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The Pike in our history books:

The Pike I grew up with:

The Pike that ended up ruining my life:

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was thinking about infighting and like. they all see us the same. from the wildest queerest fagdyke to a cis gay guy. we are the same to them. the weird queers are not like. ruining your precious community. we're a part of it

#we’re all degenerates whether you like it or not #conservatives are not your friend

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me: fanfiction and fictional men ruined my life

(opens ao3)

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Loving yourself is not (necessarily):

Thinking you’re gorgeous

Not wanting to change anything about your body, personality, or life

Loving yourself is:

Knowing you have inherent worth regardless of your physical appearance or life circumstance

Knowing you deserve good things

Wanting to take care of yourself because you deserve good things

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day 77: 4/3/24

submitted by @crazymushroomvee

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In case you lost it - a link to the eSIM donation guide. Even if you feel sick and powerless, you can at least do this. And even if you really, really can't donate, you can always at least share this and remind others.

https://gazaesims.com/esim-purchase-tutorial/

#palestine #esims for gaza #connecting gaza #gaza #help gaza #how to help #how to help palestine #free palestine #free gaza #freepalastine🇵🇸

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“i’ll burn the world for you. i want to take you as my wife for the world to see. i’m not ashamed of loving you… only the things i’ve done to hide it. all the people i’ve killed, the blood on my hands and body… i’ll burn the world to protect you. i’ll burn the world for you.

because at the end of the day, when i come back home from battle, it’s you — and only you — that i want to be with. war is a dirty thing, but i clean myself up with you. when i’m covered in dust and the blood of my enemies, i think of you, i think of your beauty, of your beautiful body and face. when i return home from battle, i return to heaven — you. you are my heaven, your body is my heaven. i find heaven in you.

on the morning of our wedding day, i’ll fuck you and make love to you like no one has ever done before — and on the evening of our wedding, i’ll fuck you and make love to you. we’ll fuck and make love in front of the world — let the world know and see who you belong to, and how much we love and are bound to each other, inseparable. the world has to see and know how much you love it when it sees you being fucked so wildly and hard, it has to see you asking — begging — me for more, again and again. let the pure, sensitive, and prudish souls be shocked to see you in ecstasy, orgasming endlessly.

the world has to hear how much you love me, how much we love each other, how much you’re addicted to me. the world has to hear you scream, moan my name. the world has to see you claw my body, dig your nails into my skin. we’ll fuck and make love with windows and doors wide open — let the world see us love each other.

i’m not a good man, i’m not a perfect man — but with you and for you, i am. let the world know that i’m all yours — and yours only.”

— phillip graves

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𝒑𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒑 𝒈𝒓𝒂𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝒈𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒓𝒂𝒍 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈/𝒉𝒄𝒔 —

— Phillip is from Nashville, Tennessee (Bellevue Neighborhood). I do think he moved around a bit because I can see him coming from a family where military service was very common for the men of the family so he also lived in Texas, Kentucky, Louisiana, North Carolina and Georgia. He seems like the kid that just moved around a lot.

— His birthday is June 1th, 1985

— He gives me Gemini vibes

— His personality type is ESTP-A

— He's a bisexual

— Grew up higher middle class

— He's either Russell Adler's son or related to him, they look pretty similar so like yeah they are probably family. If so related on his paternal side of the family

— Phillip was not an only child and had two other siblings, one older and one younger then him. All boys too who have served as well

— He wasn't a momma's boy or dad's boy, he was in fact Grandma's boy. He was really close with his grandmother and it's where he learned how to cook. He spent a lot of time with his grandparents and he was their favorite

— In comparison to everyone else I think Graves is about 5'9 or maybe 5'10, him and Soap look to be similar height when we see them together so I lean more 5'10

— Graves definitely has a couple of tattoos, I'm not totally sure what yet but at least placement I feel like his upper arms. He's a business man so he knows having to maintain professionalism with work

— He doesn't seem like he played football growing but actually baseball and also on the swim team as well

— Graves has ridden horses before, often when he was staying at his grandparents property when he was younger but after enlisting he hasn't been back in the saddle but he knows how to ride

— He does in fact own several cowboy hats and probably had one that is themed to Shadow Company too

— Graves enlisted in the Marines when he was seventeen and I think in the process went to school and was a business major

— He's a truck guy but in a practical sense. He's got two of them, he's got his pretty one and then the one that's actually used for what a truck is used for. The pretty one is the work truck which is a 2017 black chevy silverado. His other truck is well kept 1979 Chevy Silverado.

