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phone dry, down bad

#camera roll #photo dump #dump #camera dump #allondruh

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phone dry, down bad

#camera roll #photo dump #dump #camera dump #allondruh

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i was made to be the sweetest girl ever. it’s on you if i turn evil

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real

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Mt. Pinatubo Crater Lake | April 6, 2024

First hiking/trekking of the year.

#hiking #trekking #trekkies #nature #mt. pinatubo #zambales #mountain #photo dump #camera roll #camera dump #dump #allondruh

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Please, don’t settle for a surface level of connection when you know you’re craving depth.

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cant be friends

#ariana grande #we cant be friends #allondruh

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gurl, i’m tired

#camera roll #photo dump #dump #camera dump #photographs #stills #allondruh

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pagod na ko, help

#reel #tiktok #video #video blog #vlog #vhs cam #digital camera #camera roll #photo dump #camera dump #this too shall pass #highlights #allondruh

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Ayoko na. Okay lang ba na ayoko na?

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Too many thoughts for one brain, too many anxieties for one heart.

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rawr

#heartbreak anniversary #february dump #camera roll #photo dump #dump #camera dump #leap year #hello #allondruh

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This is my alter ego, manic pixie dream gurl

#photo dump #dump #camera roll #february #photographs #camera dump #this too shall pass #allondruh

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I've never experienced grief before

Never thought much about it

About never seeing someone again

How they disappear through time

Slowly learning how to live without them

And how you don't even think about being mad with them

All you have are those nice memories that play over and over at the theater inside of your brain

Funny how grief and breakups have the same stages

denial, when I didn't believe you would break up with me

anger, when all I did was worshiping you in every way

bargaining, when I remembered all the great things we did together

depression, when I realized I'll have to live without you

acceptance, when I recognized I deserved better, even if you were good to me in certain ways

Now I know I'm grieving for you

And you aren't even dead

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gf that loves being babied 🤝 bf who is only soft for her

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But also I think the whole point of your 20’s maybe is to “get stuck” in such a big way at least once that it shocks you into promising yourself to never let it get that bad again