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My reunion with the devil. Nico's Sister, Melanie.👺I tried to stay out of this person’s way, for as long as I could!! But today, 2 years later, I met Melanie again. Her brother and I are having a baby, so it was somehow... unavoidable anyway.

Nico’s Mom invited us. She wanted to talk to us. It seemed important why I accompanied N. Also, I didn’t want to be rude and constantly cancel when N.’s Mom invites me, just because I was afraid of Melanie. Besides, I had somehow become more confident since I was pregnant. So I felt strong enough to face my boyfriend's crazy sister, in case she wanted to insult me again. N. is by my side and he won’t let Melanie expose me. He always defended me from her, even in the past. Nevertheless, his crazy sister managed to put me dwon. She was literally bullying me. But I have changed. I will not tolerate Melanie’s insults anymore.

But who knows? Maybe Melanie has also changed? After all, she’s married now. (to Stephanie's brother) Her husband wouldn’t stay with her, if she was still such a.... witch. Tbh I feel a bit sorry for this guy. But it’s his own fault, he chose Melanie himself. 🤷‍♀️ Although? 🧐 I could also imagine that Melanie somehow forced him into it, by threatening him or so? And the poor guy was so scared of her, that he couldn’t say no. I swear, I wouldn’t be surprised.🤭

However. A lot has happened the last weeks. I also talked to Daniel. We’ll meet soon to start the divorce. He signed the papers. Of course I was sad, very sad, but at the same time a huge burden fell from my shoulders. It’s been perfect between N. and me since then. We were so happy with each other. I was so totally in love with him. 😳🥰Sure, my hormones increased my feelings, which is why I felt so..... good, but as I said I was......... also sad about Daniel. 😞💔

But anyway! I just wanted to think about my Baby, everything else,I tried to hide as best I could. How it went on with Melanie and what N.’s Mom wanted to tell us, you'll see next time.

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⚠️CW: Pregnancy, addicton, drugs & Babies ⚠️

I met a young woman at the hospital, who was in exactly the same situation as me and our Babies will be born almost the same day. Her girl was born on January 17, just a minute before midnight. A few hours later on January 18, my son was also born.

Her name's Melissa. She's 20 years old. So almost 2 years younger than me, actually like Ana my sister. As I said, she was pregnant like me at the time and she's a drug addict. But she was also clean, even before she got pregnant! And she also got the same damn Pills as me!! We were even set on the same dose during pregnancy. She was previously on ONLY 2mg, I was on 4mg, now during pregnancy we were both on 8mg. That girl, Melissa, was about to quit those pills (replacement drug). 2mg is the lowest dose! But just like with me, she got withdrawal symptoms during pregnancy. So the doctors increased her dose.

We delivered in the same hospital, but were not in the same room. She shared her room with another girl, who I will meet later. This girl also had a son. Her son and mine were born the same day!! She was treated with methadone. A much stronger replacement drug! But her Baby was fine after birth. Melissa’s daughter & my son on the other hand, got withdrawal symptoms. This was strange. Which is why the doctors were..... confused?

Anyway, what the three of us and our Babies are going to experience in that damn hospital was.... crazy! Without the two, I would never have survived those damn nine days there. The doctors and nurses treated us like lab rats and somehow..... nobody helped us. I thought I was losing my mind.😓😭As soon as I left the hospital with my son, he felt better. He was ok after a month, but I felt extremely bad afterwards. I developed a severe depression.

Melissa and I exchanged our phone numbers that day. We'll see each other again very soon. It was so good to talk to her. She was also worried about her Baby. We both helped each other a lot. Melissa and I got along really well and we had a lot more in common, which was totally weird. But the best thing was that I finally found someone to talk to about all this. Our Babies and that damn drug, our addiction.

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The past days I spent only in my bedroom or at home, because I was prescribed bed rest by the doctor. Nico’s dog kept me company. He didn’t leave my side. My furry friend was constantly looking for my attention.

This was so cute. I guess N.’s dog knew I was pregnant??? He felt that there was something.... growing up inside me? Once he rested his head on my lap. He was extremely careful. I could tell by his body language and his gaze how focused and curious he was. Perhabs our dog heard my Baby’s heartbeat? I tried to explain to him weeks ago, by simply telling him, that I was pregnant. Who knows? Maybe he understood me???😄 However, N.’s dog definitely noticed that something has changed about me.

I became aware of this by his behavior. The bigger my belly became, the more.... affectionate N.'s dog became. I remember how he walked into our bedroom, every night during my pregnancy. He lay down on the floor next to my bedside and fell asleep there. He knew that Nico didn’t like his night visits. Because it woke N. up, but his dog just wanted to be near me. Like he protected me and our Baby.

When he got so seriously ill and unfortunately didn’t make it, I cried like a baby. 😢💔 He was 14 years old. He wasn’t feeling well anymore. I'm pretty sure, he sensed his end. That's why he wanted to be around our baby as often as possible. So sad that our little one and dog have never met. 😞🌼

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Philip came to us today. He heard I was sick and just wanted to stop by.

I took the opportunity to talk to him about Ana. I asked him why Ana wanted to make a false statement for him in court? Ana wants to pretend she’s Philip’s partner, so he can get custody of Annabelle.

