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“there is no moral. the wolf eats you one day and until it does, the forest is beautiful.”

#quote #existential

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rest in peace.

#Columbine

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I was put on this earth to be mid and then die

#me

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Deimos, Dragan Bibin, 2023

#this is what anxiety in my childhood felt like #art #childhood

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cancel culture was invented in 1999 when christian moms found out about doom

#misc.

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"There is one figure at the core of black metal story who often feels lost to the role of victim: Per “Dead” Ohlin, of Mayhem. Dead is often defined by his suicide, the shotgun blast that killed him acting as starting gun for Norwegian black metal.

Pelle Ohlin was looking for something – peace, companionship, a reason for his life to exist – and couldn’t find it. The loss of his young life, his inherent creativity, and what he could have accomplished as a musician had he not felt so isolated and hopeless, is deeply tragic. Rather than be remembered as a gory extreme metal album cover, he should be considered one of the many bright minds in rock music who sadly saw suicide as the only way out. Hopefully, as new genres evolve out of metal’s fruitful ooze, more voices like his will rise, and fewer will feel as alone as he did." - Chris Krovatin, Kerrang! 2021 🦇

R.I.P Pelle

1991-2024

@the.old.mayhem on instagram

#Pelle

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Excited to finally fuck with cargo pants because it means I can conveniently carry a copy of Dan Abnett's Double Eagle in my pocket for on the go.

#shout-out to body/sensory issues for holding me back for so long #blabbering

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Casilda Sánchez: As Inside as the Eye Can See (2009)

#films

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European wolf (Canis lupus lupus) by wolveswolves

#wolves

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dostoyevsky kinda ate with “your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.”

#and by “ate” they mean my heart out of my chest. #misc.

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why is trying to make a new friend so embarrassing. hi. me again. asking for your attention once more even though i am literally just some random person to you. it's because i want to be not just a random person to you. please understand

#misc. #god's most humbling and humiliating trial

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#daily sentiment #misc.

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FBI evidence seized from Ted Kaczynski’s cabin:

from left to right: the typewriter he used to write his manifesto, a homemade gun, the hoodie & sunglasses he used to disguise himself, a package, & a note about postal stamps for mailing his bombs.

#Ted Kaczynski

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Sappho, from If Not, Winter: Fragments of Sappho; tr. by Anne Carson

#quote

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Master of Santa Barbara - Christ at the Column. Detail. 1430 - 1450

#art #religious

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#childhood

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procrastinating my suicide

#old reliable