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The positive on September 1, 2020

* 20 minutes of workout along with some audio from The Compound Effect by Darren Hardy.

*Magic Hour Coconut Chai tea. 

* work break with a quick read of Pro-Sumer Power by Bill Quain.

*Toys for my feathered babies arrived.

*Before bed awesome webinar.

I am grateful for all my blessings!😊

#personal growth happiness journey of healing positivethinking learning empoweryourself disabilityempowerment motivation blog no excuses stay

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Noting & highlighting the happy, good, & successful is the key points in my journey.

So the day before yesterday (09/01/2020) was a good day. It started by me listening to a PDF I have of the Compound Effect by Darren Hardy while I was doing some morning stretches, and what I believe was in the second chapter when he mentions how one Thanksgiving Day he decided he would focus on all the good things his wife has to offer instead on focusing on the negative. Every day he would note all the good things he noticed about his wife and he did this for a year. At the end of the year, he realized how great she was and gifted her the book.  

I want to follow this example for myself, I want to focus and pay attention to the happy moments, the good things that put a smile on my face no matter how big or small these moments are.  Example of this:  My birds mimicking my kisses, indulging in my favorite morning tea, receiving an awaiting package, listening to my favorite songs, or even getting a compliment from my supervisor for a job well done. (happy moments) engage in a 20 to 60 minutes workout, challenge myself in areas of fear or simply read and take notes on a book that develops my personal growth. (steps to progress)

I want to see if I can find the value in my worth.  We all have bad’s that cloud or thoughts but what if we took the time to truly see all the good regardless of how small it may be. 

WE MAY DISCOVER THAT GREATNESS DOESN’T LIE IN PERFECTION BUT IN THE THOSE SMALL STEPS WE OBSERVED & FOCUSED ON THROUGH HAPPINESS AND PROGRESS.

I plan to upload a picture daily or write a post on the things that made me happy that day, had a positive impact, and/or those things that I made progress in that developed my growth.

In conclusion, 

TRAIN YOUR MIND HOW TO SEE THE GOOD IN EVERYTHING. POSITIVITY IS A CHOICE, THE HAPPINESS OF YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON THE QUALITY OF YOUR THOUGHTS!☕️📖😁🤔

#personal growth #happiness #journey of healing #positivethinking #learning #empoweryourself #disabilityempowerment #motivation blog #no excuses #stay focused #self confidence

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An illustrated image of me in my recent days 😊tea☕️ & Books📖

I been starting my day by being grateful for all my blessings and pump myself up with some positive fuel, meaning (listening to audio books that reflects on what I need to work on to continue to succeed.)  Although, we’ve had some pretty hot summer days I can’t pass up a nice hot cup of tea in the morning at the start of my work day.

After work I prepare dinner then shower and whine down with a nice warm cup of tea and read a few chapters of a confidence and personal growth book.

This has been so encouraging and helpful to my stress level. It feel as if I am planning my success for each coming day. 

“If you cannot do great things, do small things in a great way” - Napoleon Hill

#thinkdifferent #suceed #teaandbooks #confidencebuilding #richstateofmind #disability positivity #thecouragetochange #remember to smile #knowledgeiskey #dontdismyability

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Fear has nothing on courage. Fear can’t and won’t catch me.

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The Business of the 21st Century by Robert T. Kiyosaki.

For the last 4 days this has been my moments of peace & growth.

Along with this amazing tea from Magic Hour - Lucid Dreams

This have been the best 4 educational days I’ve had in quite a while.

- Self confidence

-Personal growth

- Financial intelligence

- Live your dreams

-Self worth 

-Financial Freedom

Just to name a few :) 

PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED AND MENTALLY POWERFUL AND ABLE!

#self confidence #personal growth #financial freedom #self worth #live your dreams #educate yourselves #magic hour #tea time #determination #future goals

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I won’t be afraid to fail, however I will be afraid of not trying.

Trying all things that make me uncomfortable is the present challenge.  I now understand that being comfortable is not a sign of growth instead its a sign of standing still. I have a desire to grow in all areas of my life, starting with reprograming my thinking process when it comes to myself.  It is said for those of true wisdom that the sky is the limit.  I want to be empowered with this wisdom, I want to become a believer of myself and uncover all my hidden abilities. The ones that I’m too afraid to work towards because of the insecurities that make me powerless to open my path to self-empowerment.

I know this is not a fast pace achievement and I am well aware that the greatest achievements are achieved by how much effort, dedication, and struggle you go through to earn it;  and what gives it it’s true value.  Every day I am taking steps to gain growth and break those barriers that sadly I’ve built for myself, letting doubt and fear control how much I can accomplish. I want to break out of this cycle that hinders my self-growth and inhibits me to take on life challenges. These challenges may be risky, however, I’ve noticed true successful individuals are the ones that take those risks and accomplish to build their empire and exercise a joyful life. Confidence, self-growth, and allowing change even with the fear of failing will be what opens a whole new world for me.

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Individuals with diverse abilities are in fact humans with super powers.