To my surprise, P. never asked Ana to make a false statement for him. He also told me, that he & Ana were/are just friends, which Ana also said. But as it looked, my sister had some dates with one of P.’s lawyers, who was 10 years older! 😯😄

A little later, N., P. and I wanted to head out for dinner. So I went to change quickly. I was no longer than 5 minutes upstairs in the bedroom changing. The two probably thought that I would need longer? Because when I came back to them, they were talking about something I shouldn’t hear?....

Philip: I just - I've had a lot going on. Sometimes I wonder why I do all this? I’ve almost run out of money. Lawyers aren’t cheap and Isabella’s fucking parents use it to their advantage. I’m going to lose Annabelle.😞

Nico: You need money, dude?... She’s your little girl! You’ll get Annabelle back!!

Philip: Having a Baby is.... a never-ending challenge. At first, I didn’t want to believe that Annabelle's my kid. Now that Isabella’s parents have taken her away, I feel......broken. Taking care of her wasn't easy. Tbh.... I hated it! Why am I always worried about her or afraid of losing her? I just want Annabelle to have a caring home, a mother, but she probably never will... I have to get her out of there.

Nico: Whatever Annabelle needs, I'll help!

Philip: Thanks, dude.... It’s crazy we’re talking about our kids.

Nico: Yea. I’m having a son, that sounds.... so fucked up, man. 😟

Philip: A. looks cute with her belly. She's happy!.... I never really saw Isabella when she was pregnant. But she never looked cute or happy. She was just....pissed

Nico: A.'s super excited about the pregnancy. Yes, she looks really cute. So beautiful and she's damn hot. Constantly! 😏 That's.... a nice side effect of pregnancy?.. Sorry you missed that. 🫤

Philip: Yea, I missed a lot in that asspect. Nevertheless all too much I do not regret it. I do not think that Isabella & I-..... well, yk? Nah, kind of gross 😄 .... But yk, what I don’t understand? Your serenity about Daniel. Why hasn’t she divorced yet?

Nico: Trust me, I'm not relaxed. She went to him. She wanted him, so she explained it to me. That totally got me down.😞 But I did everything I could, to pull myself together. I don't wanna lose her. I almost forgot how it feels to have someone you really love. Still, I don’t hate D., honestly. He’s been through a lot of shit. He told me himself that he’s fucked up and can no longer. I also know why he took off. It's.... though.😞

Philip: No joke, you have to end this shit! She can't do it herself.

Nico: What should I do?.... I just hate to kick somebody when they're down. He lost everything! His best friend, his home, his marriage, all gone. For the latter, it's on me! I'm responsible for that. 🤦‍♂️

Philip: I still can’t believe that guy Dominick passed away... Horrible. ... Listen, if the divorce doesn’t go on, you have to acknowledge paternity. Official!

Nico: What do you mean? The Baby's mine! She knows that! Everyone knows. So???

Philip: As long as she’s married to Daniel, he’s the father of your child! You have to make this official, report to the authorities and clarify it or let them know. Also, worst case scenario: A. leaves you and goes back to Daniel. Imagine she forbids you to see your little one. You wouldn’t have any rights!

Nico: She would never do that to me! And Daniel, he wouldn’t pull a stunt like this! I talked to him about that! He wants to talk to A. again about the divorce, but he can’t be with her anymore. These were his words!

Philip: Why did she even go to him?

Nico: She saw him with someone else and..... Idk? She went nuts?That's what I got. I just can't believe she was gonna��shag him. She's pregnant with my kid! 😠

Philip: Did she?

Nico: She wanted him. Bsut she couldn’t cheat and backed out. Maybe... she was mad at me?... I wasn’t entirely honest with her. I didn’t tell her who I met in Italy. I wanted to avoid unnecessary drama and we weren't together anyway.

Philip: The twins, huh?😏

Nico: Shut the hell up! It was nothing exciting, ok?

Philip: Sure.... You couldn’t say no, could you? Those girls were crazy!

Nico: I’m not into her! Those bitches overplayed it. Too much for me. All fake. Idk why I met her? Maybe I was mad at A., too. She stayed with Daniel. I-.... I wasn't sure anymore? 🤷‍♂️

Philip: It's okay, man. You did nothing wrong.

Nico: Try explaining that to her!... She doesn't trust me.

Philip: Do you trust her?

Nico: Strangely enough.... yes, I do! More than ever before.

Philip: Just be there for her & keep doing what you're doing. After a while she’ll forget this thing.

I was a little disappointed in Philip. Why didn't he talk to me about D.? And I would never forbid my son to see his Dad, even if I had stayed with D.! But he was right about the authorities. I’ll have trouble registering our Baby. Those damn officers thought Daniel was my Sons's Dad. Bcs after I married him, I took his surname. I'll explain this mess later, once my baby is born.

Back to P.! I didn’t want to start a fight with him. I just wanted to help Annabelle. Nevertheless, I let him know that some of his statements got me sad. Well, he apologized. He just didn’t understand why I still didn’t divorce Daniel. I wanted to, but Daniel hesitated. Anyway, D.'s gonna talk to me soon.

And I wasn’t really aware that I hurt Nico so much.🤦‍♀️ However, it was a mistake what I did! I had to make it up to N. I was really upset to hear how he felt. 😞😢

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My mother stayed with us. 😩 I was hoping 🙏🙏 that she would leave today, but..... she wouldn’t be such a pain, if she really left after just one night.

