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allysonhope · 11 months

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82 letters

pairing: jungkook x reader

genre: angst, fluff, hurt/comfort

word count: 5.9K

summary: y/n spends their entire summer vacation writing letters to jungkook, but they never send them. (based on an one tree hill scene between brooke and lucas)

this is how i spent my summer, wanting you.

I stared out the kitchen window, listening to the birds chirping while I sipped on my coffee. Tears filled my eyes as I heard the rustling going on in the bedroom. My chest tightened, thinking about Jungkook packing to get ready to tour, without me, for the next three months.

One teardrop fell down my cheek and I quickly wiped it away, not wanting to be vulnerable when I knew Jungkook could walk out of the room at any minute. I tried to swallow the lump in my throat, but nothing could stop the feeling of heartbreak. I heard Jungkook start to roll his suitcase across our wooden floor. I set my coffee down on the window sill and slowly turned around to see Jungkook already looking at me.

“Hey,” he muttered giving me a small smile. I couldn’t even return the smile, feeling the tears already brimming in my eyes.

“Hey?” I let out a watery laugh and fully turned to face him directly. “You don’t think we should talk about what you ambushed me with this morning?” He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair.

“I didn’t mean to ambush you, y/n.”

“You didn’t mean to ambush me when you told me that we should break up the morning before you leave for tour! Oh, yeah, I don’t feel ambushed at all!” I raised my voice as the man looked down and rocked back and forth on his heels.

“I didn’t mean to wait this long to tell you. I’ve been thinking about it for a while,” he mumbled, looking everywhere except for at my face.

“What the hell, Jungkook? Why do you want to break up? I just don’t get it! Last night, you were telling me that you loved me, that you were in love with me. You told me that you wanted to marry me and you could wait to get back home to me! What changed? What happened?” I screamed, standing up from my seat, and pointing accusatory fingers at him.

His nostrils flared up and he finally turned to look at me.

“I don’t know what happened, ok?” He spread his arms out before taking a deep breath. “I’m sorry for hurting you, but I think this is for the best.”

“You’re not explaining anything!” I yell. “Just tell me why?” I pleaded with him.

“I don’t want to be with you anymore, okay? Is that what you want to hear? That I don’t want you to wait for me while I’m on tour. That I actually want to enjoy being on tour without having to worry about you!” He shouted back at me, making me shrink down into my seat losing the power that I just had moments ago. “You think I want to always worry about having to call you and text you? Do you think I always want to hear how you miss me and that you can’t wait until I come home?

“I’m going to be on tour, where I see hundreds of pretty people every night and you think I want to wait to come back home to you? I want to enjoy my tour experience without you hovering. You suffocate me even when I’m not with you. You’re too much for me. Too clingy. Too needy. Just let me enjoy my tour, alone. I don’t need you. It’s way easier to just end it now than in a few months. Please let this be easy, and let me go without a fight.”

I stared at Jungkook in shock, not expecting him to say any of that. I refused to let any tears fall down, turning around to look at the birds outside my window once again. I grabbed my coffee and took a sip, noticing it was now cold.

“I guess one and a half years means nothing to you, huh?” My voice cracked and I felt nauseous being in his presence. “Have a nice tour.”

I felt Jungkook hesitate behind me before he let out a deep breath.

“I really am sorry, y/n. You didn’t do anything wrong. I should have-,” I cut him off not wanting to hear another word come out of his mouth.

“Please leave,” the birds stopped chirping and the house felt gloomier than ever before. “I’m letting you go without a fight, just like you wanted.”

I was afraid of getting my heart broken again.

Day 1

dear jungkookie, it’s me, your y/n. i’ve done a lot of thinking and a lot of crying. and i’m just so confused, i guess. i genuinely thought things were going great between us and then you want to break up with me? i feel like all the color has been taken out of my world, as dramatic as that sounds, but it’s true you were always the color in my gloomy world. i wish i could go back and pick up on the signs that you weren’t happy, so i could try to change. i’m sorry that you felt breaking up was the only choice. i guess i just wanted to write this because i don’t believe you when you said I did nothing wrong. I know there must have been something. won’t you tell me what it was? i don’t even know if you’ll ever get to read these because i don’t want to bother you even more than i already have. i miss you so much already. i hope you enjoy your tour. i’ll be looking for updates on twitter lol. i love you. im sorry.

I sat staring out the window for what felt like hours. I couldn’t even process what had just happened. Did Jungkook really just break up with me? Did he really just break up with me because he wants to date other people while he’s on tour? Did he really just break up with me because I was too much to handle?

The tears started to fall as soon as he walked out of the door. After I told Jungkook to go, he stood behind me silently for a few minutes before he took a deep breath and left.

It seems the birds left me as well. I looked out the window and couldn’t see a bird in sight. I let my coffee turn cold, but I still couldn’t take the mug out of my hands, needing something to hold onto. I don’t even know where my phone is to see if Jungkook texted me to tell me he didn’t mean it or to tell me this was all a sick joke.

Last night, Jungkook took me out for a dinner date to celebrate him leaving for tour. Everything was fine. It was perfect. He held my hand, he whispered sweet nothings over the dinner table, and he told me he would love me forever. We fell asleep closer than ever last night. He held me tight and he sang me to sleep. Maybe he did all of that because he knew it would be the last time. Maybe he was subtly telling me goodbye and I just never noticed. How could I not notice? When we woke up this morning, he was suddenly… distant. He wasn’t holding me, or talking to me, and he was insistent that he needed to hurry and pack so he wouldn’t be late. I questioned his determination to leave and maybe I questioned him a little too much. When he blurted out that we should break up, I felt my heart drop to my stomach. I quickly told him that we would discuss this when he had a clear mind. Maybe I should have fought for our relationship as soon as he said that. Maybe I could have convinced him to change his mind if I wouldn’t have given him so much time to think.

I sigh and finally get up from my spot next to the window sill. My knees felt wobbly, but I still made my way to put my mug in the sink.

I slowly made my way over to my bedroom and saw my bed unmade and clothes thrown on the floor. I climbed under my covers and grabbed my phone that was sitting on the bedside table. There were no texts or calls from Jungkook.

What did he mean it wasn’t my fault? Why else would he break up with me if I didn’t do something wrong? The tears fell down faster this time and I cuddled into my pillow to gain some comfort.

Day 15

hey jungkook. it’s been two weeks now since we’ve broken up and I’ve been, well, coping. some days are harder than others, but i’m trying my best to get through this. i’ve seen videos of you on tour and i’m so proud. you look even more handsome than when i last saw you. you always glow more when you’re on stage. i really wish that i could call you and text you. i, sometimes, want to beg you to come back. to take me back. i thought back to everything you said and i’m sorry for hovering. i’m sorry for all those times you were overseas and i called too much or texted you too much. i hope you’re enjoying your tour experience and as i said, i’ve been thinking about what you said to me and i hope you are meeting pretty people, but please don’t fall in love with them. i know you said you don’t want me to wait for you to come back, but i still am. i always will wait for you. i love you and i miss you. if we love again, i promise i’ll be better for you.

I sat in my closet, packing all the items that Jungkook would leave when he stayed over at my place into boxes. I carefully folded all the clothes he’s left over the years and hesitantly placed them in the empty box. Some shirts were harder to give up than others but I know that this is all a part of my healing process.

I threw in some gifts that he brought me and some of the pictures I’ve framed around the house. I smiled at some of the memories and teared up at other ones. I placed all the boxes in my closet, trying to figure out if I should drop them off at his place or have him come pick them up when he comes back. I could text him, right? I could just ask him if he would rather I drop them off or if he picks them up. That would be fine. I’m not hovering and I’m not asking for him back, just a simple, important question.

I pulled out my phone and went to his contact to see some of the old text messages that I sent him. I softly smiled and scrolled through some of our sweet memories. I began to frown when I noticed some of the conversations. Messages, which were once sweet and innocent, turned into messages where I was burdening him without knowing.

y/n ❤️

hey baby! just wanted to let you know that i love you and i miss you! keep working hard at the studio! can’t wait to see you when you get home!

y/n ❤️

miss you, honey! just wanted you to know that i was thinking of you. see you soon!

y/n ❤️

hey love! just wanted to check in on you. when I called earlier, you didn’t answer which is unusual. i bet my baby is just working super hard! call me when you get a chance. i love you.

I suddenly felt nauseous looking over the text messages and decide to just throw my phone on the bed. I can’t believe I ruined our relationship without realizing it.

Day 42

i just realized something today and that is that you’re the biggest asshole in the world. you made me feel like this breakup was my fault when it was your fault all along. you strung me along for months and then all of a sudden, i was too much for you. and you just threw me to the side like i meant nothing to you. one and a half years and i meant nothing to you. i hope you’re enjoying tour and you find someone who is easier to deal with. and i hope you know that i kissed Chan last night and i’m getting over you.

i’m sorry for saying all of that. i know I can’t blame this all on you. i was in the wrong just as much as you were. i don’t know what else to say other than I’m sorry. i’m sorry that i kissed chan and i’m sorry that i lied about getting over you. i’m not even close. i miss you and i love you. p.s. i’ve been watching your fan cams and you look good.

I giggled while Chan whispered in my ear, telling me stories that I missed out on from the last time I saw him. I picked up my drink and took tiny sips, finally letting loose for the first time in almost two months. I leaned in closer to Chan to listen more attentively and laughed when I noticed our close proximity made him blush.

“So, what about you? What have you been up to?” He asked, placing his arm on the back of my chair in a friendly manner.

“Not much. Just been at home a lot and working,” I nodded my head, bracing myself for the next question.

