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It’s been forever since I posted on here Maybe I should revamp stuff. On a Sims 4 note, is there any CC creators that would be willing to convert these “wolf feet for all” from the sims 3 to the sims 4, i got permission from the creator and the other modder that was doing them has not responded, I had been given the adult male feet, but nothing else.

#ts4 cc help #ts4cc #ts4

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this user has both physical and mental illnesses

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Is it just me or whenever i click a link on the text post in the xkit app it takes me to some blog thats titled terry or something? This only happens on my iphone xkit tumbr app

#Xkit #tumblr app #xkit tumblr app

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My memory is terrible, but I’m pretty sure it’s still happening even at the age of 22. The “Lets see if i was abused! Game” Put it under a read more just incase.

Physical abuse

parent slapped me to prove their point/teach me a lesson

parent spanked me as a “punishment” saying it was for my own good

parent pulled on my hair to force me to move

parent threw things at me while angry, things heavy enough to hurt me

parent trapped me into a room/corner so I couldn’t escape them

parent hit me when I wouldn’t obey them/tried to confront them

parent used a twig/stick/belt to lash at my body

parent grabbed me to force me to pay attention to them

parent pinned me down and physically prevented me from escaping

parent brought me into situations where I feared for my life

parent made it painfully obvious to me that I’ll obey them or suffer injuries

parent threatened to beat me if I wouldn’t do as they say

parent forcefully fed me something I refused to eat

parent made an attempt at strangling/drowning/burning me

parent banged my head/body into the wall/furniture

parent forced me into sexual activities

Emotional abuse

parent called me derogatory names and slurs more than once

parent said my name mostly with hatred and scorn in their voice

parent degraded and humiliated me in front of others for fun

parent insulted and devalued something really important to me

parent deprived me of something that meant the world to me

parent yelled and swore at me in anger more than once

parent blamed me for things that were out of my control/not my fault

(grand) parent shamed me for my physical appearance

parent guilt-tripped me for not pleasing them well enough

parent regarded me as a burden, and shamed me for needing them at all

parent insisted I couldn’t take a joke after I got hurt from their insults

parent never comforted me/got angry if I reached for comfort

parent punished me for crying/showing fear/showing trauma symptoms

parent humiliated me for showing excitement and happiness

parent subtly let me know that my feelings and my problems don’t matter

parent got angry at me for feeling depressed/angry/tired/suicidal

parent blamed me for feeling depressed/angry/tired/suicidal

parent compared me to cousins/other children to prove how I’m the worst

parent decided for me how I feel when it was convenient for them

parent told me that I was crazy/delusional/need to be locked away

parent threatened me with kicking me out/sending away if I don’t change

parent refused to accept my sexuality/tried to force it to change

parent required for me to act normal to protect family’s reputation

parent isolated me from family activities they all enjoy

parent assured me that nobody will ever want me

parent insisted that I was lucky and that I could have had it much worse

parent made me responsible for their well being and made me the caretaker

parent insisted that their harmful acts were all made “out of love”

parent demanded me to be available for their requests at any time

parent punished me for trying to establish boundaries

parent destroyed my belongings as a revenge

parent made inappropriate sex jokes and comments in my presence

parent denied doing any of this and insists that all the blame is on me

Psychological Abuse

parent kept pointing out my flaws as proofs that I won’t achieve anything

parent called me stupid, incompetent, ignorant while withholding information that I needed to know in order to complete tasks

parent would change their side of the agreement in crucial moment and then pretend it was obvious from the start

parent stalked me/distrusted me without any reason/invaded my privacy

parent attacked my insecurities and vulnerabilities in any argument

parent forced me into degrading actions while they watched me do it

parent threatened to leave me

parent accused me regularly of behaving the way they did

parent never acknowledged, praised or approved of my actions

parent always demanded they are right without any proof/explanation

parent insisted that they’re a great parent using financial support as proof

parent insisted that I should be grateful for how good they are to me

parent gaslighted me and tried to make me believe my memories weren’t real if I confronted them with what they did

Neglect

parent didn’t notice I haven’t been eating properly

parent didn’t notice I was sick/didn’t care for me while I was sick

parent didn’t notice I was injured

parent didn’t notice I didn’t have clothes/shoes I needed for school

parent didn’t notice I suffered from trauma

parent didn’t notice I was anxious and stressed

parent didn’t notice I was depressed

parent didn’t notice I was cutting myself

parent didn’t notice I was suicidal

parent didn’t notice I was being sexually abused

parent didn’t notice I was being bullied

parent failed to get me medical attention when it was needed

parent failed to teach me the very basics of self-care

parent didn’t seem to notice any of my needs and feelings except the absolute minimum I required to survive when I notified them of these things, they denied it, accused me of lying, decided it wasn’t happening and/or blamed me for it

Financial Abuse

parent made me feel ashamed for needing money

parent made me feel like I’m a financial burden to them

parent only gave me minimal money to survive

parent made sure I never have a decent amount of money on me

parent took the money I earned from me

parent used the money to blackmail me (if you continue this way let’s see who will pay for your bus ticket!)

parent insisted since they “pay for my stuff” they have the right to control my behaviour and actions

parent had enough money for luxury but kept me without anything

parent refused to get my medicine/get me medical attention because it’s too expensive while they got everything for themselves

parent would keep me anxious over if they would pay my expenses or not

parent would make me do as much work for them as possible before they would pay for a necessity

parent kept me in the dark over family finances even when I was of age

parent would make sure I never have enough money to escape them

#abuse tw #personal?