And Nico... he has nothing better to do, than talk to me about our probs early in the morning. I just woke up!! I hardly opened my eyes, he already started to dictate to me. He told me not to go to Dominick’s funeral. I was sick and should stay in bed. And well, he was right, so I’m not gonna be at Dominick’s funeral. Tbh, I wouldn’t have been able to handle this well anyway.... N. & I also talked about something else and... I felt much better after our conversation.

Nico: You’re still mad at me. I get it, but it’s not gonna go on. The stiuation between you & Daniel. I had to talk to him. You told me your version of the story, but I also wanted to hear his opinion, to understand. I think I know why it's so difficult for him to sign the divorce papers. But he’ll explain that to you, as soon as you get better.

Me: What does that mean? I mean... US!

Nico: We both know what we want. We want to stay together and we love our Baby . You don’t want to be with Daniel. You would have stayed with him last week, but you came back home and told me everything. You think you betrayed me. But I see it differently. You backed out at the last moment because... you love me. Even though you were mad at me, you ended up saying no to him.

Me: But I wanted Daniel. And I kissed him.

Nico: Maybe it’s a good thing. At least now you know... what’s important to you.

Me: Your reaction really surprised me... While you’ve changed, I’m still the same insecure person, as I was then. Bcs... I still find it hard to trust you. I mean when you’re abroad for so long. And soon, you'll have to leave anyway.

Nico: You come with me, or I won’t go. I’ll stay home with you.

Me: You didn’t really mean that. And I don’t want you to give up your dream for me.

Nico: You're my dream. If I go abroad without you, then only with the certainty that between us, everything's fine. Or I'll quit soccer.

Nico: Anyway. Rn you should just focus on our Baby and the pregnancy. The doctor told you yesterday. You need to relax! And I think you should tell your Mom that you increased your dose.

Me: You don't understand that. I’m ashamed of it. You have no idea how I feel about it. The truth is, I suspected it. Somehow I knew our baby was suffering. I felt a tremor in my belly, all day yesterday. I knew our Baby was moving, but it was different than usual. And when the doctor confirmed my guess, I just wanted to die.

Nico: It’s not your fault. The main thing, he's fine.

Me: I always think you’ll blame me one day. But I’m also relieved. It’s not easy to talk about it but as it looks, it works quite well with you.

Nico: I will never blame you. You’re trying your best to get him born healthy.

I kissed N. That moment I felt a.... deep connection between him, me and our baby. I was not that afraid anymore. But suddenly my Mom came up to the bedroom. 🤦‍♀️

She totally annoyed me!  She was a little stressed out because Nico and I haven’t prepared anything for the baby yet. Besides, I still haven’t divorced Daniel. This has upset her. She was worried.

And why Nico and I had to move out is because his lease was only temporary. We had to decide, whether to extend the contract, or move out. Since his apartment had no nursery, we decided to look for a bigger home. Otherwise, the contract would have been extended for another 2 years. I didn't want that. But if I had known, how long we have waited in the end to move into our new apartment, I would have preferred to stay here. There were delays on the construction site, our apartment was newly built. We had to wait 6 months longer than agreed, until we could move into our new home. Our baby was almost a year old (10 Months) when we could finally move.... Ugh, it’s gonna be... hard for me.

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CW: Pregnancy, addiction

Today I was looking for an apartment with my Mom. Nico and I need a new home. But about this issue, I'll tell soon.

However, I wasn’t feeling well. I had been feeling sick for a few days. My Mom took me to the hospital because I was pregnant . She was worried about my baby. So she called a cab and accompanied me to that clinic where I will deliver. Once there, my mother started to annoy me. 😒

Mom: I hope you’re wearing proper underwear.

Me: What?🤨

Mom: Always wear clean, neat underwears 'cause you never know what's going to happen? Especially now that you’re pregnant.☝️

Me: You really think I’m running around in dirty underwear? 😠

Mom: I didn’t really mean that. Anyway, let’s just hope your underwear won’t.... embarrass you. US!

Me: You're such a freak! I’m wearing normal underwear!!

Mom: Don’t you want to call Nico to come here and pick us up?

Me: No! Call your husband, if you need a cab.

Mom: Your Dad's working.

Me: Nico too!

Mom: Yea, he's playing soccer 😒 .... I'll call him. Maybe we need him here?

Me: 😞

Mom: You ok, A.?... When you were little, you & Ana were in the hospital quite often.

Me: That’s why I became a hypochondriac... You and Dad left me alone in the hospital. 😠 I was scared to death. A boy who was in the same room with me died. I saw everything. His bed was next to mine.

Mom: We couldn’t afford a private room for you and me back then. You had pneumonia. Since you were 7 years old, I had to leave you there alone. But you weren’t really alone, there was always someone with you. Your Dad, Grama, me....

Me: Dad gave me a Barbie, but I felt so sick, that I couldn’t be happy about it.

Mom: I'm sorry... that was a rough patch back there, but... we're better now.... And you’ll be wonderful mother. 🙂

After waiting almost 4 damn hours, my name was finally called!! The doctor said I had a bacterial urinary tract infection.

Doc: You really need to finish the antibiotic. This is very important! And drink a lot, please. Also, I recommend a 4-day bed rest.

Me: is this really necessary, Doc? 😬

Doc: Because of your high-risk pregnancy, it would be reasonable.