“Are you excited for Jungkook to come back? It’s been a while since you’ve last been together, yeah? You couldn’t make it to any of the shows?” He questioned without any ill intent, but it still made me sad to think about.

“Jungkook and I,” I took a deep breath and paused to clear my throat. “We actually broke up before he left for tour.”

Chan gasped, lightly touching my shoulder to bring me comfort. “I’m sorry to hear that. Can I ask what happened?”

“I don’t, I don’t really know to be honest,” I twirled my drink around, too embarrassed to look him in the eyes. “We were fine, or at least I thought we were but before he left, he broke up with me. He said something about feeling too…suffocated by me and our relationship.”

I shrugged my shoulders and finally looked up to see Chan giving me a pitiful smile.

“No, but I’m fine. Or at least I’m trying to be fine. It’s just a little difficult.”

“I’m sorry, y/n. You don’t deserve that. You should have told me sooner so I could make sure that you were doing okay. You don’t have to go through times like these alone.”

“I know. I should have told you. I was just too sad to talk about it. I just really wanted to be alone,” he nodded his head in understanding, squeezing my hand in comfort.

“I know, kid,” we sat in silence just enjoying our drinks when Chan spoke up again. “Just remember you don’t have to go through sadness alone. I’ll be there for you.”

I smiled at him, staring him in the eyes. I don’t know where I got the urge, but I suddenly leaned into Chan and gently placed my lips on his. Chan gently kissed back before pulling back with a soft smile.

“Time for you to go home, kid.”

Day 78

hey kookie. i’ve been a little… confused lately. well, that’s an understatement. I’ve been very confused. I really thought that after two months, I would have been getting over you, especially after all the mean words you said, but instead, i’m just really confused. i wonder if i’m a whirl of feelings because i know you’re back in town and i know that tour is ending soon. but i need to remind myself that you’re not coming back to me once tour is over. you’re gonna live your life and i’m gonna live mine. i hope that i don’t run into you at any of our old favorite places even though you’ve probably already forgotten about them. i’m really glad you had a great tour and welcome back home. 78 letters in and i think it’s safe to say, i’ll never send these to you. so after 77 days of avoiding saying those three words to you. here you go. i love you. i really do.

I lay in bed in shock when I saw the notification that my phone just received. There’s absolutely no fucking way. My heart pounded as I refused to click on the notification. Why is he texting me? Why does he feel it’s appropriate to text me 78 days later? Who does he think he is? I slowly clicked on the text message and I felt my heart drop to my stomach reading it.

jungkook

hey y/n! i’m hoping you didn’t block me haha i wouldn’t blame you if you did. anyway, i just got back in town last night for the concert and i got a notification reminding me that we bought you tickets for the show for you and your friends. it would be nice to see you there after so long. i could send the tickets over to your phone if you would like. i would really love it if you still came. just please let me know.

I sighed as I remembered the night I begged Jungkook to let me buy tickets to the show to show my support, rather than him giving me free tickets. I was planning on going to all three shows he had back home and I even bought tickets for my friends to go to the first show with me. Jungkook didn’t want me to spend so much money on the tickets so we split the cost in half, which explains why the tickets were sent to his email rather than mine.

Should I go to Jungkook’s show? Should I prove to myself that I am capable of getting over him? Maybe if I saw him in person one last time, I would get the closure that I need. I bit my lip, contemplating my choices.

If I went, I would get the closure that I need and finally be able to get over Jungkook. If I didn’t go, this would be a faster process of getting over Jungkook. I don’t need to see him to get over him. This would ruin all the progress I’ve made.

What to do? I turn to my bedside table that still held a photo of Jungkook and me from our trip to Disneyland. I softly smiled as I remembered how happy we were before everything ended. I ran my finger over the photo of Jungkook’s face, then threw the photo down on the bed. I have my answer. I grabbed my phone and decided to text Jungkook back.

y/n ❤️

there’s no need for them. i’m not going.

I was just too scared to admit it.

I was smushed next to Chan, cramped on the small couch that was full of people I didn’t know too well. I didn’t mind too much, exchanging stories with him and laughing loudly, even though no one could hear us. We were currently at a get-together between friends, the first one I’d been to since the breakup.

“Should we get another drink?” Chan spoke into my ear, so I could hear him. I nodded eagerly, happy to fill up my empty drink. I hopped up from the couch, making my way to the kitchen with Chan following closely behind me. I entered the kitchen when Chan quickly pulled me back and out of the kitchen. He grabbed my hand and dragged me in the complete opposite direction.

“Chan?” I exclaimed, looking back toward the kitchen, sad that I didn’t get my drink.

“Did you not see who was in the kitchen?” Chan asked, looking back.

“No? There was just a group of guys in there. It’s fine, though. We’re all friends. Was there someone you didn’t like in there?” I questioned, confused why Chan was acting like that.

“y/n,” he sighed, running his palm over the side of my face. “Jungkook is here.”

My eyes widened and I suddenly felt speechless. There’s no way he’s actually here, right? Maybe Chan thought he saw him, but it was just his doppelgänger.

“What?” I asked, lacking any reasonable words.

“He was standing there, right in front of you. How didn’t you see him? He looked right at you!” Chan exclaimed, but when he saw how distraught I was he just grabbed my hand and dragged me closer to him. “Let’s get you home, okay?” He led me to the front door and I stared at the floor, hoping that we wouldn’t have another run-in with Jungkook.

We were almost at the front door when I heard it. When I heard his voice. I stopped in my tracks and closed my eyes, hoping it was just a dream.

“y/n…” the voice behind me breathed out. I turned around and made eye contact with the man I loved for almost two years. “Hi.”

I took a deep breath, biting my tongue from snapping at him. Hi? That’s all you’re going to say? The first time you see me in three months and all you say is hi?

“Hello,” I politely nodded and took a step back to further the distance between us.

“Ca-can we maybe, I don’t know, can we talk?” He stumbled over his words, suddenly looking down at the ground with both hands in his pockets. “Can I talk to you?”

“I don’t think that’s a good idea,” I rejected him, watching his shoulders deflate.

“I know that I hurt you a lot and I should have tried to talk to you months ago, but it never felt right to try to talk to you over the phone. I know now that anything would have helped fix this. Fix what I broke,” he swallowed hard, making eye contact with me. “I have a lot of regrets about not reaching out to you.”

I nodded my head, not knowing how to respond to him. I still felt Chan’s presence behind me and I felt grateful he hadn’t left me alone with my ex.

“I, just, please. Can I talk to you?” He pleaded with his eyes.

“Jungkook, why do you think you can fix anything now? Why do you think you fix us, or whatever is left of us, in the middle of our friend's get-together? Three months later? Nothing you can say can change anything for me. You said all that you needed to before you left and you can’t try to change that just because you’re back. I don’t know if anything can fix this.”

I was relieved that we were having this conversation in the house’s entryway where no one else was, rather than in the living room or the kitchen where everyone else was.

“I know that I might not be able to fix this, but I can try. I just want to apologize. Please, let me take you home so we can talk.”

“I don’t want to talk to you, Jungkook! I don’t want you to take me home. I want you to leave me alone,” I raised my voice, turning away from him to head out. Chan looked between the two of us, but once he saw my face he started walking with me.

“I love you,” Jungkook pleaded, making me stop walking. “I have absolutely no right to say that to you, but I love you so much. I thought about you every day when I was gone. I thought about how stupid I was to fuck this all up. About how stupid I was to break your heart. I love you so much. Please just talk to me,” I turned around to see tears pouring down his face. He’s always been the more emotional one out of the two of us, so while since stood in front of him with a stoic face, he had tears streaming.

“I don’t think you love me the way you think you do, Jungkook,” I tried to deny him gently but he was already shaking his head in disagreement. “When you love someone, you don’t hurt them the way you hurt me. It’s been three months now and I don’t need your closure. We can both just leave without having any hard feelings.”

“I’ve never regretted anything more than what I said to you. I was so nervous about leaving you and,” I put my hand off the stop him from talking.

“Please, don’t Jungkook.”

He stepped closer to me and gently grabbed my hand. He gave me his soft puppy dog eyes and continued his speech.

“I need to apologize to you, y/n. Even if you think you don’t need to hear this, I want you to. I was so nervous about leaving you and being away from you for months that I made an impulsive decision. I thought that if I broke up with you that you would be granted more freedom and you wouldn’t be at home waiting for me. I didn’t want you to call and text me, not knowing when I would answer. I didn’t want to, I don’t know, abandon you while you were on the other side of the world waiting for me.”

“But that’s what you did,” I pulled my hand away from him and he dropped his head to look at the ground. “You abandoned me and you did it in the worse way possible. You broke up with me hours before you left town and you never gave any warning signs. You just left me, with such mean words. You told me I was too needy and too clingy. You told me that I was suffocating and that I hover over you while you’re gone. You told me that you were going to meet pretty people every night. Now what? Since you’re done with tour and you’re done meeting pretty people, I’m suddenly good enough for you.”

“No, baby.”

“Don’t call me that!” Jungkook let out a soft sob and tried to wipe his tears away.

“I promise I didn’t meet anyone else. I thought about you the whole time. The only pretty person I could ever want is you. I was wrong about what I said. I was so wrong. You could never be too needy or too clingy for me. I love seeing texts from you and answering calls from you. I love knowing I have you to come home to. I am so sorry for ruining us. I will do anything to become a better man for you. I would do anything to prove to you that you can rely on me. I love you. I know I hurt you, but I love you so much.”

