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SCREAMING HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS MAN BOY TODAY. Love you bunches Mikey! 💛🎂🎈

If you can’t handle the emo; you don’t deserve the God... or errr something like that I think. 🤷🏼‍♀️

#michael clifford #michael 5sos #michael gordon clifford #5 sos #5 sos family #5 seconds of summer #happy birthday #luke 5 seconds of summer #michael 5 seconds of summer #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #calum hood #ashton 5 seconds of summer #calum 5 seconds of summer #luke 5sos #ashton 5sos #calum 5sos #24 #mikey clifford #malum 5sos #cake 5sos #lashton #mashton #cashton #muke 5sos

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But like, how can he LOOK SO CUTE WITH THAT AWFUL CREATURE AROUND HIM?!

✨bringing this back in honour of spooky szn✨

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Me rn and I have work in am

I'm gonna try to stay awake for FANDOM. A bad decision. Help. How do I do this?

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Otters are one of my favorite animals! And this just made me love them even more

Otter teaches human how to pet him.

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While I was visiting my brother 2 weeks ago he took us to the National Marine Museum.

On the left, is a Super16 video camera used in and during World War II

On the right, my Super8 video camera of the same brand roughly from the years 1966-68

I thought it was pretty neat that I owned a camera that’s company dates back to WWII in such great condition at that.

#camera #camera collector #vintage #vintage cameras #vintage collection

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My Thoughts About You Still.

How am I supposed to get over something that I should've been over 8 years ago ? I don't understand how someone can come into your life with ease and leave so suddenly that it leaves a permanent mark on your heart.

He was literally everything I wanted, want in a guy. He had the soft and sensitive side. The tough manly side. The dorky and needy side. The loving and supportive side. The smart and sweet side. Just everything I could ever hope for.

When I think back, and I know never to rehash the past or to stop living in the past, I never had someone like him. Our time was short, but it made an impact so big that I haven't forgotten. I'm sure he has by now. I've looked at this profiles and none indicated he's seeing anyone at the moment. I wish ever so often that he would talk to me somehow. It would most likely be through social media because honestly I don't think he has my number anymore since I changed it.

I try hard not to think about him. Which in turn, makes me think a lot about him. I don't know why I think so much about him. I try to distract myself with silly dating apps but in my heart i know I'll never find anyone quite like him. He had me really from 8th grade but it was 10th that we tried and he didn't seem to go for it though, He was the one who asked me out... And oh, it was a modern fairy tale. We talked in school and we texted a lot(we were 16 after all). One day we were texting and I was heading home from a softball game and we were arguing over who liked who more. I'm pretty sure I liked him more than he liked me but the argument ended with him asking me out. Sure it was silly to do it over a text message but WE WERE SIXTEEN and so naive or at least I was. It was like I finally found my Prince Charming.

Everyone seems to be happy these days and I just want to be genuinely happy. Most days are just a front of how I feel. When I'm by myself and have time to write, it's about this kind of stuff and that makes me weep even more because I'm getting those hard feelings out of my system but they're still in the back of my mind daily.

#just girly posts #justgirlythoughts #text post #heartbreak #wishful thinking

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HIII about 4 years later from this post!

I am now 24, still living at home. But I’m doing online schooling! Though that stupid advisor screwed me over I didn’t let it slow me down. Such it took me sometime to figure things out I’m doing online school at my own pace so I can still work my normal job (that I actually am starting to hate after 4 years of being there and going nowhere, I mean I’m in management but big deal if I’m not loving my job) I still want to work on my photography and I’ve been writing some here and there when I get a inspiration. Currently I’m trying to write a children’s book in honor of/for my niece. She’s finishing up kindergarten this year and learning to read so if I can write a book for her and have her read it to me; my heart will be happy.

Other than that. I’m still just living one day at time. ❤️

A Lot Of Thinking...

Okay. So I am a 20 year old who’s currently not attending college. I went for a year and was jut going to take a semester off but that didn’t happen when I got screwed over by the financial advisor about my loan. He’s worthless anyways. Plus I had him for my math teacher and he never said one word to me about anything. He said for me to just get grants and pay the rest out of pocket. Well ya know what buddy? That sounds fab and all if you weren’t a (at the time) 19 year old without a job and money still living off your parents. It just makes me a bit mad that adults don’t think young adults can handle their own future education. Like, it’s mine education you just screwed up for me. That isn’t my fault that YOU didn’t send me a letter to come into YOUR office. So yeah, I’m going to blame YOU for ruining my college education. Given it was a community and technical college and not a university, the financial advisor still screwed me over.

So I’ve been thinking. What do I want to do with my life? I love photography. Music and fashion. Writing and drawing. A little bit of this and that. But here in this small town, there is nothing to do. I thought I wanted to be kinda like the female version of elmakias but then I thought that’s kinda hard to break into when the closest popular music venue is like 3 hours away from where you’re at. Sooo scratch that-for now. As for music in general, I’d love to be a producer and make music that way. But alas, that too is hard to break into when you live in a small town with nothing. Now for my writings and drawings, those are jut for kicks. Nothing serious. Although my dad wants me to write a book… A lot harder than I thought originally. My mom has told me that I don’t have to go to school if I don’t want to. I mean there is nothing a college here in this small state has to offer my interests. Sure there’s psychology and English degrees. But I don’t want to give people solutions to their problems when I have too many of my own. And I don’t want to be stuck teaching. And I definitely don’t want to be stuck behind a desk doing minimal work for nothing. I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH MY LIFE?!?!! And I’m stressed over this even though I’m only 20!

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#DerekDiscanio be killin my heart.

Only thing to make this better is if he had his glasses on☺️

Definitely my #mancrush #statechampsny #statechampsband

(Creds to Derek’s Twitter)

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Supa cute❤️

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23 & Confused.

I’m confused beyond belief atm.

So the guy that I’ve had a crush on since I was 11 (now 23) has magically started to message me through Facebook of all outlets. And I’m not complaining, I mean it’s been 12 years that I’ve liked this guy but I’m just trying to figure out why now?

Why couldn’t this happen 8 years ago when we sorta tried the dating thing? Good lord that was a learning experience for sure. :shudders:

To make matters slightly more confusing, HES HAD A THING FOR MY OLDER SISTER SINCE WE WERE TINY KIDS!

I’m so lost & I just want answers.

#just girly posts #just girly shit #girlyposts #text post #confused #love sux

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Tyler is something else i tell you.

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So my crush I had when I was 11 (to about 17 if I’m honest and I’m currently 23)matched me on tinder and I don’t know if I should feel accomplished or how to feel.

#tinder #why am i like this #text post #just girly things #just girly posts #justgirlythoughts #tinder match

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I saw somebody did this for ATL, so I thought I would do one for Waterparks

I’d like to know how many Waterparks fans there are on tumblr, and the only way to do that is for everyone to reblog this. You can only reblog it ONCE. Not twice. Once. So. Let’s do that.

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WHY AM I JUST NOW SEEING THIS!!?😍😍😍

my aesthetic is awsten knight saying slowdown jelly bean

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This is sooo cute☺️❤️

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Sorry, but I loveeee seeing this every time I look at their profile❤️❤️❤️❤️

#all time low #twitter #follows #alex gaskarth #rian dawson #zack merrick #jack barakat #atl trash #personal

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Not risking anything to do with my momma.

Reblog or your mom will die in 928 seconds.

I love my mom.

I am risking nothing

I AM SORRY FOLLOWERS, I LOVE MY MOMMY

Will not risk.

sorry followers :(