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alias-b · 3 years

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Hey everyone, I missed y’all. :))) I’m not back sorry!!! I just logged into my computer to say a few things!!! I’ve grown to like one less social site distraction atm lol. Weird to see the site. I’ve been focused on myself and my writing a lot over the past few months. It’s been kind of amazing. I miss chatting and posting cursed things xx sorry if my exit seemed short and abrupt. Anons also got to me admittedly and I needed to fall back in love with my stories.

Just a quick update. SOMY and LFTM are both completed. I didn’t get to write all the arcs I wanted but I was still able to give my lovely couples the soft endings they deserved. I hope you guys enjoy! I don’t regret anything I’ve done and I’m happy to be moving on. Ofc sequels are still possible. We’ll see what S4 brings. I love my writing again and I love what I’m doing. Dark or light themes as ppl put it, I’m still growing!

To everyone that loved and followed my characters, I adore you! To everyone that felt inspired as they read Evie & Lucy’s fics, I adore you also! People who esp felt represented and confident due to Evie being a plus woc, I think that’s fantastic and don’t let haters win. I can’t believe I let that “holier” anon and the fatphobes get me down for it. People on here make assumptions about perfect strangers when minding your biz and scrolling is an option. Either way, I’m in a better place! I hope you all are too!

And anons. I see some in my box and to the weirdos who followed me to ao3, deleting your comments is a sport I’ve become an expert at so ty for the obsession. Try again or don’t. I’ll never care. And one of you, who I know irl, I hope unemployment is treating you well, babes 😌

I’m still posting my Loki rewrite and uhhh I started a new project for the HP fandom that hit me by total surprise and it’s some cursed cringe fic maybe but I’m in love with it so 👍😅😅 I’ll be posting that eventually lmao I figure I wrote fic for Pennywise, I’m long past fearing god at this point 💋🤡 Either way, things are fantastic and I’m working well to keep it that way! I hope you guys are doing okay and maybe I’ll return in the future. Xoxo Bee 🐝 Goodbye, lovelies.

#q #if you missed it #xoxo see you soon or on discord

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alias-b · 3 years

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Hey everyone, I missed y’all. :))) I’m not back sorry!!! I just logged into my computer to say a few things!!! I’ve grown to like one less social site distraction atm lol. Weird to see the site. I’ve been focused on myself and my writing a lot over the past few months. It’s been kind of amazing. I miss chatting and posting cursed things xx sorry if my exit seemed short and abrupt. Anons also got to me admittedly and I needed to fall back in love with my stories.

Just a quick update. SOMY and LFTM are both completed. I didn’t get to write all the arcs I wanted but I was still able to give my lovely couples the soft endings they deserved. I hope you guys enjoy! I don’t regret anything I’ve done and I’m happy to be moving on. Ofc sequels are still possible. We’ll see what S4 brings. I love my writing again and I love what I’m doing. Dark or light themes as ppl put it, I’m still growing!

To everyone that loved and followed my characters, I adore you! To everyone that felt inspired as they read Evie & Lucy’s fics, I adore you also! People who esp felt represented and confident due to Evie being a plus woc, I think that’s fantastic and don’t let haters win. I can’t believe I let that “holier” anon and the fatphobes get me down for it. People on here make assumptions about perfect strangers when minding your biz and scrolling is an option. Either way, I’m in a better place! I hope you all are too!

And anons. I see some in my box and to the weirdos who followed me to ao3, deleting your comments is a sport I’ve become an expert at so ty for the obsession. Try again or don’t. I’ll never care. And one of you, who I know irl, I hope unemployment is treating you well, babes 😌

I’m still posting my Loki rewrite and uhhh I started a new project for the HP fandom that hit me by total surprise and it’s some cursed cringe fic maybe but I’m in love with it so 👍😅😅 I’ll be posting that eventually lmao I figure I wrote fic for Pennywise, I’m long past fearing god at this point 💋🤡 Either way, things are fantastic and I’m working well to keep it that way! I hope you guys are doing okay and maybe I’ll return in the future. Xoxo Bee 🐝 Goodbye, lovelies.

#good evening #Q

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alias-b · 3 years

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Hey everyone, I missed y’all. :))) I’m not back sorry!!! I just logged into my computer to say a few things!!! I’ve grown to like one less social site distraction atm lol. Weird to see the site. I’ve been focused on myself and my writing a lot over the past few months. It’s been kind of amazing. I miss chatting and posting cursed things xx sorry if my exit seemed short and abrupt. Anons also got to me admittedly and I needed to fall back in love with my stories.