— He's a car guy, I think he loved working on them and that's his main hobby. He loves doing the restoration process and takes great pride in what he does. His house has a large garage solely so he can be doing that.

— He's animal guy™. I feel like he if he was around more often then not he'd have plenty of them. He's the type to bring home strays or show up back with a new puppy in tow. He's got a soft spot for them and loves them. He'd probably own a thoroughbred gelding named Ace at some point in his life too.

— Graves isn't exactly a lightweight when it comes to drinking but he's also not kicking back shots getting ten down and just barely feeling a buzz. He drinks, not frequently but can handle his liquor decently well. He'd a whiskey and bourbon guy.

— Graves and Oz are close, it's why he trusted Oz to take over. I feel like Oz is probably the closest Graves has gotten to having a best friend. He's made friends but he never had a best friend but he finds that in Oz. They are practically brothers.

— He's not exactly superstitious but I do feel like he holds someone the Appalachian superstitious do to his grandmother and grandfather on both sides holding them but he's mostly a skeptic on stuff.

— He's agnostic from a family of Christians, his family aren't God fearing people and taught their boys to respect others and who they are. He stopped stepping into a church when he was about fourteen.

— There's never an explanation to the scar on his cheek and the clip in his ear but I think it was extremely close call when he was Marine Raider with a sniper. If he had just been moved over a little bit more or didn't move, he wouldn't have been there. He thinks a lot about it when he looks at it. It's a reminder of where he had been and how far he's come.

— Graves still wears his old dog tags plus the ones that get issued to Shadow Company soldiers. He takes pride in the ones from the Marines and holds them close to his heart. He always wears them or has them on his person when he's on missions. He was a marine and he's always going to be a marine.

— Hes occasionally smoker, I don't think it's frequent but he does occasionally smoke especially if he gets insanely stressed out but he probably curbs a lot of it with vaping. He's perfectly is Marlboro Blacks or American Spirits Black.

— While he hasn't lived really the country life before, I do think he does own a home out in Tennessee and a property in Wyoming that's out there in the country. He may not have been raised in it, Graves falls into the hard working lifestyle that comes from the country and one day hoped to retire to it with a family of his own too.

— Graves goes on morning runs and from an old hc of mine he does wear shorts and a sweatshirt. His ass looks great in the shorts though

notes: I have so many more, I think about this man on constant but I'm working on dating/relationship Headcanons soon!

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the sky slowly moulds into a dark blue as the clouds depart and the moon raises. the cook breeze almost sweaping you away. its silence.

well it was untill footsteps then a russle or two can be heard, getting closer and closer.

phillip graves appears, without saying anything he sits down next to you. the view from far away could be a windows lock screen background. it was beautiful.

the comfortable silence haults as graves lets out a deep sigh, letting you know he was thinking. sometimes thinking was good but you knew that type of sigh.

"doll?"

you let out a 'hm' high pitched sound. his voice makes your neck almost snap towards him, he breathes in and out. as if hes unable to process what he was going to say next.

"do you think im a good person, deep down?"

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while kissing my cat's little head: you're a problem *smooch* you're a terror *smooch* you're a menace to society *smooch smooch smooch*

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Are you a boy or a girl?

I don’t know I just work here

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where can I find naughty women

prison?

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Reblog now for good wizard luck in 2024 🤞

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Ankle biter dog Stimboard

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easterneuropeannatural

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want your favorite author to update but don’t want to be too pushy in their comment section?

here’s 5 things you can do to encourage them:

Reblog their fic link on tumblr (bonus if it’s with tags)

Bookmark the fic with a note about what you’re excited about/love in the fic

Recommend the fic to your friends or local discord channel

Draw art or create other media for the fic (as indicated by the author’s comfort level)

Leave them a comment when re-reading about the parts of the chapter/story that stood out to you the second time

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i’m not switching between my hyperfixations because i’m autistic, i’m just a whore