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nothing like

seeing cool fan art you know youve seen before, wondering why you havent looked up the artist before (even tho you definitely have), going to the artists page, and then remembering why you dont visit that artists page anymore

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being called ugly all your life so you WANT to be objectified is honestly such a pro chess move from the patriarchy. like props! can we get a round of applause for fuckface everyone?

#ugly #try not to be a loser challenge (i failed) #that and im also just ugly #this was funnier in my head

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“omg you’re so creative. how do you get your ideas” i hallucinate a single scene in the taco bell drive thru and then spend 13 months trying to write it

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i need everyone to stop being so FUCKING good at coloring….or teach me your beautiful sexy ways >:(

#artist #digital art

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Never change, boys 🫶

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I rewatch Red shoes and noticed more things:

Since the magical apple tree was first a woman who ate magical apple, could the first one be Snow white’s mother?

King Snow made his daughter escaped by the secret door in the well where he brought Merlin later in the film.

Arthur might have left Merlin behind because he thought he cheated because of the love spell (he didn’t use actually hopefully). But his behaviour could also be because of jealousy and seeing Merlin as a threat to his plan to kiss Red Shoes because of this unfair disadvantage.

After seeing Snow white’s true appearance, Merlin didn’t leave her, he was just looking for more wood to revive the fire. When he talks to himself, he seems more lost and confused about accepting his feelings than Snow White’s appearance. But he did say he prefer Red shoes and his conscious called him an idiot xD

Merlin had more problem with his own appearance than Snow white’s. And he’s the one with insecurities, not Snow. He sees himself as weaker because of his shortness and his spells were weaker too, just like Snow White isn’t as strong anymore. But what was a selfish wish at the beginning blossoms in true love on his side.

But being a green dwarf/troll made him take himself less seriously as he acts more goofy in this appareance. I think falling in love with Snow White made Merlin loves himself and less arrogant. So he was right in a way when he said falling in love with Snow White will make him a better man worthy of her :)

Snow and Merlin are truly equals and save each other. Snow defends the guys from the insults of the guards and then Merlin helps her from them. They both fight against Prince Average and his soldiers. Merlin saves Snow from the wooden monsters and Snow saves him from drowning. They both sacrifice themselves to save each other. Snow breaks his curse and saves him. There are parallels each time!

I also has Beauty and the beast vibes with the princess falling in love for a prince who was turned into a monster to make him grow. You also have a reverse BatB with Arthur and Red Hood.

I just love this film ok! ><

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some doods, mostly Shiro because he is fun

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what i love about this film is that merlin is more worried about how other people see him just like how snow wants the shoes because pther people treat her better. both of them subconsciously know that they dont have a problem with their bodies but other people take it upon themselves to treat them differently depending on how they look. and its beautiful how snow teaches merlin to love himself for his mind and not his body.

I rewatch Red shoes and noticed more things:

Since the magical apple tree was first a woman who ate magical apple, could the first one be Snow white’s mother?

King Snow made his daughter escaped by the secret door in the well where he brought Merlin later in the film.

Arthur might have left Merlin behind because he thought he cheated because of the love spell (he didn’t use actually hopefully). But his behaviour could also be because of jealousy and seeing Merlin as a threat to his plan to kiss Red Shoes because of this unfair disadvantage.

After seeing Snow white’s true appearance, Merlin didn’t leave her, he was just looking for more wood to revive the fire. When he talks to himself, he seems more lost and confused about accepting his feelings than Snow White’s appearance. But he did say he prefer Red shoes and his conscious called him an idiot xD

Merlin had more problem with his own appearance than Snow white’s. And he’s the one with insecurities, not Snow. He sees himself as weaker because of his shortness and his spells were weaker too, just like Snow White isn’t as strong anymore. But what was a selfish wish at the beginning blossoms in true love on his side.

But being a green dwarf/troll made him take himself less seriously as he acts more goofy in this appareance. I think falling in love with Snow White made Merlin loves himself and less arrogant. So he was right in a way when he said falling in love with Snow White will make him a better man worthy of her :)

Snow and Merlin are truly equals and save each other. Snow defends the guys from the insults of the guards and then Merlin helps her from them. They both fight against Prince Average and his soldiers. Merlin saves Snow from the wooden monsters and Snow saves him from drowning. They both sacrifice themselves to save each other. Snow breaks his curse and saves him. There are parallels each time!

I also has Beauty and the beast vibes with the princess falling in love for a prince who was turned into a monster to make him grow. You also have a reverse BatB with Arthur and Red Hood.

I just love this film ok! ><

#red shoes and the seven dwarfs #red shoes #snow white #fairy tales #snowlin

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The reason why the premise for Red Shoes and the Seven Dwarves works so well is because they made sure to emphasize that Snow White's insecurity isn't about how she feels about her appearance, but about how the world around her treats her because of her appearance. When she's Red Shoes the world treats her like the royalty she is, but when she's herself they bully her and refuse to help her (and I stand firm that part of what made her fall for Merlin was when he helped her in the alley when she wasn't wearing the shoes) it's clear that Snow White has absolutely no problem with her looks in fact she loves how she looks, what she doesn't love is how the world treats her because of how she looks and that's what makes being Red Shoes so tempting. The fact that now she fits in, that now people like her, now people love her and that's a hard thing to give up, the feeling of acceptance. The movie never makes Snow White's appearance her problem, it's always someone else's

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me replaying the same scenarios and tropes in my head with different characters im hyperfixating on

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self portrait 🥰

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you read the tags…and then dive in and hope for the bes 😭 ???????? do yall decide to read fics based on kudos fr?? also even if i personally think a fic is bad its still not a waste of my time because the concept is something i can tweak in my head etc. yall could be missing out on the best fics of your life

Another AO3 thing I’m curious about, how do yall decide if something is good enough to read? Usually I follow a rule of 1 kudos for every 10 hits. One because it’s easy math and two it’s yet to fail me. Thoughts? Do you just go for it and pray it’s good?

#ao3

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my oldest harringrove art vs my newest (4 year difference)

harringrove is my latest obsession lol. Billy has no business being as hot as he was. 

#harringrove #steve harrington x billy hargrove #harringrove fanart #steve x billy #billy hargrove #steve harrington #stranger things #fanart #shipart #ship art

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still getting used to my computer tablet plus it looks different on both screens color wise. 😭😭 anyways this is what id look like as a siren bc im neurodivergent

#i love sirens #sirens #siren #siren oc #siren sona #sona

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Hello. I’m sorry for begging again but my situation is pretty dire.

Recently, I’ve been diagnosed with chronic kidney disease, stage 4. It came out of nowhere and was caught by sheer luck on an unrelated test. Stage four means my kidneys are shriveled up and almost dead - currently at only 17% working condition. When it drops to 10%, which is stage 5 (prognosis is within a year) I will require a kidney transplant and/or dialysis. You can not live without it, and prognosis for dialysis/kidney transplant patients are 10 to 20 years. I’m very young and I really would like to continue having a peaceful life and work on my art. I’ve had many hardships before - I’ve fundraised to get money for rent because of a homophobic attack I’ve suffered, I’ve fundraised to escape my country, all within 2-3 years. I’m really grateful for all the help I’ve gotten and I believe in people’s kindness.

Please, if you’re able, share or pitch in to my gfm campaign made by my fiancé. Link in the reblog.

My comms are also still open if you’d like to help in that way and get some art.

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