Mom: I'll be taking care of her. But, excuse me Doc. What about her addiction? Should she really continue taking these drug substitutes during pregnancy?? A smoker is also not recommended to continue smoking during pregnancy.

Doc: I understand your concerns. But physical withdrawal is a far too high risk for the baby. It's important that she remains withdrawal-free during the entire pregnancy. ....Since you’re already here Aleksa, you wanna see your baby??

Me: Yes! Sure! Thanks doc!

Doc: Nothing to thank, that's my job. Let's move over pls.

Doc: There he is!... Oh! Wow, that’s-.... interesting.😲

Mom: Is everything okay Doc?

Doc: I’ve rarely seen such an.... active baby. Look! He's constantly moving. I can hardly examine him, but-....ahh, well I did. So... size and weight are perfect, according to the week of pregnancy. Your baby is developing really well, Aleksandra.

Me: I think, I feel him? 🙂 Can that be? I feel a slight.... flutter.

Doc: Yea, absolutely! He's constantly moving. This kid’s gonna keep you on your toes or he becomes an athlete.

Mom: Ugh, I guess the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. Sorry, A. he's gonna be like his Dad. 🤷‍♀️

Doc (to me): Um.... I wanted to speak to you privately for a second.

Me: Mom? Can you wait outside, please.

Mom: Hm?... Okay. I'll call Nico to pick us up.

Me: She's gone... Is something wrong Doc?😳

Doc: I think you've got withdrawal symptoms, right? Your baby seems very restless to me.... That your dose must be increased during pregnancy was to be expected.

Me: Ugh, I don't want that. I just want my baby to be healthy. You’re the only doctor here who’s nice to me. I trust you, so I’ll follow your advice.

Doc: I know my colleagues at the drug outpatient clinic are sometimes quite overwhelmed. Sorry. But we all here, just want to help you. I suggest we increase your dose by 2 mg.

Me: Let's do it. Thank you. 😞

Doc: Don’t worry! Your baby is healthy so far. To keep it that way, we simply increase your dose. I'll get your drug.

I had to increase my dose. I really got withdrawal symptoms, but I thought it was because I was sick. Anyway, my mom called Nico in the meantime. He was a little disappointed in me for not calling him. He was worried. I didn’t really talk much to N. the days before, because I was still angry about that girl, Patricia. 😒But I also did something..... stupid with..... Daniel. Nico knew about it. He and Daniel met behind my back, to talk about the divorce and me. (I'll tell next time.)

Oh and my Mom’s gonna move in with Nico and me, because of that bed rest I’ve been prescribed. This going to be.... funny. 😬 I felt a bit sorry for N.! But my Mother just didn’t want to go home! She stayed with us for 3 days. 😩😩

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Ana bought a car (lease or Instalment). It was her first car. I was happy for my baby sis. We went to Sandra. Ana wanted to see what I did with Sandra's Apartment. After a short apartment tour, Sandra and I annoyed Ana a bit? It was about Philip. S. & I didn’t understand what went on between Ana & Philip this summer?? Ana suddenly wants to help Philip get custody back for Anabelle. Sure, P. is our friend and we'll help him! But Ana wanted to lie for Philip in court, by pretending to be his permanent partner/girlfriend.

First, this is punishable! And secondly, Ana has to change her main residence officially, because the judge will check this. Why is she doig this for Philp, if she isn't with him?? It's not easy to talk to Ana about such topics like... relationships. She's not really the type to show her cards, - especially when it comes to men. She remained stubborn as always. Anyway, I need to talk to Philip about all this. I just don’t want my sister to get hurt by him.

After a while, the doorbell rang at Sandra’s door. Her neighbor, that.... psycho, Dario came by. At that point, we all didn’t know how dangerous this guy was. He was a loose cannon. Only the scar on his face actually revealed it. He said his ex tried to kill him in his sleep. That was a lie! His ex was just fighting back, he wanted to kill her. This girl will warn Sandra about him in a few months. But S. didn’t believe her at first. She was blinded by love. And tbh, I also liked him. He treated Sandra so sweet. I was happy for her! But he deceived us all.

Except Ana! She didn’t trust him from the beginning. Ana was afraid of him without being able to justify it properly, which is why Sandra and I didn't take her seriously. 🤦‍♀️ That's why Ana was really mad at us. There'll be stress between Ana & Sandra, because of that. 🙁

Dario: I didn’t mean to disturb you girls, but good that Aleksa is here. I got a little favour I'd like to ask you, A.

Me: Sure! 🤷‍♀️

Dario: I was actually hoping that you could baby-sit Liam this weekend? I wanna ask Sandra out. Just me & her.

Sandra: A date?? 🥰

Dario: Well, it’s about time, isn’t it?... I like you S. I-... really like you.

Me: Aww... No prob S.! I don't mind a weekend with little stinky.

Liam: 💩 🥵... 😬(poops)

Sandra: I’d love to go on a date with you. But.... Dominick’s funeral 🙁 ... I’m not sure yet-

Me: I’ll call Daniel to ask for the exact date.

Dario: No! It's ok, we’ll wait until after the funeral.😕 Sorry I asked without thinking.

Sandra: Thank you. He was my friend, yk? 😳😥

Ana: Agh, c'mon A.! Let's fucking go!! 😒

Me: Chill Ana!😒 ... Um, if you need me, S., just call me.