Just a quick update. SOMY and LFTM are both completed. I didn’t get to write all the arcs I wanted but I was still able to give my lovely couples the soft endings they deserved. I hope you guys enjoy! I don’t regret anything I’ve done and I’m happy to be moving on. Ofc sequels are still possible. We’ll see what S4 brings. I love my writing again and I love what I’m doing. Dark or light themes as ppl put it, I’m still growing!

To everyone that loved and followed my characters, I adore you! To everyone that felt inspired as they read Evie & Lucy’s fics, I adore you also! People who esp felt represented and confident due to Evie being a plus woc, I think that’s fantastic and don’t let haters win. I can’t believe I let that “holier” anon and the fatphobes get me down for it. People on here make assumptions about perfect strangers when minding your biz and scrolling is an option. Either way, I’m in a better place! I hope you all are too!

And anons. I see some in my box and to the weirdos who followed me to ao3, deleting your comments is a sport I’ve become an expert at so ty for the obsession. Try again or don’t. I’ll never care. And one of you, who I know irl, I hope unemployment is treating you well, babes 😌

I’m still posting my Loki rewrite and uhhh I started a new project for the HP fandom that hit me by total surprise and it’s some cursed cringe fic maybe but I’m in love with it so 👍😅😅 I’ll be posting that eventually lmao I figure I wrote fic for Pennywise, I’m long past fearing god at this point 💋🤡 Either way, things are fantastic and I’m working well to keep it that way! I hope you guys are doing okay and maybe I’ll return in the future. Xoxo Bee 🐝 Goodbye, lovelies.

#billy Hargrove x oc #Jim hopper x oc #mine #okay to reply/reblog #about me #update

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alias-b · 3 years

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Hey. So, I’m going to keep this short. I was gonna do it around New Years but I can’t wait. I fear I’ll back out.

I’m leaving tumblr, most likely for good unless I can restructure it to empower and encourage me again. Thank you to the lovely people I met on here and the support. I sincerely love you all and I don’t take this choice lightly. Any messages I got otherwise, I hope those people hurting work through what they need. I hope they also learn to treat others better in the process. I’m not being chased away. I’m preaching nothing but kindness, empathy, and acceptance as always. I’m trying to at least, I hope that comes across.

I’ll just be on ao3 for interaction and to update my fics next year. It’s linked in my bio. I’m still writing and I still love what I do. I hope others feel that. I hope I did some good and continue to. I’m just not happy on this website that’s harmed, clouded, and distracted me. I have so much love and pride in my work, I need to let myself feel that again.

Fact is, I’m not focused on myself, my stories, or my genuine voice any longer and that makes me sick. I need my own voice back. My stories need to feel like mine again. I can’t handle being spoken over or lashed out at while I find it again. I also don’t want to hurt anyone around me in the process. Please understand my choice to go or return as I need with fresh eyes. I’ve thought about it for months.

Genuinely, I’m not trying to hurt friends by disappearing suddenly and you all mean a lot. Thank you those who did lift me up, I really tried to return it. I did. I hope that counts for something. I’d still love to chat with you about life and stories. I might return to my main linked in my bio and the DMs there later on, but I need to move on from this site unless I can reframe it to help me.

I’ll be on discord Bee#9560, happy to keep up with amazing friends I met. Shoot me a msg and your name. I’d love to hear from you. Don’t ever be afraid to reach out. I know this is sudden. I wish you all a safe and happy life.

Goodbye. 🖤

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#hope to god I’m feeling better by this time.#miss ppl already :(#queue #and I hope I got a chp of something up!

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alias-b · 3 years

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Hey. So, I’m going to keep this short. I was gonna do it around New Years but I can’t wait. I fear I’ll back out.

I’m leaving tumblr, most likely for good unless I can restructure it to empower and encourage me again. Thank you to the lovely people I met on here and the support. I sincerely love you all and I don’t take this choice lightly. Any messages I got otherwise, I hope those people hurting work through what they need. I hope they also learn to treat others better in the process. I’m not being chased away. I’m preaching nothing but kindness, empathy, and acceptance as always. I’m trying to at least, I hope that comes across.

I’ll just be on ao3 for interaction and to update my fics next year. It’s linked in my bio. I’m still writing and I still love what I do. I hope others feel that. I hope I did some good and continue to. I’m just not happy on this website that’s harmed, clouded, and distracted me. I have so much love and pride in my work, I need to let myself feel that again.

Fact is, I’m not focused on myself, my stories, or my genuine voice any longer and that makes me sick. I need my own voice back. My stories need to feel like mine again. I can’t handle being spoken over or lashed out at while I find it again. I also don’t want to hurt anyone around me in the process. Please understand my choice to go or return as I need with fresh eyes. I’ve thought about it for months.

