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Every night at eleven I have to choose between enjoying the sweet embrace of slumber or staying up late to do something enriching and fun that I wouldn’t otherwise have the opportunity to do. And every night at eleven I take the secret third option of “doing nothing on my phone until one in the morning.”

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patronising little fuck

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I’M CRYING THIS IS A HABIT OF HIS

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something about Dazai being comfortable enough around Chuuya to be vulnerable and let him see his genuine reactions (especially his genuine shock) as he processes out loud is SO SO IMPORTANT TO ME

plus Chuuya not being shocked to see the genius at work tells us this isn’t the first time he’s seen Dazai actively figuring things out in real time…

the way Chuuya knows Dazai's nervous habits— noticing that Dazai is worried, and subtly checking on him. the way Dazai drops his facade in favor of putting all of his focus into the mental game at hand is such an obvious sign of trust & closeness for someone like Dazai, whose facade is his main form of defense

how they interact with each other in the downtimes when there’s nobody's watching…

all i can think is, look how far they’ve come since they were 16 when Dazai couldn’t trust anyone with his plans. how even now, Dazai is always putting up his “all according to plan” front, even with the agency. how Chuuya is the one person we’ve seen him truly drop the mask around, and Chuuya doesn’t bat an eye. even their banter is ongoing, but subdued.

soukoku and their subtle displays of intimacy will be the death of me 💔

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I can’t let motherfuckers know I got desires or they’ll think I suck

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I like to think that Oda would let Dazai stay over at his place sometimes back then. (Because Mr. Demon Prodigy didn't have no proper house).

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can't stand them

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Body warmth 🌡

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Souheki having entire convos in their minds

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Listen. I had a revelation.............This Shizuo

And this Izaya...

Together. Maybe fukcing

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them🙏🏻

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Chuuya: Yeah it took a while for me to really get it, that I liked him. There was definitely a connection, but it took a lot of soul searching... And wine to admit it to myself.

Dazai: He kicked me to the ground and called me an asshole, it was love at first sight.

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Red rope of fate