I stared at Jungkook, tears finally filling up my eyes and I bit down on my lip, not sure what to do or say. On one hand, I trust him with my life and I know he’s the only one who can heal my broken heart. On the other hand, he’s the reason for my broken heart and I don’t know how I’m supposed to trust him again.

“I would have waited for you,” I whispered, suddenly feeling vulnerable in front of him. “I would always wait for you.”

He cupped my cheek and I struggle to not lean into his grip. “I know. I promise you that you didn’t do anything wrong. It was all on me.”

There he goes with the 'you didn’t do anything wrong' bullshit again. I pull out of his grip and scoff as he suddenly seems lost.

“It still doesn’t change anything, Jungkook. You left me, alone and heartbroken, for months! You keep telling me I didn’t do anything wrong, but I don’t believe you. This is one of your tricks so I’ll take you back. You should have thought about all of this before you broke up with me,” I rant stepping away from him.

“I know! I know, okay? Please just listen to me. You didn’t do anything wrong. It was all me. I was so immature and dumb. There’s nothing you can ever do that would not make me want you anymore.”

“I kissed Chan over the summer.”

I heard Chan lightly gasp behind me and Jungkook quickly looked between the two of us with wide eyes. He looked both hurt and confused, not knowing what to say.

“Oh,” he stepped back a bit but still chose to hold eye contact with me. “That’s okay. We weren’t together. That doesn’t change anything for me.”

“What aren’t you understanding, Jungkook? I don’t want to get back together! I don’t want you to fix this. You’ve done enough damage. The whole time you were gone, I didn’t even miss you. I didn’t think about you. I didn’t want you! What else do I have to say to prove it?” I kept throwing blows at him, despite the pain I felt in my chest from seeing Jungkook with tears running down his face. I heard Chan trying to get me to stop spitting hurtful words at Jungkook, but I just ignored him. I turned to Chan and pulled him by the neck into me and kissed him right in front of Jungkook. I pulled away from him and turned toward Jungkook. “Does that prove it for you?”

You hurt me so bad.

I sat on my couch, sipping water while Chan stared at me with disappointment.

“I’m sorry?” I finally broke the silence, causing Chan to roll his eyes.

“That was incredibly uncalled for, y/n.”

“I know. I’ll stop kissing you,” I tried to make a joke but Chan wouldn’t even crack a smile.

“I know that Jungkook hurt you and you wanted to hurt him back, but that wasn’t the way to do it. He’s trying, really trying and you crushed his heart.”

“He crushed mine first,” I stubbornly argued.

“He loves you so much, even if you don’t want to believe it. He’s trying to make things better and even though it’s a little later than you would have liked, it’s never too late. Do you realize how much you hurt him?”

“I don’t want to hurt him,” my voice cracked as tears finally fell down after months of trying to be strong.

“I know, kid,” he ran his hand through my hair and pulled me into his shoulder to comfort me. “That’s why you’re going over to his house tomorrow to apologize. You don’t have to get back together with him if you’re still hurt but just give him a chance.”

***

I gingerly walked up the steps to Jungkook’s house, holding a box in my arms. I took a deep breath before ringing his doorbell. My heart hurt a little when I heard Bam barking on the other side, and Jungkook comforting him. I stood there for a few seconds before Jungkook opened the door, surprised to see me there.

“Hi,” I started. He gave me a small smile and nodded back in greeting. “I just wanted to apologize for everything I said and did yesterday. It was completely immature and I never meant to hurt you.”

Tears already gathered in my eyes and Jungkook tried to grab my hand to comfort me, but I wouldn’t let him. “I was completely wrong for treating you that way and I understand if you’re upset with me. I would be upset with myself too. Two wrongs don’t make a right. And I wanted you to know that I really appreciated your apology yesterday and needed to hear that after months of being so hurt and confused. You were so willing to apologize and fix everything and I just rejected everything you said and I’m so sorry.”

Jungkook opened his mouth to speak, but I cut him off, gesturing to the box that I held in my arms.

“There are 82 letters in here, and they’re all addressed to you. I wrote them all this summer, one a day, but I never sent them because I was afraid.”

“y/n,” he sighed.

“I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before, because you hurt me so badly,” I let out a little sob, stepping back when Jungkook tried to hold me. “I was afraid to be vulnerable, and I was afraid of you and the way that you make me feel. And I know that doesn’t matter now after what I did, but I just thought you should know that this is how I spent my summer, Jungkook, wanting you. I was just too scared to admit it.”

I dropped the box that held all the letters in Jungkook’s arms, turning around to leave with my hand covering my mouth to hide my sobs. I heard Jungkook drop the letters on his entry table and I made it down the first step when he grabbed my arm to stop me from leaving.

“y/n!” Jungkook whispered, causing me to turn around. “I’m sorry,” he pressed his forehead against mine, holding my waist to pull me into him. “What you did last night, it’s okay.”

“It’s not,” I whimpered, trying to pull out of his grip but he wouldn’t let me. “It can’t be. I hurt you so much,” I cried, wishing that he would let me out of his grip because his presence was becoming too much for me to bare.

“It is okay, baby, I promise. And even if you don’t agree with me, that’s too bad because I already forgave you last night.”

“You can’t!” I finally pulled away from him and wrapped my arms around myself, backing away from him although he continued to step closer to me.

“I already did,” he argued, pulling on his hair with his hands. “So you’re just gonna have to deal with it.”

I stop backing away from him, staring up to see his eyes filled with hope wanting me to believe him. He gently peeled my arms from around my waist, and tangled our fingers together, kissing the back of my hand.

“I want to be the guy for you y/n y/l/n, and I know that I hurt you the last time we were together but,”

“I love you,” I cut him off with my shaky voice, not even bothering to wipe the tears that were falling down. I gripped his hand tighter and let out a relieved sigh when he reciprocated with a tight squeeze of his own.

“I love you,” he whispered back, but despite the low tone, his words were powerful. His stare never left my eyes and I saw the hope in his eyes disappear and then turn into love.

He wiped the tears from my eyes and cupped my cheek, smiling down at me. “My pretty baby, please stop crying.”

I chuckled and his smile widened, pulling me closer by the cheek and kissing me on the lips.

“No more kissing Chan,” he whispered, kissing my forehead and holding me tight. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his waist. “I can’t wait to read all the letters you wrote me.”

“They’re so embarrassing,” I whined, hiding my face in his neck.

“I’ll love all 82 of them.”

thank you for reading! hope y’all enjoyed! :) <3

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allysonhope · 1 year

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girl code | kim taehyung

pairing: taehyung x reader (y/n)

genre: fluff, some angst

warnings: y/n and her best friend have a crush on the same guy, a little swearing, insecurities, taehyung being so cute, y/n not wanting to hurt her best friend, pining

words: 7.4k

summary: y/n is falling for her best friends crush, but she won’t make a move because she doesn’t want to break girl code. that doesn’t stop taehyung from falling for her and trying to make a move

based on a snippet i heard on tiktok of brynn cartelli’s new song girl code, which comes out this Friday! (8/5) i heard the song and i immediately fell in love and had to write about it LOL hope you all enjoy! i’ll add her username so if you want to listen to the snippet as well! :) <3 (tiktok: brynnzzyy)

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not saying i love you back prank | park jimin

pairing: jimin x reader (y/n)

genre: fluff

words: 1.3k

summary: based on the tiktok prank where you don’t tell your significant other that you love them back when they are leaving hehe

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not saying i love you back prank | park jimin

pairing: jimin x reader (y/n)

genre: fluff

words: 1.3k

summary: based on the tiktok prank where you don’t tell your significant other that you love them back when they are leaving hehe

You lay in bed, half asleep, as you watch Jimin pace around your shared room gathering all the things that he needed for his flight. You told him last night that he should pack the rest of his stuff so he could lay in bed longer with you in the morning, but he insisted that he would have enough time in the morning to pack without rushing and enough time to lay with you. You grabbed your phone and your headphones so that you could watch Tiktok while he finished getting ready to leave.

You were aimlessly scrolling through the different videos, laughing and liking them along the way when you finally landed upon one video where a girl pranked her partner by not telling them that she loved them back when they went to work. You watched as her partner pouted and refused to leave unless she said it back. Eventually, she caved and told them it was a prank. You looked up at Jimin, who was sipping up his jacket, getting ready to leave for the airport.

Hmm, how would Jimin react if you refused to tell him that you loved him back before he left? You felt bad about playing the prank on Jimin because you knew that his feelings would be hurt if you didn’t tell him that you loved him because you two always tell each other those three special words, especially before one of you is leaving, let alone leaving the country.

“Baby?” Jimin looked toward you with a small smile on his face. You dropped your phone on the bed and gave him your full attention. “I have to leave soon, sweetheart. Are you going to be okay here alone for a few days?” He asked, looking for reassurance from you once again despite the fact that you’ve already told him many times you would be fine.

“I’m gonna be okay, honey,” you smiled softly at him, pulling the blankets up to your shoulders as you felt a chill run through your body. “I’m just going to miss you so much.”

“I know, baby,” he pouted down at you. “I’m gonna miss you even more, but I promised to call you every night,” he reminded you, walking toward your side of the bed.

“Yes, I remember. You said you’re going to call every night, every morning, and every time you have free time,” you jokingly mocked his promise, making him laugh.

“Exactly! How are we supposed to miss each other when we’re on the phone the whole time?” He leaned down to kiss you on the forehead, smiling down at you. He caressed your cheek with his thumb, making you lean your cheek into his palm. “I really am going to miss you, sweetheart.”

“I know, but it’s only a few days then I’m back in your arms.”

