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The letters in Red's name for all three ships? Hier sin kekse.

ahh thank you! that's a fun one to do :) The Red x Nick and Wiseman ships are answered by me, the Red x Jay ships are answered by me and @actualsunflower. -

R ─ Recording. Have they ever filmed themselves having sex ? Did they watch it together afterwards ? Has anyone else seen their videos ?

Red x Nick: Though they might seem to be the least likely to do this, they have done it. Mainly because Nick is pretty good with fixing up video cameras! (It's not a common skill at all but useful in Nick's line of work.) Nick took a little convincing, and the videos are STRICTLY for them only. Under penalty of death.

Red x Wiseman - Nope.

Red x Jay - Jay hasn't recorded himself/anyone else with him but he would and yes he would watch it, he probably wouldn't show other people besides partners though.

Red would be happy to participate and also would very much want to show MANY people the videos if he ever gets permission to. (If he could host a "artistic" screening at Whiplash, he would love that.... 😅)

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E ─ Experimenting. Are they willing to experiment new things ? Is there something they’d like to try with their partner, but haven’t had the chance yet ?Any experiments gone wrong?

Red x Nick: It's pretty much constant experimentation! That comes with the territory.

Nick's body is very different from a human's and suffers from nerve degradation. With some recent *ahem* changes, there's even more to figure out.

Also, Red is experienced with BDSM, though not with everything, and Nick is not, so they're often trying things that are new. Both of them are just very into trying new things and seeing what happens! Nick has a very curious nature!

A fair number of Red and Nick's experiments go "wrong"!

Red x Wiseman: Wiseman is very open-minded, and kinda kinky. They're more likely to experiment with different things than Nick and Red, like outdoor sex, bathhouses, and drugs. He introduces Red to Daytripper sex!

Red x Jay: They both love trying new things! Jay enjoys most kinks and Red is very similar. If it's a kink that requires a strong Dominant role, they'll skip it since they're both subs. But Red is always happy to help "facilitate" Jay getting dominated though, and visa versa. They like getting dominated together at Whiplash :)

Also, Red will be willing to, on occasion, facilitate Jay's hard and risky kinks and not tell anybody, which is pretty helpful...👹

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D ─ Dreams. A wet dream my muse has had about yours, and whether they’d want to make it come true.

Red x Nick: Red has a LOT of sexual dreams about Nick. Often they're about Nick doing really intensely violent things to him, owning him and/or humiliating him. Not usually wet dreams, but when he wakes up he will be SO turned on.

Red x Wiseman: Red occasionally dreams about him and it's always about sensations and warmth. Often, between sleep and waking. Yeah, these are often wet dreams 💦

Red x Jay: Jay has a lot of very vivid dreams and he def would have wet dreams lol.... And yeah he most likely would like to make them come true. Red has had a few dreams about topping Jay...

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actualsunflower · 9 days

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15 Lines Tag Game

Rules: Share 15 or fewer lines of dialogue from an OC, ideally lines that capture their character/personality/vibe. Bonus points for just using the dialogue without other details about the scene, but you’re free to include those as well.

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Red

"We’re here now, alive right now. And the time… is now."

"I’m… really yours. If you want me."

"Of course I'm fine. This is what I do. This is life in the Commonwealth. Fight, fuck, and drink to forget."

(To Tam) "Mr. Nick is really tough and so am I. When any raiders bother us, we take care of them just like that. So as long as we're here, you don't have to worry about anything."

"The way I see it, this is a test of who we are as Minutemen. Do we just leave them like this and tell them to do their best? Do we tell them to wait weeks for help from Sanctuary? Is that what we do when a settlement is just too weak to survive on its own?"

"Of course I'm not spooked. The idea that this is actually the burrow of the largest mole rat in the world fills me with joy and tranquility."

"I have to sit down and be human for a minute."

"I've never been one for service, or ritual, or all the trappings of BDSM. Maybe I have too big of an ego. Maybe I just like things a little more primal."

"This world—it's fucked up. It fucks us up. It's a mess of power and violence and even if we're 'good' – it soaks in, doesn't it? It builds up inside you like a layer of grime. And there's no use trying to keep it out, trying to keep it at bay. At some point you've got to let it in and find a way to make peace with it, to keep it from taking you over."

"I want us to be unstoppable together."

"I love you and that was very sexy and dominant just now but there’s a huge pile of food over there and I’m a human being who hasn’t eaten in a very long time."

"As long as I'm alive, we will stand by our settlements. And after I'm gone, too, as long as I can train the Minutemen the way I want. We will not devolve into bigotry. We will not give up settlements to the raiders whether there are two people there or two hundred."

"So what I'm hearing is, you're thanking me for being such a horny bastard?"

"Come Hell or the end of this world, I want to be there by your side."

“This is stupid. We’re here. We can do it. But wait a while and—well. Those Nuka World raiders could come finish the job by morning. But right now—We’re here now, now."

Tagging @actualsunflower @estarii @pyrussprite @fuzzydreamin @therottenkingsreckoning @nukacoola @winged-wolf-s-collection-of-arts @mynonsenseistingling @slapcade-the-gay @khazrablood @fourcheesecalzone @pranxtorr @solarasippinsomesoda @glitchinginthegarden if you feel the vibe!

#💙💙💙💙

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actualsunflower · 1 month

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it's him, that guy

(illustration by @actualsunflower)

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actualsunflower · 2 months

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Yes Codsworth I AM actually in love with him, he said aw shucks unironically.

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actualsunflower · 2 months

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Do you have any favorite OCs that aren’t yours?

#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹🥹 awwww 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#omg im so honored.........................

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actualsunflower · 3 months

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NEXT TIME, YOU INVITE PAM

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actualsunflower · 3 months

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actualsunflower · 3 months

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Wiseman and Red reconnecting at The Slog // dusk

+ nsfw under the cut!

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actualsunflower · 3 months

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red x wiseman

thank you @actualsunflower for helping me take such 🥺 pictures of them....

#❤️❤️❤️❤️

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actualsunflower · 4 months

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Im very happy and grateful to have met so many wonderful people here this year, and I'm still very happy and grateful to know everyone who has been around for longer. 💙 This year has been one of the worst years in my entire life, and it has only been getting worse by the day. After my mom had a heart attack, something else really bad happened, my 13yo bearded dragon seems to be close to passing away and hasn't been doing well, and my other pet Lemon died suddenly 4 days ago. There've been multiple times since July/August 1st where I've considered suicide again, but decided to hold on instead just for things to progressively get worse. I'm really just hoping that by some random luck this coming year isn't just as bad or worse. I've failed as a friend to a lot of people, and as an artist as well, and it's really difficult to deal with especially when everything keeps crumbling on top of me. I've done so many things and have been in a constant state of changing medications and drs, it's really been nonstop. I really love and appreciate all of my friends so much, even if I'm never around much anymore or we don't talk often💙 I think about everyone all the time, and I'm always so happy to see what everyone is doing without me. I hope the coming year is great for everyone else as well 💙

#sunflower posts

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actualsunflower · 4 months

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