Sandra: Sure babes. We'll talk tomorrow... So long, Ana!

Ana: Peace out, weirdos.

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???.... Seems like he’s got some serious issues. Like he got caught doing something really.... strange. 😄

What’s he even doing there? Half naked, behind a bush in evergreen harbor?? That's what I wondered, right after I started my game this morning and got this here to see. I expected san myshuno, not this!

Well, he got stuck. I had to teleport him out. Still, no clue, how he got there?? There’s no way in and out.

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Why does everything go wrong at the same time for me? I guess that negativity is contagious? 🫤

I just came home after spending most of the day at Sandra’s, to help her decorating her apartment. Shortly after I arrived, I saw Nico’s cell lying on the table in the living room. He forgot his phone this morning! Since I knew his PIN (The Number of his soccer-jersey shirt, plus once back/reserve.🤨 So sutpid! 🤦‍♀️) I thought I’d take a closer look at it. I checked his phone. Yeah, I know! I was spying on him. 🫤🤷‍♀️And omg, I got totally mad at Nico! I saw that a girl Patricia and another girl Bianca, constantly texted him. Especially on his social media. He never really texted or answered back, after he & I got back together, but the more I.... "researched", I noticed that Nico met that girl Patricia in Italy. THIS fucking summer!!!!!!!! And that Bianca was her sister. So... Nico was messing around with 2 sisters??!!😠Such an ass!! That's why he didn't want to talk about Daniel & me or ask me quuestions, when he came back home 3 weeks ago! Bcs he was hiding who he met in Italy. Jerk! I hated Nico that moment. He kept this shit from me. Somehow I didn’t trust Nico anymore. I mean, sure, we weren’t together this summer and I also slept with Daniel, but he knew about it!!!! Nico wanted me to go back to Daniel, to sort things out with him.

And that’s exactly why I wanted to stay with Daniel 10 weeks ago. I felt like Nico didn’t give a shit about me, like he used to (Philip). Of course, I confronted N. that day! I wanted to know, who that Patricia is and what went on between them? Why is she still texting him?

Nico: I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, but we weren’t together. I also knew this thing was gonna make you feel insecure. That’s why I didn’t want to mention it. And honestly? Why do you even care what I did when we were apart? You were with Daniel! You married him and still are, damn it! Besides, I didn’t plan on seeing someone else or anything. I knew her sister. There was something between her and Philip once. And in Italy, I met that girl Patricia, her sister. She worked there during the summer in the hotel. That's all.

Me: What? Philip dated her sister???😲 Aghh... thats-... thats so gross what you and Philip do- or have done. You know damn well what I mean.... I thought with you all this shit was finally over. And I just don’t understand why you kept it from me? How am I supposed to trust you now, when you have to go abroad again?... Agh, you and your fucking soccer! 😩🤦‍♀️

Nico: Are you done?🤨 .... You're not fair!! But anyway. I don't wanna fight! We're so happy babe. ILY, so.... let's just forget this shit. You’re not well rn. You haven’t slept for 3 nights. Something seems to be bothering you. Maybe it would make more sense to talk about that.

Me: You wanna talk about me? Well!! Yk? I keep thinking about Daniel, N.! I just can’t forget him, I want him! 😈... I’ve seen him with someone else and since then, I feel like I'm crazy over him. And you’re no better than Daniel! You hurt me too! Just... fuck off, N.!

Nico: You say I hurt you because you’re mad at Daniel?... That doesn’t really feel good to me either, to hear how much you still want him!! 😠

Me: Then you know how I felt, when I found all those messages you got. Why is she still texting you?

Nico: She wanted to know if I was back in Italy. I told her I’d stay home, with my pregnant girlfriend. I asked her to stop texting me.

Me: I don’t want to talk anymore. I just get sick of imagining what you and Philip are doing and what you two did to me.😠

Nico: I'm getting tired of this!! Don’t overdo it! You force me to get mad.

Me: Shut up, Nico! 😩🤷‍♀️

Nico: Finally divorce Daniel! Either you calm down, or I’ll sort this out my way. If I do, you will do as I tell you! So tell me, babe? Should I take care of your probs again? To make you feel better?

Me: What are you going to do? Are you going to threaten Daniel? Just like you threatened Dominick back then?

Nico: I'm off! 🤦‍♂️😠

Yep. 🤷‍♀️😞

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RL Story

I made someone very happy. 🥰I fixed Sandra's Apartment. :)

When I visited Daniel yesterday, I noticed that he had way too much stuff in his new apartment. Many of those things belonged to me. All my plants, decoration stuff and those bits and bobs I bought for our common apartment, he took to his new place. Because he didn’t know what to do with it? He was overwhelmed with that stuff.

Sandra moved into her new apartment in the summer. She didn’t have much money. She bought most of her furniture at IKEA. Simply Basics, yk? Her apartment actually looked nice. It was a new building/house, a nice bright place. Nevertheless, S. was not completely satisfied.

So this morning, together with Daniel, I packed all the things he and I didn’t need anymore, back into his moving boxes and brought them over to Sandra. After that I decorated Sandra’s living room and even her kitchen. S. was so happy! She loved what I did. I was also so happy for Sandra and little stinky. Yesterday we were all so sad, but today I could at least make Sandra a bit smile again.