“I can’t wait already,” he whispered. “Here let me tuck you in before I go.”

He readjusts the blanket to make sure it says on your shoulders, then he tucked the blanket surrounding your body under your body, so you were tightly wrapped. You giggled since you couldn’t move your legs or your arms, but he was very proud of his tucking skills. He laid on top of you, making you laugh even harder.

“I just want to hold you,” he whispered and pecked your cheek multiple times. You laid content between your pillow and your boyfriend, happy to have all his attention. “Are you sure that I can’t pack you in my suitcase?”

“Mhm, I’m sure, honey,” he sighed in disappointment but continued to kiss your cheeks repeatedly.

“I just love your cheeks so much,” he finally stopped kissing you, but remained in his position on top of you, with his head resting on top of yours. You laid together in silence for a few more minutes until his phone started to ring. You pouted and he groaned, knowing that it was time for him to go. “I have to go now, baby.”

“I’ll miss you. Promise to stay safe.”

“I promise, honey. I’ll call you as soon as I land,” he kissed your forehead, his lips lingering for a few seconds. “You promise to stay safe here too?”

“Yes, I promise that I’ll be okay.”

“Hmm, good.”

He puckered his lips in your direction, making you lift your head up, so you could kiss him properly before he left. He left you with a few pecks after that before getting off of you. He walked over to his suitcase and grabbed the handle, getting ready to leave. Now prank time begins.

“I’ll see you soon, babe,” he pulled his suitcase toward the door and waved goodbye to you. “I love you.”

“I’ll see you soon, Jiminie. Call me as soon as you get a chance.”

“I will,” he stood by the door staring at you, but you just put your head back down and closed your eyes. “Y/N?” He asked in a small, confused voice.

“Yes?”

“I love you,” he told you again, making you want to laugh and tell him that it was just a prank.

“I know, honey,” you giggled and opened one of your eyes to look at him. He looked distraught that you hadn’t said it back yet. “You should get going, so you don’t miss your flight and get in trouble.”

“But… I love you,” he stepped closer to your shared bed and placed his hand on your calf. “Don’t you love me as well?”

“Of course I do,” you gasped, acting shocked that he would ask you that. “You know that I do.”

“Then why won’t you say it back?” he whined.

“We don’t always have to say it, Jimin.”

“Yes we do!“ He stomped his foot. “You’re the one that came up with the rule. Well, maybe it was both of us, but we agreed to always tell each other that we love each other whenever we leave.”

“Baby, you really have to go or you’ll miss your flight,” you told him, sitting up from your position. He sat down next to you and stared at you with hurt eyes.

“You’re mad at me,” he accused you with narrowed eyes. “Why are you mad at me?”

“I’m not mad at you!”

“Yes, you are! You’ve never not told me that you loved me when I was leaving. What did I do? Is it because I didn’t finish packing last night as you told me to? I’m sorry, honey.”

“Jimin,” you grabbed his hands and stared into his eyes. “I’m not mad at you, I promise. You really do need to go though.”

“I’m not leaving,” you looked at him with wide eyes, as he ignored the second ring that he got on his phone. “I can’t leave when you’re mad at me and won’t tell me that you love me.”

“Babe,” you finally had to stop the prank because you knew how much trouble he would get in for not getting on his flight. “It’s just a prank.”

You giggled, as he stared at you with a blank face. “A prank?”

“I saw it on Tiktok!” You smiled at him, laughing as he sat there still confused. “When your partner tells you that they love you, you’re not supposed to say it back to see how they’ll react.”

“That’s a mean prank,” you nodded in agreement, feeling bad that you would put him through that misery. “So you do still love me?”

You took his face in your hands and smiled at him. “I love you, Jimin. Forever,” you gave him a kiss on the lips, making him smile.

“I love you more, baby,” he hugged you tight against him. “Don’t ever do that again.”

“Ok, honey. Now, you really need to go,” he stood up from the bed, but gently pushed you back into your laying position.

“First, I have to tuck you in again. Then, when I get off my flight, we’re going to have a talk about TikTok, okay?”

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girl code | kim taehyung

pairing: taehyung x reader (y/n)

genre: fluff, some angst

warnings: y/n and her best friend have a crush on the same guy, a little swearing, insecurities, taehyung being so cute, y/n not wanting to hurt her best friend, pining

words: 7.4k

My girlfriend told me she was into you that night we were introduced outside of the pub

“What are we waiting for? It’s so fucking cold out here! Let’s go inside!” My best friend, Lisa, complained to Jimin and me as we waited outside of the pub.

“We’re waiting for Jungkook! I already told you this. Stop complaining,” I chuckled as my two best friends bickered back and forth about waiting for our other friend Jungkook outside. “Why do you always have to complain about everything? Y/N isn’t complaining that is cold. Oh, and, look, there they are!”

I looked up to see Jungkook waving at us as he crossed the street with a random man by his side. I felt my heart beat quicken and butterflies flutter when I made eye contact with Jungkook’s new friend. He gave me a shy smile and made his way over to us without taking his eyes off of me. I took my eyes off of him when Jungkook stood directly in front of me and wrapped me up in a warm hug.

“Y/N! I haven’t seen you in forever!” He greeted me with a huge grin and a small kiss on my forehead. I wrapped my arms around his waist tightly, moving my head to the side so my ear was against his chest. With my new position, I saw Jungkook’s friend again, who was once again staring at me. I blushed but quickly looked away from him when Jungkook let go of me.

“You literally saw her this morning, dumbass. What took you so long? It’s freezing out here! And, why did you only say hi to Y/N? Did you forget Jimin and I existed too?” Lisa once again complained, making me giggle as Jimin and Jungkook groaned out in frustration with her nonstop complaining.

“That’s my bad,” the mysterious man spoke up, looking toward Lisa and Jimin briefly before smiling down at me. “I showed up at Jungkook’s house without any warning. I didn’t know that he had already made plans for tonight. I hope you all don’t mind me tagging along unexpectedly. I’m Taehyung, by the way.”

He put his hand out in front of me, hoping that I would shake it, but before I had the chance to Lisa slightly pushed me to the side and placed her hand in his, subtly biting her lower lip. “I’m Lisa. It’s nice to meet you, Taehyung. I hope you know that I’m not always this whiny. I just get a bit cold,” she pouted at him, causing him to let out a small chuckle.

“I don’t mind. My apologies for making you freeze.”

Taehyung then introduced himself to Jimin, while Jungkook pulled me toward the entrance so we could find a place to sit. When we found a table, we sat across from each other and Taehyung sat next to me, smiling warmly.

“Sorry, I don’t think we got to properly introduce ourselves to each other,” he talked into my ear since the pub was so noisy. His closeness and deep voice caused me to shiver slightly and I looked up to see his beautiful smile and comforting eyes looking down at me once again. “It’s Y/N, right?” I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion that he knew my name. I nodded slowly when I remembered Jungkook greeted me by name when he arrived.

“It’s nice to meet you, Taehyung,” I responded, putting my hand out so he could finally shake it which he did, but he also pulled it towards his lips to give it a gentle peck.

“The pleasure is all mine.”

Jimin and Lisa sat down at the booth with us, with drinks and food for everyone as we talked and joked around with each other. Taehyung surprisingly got along well with all of us and fit right in with our friend group. A few times, when he would talk, he would put his arm on the back of my seat or lean in closer to me when he was laughing. I didn’t want to think too much of it because we just met and he could possibly be extra friendly when he had a few drinks in him. I didn’t want to fall too hard for him already because I had known him for less than two hours and I don’t yet really know anything crucial about him. All I know is he has a beautiful smile, a contagious laugh, and a deep, comforting voice.

Jungkook had put the plate of cheesy bacon fries between us and occasionally would lift a fry up to my mouth to feed me out of habit. I didn’t think anything of Jungkook feeding me because it was normal for us to feed each other on a night out, but it seemed to confuse Taehyung when he leaned down to whisper in my ear.

“I didn’t know that you and Kook were a couple,” I nearly choked on my drink when I heard him say that. I looked up at him with wide eyes and he tried to rub my back to control my slight coughing.

“Oh, no! Kook and I are not dating,” I nervously laughed when he raised his eyebrows in suspicion and gave me a small smirk.

“There’s no sort of relationship between you two? Then how come he only greeted you and why is he only feeding you fries?”

“Aww, do you want him to feed you some fries too?” We laughed together and I lightly patted his shoulder. “We’re just good friends. We don’t see each other like that, you know? We just so happen to get along really well and he likes to take care of me so feeding me fries is just him being kind.”

“Hmm, okay. I’ll believe you.”

“You know, Taehyung, it’s a little too early in our friendship for you to be getting jealous about other guys,” I teased him with a wide smile on my face. He smirked and leaned closer to my ear, his warm breath giving me chills once again.

“I just like to seek out my competition early,” he moved back to look at my face and winked before rejoining the conversation between Jimin and Jungkook. I blushed as I played with my drink.

That means that he feels it too, right? Some sort of connection. Some sort of attraction. I was pulled out of my thoughts by Lisa calling my name.

“Y/N, will you go to the bathroom with me?” She asked, sliding out of the booth. I, wordlessly, followed her lead and made my way to the bathroom behind her, but that wasn’t before I heard Taehyung’s quiet request for me, or maybe us, to hurry back.

“Y/N! Do you see him?” She squealed when we were finally alone. I looked at her with wide eyes, not liking where this conversation was headed. “He’s so beautiful! And funny. Oh my god, do you think I have a chance? Do you? Please tell me that I do!”

