andylantsov

[andylantsov]

has every aftg artist drawn them like this yes probably. rite of passage

#aftg #love them so so much

[andylantsov]

Coffee shop shenanigans from my own version of the trope 😌

#i love them so much #aftg

[andylantsov]

Maybe in another universe

Maybe in another universe, you see me, you want me, and we can have what my heart tells me we could have had. Maybe in another universe you wouldn't break my heart and she wouldn't break yours. We would hold each other and gaze at the stars in the clear sky that we got to borrow. Or maybe in another universe you wouldn't trap me in your spell only to say you never wanted me. I wouldn't have fallen for you in the first place and you would have your favourite companions with you regardless, one killing your lungs and the other your consciousness. Maybe in another universe my heart wouldn't break a little every time I talked to you. Maybe, maybe in a universe, you would allow me to love you as I know I can, and you would love me as I hope you can. Maybe, in that other universe, I won't be so damaged and you won't be so brazen, we would be friends and cheer each other on as we find love and learn to live life. In this universe, I'm thankful that I got the chance to realise, that I am capable of such emotions. You're a monster created by your surroundings and yourself, I've been mourning the love we could have had but at the same time I am relieved that you won't keep me captive in your cave of horrors. In this universe, I hope you'll be free of that cave, and that you'll open your wings, be as amazing as you can be, I know you can be. In this universe, I hope you charm the girl you deserve, who makes you want to choose her over your intoxications, who you will fight the world for. And I hope I'll learn to find happiness, in this universe.

#i'm writing again #andy writes #fire in my frickin soul

[andylantsov]

you will live and you will say the wrong things and make mistakes and people will love you anyways.

[andylantsov]

[andylantsov]

Andrew is the favorite uncle. Not just for Aaron and Nicky’s kids but all the foxes kids are just obsessed with uncle Andrew.

None of the foxes understand why except for Neil. But that only because Neil is there when Andrew gets up at three am to answer a phone call from their sobbing niece, who admits for the first time out loud that maybe she isn’t a boy and “is that okay uncle Andrew”. Or when Kevin’s kid shows up at there house after getting in an argument with her dad and Andrew lets her rage and rant until it doesn’t seem like the end of the world anymore, then walks her home (hc: they live pretty close for a while cause their on the same team). Or when nobody can get Aaron’s twins to stop crying but as soon as Andrew is given a turn at trying to calm the babies they stop immediately.

The kids all love Andrew he’s the first one they go to with their issues, he’s the first one they run too when all the foxes are together, he’s the first one that they come out too if they’re queer(Nicky is so mad when his kid comes out to Andrew before him)

He’s just a really good uncle.

#aftg #this is good this

[andylantsov]

reading is a form of art for @andylantsov

#i love reading and absolutely *adore* this moodboard #lovely #thank you!

[andylantsov]

andy for @andylantsov

#ohh this is so cool #makes me want to wear these colours and try out this aesthetic #thank you!

[andylantsov]

Ever looked at someone and had the thought "I wanna be your vacuum cleaner"?

Yeah me neither

#shitposting

[andylantsov]

That feeling when you realise you had come close to feeling infatuation so deep, you would believe it was love. But. You're not feeling that about the same person now. It's done and over with. Don't read your book backwards, babe.

#avoiding situationships 101 #the fall

[andylantsov]

ChatGPT out here throwing wisdom at 4 am 🤡

[andylantsov]

Thank you for all the memories and the wonderful highs of emotions that you unintentionally gave me. A part of me will probably always love you. I’ll be sad to see you go, but it’s your time to shine outside in the world.

Goodbye, A.

#the fall of '23 #fire in my frickin soul

[andylantsov]

If the only way to get your attention is by reminding you that I exist, then I don't want it, thank you.

#the fall of '23 #fire in my frickin soul

[andylantsov]

This is me tapping into my feminine and nerd energies. I love being a feminine nerd and also a jock and also an artist. I love life.

#i have days like these too #and also days when i'm just the opposite #i love subway surfers

[andylantsov]

💀💀 naur

#navya i need to know what this is

[andylantsov]

this is my pining space until i say it isn't

my lovely followers, you'll have to bear with me until i'm back to posting my regular shit (including aftg stuff), which too will happen

[andylantsov]

I wonder how they would react if I told them just how they affect me, how often I think of them, how often I see their face in other people's faces.

They probably won't care. Probably. At least, I think they won't. Would they?

#funny how i'm getting so worked up over something that never existed #i feel very husn by anuv jain #mere husn ke alawa kabhi dil bhi maang lo na