I also talked to Nico about what happend and told him, that I was with Daniel yesterday. He reacted relatively relaxed. He was not angry with me. On the contrary, he was quite understanding, but... anyway. I'll tell next time.

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[aleksa-sims]

RL Story

CW: Loss

This morning I read Daniel’s message. I wanted to go to work, but after what he texted, I had to see him. Daniel moved. I didn't know where his new place was? So Alex came to pick me up and took me to Daniel. Daniel couldn’t come himself, he.... just couldn't at that moment. Alex told me what happend.

Last night something very sad happened. For me it was also a shock, because I had no idea about it. Remember Dominick? He was our best man and Daniel’s best friend.

Unfortunately, Dominick passed away last night. 😞 RIP, friend🌼... This is also the reason why I didn’t mention Dominick so often in my story after Daniel’s and my wedding. The closer I got to this sad chapter, the harder it was for me to see Dominick in my game. It's just.... strange, yk? It’s different with Sandra, because she was like a sister to me, my best friend and she’s still a part of me, even though she’s also gone.😞

But what exactly happened to Dominick? Shortly before Daniel and I got married, Dominick came back from abroad, where he was stationed as a soldier for 3 months. This was his job. When Dominick was back home he told Daniel and me, that he quit his job. But he didn't really say, why? Dominick learned that he was seriously ill. He developed an aggressive form of lymph node cancer. He didn’t tell Daniel or me at the time. He did not want to drag Daniel down any more, bcs of that attack on D. & me.

Dominick only told Daniel a few months ago, after Daniel's return. Daniel spent a lot of time with Dominick the last months. Dominick only confided in him. He had no one anyway, his family also died almost 2 years ago. That's why Dominick left his house to Daniel. He left everything he owned to Daniel.

Daniel was now totally overwhelmed. He was devastated, in mourning and had a lot of things to do, that he promised Dominick. Dominick didn’t expect much from Daniel. His only wish was to.... rest with his his family, next to his sister. This was not a difficult task, but since Daniel was so sad, it was difficult for him to organize all this alone. I helped Daniel and also his sister came by a bit later to help us. Alex called their Dad. He asked him to take over this whole thing, because we all weren’t feeling well. So actually, Daniel’s Dad organized Dominick’s funeral.

It was a terribly sad day, but at least I saw Lucky again. He cheered Daniel and me up and comforted us. Later that evening, I said goodbye to Daniel. I promised him I would come back tomorrow. Now I had to talk to Sandra and let her know what happened to Dominick. She saw him twice in the summer, but Dominick didn't tell S. about his condition. He just didn't want that. He only told Daniel. But he wasn't really sad, Daniel said. Dominick has accepted his fate. He was ready to go and he even... "saw" his late sister in the end.

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[aleksa-sims]

What Kind of Love are you?

I was tagged by @mysimsloveaffair 🥰

I chose my simself OC

Your Result:

Love as a Performance

Your love is a masquerade, a dance, a work of art. You love with a veil across your face, unable to allow anyone to see the real you. Can that be considered love, you wonder? As a performer, you have all your lines prepared, and you know exactly what to say and when to say it. You’re charismatic and bold, seductive and hypnotic. Your love is a snake’s melody, the siren song of the sea. Your love is enchanting. Your love is melodic. Your love is afraid and fearful and longing. You ache to tear the veil off, you ache to cast poetry aside for the sake of something real and gritty. You’re terrified of the very thought. Being loved by you is to be loved by an artist; it is to be a muse. It reflects others beautifully, but never, ever yourself. Not really. Not truly.

Seriously? 🫤... In other words, I'm a quitter, who is constantly afraid.

I'm tagging @nightlifeseries @sims4littlebird @igglemouse @pink-chevalier and anyone else who wants to do this. Also pls feel free to ignore it!

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[aleksa-sims]

RL Story

CW: addiction, serious illness

Totally done and still sad because I saw Daniel and this stupid girl today I came home after work. Nico wasn’t home yet. I was kind of relieved about that. I wasn't sure, if I should tell him? I mean, nothing happened, but what I said to Daniel today was just not ok! It was totally unfair and selfish.

As soon as I got home, I went for a walk with N.’s dog. Back home I took a shower & I lay down on the bed. I wasn’t feeling so well. I got serv pain in my right knee and my hands also hurt. It bothered me so much, that I had to take a painkiller. After that it slowly got better while I fell asleep.

A little later N. came home. I heard him come up to the bedroom and watch me sleep. Nico has an extraordinary talent for disturbing me while sleeping. No, tbh it's really cute. Every morning before he leaves the house, he comes back to the bedroom to me, while I’m mostly still sleeping. He kisses me and tells me quietly that he loves me. In the beginning I found it hard to get used to. It's annoying to be woken up by him in the morning (5.00 am!) just because he has to kiss me. Yk? It wasn’t until he was gone (abroad), that I realized how much I missed being woken up by him in the morning.🩷 But back to that day, it was not in the morning, but in the evening.

N. saw the painkillers I had taken next to me on the bed, thinking I was sick or something.

Nico: Hey babe.... Are you ok?

Me: M-hm... Yea, I'm ok.... Where were you? I missed you.

Nico: I said good-bye to Damien and the others. They’re going back to Italy tomorrow.

Me: Yea, without you.... You stay here, with me. So happy about that. Right now I need you with me. I've had a really, really bad day N.... And you? How is your new team? Are they nice?

