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Is it just me or do all parents not tell their kids washing your face is a thing? Like... Everyone I talked to at this point figured it out once they started using social media and their favourite YouTuber / Instagramer etc. Shared their skincare routine. And they were like??? Washing your face helps with acne??? Why did put all those creams on face without realising your supposed to wash it???

#anxiety #parents #parenting #skincare #quarentinelife #shower thoughts #realisation #bad parenting

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Guess who's going to the psychiatrist 😓

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Suppressing your ticks while in church

Separating yourself from people you love because they're "sinful"

Feeling even worse when being depressed because drowning yourself in sadness is considered a sin

Seeing your friends suffer because the priest doesn't have to be respectful and he can misgender them

Sex after marriage is your duty

religious trauma things

you are always being watched by an unknown entity

sinful sinful dirty worthless

everything is Your Fault

youre never allowed to question anything ever and doing so is being paranoid, apparently

Your Body Is So Gross Ew Ew Do Not Show It To Anyone Ever

*hear mention of religion* Haha Yes I Am Ok With This. Not Panicking At All haha

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I'm the ultimate proof of our school system failling. I'm a straight A and B student. But I have no concept of organizing my own time and doing things by myself. Since the quarantine everything went downhill and now I may not pass this class.

#axiety #anxiety #school #grades #koronavírus #quarentinelife #quarantine #i'm dumb

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Me, a asexual pan romantic : am I actually a lesbian in disguise? That's one secret I'll never tell.

(I'm questioning)

#anxiety #lgbtq

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I had a fight with my friend and IWas planning to apologize in person, but the school is closed till the 14th of April so... 🤡🤡🤡 I need to text him. The fight was my fault. I can't losem him I've already been anoying enough to him.

#anxiety #depressed #friends #sadness

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friend : i care about you a lot

anxiety : they don't

me : first of all WTF

#anxiety #depression #sad #send help

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what’s that joke about a vicious cycle

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Me confessing to a friend : I have trouble expressing my emotions, i can't cry no matter how hard i try

Me 5 min into my first therapy session:

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this blog is a space for me to let my thoughs out, everyone is welcomed here, some heavy topics can occure, especially because i've been strugling with self-harm but it's getting better, i need to resist, i'm strong and so are you

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I haven't left the house yet, but I'm already done socializing today