I felt as if my heart dropped to my stomach and I wanted to throw up all over her shoes, as I tried to figure out how to respond to her confession. Obviously, she finds Taehyung attractive. Anyone in their right mind would find Taehyung attractive. I knew that Lisa had a chance. She probably had a greater chance of getting Taehyung to fall for her than I ever would have for him to fall for me. She was absolutely stunning, funny, exciting, and overall, everything that I wasn’t. In more simple words, I am pretty simple. And a guy like Taehyung would never go for a simple girl.

“Yeah…yeah. Obviously, I think you have a chance. He would be missing out if he didn’t want to get to know you,” I fake smiled in her direction and I couldn’t help but feel happy for her when I saw her eyes light up.

This was only an attraction to Taehyung, and I will get over it in no time. I just want my best friend to be happy.

Lisa cheered and pulled me close to her, wrapping her arms around my neck. “Yeah, and if you ever gave Jungkook a chance, then he would be the luckiest man on this planet,” she added cheekily, causing my eyes to roll.

“Jungkook and I don’t like each other like that! We’re just best friends.”

“I know, but I can hope that my best friend ends up with a hottie like Jungkook, and we already know that he treats you right!”

“I’ll find someone one day. Let’s focus more on you and Taehyung,” I smiled sadly, knowing that it won’t be Taehyung that will treat me right because I just gave up the battle for him to Lisa. Lisa and I brainstormed ways to get Taehyung to notice her before we made our way back to the table with the three boys.

“Are y’all okay? You were in there for a while,” Jimin checked in us, worriedly. I let out a small chuckle, thinking about how kind of a friend Jimin is.

“Yeah, we’re good! Just girl talk, you know?” Lisa answered, sitting closer to Taehyung as we planned for her to do.

“Hey,” Jungkook gently placed his hand on my hands that were folded on the table. “You sure you’re okay?” I smiled up at him. I wish that the universe had planned for Jungkook and me to fall in love. Life would be so much easier if I ended up falling in love with him since I already know how caring and gentle he is with me, and obviously, he is gorgeous.

“I’m fine, Kookie. I promise,” he gave me a small smile before removing his hand from mine and continuing his conversation with Jimin.

I looked over and saw Taehyung laughing at something that Lisa said. He smiled down at her with a wide, beautiful smile and I knew my chance with him if I ever had one was over. I sighed and tried to pay attention to what Jimin and Jungkook were talking about. I would occasionally insert my opinion on a topic and I would laugh along to their jokes and their stories. Taehyung looked over at me briefly before placing his arm back around the back of my chair. Lisa was telling the boys a story about the party she went to last weekend when Taehyung reached for the cheesy fries that were placed in front of me. He leaned down to whisper in my ear once again.

“I know it’s not really my place since we just met, but I just want to make sure that you’re really ok,” my heart fluttered at his concerned tone and I looked in his eyes to reassure him that I truly was fine. I forgot what I was going to say for a minute when I looked up and saw how beautiful he truly was up close to me. His concerned eyes and soft smile looked down at me.

“I’m fine, Taehyung. I think the beer is just getting to me a little bit.”

“Here, have some of my water,” he pushed his water cup toward me and encouraged me to drink out of the same cup that his mouth was on. I took a small sip before placing the glass back on the table. “Here. I’ll keep it between us, so if you need more water you can have some of mine.”

“Thank you,” I whispered, feeling flushed that he would share his drink with me so willingly.

“It’s no problem, Y/N. And here,” he grabbed another fry from the plate and directed it toward my mouth. “You should eat some more to make you feel better.”

I ate the from his fingers and smiled a genuine smile at him. “You were just jealous that Jungkook got to feed me, so now you want to establish dominance,” I joked, causing a louder laugh to exit his mouth.

“I would know how to take care of you better than Jungkook does,” he flirted with me, and I was about to reply back with a smart comment about how I would like to see him try to take care of me and treat me well, but Lisa pulled on his arm to start a conversation with him once again.

This is already harder than I thought it would be.

I, stupidly, encouraged her to make a move, told her to pursue what possibly could be love

I walked out of my bedroom to see Lisa dressed up for the day, making me pause and stare at her with a smile. “You look pretty! Where are you going?”

“I’m gonna go hang out with Taehyung!” She squealed excitedly. She looked at herself in the mirror one more time before turning to me. “I texted him if he had any plans today and then I asked if he wanted to go to some arcade.”

“Oh, that’s exciting! When is he supposed to pick you up?”

“Any minute now! I’m kind of nervous, but I thought we hit it off pretty well at the pub, don’t you think?”

“Yeah, he seemed to really like you,” I lied to spare her feelings. I wasn’t exactly sure how Taehyung felt about Lisa, but something is telling me that the feelings were not reciprocated. I am hoping that I am only feeling this way because I want Taehyung all to myself, and not because they are true. She jumped up and down when I told her that and squealed even louder when we heard the doorbell ring.

Wow, what a gentleman. Who rings the doorbell anymore to pick up their date?

Lisa rushed to the door, while I walked over to the kitchen to find something to snack on. I heard his deep voice greet Lisa, while I heard Lisa’s soft giggles making me sigh. While I finally found some chips to eat, I heard footsteps approaching the kitchen. Taehyung’s head popped around the corner and he offered me the warmest smile.

“Hey!” He greeted me, walking toward me. “How are you, Y/N?” He put his arm around my shoulders, turning my head to rest on his chest.

“I’m doing good, Taehyung. How are you?” He pulled me away from his chest but kept his arm around my shoulder.

“I’m great! You look great, by the way,” I scoffed and pushed him away from me. I was only wearing biker shorts and a sweatshirt so I knew that he was lying. “I’m being serious! You look good. Are you ready to go?”

I stopped in my tracks and looked at Lisa, who also had a confused face. “Um, I’m not going with you two,” his smile dropped and he sighed.

“Oh? Why not?” He asked disappointed. I was about to answer when Lisa cut in.

“She has plans!” She smiled before grabbing Taehyung’s arm. He looked down at her before looking back at me.

“Oh, with who?” My eyes widened because I truly did not have any plans, but Lisa thought it was a good idea to lie to him.

“Um, I made plans with Jungkook. Nothing too exciting. Just stay inside and watch some movies.” I smiled, but it quickly fell when Taehyung stared at me confused.

“Jungkook has plans tonight with some of our friends,” Taehyung informed me, causing my cheeks to burn red. I let out a fake laugh and scratched my neck out of embarrassment.

“Oh, yeah! I meant with Jimin. Jimin! I have plans with Jimin!”

“You two are more than welcome to join us though. Or we could stay in and watch some movies with you,” Tae suggested. I looked over to Lisa once again, who did not look pleased at all.

“It’s fine. I don’t want to intrude on y’all’s time.”

“No! It’ll be fun,” he insisted, which forced me into joining their date and thankfully, Jimin was available to tag along.

“Ugh! Why are we going to an arcade again?” Jimin asked me as we were in the backseat of Taehyung’s car. I had argued with Jimin for at least five minutes on the phone before I could convince him to go out with me. He had insisted that he could not leave the house because he was too busy watching Netflix, but after I promised to pay for his meal tonight, he reluctantly agreed.

“Because Lisa and Taehyung invited us,” I said, rolling my eyes. He groaned in annoyance before leaning toward me so the other two could not hear us.

“Why are we really going?” He asked, glaring at me to answer him honestly.

“Lisa likes Taehyung,” I whispered, causing Jimin to gasp loudly and both of them to look back at us with curiosity. I hit Jimin’s arm and waited for the attention to be taken away from us before I continued my explanation. “Taehyung thought that it was a group activity at the arcade and he insisted that I come as well. But, I didn’t want to be a third wheel, so who better to drag along with me than my best friend,” I smiled widely.

“Ahh, so you’re using me?” Jimin fake pouted, causing me to smirk at him. “But, uh, I thought there was something between you and Tae.”

I looked at Jimin in shock before profusely shaking my head no. I was confused about how Jimin came to that conclusion because neither Taehyung nor I have shown any signs of possibly being interested in each other. I looked ahead and caught Taehyung’s eyes as he briefly glanced through the rearview mirror. He noticeably beamed once he noticed my eyes. I quickly turned to Jimin, who was already giving me the ‘I told you so look’.

“Shut up,” I muttered to him.

Not long after we arrived at the arcade. Jimin and I tried to stay to ourselves as much as possible, but somehow, Taehyung and Lisa kept finding us.

“Fix your posture,” I heard being instructed in my ear. I immediately knew it was Taehyung and I stiffened as I felt him behind me. “And relax,” I was playing the basketball game, which I was failing at. “Here let me help you.”

He placed his hands on my hips, angling them toward the hoop, kicked his foot in between my two feet to separate them, and pushed my hips down to get my knees to bend. “Perfect,” I blushed as he moved his hands to my hands to help me grip the ball better. “You got this, Y/N.”

I took a deep breath and shot the ball toward the hoop, and surprisingly made it. I squealed in delight and jumped towards Taehyung in excitement. I gave him a quick hug, causing him to chuckle before urging me to continue since the clock was ticking down. I was able to make a few more baskets, but I wasn’t able to make it to the next round. I turned to my right to see Taehyung leaning against the machine, watching me play with a grin on his face. My cheeks turned red, and I played with my hands when I remembered how close we were just a minute ago.

“Thank you for helping me. I’m not too good at basketball.”

“Of course. I couldn’t let you embarrass yourself,” I smacked his shoulder and rolled my eyes as he made fun of me. “I’ve barely seen you all night. You don’t want to hang out with me?” He pouted.

