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SO the moans were fake..... Let me focus on other points now.

TIE HIM UP???? WEI YUAN YOU LITTLE WILDCARD!!!!!

AND TUCK THAT THUMB THE LITTLE RUB RUN OMG WEI QIAN YOU FUCKING SOFTIE GIVE HIM A LITTLE KISSY ON THE FOREHEAR PLEASE 😭😭😭😭

#unknown the series

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JESUS FUCKING CRHIST

#THE FUCK YOU MEAN TIE HIM UP? #WEI YUAN EXPLAINNNNNN #NO WAIT DONT EXPLAIN!!!! I WILL WATCH #FUCK AM GONNA DIE #I AM SOOO FHCKINF DEAD

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THE MOANS THE FUCKING MOANS!!! I DIED!!!! I ASCENDED!!! I AM NOT SURVIVING THIS WEEK FAM SORRH BYE I AM OUT. I AM DEAD

#unknown the series

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Mind still stuck on jgy and nhs putting aside their animosity to make WangXian happen

It's modern au and nmj is not dead but jgy and nhs hold the last life's memories and ahaksksks yeah they hate each other.

But there's more important stuff waiting to happen. Like WangXian. It's the OTP. We need to make it happen.

NHS: they are so fucking stupid yao-ge. How was it easier to make it happen when wwx was dead???

JGY: let me show you how it's done. *Continues to fail for the next 5 attempts* what the fuck is wrong with them??? A-sang how do you deal with this???

LXC: oh they are getting along very well.

NMJ: *pretty sure he just saw them try to stab each other at least once today but has no proof cause they smiled at him sweetly* .... yeah.

#mdzs #au modern setting #wangxian #sangyao #in the sense other people think they are flirting but they are not #meng yao #nie huiasang

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Oh i get you so bad.

Like brothers haven't brothered like chengxian for a fucking while in shows and dramas.

I see them interact and yep classic brothers being brothers.

Like I don't care if wwx wasn't actually adopted by the Jiangs or however they were raised. I see them interact and my brain just settled on classic Asian brothers....I have a pair in my own house that act exactly like that, pretty sure my friend also has the same pair in her house... But yeah.

The Asian brothers and brothering ya know.

chengxian actually feels MORE like incest to me than some actual incest ships lolsob

before anyone gets the wrong idea, I Am Not An Anti; I'm not saying it's BAD for feeling incest-y! Not my thing, but if that's what you're into then ship away with my blessing. I just find it funny that my brain looks at these two men who are absolutely NOT related in either a biological or a legal/social/cultural sense and goes "oh, they're BROTHERS-brothers."

#mdzs #the untamed #of course this is just my personal opinion #and people can ship what they want #but i cant not see them as a brothers #but i do see yanli as more of a maternal figure than just elder sister for them #maybe cause she's so nice and doting #but yeah

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Saw the post that was like JGY losing his mind over wwx not knowing lwj was crazy for him and then immediately after saw post about NHS being the biggest WangXian shipper cause he did end up being the reason these two United and kissed.

And then thought of modern au NHS and JGY who absolutely hate each other but come together because they ship WangXian and the idiots just won't get their shit together.....

#i wonder if this fic already exists? #i hope it does #if someone knows it please share #what's the ship name of nhs x jgy #sangyao #??? #wangxian #mdzs

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It's the yilling laozu arc. Mandatory for WangXian.

Why do fics keep separating wangxian for like no reason??? Like I’ve seen so many modern au fics where Wei WuXian just like moves or goes missing or something for such random reasons but what if he just didn’t. What if they both remained in the same place and it still took them 13 years to get together anyways. What then

#it should actually take more than 13 years for them to get together. i say at least 20 because #old man yaoi

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Qian: I give so much. I love my family. I will give my life to them. I will protect them and feed them and provide them with shelter. My life belongs to them.