I haven’t been able to understand this concept until recently.  You would think that I’d understand this greatly being that I fight a constant battle behind my bright smile.  People who possess diverse abilities are able to manage their lives and daily living in ways unimaginable to the naked eye.

However, because it’s so difficult to imagine to most who have been labeled able bodies. Instead, we are deprecated in judgment, looked down upon because we are a rare specimen that is merely understood.  If only they’d take the time to see the battle we fight and how each and every day is a blessing and a greater opportunity to strive for the unimaginable.

Although our world is small we have grown and expanded to higher ground in these recent years.  Our power comes from our soul, our dedication comes from the craving of succeeding beyond our limits. 

I learned so much from my diverse abilities community.  I will say I am very proud of my success and where my future is headed. I refuse to allow anyone to label or tell my story and depreciate the awesome woman that I am.  

It was told to my parents when I was born at 5 months weighing at 1 pound and a half that I wouldn’t make it past a week. I survived! 

After that, they were told I would never sit, or walk. I sit and I still can walk. 

My parents were told to I wouldn’t live past 21 years old I’m 36 years old now.

I was told many times that school wasn’t for me. I graduated with my Associates and as an honor student.

I was told many times by physicians I wouldn’t be able to bear children.  My son just graduated high school.

I love making people happy, inspiring them, and help make a difference in individuals who seek a helping hand. My line of work allows me to do this and it truly makes me happy.  Despite the battles or struggles I will always smile and continue to make myself worthy despite anyone’s judgment.

Through my years I continue to break the stigma and barriers to rise high above that worthless generic label giving to us due to ignorance.

I am thankful to all the superheroes who have helped me and inspire me to continue making history in this journey called life.  I humbly continue to grow and learn from these amazing diverse individuals with superpowers.

No one is able to determine the life you live, or the dreams you can achieve. Your life is yours to adjust and create your goals at your own time.  Never forget you possess hidden powers that you only develop by your will to thrive.

#superheroes #disability #learning #striving #powers and abilities #success #willpower #worthy #happylife #awesome #dedication #succeed #believe

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Titles from my past that still applies to my present.

Found these on my old blog and thought I should repost them here!

Amazing I Am!

Amazing I am to be who I am. I have live and grown with the challenges of life.

Amazing I am and not because I have succeeded all but because weather I passed or fail I tried my very best.

Amazing I am and not because I seek perfection but because I found the best alternative. Amazing I am because I have reached up high and fallen and cracked the ground, I’ve gotten up and analyzed my possibilities until I found the one thing that will give me the most sensible outcome.

Amazing I am, but not always am I right, not always do I make the right choices, but what matters is that I know how to accept my wrongs and make amends to correct my mistakes.

 Amazing I am because I do possess inner strength to defeat the odds, I have many flaws but I have much more believe in myself to know amazing I am.

--Original Sinner

Lost Every Now & Then

I started weak and gained strength as the coldness penetrated my soul. I found myself stronger than I could ever be. I gained trust in myself, willpower and determination along with some insecurities; although I succeeded I questioned my strengths. I tell myself to continue this trend because my reward is yet to come. Lost every now & then because I see myself struggling alone and ever now & then I feel as if I’m my own enemy battling myself. I see myself slipping and falling but somehow I regain the strength to stay away from that edge. Lost every now & then... Weak but never a quitter, I will succeed despite the adversity.

#struggles #i will succeed #disability #poetry #younger days #the will to fight #focus on the positive #determinación #life goals

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Shade in a Future Project.

In the last week or so I thought about working on my writing, by attempting to write a children's book.  I love to write much more than I like to read, this can seem odd but it’s my truth.  I began to write as young as five or six years old.  I would write my momma letters in Spanish and tell her how much I loved her and cared for her.  I remember writing my first book in Spanish on color construction paper with a pencil, what a proud moment that was for me. Ever since that day I knew I always wanted to be a writer and write many different types of things.

I remember around six or seventh grade I began to write poems about friendship, my feelings, and love.  I even have a binder with most of the poems I wrote back then.  Then life began to change rapidly and writing didn’t seem as easy plus I realized that my writing wasn’t as good as I thought it was. I believe that made me get discouraged and I abandon the possibility of becoming a writer of any kind.  Every now and then I’d become inspired by something in my life to write about and I write it however, I never push it through to become anything other than simple memories in my notes. 

In the last couple of years, I’ve had no inspiration to write anything meaningful. I came to accept that writing wasn’t something I could pursue because I lost my love and inspiration to write.  I guess I feel like I don’t have what it takes to become a writer. I lack imagination and the passion for writing its just not as powerful as it was in my younger years. However, writing is engaging, makes you think and express things on a deeper level.  I honestly believe I can express myself better through writing than I can by speaking.  When I write anything it makes me feel good and it makes me break the ice in thoughts as I sort things out.

In my present.. As I’ve mentioned in my previous post I started this blog to improve myself love, abilities, and worth because sorting out my thoughts, plans, and goals will make me a better person.  Therefore, here I am working on unscrambling things in hopes I can sort out this idea and make it a successful one.

