(i wouldnt read this if you arent Nathaniel or whatever the fuck this scumbag goes by now)
hey fucker! yeah! yeah i still fucking exist and its shitty that you still do, you ruined my fucking life and you deserve to burn in hell for abusing me for SO GODDAMN FUCKING LONG FOR FUCKING WHAT? i was a CHILD. you knew for a fact when we first got together i was vurneralble because my LOVED ONE COMMITED FUCKING SUICIDE WHILE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME AND YOU TOOK ADVATAGE OF THAT BECAUSE YOURE A SHITBAG WHO DESERVES NOTHING. YOU DO NOTHING BUT YELL AT PEOPLE AND BREAK THEM FOR YOUR OWN GANG AND I WISH WE NEVER MET. I WISH I DIDNT HAVE LITERAL PTSD ATTACKS FROM BEING EVEN SLIGHTLY SEXUALLY INTERACTED WITH BECAUSE YOU FUCKING FORCED ME AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND I NEVER SAID I WANTED TO, YOU TOLD ME IT WAS NORMAL TO FEEL LIKE THAT. YOU TOLD ME TO CUT YOUR NAME INTO MY FUCKING LEGS BECAUSE OF YOUR 'KINK'. WHEN PEOPLE WERE TELLING ME YOU WERE MANIPULATIVE YOU YELLED AT THEM AND THEN THREATENED TO KILL YOURSELF SO I WOULD IGNORE HER, YOU CHASED AWAY EVERY FRIEND THAT KNEW YOU WERE AN ASSHOLE, EVERY FRIEND I CALLED FAMILY YOU BASICALLY BARKED AT SO THEY COULDNT TAKE ME FROM YOU. YOU CALL YOURSELF A YANDERE? YEAH! YOU ARE! YOURE A ABUSIVE PEICE OF SHIT AND I WISH DEATH ON FUCKING NOBODY BUT I WISH YOU WERE DEAD. I HOPE YOU DIE. I HOPE NOBODY EVER TOUCHES YOU. I HOPE YOURE FORGOTTEN AND YOU ROT WITHOUT A GRAVESTONE SO EVERYONE STEPS ON YOUR FUCKING GRAVE. YOU ROTTON PEICE OF GARBAGE. YOU FAKE DID. YOU FAKE BEING TRANS. YOURE FAKE. YOURE A FRAUD YOURE DISGUSTING UNDERNEATH AND YOU ALWAYS WERE. BEFORE YOU EVEN C ON I S D E R SAYING IM "MISUNDERSTANDING" YOU BECAUSE YOURE 'AUTISTIC' IM FUCKING AUTISTIC TOO BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM NOT MISUNDERSTANDING SHIT! YOUS TOPPED ME FROM GOING TO SCHOOL YOU STOPPED ME FROM GOING TO THERAPY YOU STOPPED EVERYTHING GOOD FOR ME BECAUSE I 'ONLY NEEDED YOU' AND I HATE YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING YOUVE EVER DONE YOURE A FUCKING. I DONT EVEN HAVE A WORD FOR IT BUT YOURE A PIG A DISGUSTING PIG YOUR BODY IS DISGUSTING YOUR FACE IS DISGUYSTING YOUR VOICE IS DISGUSTIUNG EVERYTHING YOUVE EVER DONE IS DISGUSTING AN DI HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL AND I HOPE YOU KILL YOURSELF. I GENUINLEY HOPE YOU KILL YOURSELF. NOBODY WILL EVER LOVE YOU. YOULL NEVER CHANGE. YOU ARE JUST AN ABUSER AND I HOPE YOURE DEAD. YOVE RUINED SO MANY GOOD THINGS FOR ME AND I HATE YOU FOR IT. EVERYTHING YOUVE TOUCHED IS TAINTED AND IHOPE YOU ROT. KILL YOURSELF. DIE. I HATE YOU. EVERYTHING HATES YOU. YOU DESERVE NOTHING AND YOU DEFINITLEY DONT DESERVE LIFE. I SINCIERLEY HOPE YOUR LIFE IS TREATING YOU SHITTILY AND I HOPE EVERYTHING YOU EVER TOUCH LEAVES YOU. I HOPE YOURE ALONE. AND I HOPE YOU DIE SO YOU CAN NEVER HURT ANYONE ELSE AND EVERYONE WHO YOU DID HURT FEELS BETTER KNOWING YOURE ROTTING AWAY UNDERGROUND.
I NEVER LOVED YOU. NO ONE EVER WILL. FUCK. YOU.
Kade! or whatecer victim name you called me! you dont deserve to know who i am now.
Shit. Shit shit shit. I still have feelings. I felt the spark for a few moments and it was amazing, I felt so… thrilled. It’s best to forget
oh i should say that ive moved on from whatever this is and im @jays-broom now, not dead, ill porbably never log into this account againe so if u wanna contact me im overe therere
Dont associate me with Mod Lars, 'Oliver', 'Fuyuhiko', yknow that guy ever again! i wont fo into detail but ive come to terms that hes abusive and i never want to hear of that dick again 💞
Before Steven was born Amethyst used to say ‘fuck’ all the time & so when he was a baby Greg had to sit her down and explain that she has to stop swearing around Steven because he’s young & impressionable
So Amethyst is like “but that’s my favourite word, when will be stop being young & impressionable so I can say it again??”
And Greg is like “uhh I don’t know, 15 I guess? 15 is probably old enough”
“Got it”
flash forward to Steven’s fifteenth birthday and he is woken at dawn by Amethyst yelling “wake the FUCK up Steven it’s FUCKING TIME”