“I’ve just been busy hanging out with Jimin like you’ve been hanging out with Lisa.”

“Looks like Jimin ditched you,” I looked to the back of the arcade where the bar was and I noticed Jimin sitting there with a drink in front of him. I couldn’t help but giggle at him. “I was so worried about Jungkook being my competition that I didn’t even realize the real competition was Jimin,” he remarked, making me tilt my head to the side.

“I think you need to work on your jealousy. Jimin and I are definitely not dating. He’s just my best friend. I’ve known for a long time. It would be too weird, you know?” Taehyung nodded his head in understanding.

“It’s hard not to be so jealous when you’re so beautiful,” As I was about to respond, Lisa made her way over to us and gripped Taehyung’s arm.

“Sorry that I took so long. The line for the restroom was so long,” She greeted me as well and I couldn’t help, but feel bad when I fully registered that Taehyung was flirting with me and called me beautiful. “You want to go play air hockey with me?” She asked him, now ignoring that I was standing with them as well.

“Sounds fun. You coming, Y/N?” He pleaded with his eyes, but I couldn’t bare to spend time alone with the two of them and I don’t think I could convince Jimin to leave the bar now.

“No, I’m okay. I’m gonna go sit with Jimin. I’m kind of tired now,” Taehyung’s eyes followed me as I hurried away, but I didn’t look back since I didn’t want to change my mind.

I definitely need a drink now.

But there you are with your hair pushed back, and a big ole smile gave me a heart attack, got me feeling things I never have before. And we talk all night, but I play it cool. I don’t cross the line, follow all the rules and I wonder if you’re thinking about it too

I grabbed the remote on my bedside table and scrolled through the different channels, but groaned out in frustration when I couldn’t find anything I wanted to watch. Lisa went out tonight to hang out with friends of hers that I never met before. She offered to take me, but I didn’t feel like going out to a bar tonight.

I screamed out in frustration once again when I felt my phone vibrate, wanting to be left alone. I reluctantly picked up my phone to see I received a text from a number that I didn’t know.

random number: hey! i’m hoping this is y/n, if it’s not please ignore this message lol i got your number from jungkook, and if you’re not busy or anything right now if you wanted to come over to my place and hang out with me and my friends! if not, no worries. it’s taehyung btw! :)

I sat up in shock that Taehyung had texted me to hang out with him and his friends when I don’t really even know him that well. I contemplated my options since it didn’t seem like a horrible idea. I didn’t want to be bored at home alone but did I really want to hang out with Taehyung and his friends without any of my friends? I bit my lip and decided that I could just go over to his place a little bit and then hopefully when I come home, Lisa will be there already.

y/n: hey tae! this is y/n btw lmao that sounds fun, just text me your address and i’ll be over soon!

tae: no, I’ll come pick you up in 20! see you soon!!

I quickly jumped out of bed and changed from my pajama pants to a pair of jeans and threw on a random shirt. I decided that my hair looked fine as it is and threw on the first pair of shoes that I could find. I quickly stopped in my tracks and regretted my decision to go. How would Lisa react when she found out I was out with Taehyung? How mad will she be? I sat on the couch and threw my head back on the couch; however, I did not have much time to regret or change my decision because I already heard my doorbell ring. I took a deep breath before I slowly made my way to the door.

When I opened the door, Taehyung was standing on our welcome mat with his hair pushed back, his hands behind his back, and a wide smile.

“Hey!” He breathed out, holding his arms out for me to walk into. I shyly made my way into his arms, hugging his waist. He squeezed me tight and swayed me from side to side a little. “Sorry if my text was a bit random and weird. I just, I don’t know. I guess I wanted to hang out with you. I didn’t really get to spend much time with you at the arcade the other day.”

“It’s okay! I’m actually glad you texted,” I pulled away from his arms and locked my front door.

“Oh, really? Why?”

“Lisa went out tonight so I was bored and alone,” he nodded in understanding, leading me to his car.

“Well if you ever get bored and need someone to hang out with, you can always call me,” he opened the passenger door for me and helped me get into his car. He waited for me to lock my seatbelt before he closed the door and made his way to his side.

We made casual conversation on the way to his house, getting to know each other better and learning more about his friends so I wasn’t as nervous to meet them. I slowly followed him as he led me to his house. He, unexpectedly, reached back and grabbed my hand dragging me so I stood beside him.

“You don’t have to be so nervous. I’ll be right here next to you, I promise,” Taehyung tried to reassure me so I took a deep breath and decided to just trust him. There’s no way his friends could be that bad if Taehyung is near perfect. We entered the house and I already heard loud talking coming from the living room. When I came face to face with all of Taehyung’s friends, they quieted down and stared at me, which was very intimidating.

“This is Y/N. She is also friends with Jungkook. That’s how we met. Y/N, this is Jin, Yoongi, Hoseok, and Namjoon. They’re my friends,” he introduced me to the group of guys, who gave me welcoming smiles and small, friendly introductions.

“Hi, nice to meet you guys. Thanks for letting me come to your guy’s night.”

Taehyung led me to the couch, where there were two empty spots left perfectly for us. He let me sit first, which left me between him and Namjoon. Once he sat down, he moved his arm lower to my hip to pull me a bit closer to him since I was sitting close enough to Namjoon that our legs were touching.

“Tae,” I said in a warning voice, causing him to stop in his tracks and move his arm away from my hips. “Are you moving me closer because you’re jealous again?” I teased him, causing him to blush and clear his throat. “This is the third guy in a month that you’ve been jealous of!”

“What can I say?” He leaned closer to tease me as well. “I must really like you,” I leaned in closer as well to tease him back, but then I remembered that I had to follow the girl code. Even though Lisa wasn’t here, I wouldn’t feel right flirting with the guy that she likes behind her back. I leaned back and just gave him a soft smile.

“I’ve already told you that you don’t need to be jealous.”

“I know, but it’s hard!” He complained. “I don’t think I’ll ever be able to stop until people can no longer see you or be near you unless it’s me of course.”

“Then, maybe you shouldn’t have invited me over to your house with your four roommates,” I sassed him, making him laugh and he rested his head on my shoulder.

“You can just say that you wanted to get me alone,” I puked his stomach for his comment, making him laugh even louder, making me smile at how happy and carefree he sounded. “I missed you too much,” he mumbled. I couldn’t respond before we were dragged into whatever conversation the boys were having.

We ended up throwing on some random comedy movie after an hour or two of pointless, yet very funny conversation. Taehyung continued to be a bit flirty with me throughout the night, but I didn’t engage in the flirting as well. I tried my best to be on my best behavior, but I definitely slipped up a few times, but I couldn’t help it since he’s so beautiful and makes me feel comfortable around him.

I yawned while looking at the tv screen, and I slowly laid my head on Taehyung’s shoulder. He pulled me even closer to him if that was possible and laid a gentle peck on the top of my head. “Are you sleepy, pretty?” I gently nodded my head and I could feel his shoulders shake as he laughed. “Do you wanna lay in my bed?”

“I want to, but I should probably go home,” I complained. He nodded his head in understanding and helped me off the couch. As I was saying goodbye to all of the boys, he put his arm around my waist and helped me walk to his car in my sleepy state. He helped me get into his car, once again, before he made his way over to my home.

“Thank you for coming over tonight. I had a really great time,” he shyly mentioned as the radio softly played. I glanced over at him and I knew that I was screwed because as much as Lisa may like him, I definitely like him more but I shouldn’t. I was the one that encouraged her to make her move and I couldn’t just completely dismiss her feelings just because of my own.

“Your friends are great. It was so much fun.”

“Yeah? What about me?” He asked, nervously biting his lip.

“I think you’re pretty great, too, Tae,” I whispered as this moment started to feel personal to me. “Maybe not as great as Hobi, but still pretty great.”

“I think you’re pretty great, too, you know?” He looked over at me before focusing back on the road. “You’re so kind and sweet. And funny. And I’m really glad that we met,” he listed all the things he liked about me as he drove into my driveway. He turned off the car and moved his body so he was facing me, making me do the same.

“I’m glad that I met you, too. I guess I can thank Jungkook for doing something right,” we both giggled and as he was about to reply to me, we heard a tapping on the window. We both turned to the driver’s side window and saw Lisa smiling at the two of us.

“Taehyung! What are you doing here?” She exclaimed, throwing her arms around him when he opened his door. As much as I want Lisa to be happy, I couldn’t sit around and watch this. I felt tears come to my eyes and I quickly tried to blink them away.

“Um, thank you for tonight, Tae,” I said, opening my door. He was about to stop me from leaving, but I cut him off. “I guess I’ll see you around,” I closed the door and turned to look at Lisa. “I’m gonna be in my room. Don’t be too late out here.”

I hurried inside the house as the tears started falling down my cheeks. Ugh! Why does this always have to happen to me? Why can’t I ever just put my happiness before others? I’ve known Taehyung for a month and this is already one of the most horrible heartbreaks that I’ve ever experienced. I crashed onto my bed and hugged my pillow tight into me.

No matter how much I wanted to be with Taehyung, I couldn’t. I can’t be with Taehyung because of the girl code.

So here we are in this photo booth with your eyes on me while she’s all on you under neon lights in this crowded room I was getting shy, don’t know what to do with my hands or my toes

Tonight was Jungkook’s birthday party and I was getting ready to go there with Jimin. I am going to meet Lisa there since she went to hang out with Taehyung this morning. I haven’t seen him since we hung out at his house, but he has texted me occasionally.

“So are you going to tell me what’s going on with you and Taehyung? Because, sure, Lisa may like him, but he likes you!” I rolled my eyes at Jimin, as I opened the door to leave for the party.