Genuinely, I’m not trying to hurt friends by disappearing suddenly and you all mean a lot. Thank you those who did lift me up, I really tried to return it. I did. I hope that counts for something. I’d still love to chat with you about life and stories. I might return to my main linked in my bio and the DMs there later on, but I need to move on from this site unless I can reframe it to help me.

I’ll be on discord Bee#9560, happy to keep up with amazing friends I met. Shoot me a msg and your name. I’d love to hear from you. Don’t ever be afraid to reach out. I know this is sudden. I wish you all a safe and happy life.

Goodbye. 🖤

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#queue #also wanted to thank the 😺 anon. you made me smile a lot when I needed it

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alias-b · 3 years

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Hey. So, I’m going to keep this short. I was gonna do it around New Years but I can’t wait. I fear I’ll back out.

I’m leaving tumblr, most likely for good unless I can restructure it to empower and encourage me again. Thank you to the lovely people I met on here and the support. I sincerely love you all and I don’t take this choice lightly. Any messages I got otherwise, I hope those people hurting work through what they need. I hope they also learn to treat others better in the process. I’m not being chased away. I’m preaching nothing but kindness, empathy, and acceptance as always. I’m trying to at least, I hope that comes across.

I’ll just be on ao3 for interaction and to update my fics next year. It’s linked in my bio. I’m still writing and I still love what I do. I hope others feel that. I hope I did some good and continue to. I’m just not happy on this website that’s harmed, clouded, and distracted me. I have so much love and pride in my work, I need to let myself feel that again.

Fact is, I’m not focused on myself, my stories, or my genuine voice any longer and that makes me sick. I need my own voice back. My stories need to feel like mine again. I can’t handle being spoken over or lashed out at while I find it again. I also don’t want to hurt anyone around me in the process. Please understand my choice to go or return as I need with fresh eyes. I’ve thought about it for months.

Genuinely, I’m not trying to hurt friends by disappearing suddenly and you all mean a lot. Thank you those who did lift me up, I really tried to return it. I did. I hope that counts for something. I’d still love to chat with you about life and stories. I might return to my main linked in my bio and the DMs there later on, but I need to move on from this site unless I can reframe it to help me.

I’ll be on discord Bee#9560, happy to keep up with amazing friends I met. Shoot me a msg and your name. I’d love to hear from you. Don’t ever be afraid to reach out. I know this is sudden. I wish you all a safe and happy life.

Goodbye. 🖤

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#it’s long overdue #taking care of me I hope #i dont want to be sorry about this choice but i still am. please understand and forgive me. im not me anymore.#if i stay here in this unwell community like this all I see is relapse #i worked to hard for that and i owe myself better #logging out && goodbye #personal #mine

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alias-b · 3 years

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@tendermiri is the absolute moon and stars of my life with this stunningly beautiful, ethereal, amazing, iridescent commission of Billy and Evie from my fic, “sins of my youth.“ ✨ Just lovers on the balcony. 🌠

"And I think you’re made of that same stardust.”

#the most beautiful piece of art for a beautiful couple im proud of forever after this #thanks everyone for being so great x x x

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alias-b · 3 years

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@tendermiri continues to be the light of my life with the most beautiful commission & send off for my first finished Billy/OC fic, Without The Lights. Billy & Camille look spectacular and I’m always going to miss writing them!! 🍒

“I don’t know, it’s like I’m awake for the first time in my life.”

“All I see is red still.”

#I remember writing this scene.#It was when I knew I had something good between them and before I'd posted the fic #But it was the moment I decided I was going to come back to the writing world and ultimately I think I made the right choice #just like what im doing now xx #they were good.#her lil cherry xxxx #soulmates

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alias-b · 3 years

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@tendermiri thank you so much for another fantastic piece!!! The detail and old Hollywood insp is everything. You’re a beautiful person with so much talent! Jim and Lucy’s story is incredibly personal and special to me so thank you again for helping me share that. They really deserve happiness.🌹❤️

It was the nearest thing to heaven! You were there…

Jim Hopper x Lucy Garland from “looking for the magic.”

#this story took so much out of me i hope i can finish it next year :)#they deserve the absolute world tho

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alias-b · 3 years

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Billy Hargrove and Camille Harper

@tendermiri Thank you for this amazing, beautiful commission of Billy and Camille from my fic, Without The Lights. You’ve made a girl’s year fantastic!! I truly miss these two and their story. Xoxo 💋🍒

Lost in red hot summer love. A rosy haze of glowing embers that smelled vaguely of hairspray and cotton candy.

#i miss them so much i cant believe i wrote and finished this story. it was so good for me. i hope it touched others too

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alias-b · 3 years

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