I love working and have passion for my position because although it is a process I am able to advocate and help people who have lost hope and given up and provide them with the tools and resources that lead them to the freedom of living independently.  I get nervous and doubtful because at times there are many things I need to learn to become better at this job. I want to understand it all and be as resourceful as possible.  I constantly remind myself that with time as I experience things I will learn and improve my knowledge.  Due to these difficult times, the time may come where my job may suffer a cut in resources but I want to stay where I am and continue to help the people that count on me. Yet, I need to think about how I can maintain the same budget and plans for the near future. Still manifesting and thinking thoroughly of a plan...

A friend of mine who is truly artistic painted a really nice mural-like painting for me that I always stare at when I feel sad or stress and it just makes me smile when I look at it.  When she first did this about three years ago I had the idea to write a children’s book but lost my initial inspiration due to a critical stressful time in my life.  Fast forward to about a week ago I stared at my beautiful mural and decided to revisit the idea of writing my children’s book.  I have made progress but unsure how to develop it and put it together.  Basically, I have begun to shade it in but need to add some color and details for it to pop.  I am looking to self publish this and see if I get some readers that enjoy this book. Wish me luck!

#project #futureplans #empowerment #writer #life journey #childrensbooks #selfworth #disability #daily goals #looking for inspiration

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Turning Tables (negative into positive)

Learning how to love yourself first is something that many of us ignore and disregard. I have found this to be a must if you want to succeed and maintain happiness within yourself. 

I am addressing the things that have been or are negative and making it positive as I go. It’s work in progress, as of now they’re small changes however, small is better than nothing. Starting by changing my I can’t into I can and will, not moving to take steps and it’s impossible into its possible.

I have learned that what I find to be a negative aspect of myself or in my life has somehow made me a better, stronger, and smarter of a woman. 

(Things I saw as a negative)

1. My disabilities - Being born with a disability and then getting diagnosed with an autoimmune condition has always installed many fears and discouragement but as I moved forward It showed me to recreate the way I deal with daily tasks this pushes me to think outside the box to pursue my goals. My struggles are something that has frustrated me through my years, but I see how much I’ve accomplished through those struggles.  My disability is a blessing in disguise which many see as a burden until they get the chance to know me and realize that my disability has no power over my life and I am worthy of all the beautiful things life has to offer.

2. My weight struggle - I’ve struggled with my weight my whole life and having a disability where I am mainly stationery makes it that much harder to work at it. Therefore it’s been a very interesting journey to learn how to detox my thoughts of I will never get there into I am changing for the better. Focusing on my willpower to make a change not just physical but mostly mentally has really saved my life. Learning the best things to do to nourish my body has really help me control my autoimmune condition and has helped me teach my loved ones a healthier life with a lifetime of happiness. Which I am very grateful and proud of.

3. My fear of failing - I can say at one point in my life I felt I failed at everything and maybe I really did. Though its important to note that sometimes you need to fail as  this might the only way to learn and start over and recover from all those mistakes, however now you are well prepared to improve and excel because you know what to expect and are more cautious of the steps you take. This is truly what makes you work harder and make something that failed a true success.

Take that one thing you feel negative about and think it over, take notes, study those notes, and the key is to find the positive in those negative situations. Finding the positive will improve your future and enrich your heart and soul.

#life struggles #positiveimpact #positivechange #disability #weight struggles #failtowin #improvements #life journey #willpower #stength #strivetobebetter

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Introduction..

Where to start.. The Journey

Here I am working on amplifying my worth.  Over 10 years now I have slowly made positive changes to my life. From toxic relationships to graduating with honors, to fighting autoimmune decease, to catering to my health, to improving my self-image through adaptive workouts and activities, to raising my child to the best of my abilities; I am proud to say he’s my best friend and my biggest fan. I’m finally to the point where I feel so much more independent I now have a job that helps achieve what I love, helping others. This is something I am very proud of and I’m aiming to reach higher.

Now continuing.. Who I am

I am a physically challenged woman who has defeated the odds through all her gained abilities and has fought all her battles despite fear or outcome.  I haven’t won all but I do my best to continue to push through the adversity. I aim to keep a smile on my face the majority of the time because I believe the world lacks in love and compassion. If I can make one person smile I feel accomplished to know I have helped in some way or form and added color to this thing called life. I am a woman who constantly strives to achieve growth within myself. 

Where I am.. The process

Although I have accomplished many achievements throughout my journey, my brain is hungry for more, as I get older. I have so many goals and I lose myself in my thoughts and fail at making a checklist of steps I need to take for each goal. As a person with physical challenges, this can sometimes shadow my vision.  I want to learn how to truly love the woman I am and turn all my negative thoughts into positive outcomes. So I decided to write and find inspiration through writing and through other individuals who have been through this phase of life. Learn, study, and practice how to accept myself as I am to gain the ability to empower and embrace all my discoveries through my life.

#learning empowerment disability success positive strive blessed