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ajmthejournalgirl · 3 years

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Never get tired of asking God to guide you in the right direction.

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i can feel your energy around me, even when you’re far away. i carry your spirit. so it’s hard to say, you’re leaving soon. my unrequited love. you have to leave soon. sadly, but as the saying goes, i have to let love go.

#ajmworks #unrequited romance #soul ties #blacklove #love lost #lost in translation

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To the honeys gettin money playin niggas like dummies.

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being black ain’t nothin fun

being born black ain’t nothin fun being

born into this world, hated already labeled, lazy glorified because you turn sadness into talent when i was born a black woman i was a child whose purpose was to keep her dad around it was my purpose to make my dad stay faithful to love my mother 25 years later, she’s alone & I’m her punching bag I'm her most hated possession. I’m what is supposed to be her money maker America sees me as a marketer Im so beautiful ,i can sell anything I'm so rhythmic i can dance so well my eyes are dark so I can see beauty in everything i can make something out of nothing because I’m black.

being black ain’t nothin fun as a child my only real purpose was not to get killed by a gun.

#ajmworks #rant #blacklivesmatter #black children #blackgirlswhowrite #nlackgirlswhoblog

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Dont talk shit when a person is sitting down Part 1

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I Wish You Knew

How I wish you only knew,

that you’re a lucky star. i enjoy your company more than a normal girl would. i know that you need to see this for yourself. but, the way that i look at. i only imagine that a friendship like ours could blossom into something beautiful. i feel like if i had held onto to this feeling with the other man before you, it wouldve been a lot more hurt involved. right now, i am willing to wait. you make me focus on me and not just about loving you in my own feelings. i think that is a super plus. therefore, i wish you knew.

how i could love you. i really dont want to imagine you leaving me. and normally im terrible with goodbyes. the real me wouldve let shit fade right now. but you are the male version of me and you pulling back only wants to make me push forward. and when i pulled back, something abt you pulled slightly. i took that slight tug and sent you the funniest video i have. you only read it. thats all i needed. just know that im right here. i aint going to let titles try to downgrade how i feel about you. let me threads on twitter show that im not ashamed to show i love you.

dont let me go.

when May comes around. we’re both waiting on something that could change our lives. you could find a well paying happy life, i could finally find the love and marriage i’ve been praying for... it is bad that i want you to stop me. stop my anticipating? He;s loved me for a while. I’ve held onto something that i dont know, sexually, Vibing wise, he’s the same as you. a little more fluid. but i really dont know what im waiting on. All i know is that, until i gave having sex with you a shot, i remembered that I’ve felt this same feeling around you ever since i was in middle school. Before i knew what I was feeling was real. It scared the shit out of me, and its scaring me again but this time, i wont jump away from it. I’ll run towards it.

Please, after i say these things. Don’t go freeing yourself. I’m used to hurt just like you. I acknowledge that I’ve been asking Jah for someone who chases me. but i cannot ignore the type of woman i am. You’ve been in my blindspot for years. I dont have any pride to chase somebody i want in my life. I’ve done a lot of reading. It’s not that i need you, i want you.

#ajmworks #stupidloveeballads #freeverse

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The Soul and The Brain

Your soul and brain are two separate entities that live inside of you. One is meant to destroy you and one is meant to help you. Your brain is that voice in your head that tells you that you’re worthless, that makes you feel insecure, unlovable, etc. It is not your voice. It was placed there by the person/people that made you feel that way. It is your inner child echoing the pain they felt growing up. Your soul is who you really are. The best way I can describe it is your “gut feeling”. The feeling inside you that appears when you do something that genuinely makes you happy, when you complete/learn a specific lesson in your life path, when you live true to yourself. It is the voice of reason. The voice of rationality and logic. It is your higher self.

Always listen to your soul. It is never wrong. Your brain is just trying to protect you but, it needs to be tamed. The goal is to reach a point where both can coexist in a harmony. Once that happens, you are one step closer to reaching true happiness and self actualizaion

My DM’s are always open for anybody who needs to talk, vent, given advice, etc. I love and appreciate every single one of you.

- Zaradiah

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What a Blessing to Be A Black American

what freedom is

what creativity is

where expression is it’s loudest

diversity defined, simplified

and represented by a ethnic group

what a Blessing it is to be a Black American