“Yeah? And where did you get that idea?”

“What? Y/N! It’s so obvious. Through his body language, his flirting, and well, Jungkook told me,” I stopped in my tracks and looked back to see if Jimin was telling the truth. “I’m being honest! Taehyung told Jungkook that he likes you.”

“He doesn’t like me, Jimin. He can’t because,” Jimin cut me off.

“Because Lisa called dibs? Who cares? If you like him and he likes you, just go for it! You deserve to be happy,” Jimin put his hand on my shoulder and pulled me into his chest. “I think if you sit down and talk to Lisa about this, that she would understand. Lisa wants you to be happier than anyone does, other than me of course. Your real best friend. She may be a little hurt at first, but she would get over it.”

“This is just too much for me right now,” I told Jimin with tears in my eyes. “I just want to go to Jungkook’s party. Please?” He held me tighter and sighed.

“Okay. We can go now.”

We sat in silence on the way to Jungkook’s house. I really didn’t want to believe that Taehyung actually liked me. This made me feel worse about the situation because how do I tell Lisa how I feel when I was the one who gave her the go-ahead. I was about to get out of the car when Jimin stopped me.

“I just want you to be happy, Y/N. I think you should give Taehyung a chance,” he held my hand and rubbed his thumb over my knuckles.

“Thank you,” I gave him a genuine smile and got out of the car. When we entered there were already so many people drinking and dancing. I looked around for Jungkook and finally found him with Taehyung and Taehyung’s group of friends. I dragged Jimin over with me, so we could tell Jungkook happy birthday.

I snuck up behind him and wrapped my arms around his back. He jumped in surprise, but relaxed when he heard me scream. “Happy birthday bestie!” He laughed and turned around to give me a quick hug.

“Thank you Y/N!” He gave me a quick kiss on the forehead before greeting Jimin as well.

I glanced over to Taehyung, who was already smiling down at me. I gave him a hug, which he immediately reciprocated.

“Hey, pretty,” he whispered in my eye, hugging me tighter. “I feel like I haven’t seen you in forever.”

“Mhm,” I hummed in agreement. “I’ve missed you,” I truthfully told him, making him soundlessly chuckle.

“I’ve missed you more.”

I hugged Yoongi, Jin, Namjoon, and Hoseok, happy that I remembered all of their names and faces. Jimin seemed to be getting along well with them, so we stayed there and talked for a little while longer. Taehyung put his hand on my lower back and leaned over to ask me if he could talk to me really quick. I felt nervous as to what he wanted to talk about, but I still followed him.

“I just wanted to apologize,” I looked up at him confused about what he would be apologizing for. “I never meant to make you feel uncomfortable when I invited you over to my house. I…I just thought it would be fun to hang out with you and get to know you more, but I can understand why you felt that way.”

I tilted my head toward him and furrowed my eyebrows. “I wasn’t uncomfortable, Tae.”

“You don’t have to lie to make me feel better, Y/N. You rushed out of my car really fast. There’s no way that you weren’t uncomfortable.”

Oh. He thinks because I hurried out of his car when Lisa came that he made me feel uncomfortable.

“I wasn’t uncomfortable, I promise. I just was tired and Lisa didn’t know that I had gone over to your house so I just bolted out of there, I guess.”

“So it wasn’t anything that I did?” He had me reassure him and I quickly nodded my head to agree with him. “Okay. Good. I was worried.”

“I wasn’t lying when I said I had a fun time,” I gently reminded him. “You could have texted me and told me that you were worried.”

“Yeah, well, I actually wanted to talk to you about something else as well,” he took a deep breath and grabbed both of my hands with his. “I’ve had so much fun getting to know you and hanging out with you, and I wanted you to know that I like you.”

My heart stopped. Why is this happening to me right now? I couldn’t even look Taehyung in the eyes. I felt my stomach twist and my hands start to sweat. I glimpsed around the room and though no one was looking at me, it felt as of everyone was.

“Tae,” I whimpered out, not knowing how I was supposed to respond to him. “I don’t know what to say,” I told him truthfully, with tears in my eyes.

“Hey! That’s okay,” he pulled me into his arms and rubbed my back. “That’s okay, I promise. I already knew that there was a possibility that you wouldn’t like me, and I hope this doesn’t ruin our friendship.

I pulled away from him and sighed. “It’s not that, Tae. I…I do like you,” his eyes widened and a small smile appeared on his face. “I have to tell you something though.”

“You can tell me anything,” I looked around to see if I could find Lisa, but she was nowhere to be seen.

“Lisa likes you, too.”

He exhaled and shook his head slightly. “I had a feeling that she did,” he admitted. “Please don’t tell me this is going to interfere with us.”

“Lisa’s my best friend,” I reminded him. “I can’t break girl code.”

“How is it breaking girl code if I want you, and not Lisa? Lisa and I have nothing going on!” He insisted, but I just played with my lip. “Y/N, please listen to me. I really like you and I know that I might sound insane right now, but you can’t tell me that you don’t feel it too. You can’t tell me that you don’t want me too because I feel it. I know you want this, and I want it too. I want you so bad. I need to be with you so bad. Please break girl code…for me.”

At this moment, it felt like Taehyung and I were the only two people in the room. His beautiful eyes stared down at me with a pleading look. His hands nervously played together and his lip stuck between his teeth. I couldn’t deny my attraction to him anymore. He was standing here, in front of me, telling me that he wants to be with me and give us a try. I would be stupid to deny him just because of Lisa. I grabbed his hands and stepped closer to him, sighing.

“I do want to be with you, Taehyung. I’ve had so much fun just talking to you and being around you. I want to give this a try, us a try, but I want to talk to Lisa first.”

He nodded in understanding and gripped my hands tighter. “Please come back to me,” he whispered and I couldn’t help, but grin at his gentleness.

“I will. I’ll be right back, okay?” He nodded and grinned at me. He kissed my knuckles before letting me walk away to find Lisa.

But I don’t want to break girl code cause who knows where this will go

I found Lisa outside, talking to some of our mutual friends and dancing to the music. I smiled at how carefree and happy she looked at the moment, and I almost backed out of talking to her since I did not want to ruin her happiness. She jumped up and down and waved as soon as she saw me. She ran over to me and gathered me in her arms.

“Y/N! My baby, how are you?”

“I’m doing okay, Lisa. You seem like you’re having a lot of fun,” she nodded, happily. “I just wanted to talk to you, but I don’t want to interrupt your night.”

“You are the best interruption! What’s wrong? Do I need to cuss someone out?” She pulled me to sit away from everyone.

“Lisa,” I already felt tears in my eyes as I took a shaky breath. “I have to tell you something,” she placed her hands on top of mine and looked at me with worry.

“What’s wrong?”

“I know I should have told you right away, but I was scared and I want you to be happy. I,” I looked her in the eyes and let my tears fall. “I like Taehyung and I thought it was just a stupid crush because I had just met him and he was so beautiful, but it turns out I like him more than just a stupid crush. I’m so sorry and I understand if you hate me.”

“Y/N,” she started. “You should have told me right away,” I whimpered, thinking she was mad at me. “Then I would have never pursued him! There’s nothing I want more in this world than for you to be happy. Why do you think I’m always trying to get you to date Jungkook or Jimin? Because I want you to be happy and for someone to treat you right and if Tae makes you happy then I say you go for him because I know he’ll treat you right!”

“But, you like him,” I was confused about how she was so okay with this.

“Babe, it was a small crush. I could have told you after the arcade that he and I were not going to work out. Plus, I could tell he wasn’t that interested.”

“You’re really not mad at me?”

“I promise I’m not mad at you,” she gave me a tight squeeze, rocking us back and forth. “Now go back in there and get your man. I love you, Y/N.”

“Thank you, Lisa. I love you too.”

I went back inside the party, feeling way better than I did when I left it. I couldn’t believe Lisa was so kind and okay about this when I was literally freaking out all night. I looked back to where I left my group of friends to see Taehyung standing alone with a drink in his hand now. He had his head down and was nodding his head along to the music.

I stopped at the bar to get some liquid courage before I made my way back to him. While waiting for my drink, I looked back to see him already staring at me. I smiled and signaled for him to wait one minute until I got my drink. After what felt like forever, I got my drink and turned to find Taehyung, who was unsurprisingly right behind me.

“I couldn’t wait any longer,” he whispered as he towered over me. “Did you get her permission?” He moved his hands to my waist and I smiled, wanting to laugh at how surreal this all was. I set my drink down behind me and wrapped my arms around his neck.

I pulled him into me, knowing that I couldn’t wait any longer. Our lips met and everything finally made sense. It once again felt like Tae and I were the only two people in the world but in a good way this time. He pulled me even closer to him as our lips continued to move in sync. I pulled away from him to breathe, but our breath still mixed together since I didn’t move very far. Our foreheads were touching and we were giggling at each other’s eagerness.

“Let me take you out on a date,” he whispered against my lips. I nodded my head, wordlessly and found his lips again.

I can’t wait to see where this may go.

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script from @bluecollarbabe1 on instagram. even if you can't protest, you can still be heard. use your voice. do something.

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To whom it may concern:

I am writing you about the murder of George Floyd by MPD officers Derek Chauvin, Thomas Lane, J. Alexander Kueng, and Tou Thao. These men were not upholding the law, they were committing murder and terrorizing their community. Being fired is not an appropriate response to the crime. All officers must be charged with murder.

We cannot continue this way. This is not the way forward. Use your station and power for change; for good. Give a voice to the smothered. Prove that all lives matter. Do your job.

