❛ there’s no good that could ever come out of this. ❜ starting now . . . with @pragerstrasse as frederick frankenstein.
HE'S NOT SO SURE WHY THE DOCTOR ALLOWS HIM TO LINGER IN HIS OFFICE LIKE THIS. surely having someone like him around is enough to taint his reputation & good name. no one needed to know the deal fuches had arranged in order to allow barry to keep coming here to be treated for wounds. his mind is full of questions , but he doesn't seek any answers , too afraid of the truth & also perhaps scared of the possibility that frederick will finally push him away. the life he lives is meant to be a solitary one , but the loneliness he constantly carries aches in his chest , desperate for human contact ━━ for socialization. even if it's only for a few minutes , speaking with the doctor is enough to help him get out some of his feelings , realizing the irony of doing such a thing with a man like him , who’s walls are taller than his own stature. today , frederick's comments cut right to the point & barry's already tight , thin line lips curve into a deep frown , laying back on the examination table as if it were a couch , hands resting on his chest. ❝ yeah . . . i know. ❞ it's true. he does know that if he doesn't leave the criminal world , it will only mean bad things on the horizon , but the problem was actually leaving. it sounds great ━━ sounds amazing actually , but in practice ? it's actually really fucking hard. ❝ fuches said it'll be a few months until we don't have to do this anymore. ❞ he sighs. does he really believe that ? ❝ i just have to wait it out. soon i . . . i can be done & then move on with my life. ❞ & do what ? he's not sure about that part yet , but he only hopes he can find another purpose soon. he has to.
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sacred romantic moments
“ don't go. stay. “
“ but you're here. so stay. “
“ i don't want to be alone tonight. “
“ just come over. “
“ let's be alone together. “
“ i didn't know where else to go. “
“ i don't want us to be apart anymore. ever. “
“ i wouldn't have called if it wasn't important. “
“ you can talk to me about anything. you know that, right? “
“ just be honest with me. do you want this? “
“ i could never hate you. not really. “
“ you're my friend, but sometimes i wish you were more than that. “
“ we're not just friends. you know that. “
“ i think i'm falling in love with you. “
“ can i hold your hand? “
“ just hold me. “
“ yeah, you're in love with me. “
“ things would be so much easier if we were honest with each other. “
“ why can't you be honest with me? with yourself? “
“ maybe you could stay? just for tonight? “
“ it’s dark outside, and it’s raining. my arms are much safer. “
“ you can't keep doing this. you can't keep lying to yourself. “
“ i can't keep lying to myself, or to you. it's not fair on either of us. “
“ i think you should kiss me. “
“ kiss me like you mean it. “
“ just kiss me. “
“ you shouldn't kiss me right now. “
“ look me in the eyes and tell me you love me. “
“ you can't lie to me, you know. “
“ you know me better than anyone. you always have. “
“ you're pretty amazing. you know that, right? “
“ you're just... you're extraordinary. “
“ you're good to me, you know. really good. “
“ you've made me the happiest i've ever been. “
“ i don't know what i would have done if you weren't here. “
“ our love can conquer anything. “
“ and for many generations to come, our love story will live on. “
“ i want you to marry me. “
“ if you asked me to marry you tomorrow, i'd say yes. “ “ what about today? “
“ marry me, name. marry me and make me the luckiest [x] in the world. “
“ your kiss could mend a broken heart. “
“ are you going to kiss me again? please say yes. “
“ i could cry over how much i love you. “
“ you're worthy of my love. “
“ truth is that i'm so damn in love with you i don't know what to do with myself. “
“ i don't know what the future holds, all i know is that i hope you're in it. “
“ could you promise me one thing? “
“ promise me that we'll be together, no matter what. “
“ it's you and me, forever. no matter what. “
“ i didn't want to tell you until i was sure, but... i'm pregnant. “
“ we're going to be family! “
“ this baby is the best thing that could ever have happened to us. “
“ i can't believe this, we're going to be parents! “
“ dance with me? “
“ may i have this dance? “
“ you're my whole world, you know. “
“ don't speak. just... kiss me. “
“ you have no idea how long i've been wanting to that. “
“ i've been wanting to tell you for so long... “
“ so... is this like, a thing now? “
“ i always miss you, even when you're next to me. “
” i miss you. i miss you so much it hurts. ”
” i don’t want you to miss me. it’s tearing me apart. ”
“ you make me happier. “
“ i love waking up next to you. “
“ my favorite thing is falling asleep next to you. “
“ come cuddle with me. “
“ this is torture, isn't it? “ “ not in the slightest. “
“ do you love me? “
“ could this be something more? “
“ move in with me. “
“ like, moving in together? you spend all your time here anyway. “
“ are you serious? i've had a crush on you for as long as i can remember. “
“ i know you're in love with me. “
“ you're really cute, you know. “
“ you're so damn attractive. you know that right? “
“ if anybody were to kiss me, i would want that person to be you. “
“ and right now, i think you should kiss me. “
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