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sometimes I get comments on fanfic I wrote when I was in high school and apparently, people will still get invested in my stories. which is fuckin’ embarrassing because I was NOT a good writer in the absolute slightest and I can  you, the story’s got bonkers as fuck and made no sense whatsoever lmao

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while I do think s3 and 4 didn't give will enough to do, somehow that kind of ads into that isolation of a queer kid who's friends are all expericing relationships and that whole experience, while he's still just trying to find ways to fit in and be normal.

#it's not always the best written cause he feels left out #but like yea I can see what s3 was trying to do #and s4 I think he was just in a boring plot but when they did give him time it was good

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hmmm yeah right. right. I really can’t spend much money or else I legit will be able to save nothing. right right right.

#I hate this actually like what in the fuck #I'm going to have to get a freelance job at some point which just sucks #cause then I'll have more money but for what? #to spend all my time doing nothing but working? #ugh I don like it

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max fave character in stranger things

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ya the show has basically said will is gay since ep 1

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after having really not done much big public events for 2 years and going and doing a few things I will say... wow did I really not realize how much casual racism I hear. did I really get so fucking uses to this before? God I do miss not having to be exposed to this shit

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remember when zendaya was just suddenly in the oa

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can we please please please ditch the “straight man is just confused, he’ll come out” lines. they’re… gross

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i’m so glad to have more bite-sized Critical Role content tbh. I haven’t had as much time to keep up with C3, but holy shit just getting to watch the intro to Calamity alone has given me fucking liiffeee

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metric released a 10 minute long song and it's one of the best things I've heard

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can’t wait to have my therapy appt next week and have her ask “how has it been going?” only for me to be like. well, I went through the whole look at an apartment thing, had to decide if I wanted to move to a further away area of the city from where I am now, stress the fuck out of that decision, apply last second, and end up getting the apartment and will now be moving at the start of June :)

like for real that was one of the most stressful weeks i’ve had, on top of training an intern, and having to do some colour grading notes at work with no supervision of the actually colourist. hooo shit ya’ll.

my therapist is probably gonna be like ‘damn, that sounds like a lot.’

#I will say. even if I’m not always good at bringing up things that are troubling me. esp with the time between appts. its forever such a #relief to know I have this appointment to be abel to talk and get it all out of my brain #look back and just see hey. i managed that okay.

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Jesus I've got my first client note call today out of nowhere. fuck.

on top of that I sent in a rental application? so like. the fuck is happening right now aaah

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I have never met someone to look at an apartment before and it's a house aparment shown by a Realtor and it'd busy on this street and I am minorly panicing a bit cause idk what to do but I guess this is what happens when you manage to arrive early???

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I’ve had a fucking headache since I left work/got home yesterday and this is honestly, so unusual for me. It feels like there is no one consistent point of pain to which seems… suspicious :/

#i’m also kind of cold but its also a little chilly out anyway #so i really cant tell what is happening #i’m hoping its not covid but at this point i’m worried it might be

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Duality girlfriends.

#cr #i love them i missed them

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oh NNO

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the serotonin that has released in my brain with the return of some m9 characters is. insane.

#I'm so happy I missed them so so so much