1) — 1, 2, 3. my country: the new age (2019) 🖋️ nuanced translation of this particular quote 4. hanif abdurraqib, “it is once again the summer of my discontent and this is how we do it” 5. the untamed (2019) 6.  anne carson, excerpt of “akhmatova (treatment for a script)” 7. mulan: rise of the warrior (2009) 8. ghost of tsushima (2020) 9. geoffrey hill, broken hierarchies: poems (1952-2012) 10. my country: the new age (2019) / mulan II (2004) 

#web weaving #love

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richard siken, crush // my chemical romance, burn bright // william shakespeare, sonnet 108 // troye sivan, heaven // homer, the iliad // louis tomlinson, only the brave // madeline miller, the song of achilles

#web weaving #love #her