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bing eating disorder
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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goodbye for now
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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yeah i think i鈥檒l do that now
i rly should move back to my ed blog
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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i rly should move back to my ed blog
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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my head hurts so bad rn and i feel so sick 馃槗
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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at the 48 hour mark :)
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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i rly wish i had gum or something
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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i鈥檝e fallen in love with black coffee again
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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i even take my hair out of the hair tie lol and weigh myself multiple times moving the scale to different positions 馃ぃ
okay so this is probs a bit tmi but does anyone else weigh themselves n4k3d?
i鈥檝e heard that this is only a thing with ed鈥檚. like for me, i have to weigh myself n4k3d bc i feel like clothes make the scale go higher and well my brain wants to see the lowest number possible.
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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i really don鈥檛 even give a fuck if i kill myself tbh. let my heart fail idc
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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the good thing is i鈥檓 back in active restrict mode. my ed was quite dormant for a while but SHES BACK BABEY :D
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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see the thing is,, i want to keep fasting until grad but that鈥檚 a week away and i don鈥檛 want to pass out but i want to keep fasting as long as possible but i don鈥檛 want to break my fast the day before grad because then i might be bloated :/ idkidk
i think maybe since grad is on saturday i could break my fast super early on thursday and eat rly clean (like just some fruits/veg and protein - no carbs) and then fast again until after grad?
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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i think i could be pretty if i was skinny actually
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my longest fast is 139 hours i would love to beat that
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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was putting something off for 5 days and it took SECONDS
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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okay it鈥檚 2 weeks till grad and i鈥檝e done fuck all so basically i鈥檓 going to fast for 3-4 days at a time and break my fast with some fruit/veg (nothing over 500 calls) and then fast again :) i鈥檓 also gonna workout everyday so hopefully i don鈥檛 die that would suck
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aljdkskjx 9 months
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god my skin has gotten so much better since i鈥檝e been consistent with my routine and it鈥檚 only been like a week !!!
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