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how i look waking up to my alarm and didn’t die in my sleep:

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #tw sui ideation

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now i'm not saying make new friends but keep discord is an episode about bpd and reassuring people with bpd that just because their favorite person has other friends, it doesn't mean they've been abandoned and it's very good and normal and healthy for everyone to have multiple friends but

adjacently, party of one is about assuring you that your delusions that your friends hate you and they want to kill you aren't real and your friends love you and always want the best for you

#i like these episodes they're just like me fr #discord #pinkie pie #mlp #mlp fim #my little pony #my little pony friendship is magic #bpd #borderline personality disorder #delusion mention

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Nooo jinx pfp 😭

she’ll come back eventually, my problematic female faves always make their rounds as my account themes and right now it’s makima but she’ll return trust

#asks

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i need to be put down.

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #tw sui ideation

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considering how much i exhaust myself i can’t imagine how other people feel 💀

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #ptsd #depression #anxiety

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fantasizing about having kids is dangerous cause i think about all the ways i would treat my kid better than how i was treated but i’m sure my mom thought the same thing

#and look what happened #bpd #actually bpd #cluster b vent

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#bpd #bpd vent

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my favorite part about my birthday rolling around every year is the annual reminder that i am behind my peers in almost every way

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #ptsd #depression

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For Boop-Badges Collectors

Rough estimate: It's possible to reach 1000 boops in less than 2 hours (took me 1:30h), if you got some people to spam it to.

If you are a blog where people can spam boop's to, reblog this.

#boop

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i gotta speak my truth i fucking hated the portals album i really did 💀

#melanie martinez #portals #crybaby #k-12 #music

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i cannot separate myself from my own agony

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #cluster b #ptsd vent #ptsd

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every day i find some new, mundane thing to lose my shit about

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #bpd splitting #splitting #cluster b

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creature in fiction: *is portrayed as bad and mean*

8 year old me: but what if there was a good and nice one :0

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can u crave something u have never had? i’ve never smoked once in my entire life but goddamn have i been thinking about it for months

#i need some relief #the only reason i don’t #is bc i have asthma #smoking #bpd

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since i was at least six i’ve been in a battle with my brain and i truly think i’m losing

#bpd #actually bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd problems #actually borderline #bpd feels #bpd meme #bpd memes #paranoia #bpd rage #tw sui ideation

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i need someone to lay with me. i want someone to just lay on the bed with me and press thier back against mine. that’s all i want.

#rambles #bpd