Yuan: I will give my life to Qian. I love him. I will make sure he eats and rests and takes time for himself. I will make sure he stays healthy and well. My life belongs to Qian.

Qian: Wait hold on now wait a minute that doesn’t seem right

Yuan: Get loved…idiot.

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If I lost you, I'd have nothing left

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I can't believe how easily i actually forgave dahye....

Like I definitely wanted her to come back and even know she would come back because Soo-cheol deserved his son back.

But also I am glad she's back with him too.

Maybe his crying and devotion to them got too deep for me. But also please let the kid be his.

Because while I love the idea of him choosing to be a father despite not being biologically the father. I want at least one betrayal to be not true for him.

#queen of tears

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I am not sure but I think I saw a post explaining how the reason Jiang Cheng has an issue with Lan Zhan is because he genuinely thinks that Lan Zhan doesn't like Wei Ying.

So Wei Ying going out of his way to help Lan Zhan leaves a bad taste in Jiang Cheng's mouth.

Cause why you doing all that for someone who doesn't even appreciate your help or alternatively, leave him alone- he hates you and I hate him cause he hates you.

And I have been running with that since.

Jiang Cheng, do you have a fear of abandonment? Why, every time Wei Ying as much as talks to other people, do you assume that he will leave Yunmeng Jiang? Are you jealous of Lan Zhan? Are you afraid of sharing Wei Ying's attention with someone else? I don't believe that Jiang Cheng is canonically homophobic. Lan Zhan is his problem. Even though Wei Ying is reckless when he tries to save others, he is ride-or-die only for his siblings and Clan. And since Wei Ying met Lan Zhan, Jiang Cheng was forced to witness how much his brother was willing to sacrifice for Lan Zhan. Maybe he thought Wei Ying would turn his back on everyone, including his family if he could ensure Lan Zhan's safety. I mean, he outright said it numerous times.

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Unknown - providing a home for each other

Or:

How the start of Qian and Yuan's romantic relationship parallels the start of their familial relationship

In the first episode of the show we meet Yuan, living in an alleyway, scared out of his mind when Qian approaches him. Here's a little boy, all alone, trying to survive and stay safe. He tells Qian to go away and leave him alone. Which Qian does. Sorta. We see Qian back away and respect Yuan's boundary, however, he does throw the boy some food.

Through the next few scenes of them, we see their acquaintanceship progress. We see Qian leaving a bag of food on the railing of the stairway, while making sure to keep their physical distance intact. Then Yuan getting sick and Qian draping his jacket over him.

Qian is taking care of Yuan. He's showing Yuan that he respects his boundaries, but is not going to leave him alone. We can see Yuan recalculate and his defenses going down.

This of course leads to Yuan following Qian home. Qian at first rejects Yuan's approach, telling him to not follow him. Does Yuan listen? No, he does not, he persists. He shows up on the doorstep and waits until he gets let in. This marks the start of their familial relationship.

When Yuan confesses to Qian, their roles get swapped. Now Qian is the one who's scared out of his mind. Just like Yuan back then, he is trying to survive, he has no room for this. Qian might not be alone, but he is dependent on himself, or so he thinks.

And Qian tells Yuan to go away. Forces him to even, by sending Yuan abroad. But when Yuan comes back, the distance is still there. Just like Qian did for Yuan, Yuan respects Qian's physical boundary. But also like Qian did, Yuan provides food.

The parallel continues, Yuan keeps approaching Qian, keeps showing up while being careful to not cross any boundaries. He does tease, but he doesn't cross.

(The intent here is different of course. Where Qian did not seem to have the intention to take Yuan in, Yuan wants nothing more than for Qian to be with him, which is reflected in the actions they took/take)

The last couple of episodes we have seen Qian's brain work overtime and we are currently at the point of the show where we can see Qian's defenses slowly lowering.

