abpdmess

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'i don't want to see a man wearing exposing clothing and striking a feminine pose' WELL I DO‼️‼️‼️

[abpdmess]

Why does creating a Spotify blend with someone feel more intimate than fucking them would

#bpd #bpd thoughts #borderline personality disorder #hell brain #actuallybpd #Spotify #spotify blend

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Relapses are so damn good at making me feel hopeless

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #hell brain #bpd thoughts #tw addiction #tw self harm #addiction #actuallybpd

[abpdmess]

Bpd is retyping how you say yes to hanging out with someone 20 different times cuz the amount of enthusiasm has to be just right or you will die

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #hell brain #bpd thoughts #actuallybpd #fp #bpd fp #favorite person #neurodivergent #mental illness

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it feels like there’s a mini psych ward inside my brain

[abpdmess]

My feet are itching to get the fuck out of here

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #hell brain #actuallybpd #bpd thoughts #personal

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Me rn after smoking 2 joints and poppin a few addys

#bpd #tw drug #tw drug mention #borderline personality disorder #hell brain

[abpdmess]

Pussy so good had him saying I love you lmao

#hypersexual #tw sex mention #tw pussy #bpd #borderline personality disorder #fp bpd #actuallybpd #lgbtq #nonbinary #they/them

[abpdmess]

Sorry I can't hear you over the fact that I'm god

#:) #bpd #u are also god but thats not for me to claim

[abpdmess]

Full agoraphobic Losing focus, cover blown A book on getting better Hand-delivered by a drone Total disassociation Fully out your mind Googling “derealisation” Hating what you find That unapparent summer air in early fall The quiet comprehending of the ending of it all bo burnham - inside

[abpdmess]

hunger is an oddly purifying and comforting feeling

#tw food #food mention #tw hunger #tw ed mention #tw ed content #borderline personality disorder #bpd #hell brain #actuallybpd #bpd thoughts #ed

[abpdmess]

The russian roulette of brain meds working or actively making you worst is fucking exhausting

#borderline personality disorder #bpd #hell brain #depression #anxiety #mdd #major depressive disorder #actuallybpd #bpd thoughts #mental disorder #medication

[abpdmess]

when hayley williams said ‘no i don’t need no help i can sabotage me by myself’ my anxiety felt that

[abpdmess]

“If there is a God, I’d like to look him in the face knowing I’d died as I’d lived. In conscious sin.”

— Sarah Kane, from The Complete Plays: “Phaedra’s Love”

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I love you i love you i love you i love you i wish that was enough to make me perfect

#borderline personality disorder #bpd #hell brain #fp #favorite person #actuallybpd #bpd thoughts #fuck #love is exhausting? #love