amysterygirl

[amysterygirl]

I feel so lonely and lost...

#sad hoe #sad and alone #feel nothing #no love

[amysterygirl]

The best version of you, was probably too good for that version of them…

#my heart is tired #my heart is heavy #heart ache #no love #self ship #idk #idk what im doing #what is life #what is living #what is even the point #what is my life #what is love #what the fuck #whatever

[amysterygirl]

Seems like everyone has 2 partners in their life…a first marriage and then a second marriage…

This is the norm now it seems. I listen to people of all ages, everyday talk about being divorced or “this” being their second marriage.

Is there long term love? Seems like the answer is NO.

#no love #is love real #relationship #i dont fucking know #i don’t get it #what is life

[amysterygirl]

It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#3 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone

[amysterygirl]

I literally am always doing things alone. It’s crazy to me, I am also “dating” someone but still doing things alone ? I feel so alone. It’s like no one puts in as much effort as I do, in any relationship. I am literally going to Disneyland alone right now. I am waiting in the parking lane to get a parking ticket and I feel so sad and I just want to go away from everything. Why am I choosing to go alone ? I feel like it’s not even going to make anything better. I really don’t like my life right now. Nothing is going right as much as I try to make it better. I feel so sad and alone. I know there are other people suffering in the world, but I just feel defeated and that I’m never good enough for anyone or anything.

#sad

#i'm sad #sad and alone #defeated #depressing life #sorry for being depressing #i feel alone #i feel awful #i hate everything #i hate this

[amysterygirl]

"She has other monsters to deal with right now"

Art by Ana Ciorcila 🖤

[amysterygirl]

Am I meant for anything in this life…

I filled a pool with embarrassment, stupidity, stubbornness and loneliness and now I’m drowning in it.

#depressing quotes #kinda depressing #depresión #life #i cant even #sad but true

[amysterygirl]

I am drowning…so far down into an abyss. I can’t breathe. I can’t feel. I can’t think. I can’t control.

I will never be able to breathe. I am chained up! I AM A SLAVE TO MY MIND. I do not control me. I am in shackles…I walk a lonely path..treading along..tired, slow, sad, angry, scared, and In fear all the days of my life. Does anyone hear me ? Does anyone understand ? Does anyone know I’m barely alive and living?

I’m on edge, I jump at every sound I hear…

#late night thoughts #feeling alone #i feel so drained #student #darkness #what is my life #life quotes #anxitey #anxi4ty

[amysterygirl]

I feel like the dumbest girl in the world, for thinking I thought I KNEW who someone WAS….but ISNT…who they portrayed themselves to be….

I AM hurt

I FEEL stupid

I FEEL alone

I don’t UNDERSTAND

Am I UNDESIRABLE

Will I BELONG to no one

I FEEL like I belong no where

#stupid #feel nothing #i feel so drained #feeling alone #darkness #late night thoughts #what is even happening #no more tears

[amysterygirl]

Feels like I’ll be alone forever

#all alone #left alone #i am alone

[amysterygirl]

vent

[id: a sparse comic in six images. the first is black text on white background, reading, “lately i don’t feel quite right.” the second shows a figure with hollowed-out eyes clasping their hands near their chest, looking off to the side. the third shows the figure facing forwards and saying, “i worry sometimes i’m not really here.” the fourth shows the same figure in red outlines instead of black, and with no hands and their head detached from their neck; the wounds, along with their gaping eyes, are bleeding. the fifth zooms in on one hollow black eye; in the eye, in white text, reads, “but.” the sixth is white text on a black background, reading, “i don’t know where else i could be.” end id.] 

[amysterygirl]

Is it bad that I feel like I’d rather be treated like sh*t, then to be alone… it’s how I’m currently feeling.

#feeling alone #toxic attraction #toxic #toxic love #taurus #fuck everything #fuck everybody

[amysterygirl]

“Friends” start falling off one by one… when you get older. Until you’re left with the same ones you started with.

It’s wild.

#friends and foes #friends #friendship #no more tears #no more friends #no new friends #day one

[amysterygirl]

I’m bored af rn…

P.S. …I’m not heartbroken anymore🙂

#im bored #i got bored #boredathome #i am bored #bored hmu #bored in the house #heartbreak #no more tears

[amysterygirl]

I currently feel like the loneliest person in the world

I don’t know who I am .. or at least I think I don’t and feel like I do at times

What if I’m alone forever

What if I never find anyone

What if I don’t deserve for anyone to love me

Am I nice ?

Am I sweet? Or

Am I mean ?

Am I the worst human being ?

So he’s said ….. and it won’t get out of my head.

I’m sad everyday now.

I’m waiting to feel happy again.

#left alone #all alone #feeling alone #i'm sad #sad poetry #sad but true #sad hours #sad hoe

[amysterygirl]

I am utterly heartbroken 💔

#broken #my heart #my heart is shattered #my heart is tired #my heart is heavy

[amysterygirl]

Hi … we’re back at it… but I’ve had not so great of a day…

#student #studyblr #get motivated #studyinspo #this day sucks #this day has been so long