Slight spoiler after this. (It's part of the preview for the next ep though)

Where the cause for Yuan to follow Qian was the jacket, the cause for Qian to go after Yuan is yet to come to fruition. I'm suspecting it to happen in the next episode, based on the preview.

I think there is a big possibility that the parallel continues. That Yuan doesn't yield immediately, but that it's going to take Qian expressing what he wants, aka persisting. And that Yuan accepting and letting Qian in, is going to mark the start of their romantic relationship.

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God usually when I don't like a reaction channel I tend to just move on.

But there's this one kdrama reaction channel reacting to queen of tears and I have tried and dropped most of his reaction series but I still give it a try every time I like a new one cause.... I gotta.

But God every fucking time it's such Straight Guy™ reactions it pisses me off... Like noooo don't talk about him or her like that.... Weirdo.

I guess I am sticking to the two I like and just them because they actually think before speaking on it .... God why do I even do this to myself.

YouTube needs to come out with a block channel option so fast I can't.

#queen of tears #its not like he says something offensive #but he says such frustrating stuff.

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I don't think so.... Like better decisions with people he works for? Can he trust them? His family got into the issue because they trusted people and also he's not even conscious long enough to know who to trust.... So I don't think that would have worked out.

It hurts his family but it does seem like the last option especially since there's no one else he can trust and he got busted while he was working on a plan. (Stashing away the medicines)

Am I the only one not feeling bad about the grandfather dying? Like I feel bad for the family and the fact that they have to go through this while haein is sick, they are ousted from their home(because he wouldn't let them live outside and have thier own properties btw) and then he while feeling better and gaining more strength just decides to die. And I understand that he was trying to help his family and what not but all of this is his making. And he has a house full of staff that are literally dedicated to the family and he didn't even try to contact anyone before making this decision? I don't know he was very useless as the head of the household and the family he created. He made them reliant on him and couldn't even take responsibility when shit went down

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Regardless if this was intentional for this reason, I think it's smart to have Qian play with lighter after having learned about San Pang and Lili since he is a former smoker because, to me, he is thinking about how nice a cigarette would be to calm his nerves.

Also, I liked several moments about the Lili and San Pang reveal like that Qian saw very visible and physical markers of Lili and San Pang's relationship because it's a nice comparison to the soft touches that Yuan gives Qian (and that he shrugs off).

Hickeys are slightly aggressive compared to the passive domesticity that Yuan and Qian exhibit by cooking for each other and laying in bed. Hickeys cannot be denied unlike all those other forms of intimacy. They are obvious. They mark the flesh.

I appreciated that Lili did NOT want San Pang to admit their relationship.

And that San Pang didn't look Qian in the eye when he said it, which is the first time San Pang hasn't looked directly at Qian.

But Lili can look Qian in the eye because SHE went after San Pang first. SHE initiated this relationship. Lili states that San Pang protected her, that San Pang has been there for her, and she likes him, which sounds familiar.

Finally, even if no one admitted it, Qian figured out that everyone knew but him, and even if they weren't all told directly by Lili or San Pang, they knew.

And that's what Qian states he is actually pissed about - That everyone knew, and he had to find out from this very visible display of physical intimacy.

Yuan knew and approved. Yuan even states that San Pang treats Lili well. So even if Yuan wasn't told, he figured it out.

Once again, everyone knew what was happening but Qian.

Everyone figured it out but Qian until he saw the physical markers of it.

Everyone realized the obvious.

Everyone knew.

But him.

And he didn't.

Until he got an aggressive reminder

Of exactly what everyone knew all along.

Everyone.

God, a cigarette would be nice right about now, huh?

Or a good parallel.

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I truly cackled when Yuan went from playing it cool to leaping out of his seat to clearly state that Qian was his property.

Look at Qian. Zero pushback.

And Xiong corrects himself immediately. Lol

This right here is when Qian started wondering if he should reiterate his disinterest in Yuan on another fishing trip.

Gif by @wanderlust-in-my-soul

Nice try.