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if ur wondering what the fuck is wrong with me imagine how i feel

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by brandonfilm

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don’t ask me to destroy myself for you. i will not do that for anyone.

#never again

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eventually you realize you don’t want to die. you just don’t want to live the life you’re living. and slowly you try to create a life you want to live. just gotta start there.

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"There is just one person inside my head. One person I can't stop thinking about. It's you." - "Testone", 2016 by Andrea Salvatori

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so you see, when it comes down to it in the end, it’s just you. only you.

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Everybody always finds someone else

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It'll be 3 years this summer since I've done drugs.

2 years this fall since myasthenia cigarette.

Tonight was the first time I had been drunk in at least a month.

I'm the best I've ever been and still not enough

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A comic about a dream I had about a snake

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I love my life but I'm still sad

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I had a dream last night.

I was on the shore of a lake with my wife and daughter. We were having a picnic or something like that.

My daughter fell into the water and disappeared.

Naturally I dove in after her.

I remember seeing her feet disappearing into the murky water in front of me as I dove down into the darkness.

She was just out of reach.

And then she was gone.

I flailed around searching for the bottom but found no purchase. She was gone.

Two bright yellow eyes glowed in the distance. They must have been a foot across.

I felt the water shift. And then pain. And cold darkness.

It was not a good dream.

#cw drowning #cw horror

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It's wild to me that people can just... not be in pain constantly. I legitimately do not remember the last time I wasn't in pain on some level. Is this life? Is this it? Just constant pain and getting fucked by capitalism? I'm so fucking tired.

#chronic pain #im exhausted #fuck