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Hi everyone!!! I know I haven’t been on much but I thought I would come on and update y’all on what’s going on! My dad was diagnosed with a malignant brain tumor this past March and it has been very hard on my family, especially financially since he’s the main provider in my family. He is basically disabled and unable to work after his surgery, and I currently am looking for a summer job to help out while also studying for my MCAT as an upcoming senior pre Med student. Obviously the main focus is for him to get better and beat this tumor, but the treatments are also very expensive and a lot of it isn’t covered by our insurance. Our family friends have started a GoFundMe for us, but it does include a lot of personal info that I don’t necessarily feel comfy posting on here, so I am going to drop my c@sh@pp here: $chlo5530 , if you can spare anything it would mean so so much!! I will just be dumping my cashapp into the gofundme periodically ! I also think I might do some cute writing commission stuff this semester if anyone would be interested in that! I hope you all are doing well and staying healthy thank you🤍 love, Chloe

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am i warm enough for you? 

↪ tags ;; soulmate au, strangers to lovers, fluff and angst but mostly fluff, some-what canon compliant, bakugo katsuki is bad at feelings, lots of Feelings™, you guys are adults but the end of the fic but the fic is sfw, alcohol, drunk confessions 

↪ wc ;; 5.6k.. 

↪ plot summary ;; you see your soulmate in dreams - sometimes in bits and pieces and other times in full. bakugo is less than inclined to admit he even has a soulmate - and you learn how to cope with it, one day at a time. 

bakugo learns that this soulmate shit is no joke. that has to be why he keeps falling for you so helplessly. 

↪ a/n ;; i wasn’t even gonna comeback this early but it felt so wrong not to post on my bfs birthday so alas </3 for anyone who cares to know this is @elysianseraph but with my new url. nice to see u all <3 

It’s hazy. 

A cloud of smoke settles over your body, permeating your lung. It smells like sugar, like burning, like smoke and a little like leather. You can feel your toes curl and your hands moving but your body is separate from you in a way you can’t describe. It’s a pleasant kind of warmth that spreads, creeping up from behind your neck till it’s soft and cradling your skull. It’s soft like the touch of a mother, like wool over your ears.

It’s a pleasant feeling, that’s all. Almost cozy but there’s a fading sense of distress that chills in your lungs as you encompass it. Your hands are too small to reach forward, and truthfully the sensation is so powerful that you’re afraid to reach out. You’re 6 years old, so all you know is how it makes you feel. You can’t remember many details, but you feel pleasant. Something about it is soft, but there’s a sharp edge right at the end that has your lungs gasping for air. 

It’s a flash of colors. Red. Orange. Pale Yellow. Grey. Black. Forest Green. Red. Red. Orange. Red. 

And then it fades into a feeling again. A blurry feeling. You feel conflict, then concern, then inadequacy in heavy waves almost like it’s drowning you. It’s the first time you’ve experienced such a pain, so your wailing and wiping tears away with chubby fingers and saying a name you don’t know and can’t remember. 

Ka. You know the sound, Ka. But you don’t know of anything more. It repeats rhythmically in your mind like a knock on the door, rapping with urgency - but it doesn’t do anything to jog your memory. Someone is trying to be let in but you don’t know how to answer them, and you’re still crying. The distress, the inadequacy shakes you and all you feel is frustration in short simple bursts. 

Your first encounter with your soulmate is written this way in your memory. A sense of urgency laced with frustration - but they’re not towards you. It’s him, his feelings - you can feel them even deeper then he can. They pierce you in a way that makes it hard to breathe, no matter how you try to escape them it’s an overwhelming feeling of helplessness. The only way to escape the feelings of a dream is either to control them, or to face them and swim through the fog. 

Soulmates have an urgency to them, in general. His is different, you can tell as much. Your first soulmate dream leaves the heaviest impression and each one thereafter is like pieces of a puzzle.

 Sometimes you simply share random dreams, like a split screen in a video game - the two of you witness different parts of the same dreamverse. Other times, and honestly - most times, you’re experiencing their emotions or feelings. You experience their core memories, their life, in flashes and bits and pieces. 

It’s not enough to know them or who they are, it’s like know everything about them except the things that matter

Sometimes you meet too. Just barely.

Keep reading

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if you think about it there’s no real reason for smith to be a more common surname than another standard job like cook. except that smiths fucked more. all those smiths in their forges with their big muscular arms all covered in sweat. i bet the medieval women were gagging for it.

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#THIS VIDEO IS SUCH DEEP TUMBLR MEMORY FOR ME FUCK #I LOVED IT SO MUCH DISMFSKJDFJK #FAVE

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Sand, under a 250x microscope

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sebastian stardew….call me

#what is it like to live in my head 24/7 you beautiful man #sdv #seb

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hey, which terrible fanon hq character are u?

#sakusa #'these people have never met anyone with social anxiety and it shows' #READ MY ASS LMFAO #nah fr tho... least favorite hq thing truly honestly

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astrology don’t even work on cishet men…………….they’re Evil. sun in stupid. moon in evil. rising in aggravating 

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the blade runner doing my voight-kampff test: if communismkills tossing you neck, you taking it or curve her shit?

me: is this the test now

the blade runner: yes. you off the henny or whatever you drink and she appears in your inbox, knowing all the dumb shit she be saying but

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hello! just a lil smth, please don’t scroll!

tw // anti-asian violence

there’s been a fuck ton of aapi hate since the beginning of the pandemic and especially lately, with the georgia shootings today, and even the grammys last sunday

all this said i just wanted to share a few resources (none mine!):

- anti-asian violence resources (this resource is also linked in my pinned, it contains information, petitions, places to donate and a lot more)

- stop asian hate (contains petitions, places to donate, ways to spread the word and more)

- sites to donate to and share (if you have a twitter please consider retweeting)

- a cumulative twitter thread with a little bit of everything and more than i explained

+ stop asian hate gofundme

+ asian american resource center (an atlanta based foundation focused on housing and civil classes)

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if you have any resources you wanna share reply and/or reblog and i’ll add it, and with that please share this with the same tags <3 sending love to my fellow aapi, please stay safe all of you and don’t be fucking racist :]

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Delivery for somebody sad

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u were a dan and phil stan,,,,,,

i do not wanna talk about it. i was 9 please. 

#DARK TIMESSS #answered #kikyozoldyck

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#GUYS EWHAT THE FUCK THIS IS ME>?????.//DSF;LKJDLKFLJSDKFJESKLFJDS #THIS IS ME NOW YOU DONT UNDERSTAND #I HAF THE BIGGEST CRUSH ON FUCKING ANDY BIERSACKI RAN A BLOG ABOUT THE EMO TRINITY AND I WAS INTO DAN AND PHIL I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE JUST PUN #IT'S SO HYPERSPECIFIC LIKE KDFSHSDFJKSDHFJK #IM GONNNA KMS BYE #I WAS ALSO INTO DAN AND PHILE FOR THE LONGEST !!!!!!! #IM SCREAMING PLEASE ENOUBGH I FEEL LIKE I GOT KICKED IN THE THROAT

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I’m showing my Friend Naruto stuff n she saw itachi n said “why he got a fidget spinner in his eye”

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Here is my kofi if you want to donate to help pay the cost of the pet deposit+vet fees. It’s $500 for a deposit and I’m not sure how much vet fees will be yet. I’ll have a rent increase as well but for now I’ll probably be using my savings.

Link to original post. If you want a doodle or something in return please let me know.