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When the streets clear and the ashes fade, George Floyd will not be forgotten. The events transpiring may very well be plastered into history books. The world is watching. My generation will not fail to tell our children exactly what happened. Your actions now will cement how you are remembered. If you stand up and act, you will be remembered for your bravery, choosing to enact justice. If not, history will sneer at your cowardice. The choice is yours.

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Needing Space

A/N: Remember ages ago when I said I was working on an angst piece? Yeah, here it is.

Requested: Tour!Shawn where him and the reader got into some sort of argument before the show started? Super love your writing!!!!!!!

The exhaustion caused by never staying in the same city for more than a couple of nights at a time along with the pressures surrounding the everyday life on tour have caught up to both you and Shawn. The last couple of days have been extremely rough, but you’ve been trying to remind yourself that it’s only because you’re both stressed with everything going on.

You’ve managed to join Shawn on tour for a couple of weeks, but it has taken quite a bit of rearranging of your life and work schedule. Luckily, your job allows you the flexibility of working remotely. However, there are still extra struggles that come with not being in the office every day. It’s a small price to pay in exchange for seeing your boyfriend of three years get to live his absolute dream every night onstage.

Whenever you are with Shawn on tour, you help out as much as you can. Since you have been doing this for years, you’ve learned how to do a lot of odd jobs backstage. This is something you have always been proud of, since it never felt right for you to just sit around and wait for Shawn while he’s busy working, although, at first, that’s what people expected of you. They thought they’d have to cater to you, since you were the singer’s girlfriend, but you quickly debunked that idea by offering to help in every way you could, even if it was only small things back then. Now, crew members have no problem asking you for help, and even giving you big things to take responsibility of. You’ve made it clear that it’s something you enjoy doing, and you’re always willing to do whatever you can to make things run smoother.

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summary: it’s not that you were clueless, you just didn’t know that ‘hubby’ was short for husband. featuring laundry fights, family dinners, and lots of kisses.

author’s note: first shawn fic pleaseeeee tell me if u like it or not. love u. xx

you thought it was normal. you swear you did.

your best friend had called her boyfriend of three years hubby all the time. well, maybe not all the time because she did tend to give him weird nicknames like icebox, which you assumed was an inside joke but still. hubby came up sometimes and it was cute, okay? that’s all. it was cute and it reminded you of your fluffy, curly haired, beautiful brown-eyed boyfriend so you started calling him that.

hubby, can you turn off the light? was the first time you used it on him four months ago and he stayed quiet for a moment before saying, yeah, baby and you thought it was okay. he liked it, you assumed.

so you started using it more. it went from baby to hubby pretty quickly and shawn didn’t mind. in fact, you noticed that whenever you used it his face flushed a bit and his voice went a little high. it was cute.

“sweetheart, have you seen my grey sweats?”

“in the laundry!” you shouted from the bathroom.

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needy {jeff wittek}

needy- Ariana Grande

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For the anon that requested an imagine based off of needy by Ariana Grande

The one where Y/N craves emotional support and attention.

If you take too long to hit me back

I can’t promise you how I’ll react

But all I can say is at least I’ll wait for you

Lately, I’ve been on a roller coaster

Tryna get a hold of my emotions

But all that I know is I need you close

I sat on my bed, staring at my phone waiting for any kind of notification to pop up. The last time it went off was two hours ago when David texted the group chat asking if anyone was free to come over and film. I love to film with the rest of the vlog squad, but I couldn’t find it in myself to show up today. I texted a quick no and tried to go back to sleep, but I was too restless and too many thoughts ran through my head at once. Lately, I haven’t been feeling like myself and tried to distance myself from my group of friends so I didn’t bring down the overall vibe of everyone.

I texted my boyfriend Jeff about half an hour ago to see if he decided to go hang out with everyone else; however, he hasn’t responded to me which usually wouldn’t bother me, but I was feeling more down than usual today and just craved the usual attention Jeff have to me.

I finally decided to get out of bed and get ready for the day. I took a quick shower and got dressed in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt before deciding to brush my hair and put in a ponytail. As I was gathering all of my hair in my hands, I heard my phone ding and quickly rushed over to my bed to see who it was.

Baby 🥰❤️

yeah I went over to David’s house baby. why didn’t you come? are you okay?

I awed at his caring nature and quickly typed back, hoping he would respond quicker this time then he did just now.

princess 👑😍

wasn’t feeling up to it today. feeling a bit down I guess and missing you so much.

I quickly lit up when I saw that he read my message and was already starting to respond.

Baby 🥰❤️

I’m sorry, my love. I’ll be over when I’m done filming this bit. then you’ll get me all to yourself.

I texted back how I couldn’t wait for him to come over and started to clean up the apartment with a little more pep in my step. I couldn’t stop smiling, knowing that soon I would get his cuddles and kisses for the rest of the day. Something about Jeff automatically put me at ease. Knowing that I had someone to run to when I was at the lowest of lows and someone who would listen to me complaining about all of my problems made me feel better. Jeff never made me feel like my problems were smaller than they are. He always offered advice that would make me feel better and less anxious. He was truly the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Everything that I asked for and more.

And I’ma scream and shout for what I love

Passionate, but I don’t give no fucks

I admit that I’m a lil’ messed up

But I can hide it when I’m all dressed up

I’m obsessive and I love too hard

Good at overthinking with my heart

How you even think it got this far, this far?

“Jeff!” I screamed as I heard my front door opening and closing. I got up from my bed and ran over to the front door, seeing Jeff dressed in an all-black outfit, holding bags from in-n-out for us. I jumped into his arms, catching him off guard, but he was still able to keep me in his arms and hold onto the food that he bought us.

“Hey, sweetheart,” he laughed from my abrupt clingliness. I pulled back a little bit, moving my hands from around his neck to holding his face. I smiled at him and pecked him on the lips a few times before jumping down from his strong grip around my waist. “You missed me, baby?” He smirked down at my face and I gave him a small, shy smile. “I missed you more than you’d know,” I sighed happily, hugging his waist listening to the sound of his heartbeat.

“Well, it’s a good thing I’m here then. You don’t have to miss me anymore. Now you’re hugging me, kissing me even,” he said, leaning down leaving small kisses in my lips. I hummed against his lips, kissing him a few more times. He goes to the kitchen to set out the food on the counter and drags me to my bedroom so we could cuddle. “You’re so cuddly today, baby.”

“Just missed you,” I mumbled against his chest.

“I know. I tried to come as soon as I got your text messages. The boys gave me so much shit for coming so quick, called me whipped and a pussy,” he fake poured, causing me to coo at him and kiss his lips once again.

“They’re just jealous they don’t have me. I tried telling you they all want me,” I joked with him. He pulled me closer to him by tickling my sides and giving me kisses on my cheeks. “So many kisses today,” I whispered in content.

Jeff buried his face in my neck and wrapped his arms tighter around me before responding, “You deserve all of my kisses,” he whispered back. We laid in silence for a while. Jeff running his hands up and down my sides, while I ran my fingers through his hair. It was still hard for me to believe that Jeff is actually mine and despite wanting, no scratch that, needing his attention all of the time, I was the one that he chose to be with. Me, he wants to be with me. No matter how many times, I call him just to hear his voice or cuddle up to him at night until both of our breaths are coming out as one. I never knew that Jeff would be the one that would hold my heart, but now I couldn’t see my life without him in it.

And I can be needy, way too damn needy

I can be needy, tell me how good it feels to be needed

I can be needy, so hard to please me

I know it feels so good to be needed

I walked out of my home, hand in hand with Jeff, to go to David’s house where he was holding a small gathering with all of our friends. As much as I wanted to stay in for the rest of the night and cuddle with Jeff, I knew that I couldn’t hold Jeff hostage from the rest of our friends. As much as I loved hanging out with everyone, somedays I wanted to completely close everyone off and lay in my bedroom with Jeff.

He gave me a smile and tightly squeezed my hand as we pulled up to David’s house. We both got out of the car and as soon as we walked inside the house, we were pulled in two different directions. He pulled to one side of the house by Todd, while I was pulled to the other side of the house of Carly. As we both indulged in our conversation, I looked up to see Jeff already staring back at me. I gave him a quick wink, then a smirk as I brought the beer bottle up to my mouth and turned away from him.

Jeff’s POV

I looked over to see Y/N, talking to Natalie and Erin with a huge smile on her face and couldn’t find myself to look away.

“You got a staring problem, Jeff?” Scotty asked me, causing me to look away momentarily.

“When the girl you love looks the way Y/N does, it’s hard not to stare at her all of the time,” I shrugged as I turned to look back at her when she turned towards me before giving me a wink and a smirk. I looked down and shook my head, laughing at her childish behavior.

I quickly excused myself from the boys and made my way over to my girlfriend. “Would you ladies like to join us over there?” I asked everyone, who nodded their heads and walked over to the group of guys sitting in the living room. I made my way over to Y/N, grabbing her hand and leading us over to where everyone else was. I sat down in my original spot and pulled her on top of, tightly wrapping my arms around her.

“Mmm, I missed you,” I whispered into her ear, causing her to giggle and slightly turn to wrap her arms around my neck.

“I missed you,” she kisses my lips softly and pressed our faces against each other.

“Your guy’s relationship is crazy to me,” Jason spoke out to us.

“Why is that?” She asked curiously, wrapping her arms tighter around me.

“You both are an equal amount of clingy for each other. It’s like you guys can’t get enough of each other,” he explained to us, causing me to smile.

“We’re both needy for each other, but it just feels so good to be needed.”

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