Nico: Agh...well, what can I say? Germans, yk?🤷‍♀️😉 But it was ok and it’s nice to be home, not somewhere alone abroad ..... Did you see Dilek today?

Me: No, she’s sick. She stayed home.

Nico: Are you sick too? I see you’ve taken painkillers.

Me: My knee hurt again. Somehow my whole body hurts, my hands and legs... But I'm fine. 🙂

Nico: You should tell your doc. You are pregnant. Maybe it has something to do with it?

Me: Yea, but don't worry. I know this pain. It's nothing. I’ve had this pain since I was a kid. It comes and goes, but it’s not serious. My muscles and bones are just very sensitive to pain. 🫤

Nico: It’s all right, babe. But if I see you get pain again, I’ll take you to your doc. I don’t want to scare you, you know that! But you don’t hurt for no reason. Sure, it's nothing, but it’s better to get it checked out before you need to take painkillers again.

Me: Chill Nico!! I know you’re afraid I might get addicted to painkillers . But c'mon, N.! It's just ibuprofen. 😄🤷‍♀️My pill addiction is past. I know I was difficult for you back then, but I promise, this won’t happen anymore. Love you.

Nico didn’t worry about my pill addiction, but actually about the pain I had. A few days ago, my knee hurt so badly that I could not walk. I even cried. But after I took a painkiller, it stopped again. That pain I had in my muscles and bones will get really bad after delivery. Not immediately after delivery, a few months later. But I do not want to draw too much attention to this issue now. Later, when the time comes, I will explain this in more detail. These were the first symptoms of a serious illness. Since CML is not so easy to diagnose, it will take a while for me to get the diagnosis.

And about Daniel I didn't tell Nico. I was happy with N. and we’re about to have a Baby, so I decided to somehow forget Daniel and let him go. But something happened that night!😞 Daniel texted me at 1:00 a.m. I’ll see him tomorrow again. 😢

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[aleksa-sims]

RL Story

CW: pregnancy, addiction, break-up

2 weeks later...

I was on my way home. There was a kind of pumpkin- or autumn festival in the park, although it wasn't actually even really autumn? 🧐 Anyway! That's why I decided to go through the park today.

As I passed some autumn stands, I suddenly saw Daniel with a girl.😱 I quickly turned around/back, to hid somewhere on the side. Still, I risked another look because.... somehow I couldn’t believe it. But yea, there he was, with a girl!!😢 ... It hurt me sm to see him with her. I gotta get away, I thought!!! I felt really sick that moment.🤢 In RL, there was a Mc Donald's just a few steps away. So I rushed there to go to the toilet. But.... holly shit!! That damn Mc Donalds!!! I ran into a huge glass door!!! 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️😄I thought it was open. Yup! SOO embarrassing!! However, after I peed, I got back out. As I was walking out the door, Daniel was standing there. With lowered eyes, I tried to pass him unnoticed but....

Daniel: Hi!... What are you doing here? Are you alone?

Me: Don't you remember? Today is Tuesday! I just had class. I'm going home. 😞

Daniel: Yea... Did you see me earlier? I felt like I was being watched.

Me: YES! I saw you! That sucks, yk?😫 .... Ugh, I- I wasn’t prepared to see you.... here today with your new.... crush. How about you sign the divorce papers? 😒😢

Daniel: Sorry..... I'm on it. Ok?... I gotta go.

Me: Wait!

Daniel: You weep? 😕

Me: M-my hormones are... runnig wild. Yk?

Daniel: Are you... ok? You and, your baby?

Me: We're fine. Thanks.... But-... Daniel! I-... 😥

Daniel: What?

Me: I-... I wanna be with you.... I miss you. I-... I know it's not right, but-

Daniel: In all seriousness......... You gotta be kidding me? 🤨

Me: No, I don't! I love you. And I also miss Lucky. Pls take me to him.... Why did you hurt me so much? I wanted to stay with you. You promised to always stay by my side, didn't you? Instead, you broke up with me. That was the worst thing you did to me. I thought I was dying this summer.... Now you're with that...-

Daniel: It’s over! I don’t listen to this shit! You, know why I didn’t want you near me anymore.

Me: Tell me damn it!! What have I done to you??? 🤷‍♀️😧

Daniel: No! Listen! If you wanna see Lucky, we.... can find a solution. I moved. I'll call you.... Bye!

Me: You moved??????????? Noo, Daniel! What happened to our apartment? 😢Why didn't you tell me? I loved this place....

Daniel: I couldn’t stand it there! And all your stuff... Almost everything in our apartment reminded me of you. I couldn't handle it.... .. you........ completely destroyed me. 😞

Me: No, please don't go! I wanna go with you D.

Daniel: .... Damn.

Me: Why don’t you want me anymore? It's bcs I'm hooked??... We can stay clean together. 😢💔

Daniel: Go home to your-... to him. 😞😒

Me: But I love you both. We can still be together....

I talked so much crap. I really wanted to prevent Daniel from going back to that girl. I know that was totally selfish of me. But I didn’t give a shit! I just didn’t understand why he dumped me?? My pregnancy wasn’t a prob for him, so what did I do wrong?? And that girl who accompanied him, got me SO pissed! She was at Mc Donald’s too, but I didn’t see her there, when I went out. Anyway, she came back. She saw Daniel and me talking...

Girl: Hey, sweetie... Ahhm who is that?

