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i’m so tired. i want to vent on here but i’m so tired that i don’t even want to say anything. i’m tired. i just want to die. i just want to disappear. please let me disappear. please let me die.

#it’s hard #so hard #i can’t do this #it hurts #no one cares #i’m all alone #i’m never going to be anyone’s first choice #no one’s ever going to love me again #everyone leaves #it’s always my fault #why is it my fault #why can’t anyone take my side #why why why why why why why #why is it always me #why is it always my fault

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everyone hates me

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no one cares

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in the end, i’m all alone.

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i’m never going to be anyone’s first choice and that hurts

#i hate it here #i’m so alone #i’ll forever be alone #god #no one wants me #he wanted me #and I took that for granted #this sucks #i’m going to cry #no one cares #no one fucking cares #no one cares no one cares no one cares no one cares no one cares #no one gives a fuck about me

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BYE I JUST FEEL AWFUL

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i think everyone should stop and just agree with me because i am simply right

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I HATE IT HEREEEEEEEE

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ANDDD i’m angry again

#WHY DOES SCHOOL HAVE TO EXIST #AND WHY CANT MY MOM DRIVE ME #AND NOW I HAVE TO ASK MY SISTER #IM GOING TO KMS #I HATE IT HERE #I JUST WANT MY BANGS TO BE CUTE #*CUT #FUCKING HELL #SO UNFAIR #MY BANGS ARE SO LONG I JUST WANT THEM TO BE CIT #CUT #FUCK AND NOW I HAVE TO CALL HER #IM GOING TO CRY #AND I HAVE MATH TOMORROW #I HATE MATH #I HATE IT SO MUCH?? LIKE WHY AM I EVEN THERE?? LIKE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF #AAHAUAUSISDU #AAAAAAAAAAAAA #IM YOING TO CRY #I HAT EITBURTE I HARE IT HER

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I’m at that stage of life where I literally have no idea what the fuck is going on or how to deal with it anymore

#honestly all i’m doing in life is failing #i’m miserable

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“how am i supposed to be ready for the future, when i am not even ready to get up in the morning?”

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#YES #exactly #it’s so fucking hard

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#it will #it has happened before #no doubt it will happen again #but i’m stronger than before #or so i think

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¿Te sientes constantemente vacío por dentro?

Do you constantly feel empty inside?

Photos by Dead by inside.

#this is what it feels like #every time #i wish it can stop #i wish i can be happy