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@markiplier this is the kind of person who defends you.

this is the kind of person who agrees with you.

this is a white person who is racist (particularly anti-BLM), homophobic, and misogynistic. he thinks oppressors should be listed in scare quotes, and victim blames and tone polices just like you do.

this is the kind of person who agrees with your stance.

so, what does that say about your position?

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Remember in 1993 when Jurassic Park was like…the end all, be all of special effects?

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Horizon the game has mechincal animals  a lot like zoids. I don’t have a ps4 though.

It looks really cool.

#horizon zero dawn #zoids

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Went to the ER. Wrote about it on facebook via iphone because I was in the waiting room and someone who was a mutual friend of my Ex, who I dont even talk to, had the nerve to say “Get over it” because I mentioned my pain was a 9/10 to 10/10 scale and I with the history of almost dying in that same hopsital and all the surgeries and diseases I got, I should’ve been seen a little sooner . There was no rooms, but even putting me in the hallway would’ve been better than me on the verge of passing out in pain in a wheelchair. Apparently I clearily don’t know the pain scale turns out I got an abcess, and let me tell you lidocane shots hurts and did even work for when they were cutting it, and squirting water caused me to scream. The entire time I was screaming and thrashing and now I will not get that done without being put under. 

#medical illness #hospital #personal

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I’m watching the Big Fat Fabulous Life, and I’m really really getting ticked off by Whitney’s parents. Especially the mother, she just blurts out things without even thinking to ask Whitney if it’s okay to say to even mention she’s not pregnant. She also doesn’t knock and just goes into her room and house without even calling or texting her to see if it’s okay. Yet she’s fine with Whitney being Bisexual and is going to gay pride with her, but Whitney even said she’ never knows what’s going to come out of her mothers mouth.

#my big fat fabulous life #tv show #ramblings

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Reblog this post to get a pokemon designed based on your current blog  or blog aesthetic!

It’s going to be rlly fun tbh

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“Autistic LGBT people exist and we deserve to actively included in LGBT communities”

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To any digital artist who’s using Paint Tool Sai, does using Lazy Nezumi make any siginficant difference when you do your lineart?

Also, any tips to get a the Sai program to sense pen pressure from a cintiq? It seems like whenever I bootup my cintiq and go into Sai, the pen pressure doesn’t work and I have to go into task manager and restart the wacom program. Not sure if it’s the program or my tablet.

#art problems #art question

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To have that sims 4 vampire pack would be awesome!

I wonder if they’ll do it with other life-states, like werewolves.  Plz, I don’t want those man-wolves. I want my digi-graded/animal legged, wolf face looking werewolves please! Be even great if the animal looking body could be use by any sims. Ughh. This sucks, I can download all the animal accesories I want, but until I find someone who would be able to convert camkitty’s werewolf feet for all ages to the sims 4, I don’t see myself playing really.  I’m a sucker for anthro/animal sims, hence why I stick to sims 2 and sims 3. The sims 2 has synaptics female werewolf mesh, female satyr mesh, which are also for all ages too, along with that anthro archine lupine face for all ages for the sims 2. That’s the reason. If I knew how to model properly, I’d make my own and see if anyone would convert it and  UV map it for me. It’s a bit harder since we have shoes now, so maybe just sticking with wolf feet for all ages or high legs shoes that shape into animal legs below the knee.

#ts4 #ts2 #sims talk #the sims #the sims 4

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Id play world of warcraft again, except everytime i did, i was with someone who played it relationship/romantically wise. I need actual friends. Im on moonguard, but only because i hate pvp/don't play it. I probably could move. I need to buy the new expansion pack

#World of warcraft #WoW

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Had a very intense conversation with mom about pokemon genders. She says she already sees pokemon as a certain gender, so she doesn't understand how they can have gender. She's adorable <3. Like I think she's influenced by the first anime, so she sees Ash's Pikachu as a male, so she'll see all Pikachus as a male. She knows squirtle, Pikachu and a few others. So does dad. I think she also got confused because certain pokemon are already locked to one gender, like Turos, Milktank and some pokemon look more feminine, like Vulpix to her. But I saw her eyeing that pikachu face pillow at gamestop. Then she says, “Oh god, it’s sad I know so much.”  But yeah, mom normally responds when I say charmander by going “Charmander, Char!”  Mom also loves Sailor Moon, Hamtaro, and knows abit of Yu-gi-oh and Digimon. Basically animes that were in the early 2000′s, including Zoids and Tenchi Muyo!

#pokemon #pokemon go #pokemon talk #parent mention