Daniel: Yk? I still got some things to do. We should table this.

Girl: So now what?... Don't you want me?... This is your chance to get me....🤫 laid, baby. Now or never? 😏

Daniel: Well, that may be, but... anyway.

Girl: Huh? Where are you even looking? What's going on here? And who ist that fat girl?

Me: We are married! (dumb bitch) 🤨And I'm pregnant!

Daniel: Yea that's true, but it's not my baby!

Girl: I'm not stupid, sweetheart! I should have gone with your brother, but I thought you were the cute one. You with your green eyes and...hm? You have preety teeth, by the way.

Me: 🤢🙉

Daniel: Fine, just call Alex! I’m sure he can still.... schedule you somewhere in between. 😬

Girl: You’re serious, aren’t you?

Daniel: Listen, maybe later, ok? But, I gotta go now. Sorry.

Daniel just left. I have no idea where he was going or what he was up to? So I also went home, to..... Nico. 😬🤦‍♀️And tomorrow morning, I’ll go to Daniel. He texted me at 1:00 a.m. I couldn’t help it, I went to see him and I also wanted to see Lucky again. ❤️🐱

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[aleksa-sims]

RL Story

CW: Pregnancy, addiction

N. & I were in that drug clinic at the hospital, where I’m going to deliver. I had my usual prenatal check-up. I also asked the doctor for our babies sex. And yea, I was right! It's a BOY!!! 🩵Yeyy, I was so happy! I couldn’t wait for our baby to be born. And Nico was happy too. He was so excited. This time we could see our Baby really well on the screen. I saw his tiny hands, feet, his head and he also showed us his backside. He just turned around during the exam. Nico said our son looks like an Alien, because he had such a big head, but that’s normal, the doctor explained. And everything else was fine too. I was so relieved. I was always so worried about our baby's development. Those damn pills, yk? That’s exactly why I had an appointment at the drug clinic that day too, that was in the same building as the hospital. (A huge hospital.)

On my first visit at this hospital, 5 months ago, they told us what my treatment here will look like. As you already know, I didn’t like it! But I had no choice. I did this for my baby. Because IF my baby is affected by that Neonatal abstinence syndrome (NAS), he is in the best hands here. Her are the pros, so.... I just had to deliver at this hospital. (I’ve explained it all before and I don’t want to do it again.)

However, a doctor called me into his office/examination room, after I took a drug test....

Doc: Well! So far everything is fine. And after delivery, you have to come here once a week to get your pills.

Me: Yes, I’m aware of that. But how long do I have to do this treatment? Actually, I already have a doctor. Also I wanna quit those pills.

Doc: Before we talk about quitting, there are a few other things to deal with. Believe me, you don’t want to go through rehab after delivery. You will need good nerves! Heroin addicts never really quit anyway. And as for the duration of the treatment, we usually plan to accompany you and your baby here for a year. If everything goes well, you can switch back to your GP earlier.

Me: I have nothing against being treated here, I just don’t understand why a social worker has to accompany me? I mean those home visits. It's a invasion of my privacy. 😒

Doc: I’m not a social worker, I’m just taking care of your substitution treatment. And frankly, I don’t have time to argue with someone like you. My job is your addiction!

Nico: Your job doc, is to help and answer questions all day long.

Me: N.!! 🤦‍♀️...😬

Nico: What?🤷‍♂️😠 .. We're off the beaten path here. It’s unreasonable to come here with a little baby once a week just to get your pills. Besides, parking in this damn area is almost impossible or costs over 30 euros. I have to drive all the way across town to get to that hospital. How are you going to do this on your own? With a baby? I won’t always be there. One of us has to work. Abroad! But heey... maybe that social worker can help you and even pay all the tickets you need just to get here. At this... wonderful place.

Doc: Well-

Me: Thanks! Until next time, doc! 😬

We got up, heading for the door....

Nico: Now you're mad at me.

Me: No! Really not! You're right!. This place sucks! I’m sorry you have to come here because of me. But.... that’s the way it is N.🤷‍♀️.. You can’t talk to these doctors like this. Maybe our baby will need their help? That's why we're here.

Nico: This fucking doc can't help our baby. This guy can’t do anything! Except warm up the office chair with his lazy ass for the real boss of this.... damn institution. This wasn't even his office.

Me: Yeah, I think he just represented the doctor the other day. Anyway, once this is over, you can be.... mean to them! 😉I wouldn't mind.

This hospital is gonna drive me to hell!! 😒 Anyway! We went to my parents after that. I wanted to talk to my mom. I told her I was moving in with Nico.

My mom already knew. Nico’s mom called her and she also invited us all, my parents & me, to..... talk. 🤨 And Ana also talked to Nico & me. It was about Philip. Yep! Ana has seen Philip a couple of times during the summer. However, Ana has agreed to help Philip in court to get custody of Annabelle back. And she also needed Nico's and my help for this. So we’ll talk to Philip and help him of course. But what really was going on between Ana & Philip??? I didn't understand yet. 🧐

Also, I met Daniel. I was on my way home after work. This meeting was purely coincidental! It was not agreed between us.

The more shocked I was when I saw Daniel with another girl. I was..........just crying. 🤦‍♀️💔💔💔And since I’m such a jinx, he saw me too. 😖But the worst thing was........... I’m gonna do something unforgivable. 😢

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