Misato and Electra Complex (NOT)
I think Misatoās problem cannot be summarized in having an Electra Complex (wanting to have sex with her father), itās much deeper and complicated.
Then what was her problem exactly?
I think sheās afraid she misjudged her father!
When she started realizing that Kaji is similar to her father, way too many questions started popping up in her head:
-Why did she hate her father in the first place?
-Is it possible that she was wrong about her father and that he was actually a good person (like Kaji, if Kaji is considered to be good)?
-Or is she simply in love with a bad man (if Kaji is bad, like her father)?
Thatās why she ran away, she was too afraid to think about such questions and try to answer them.
Then what about the āElectra Complexā thoughts?
These thoughts are indeed a disturbing and disgusting way of thinking about her problem, but more than anything, I think these thought are A PART of her running away, a part of the distraction and away for her to disgust herself from Kaji (which, by extension, disgusted herself of herself when she found herself still in love with him and yearning to be with him)
The question of āwhether or not she wants to have sex with her fatherā fails to hit the core of the matter in any way, thatās why I consider it a distraction.
Yeah, itās not an easy feat to question your thoughts and even convictions about a person you hated many years of your life, and a dead person at that...
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House crying breaks my heart
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ā¦Just as this meeting demonstratesā
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My OTP <3
official art
kurisu here
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Be a man and act with faith for the woman you love.
It's really simple.
If she's happy, I'm happy too.
Right, I just want.... to see her smile.
Since I always... make her angry
Okabe Rintarouās monologue about Kurisu from Steins;Gate Movie DramaCD INKAI KYOKUSETSU NO SYMPHONIA
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He is an idealist
He is romantic too
He has a bit of delusions of grandeur
But, he is good to his friends
And he is kind.
Makise Kurisu describing Okabe in Steins;Gate Movie DramaCD INKAI KYOKUSETSU NO SYMPHONIA
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Why Kurisu didn't confess her feelings immediately
We know for a fact that she LOVES Okabe.
But for multiple reasons she didnāt confess in words:
1- Being shocked and flustered when Okabe confessed.
2- Not wanting to complicate things for Okabe. Not wanting to cause him more pain. Not wanting to let things end in a bad way.
These are her thoughts revealed by the 6th part of Steins;Gate Drama CD alpha - Babel of the Grieved Maze - Part 6.
3- Kurisu was still confused and contradicting herself: I want him to remember me, forget me, remember me.
And so onā¦
Thanks to Faris and the tape she let her listen to, Kurisu doubt faded. And she decided to say the words and convey the feelings and embrace herself, her existence in this world and being a labmem. And gave him the prober Good Bye. Hoping that her feelings and her words will reach him her, and will reach herself in the future, in a world where neither die nor Mayuri dies to be found by Okabe in another worldline. It's so beautiful, so romantic, so emotional
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Ugh šā¤ļøš I have mixed feelings about the last chapter of Fairy Tail. I wanted at least a canonization of the couples. GaLe confirmed, GrUvia confirmed While NaLu and JeRza are almost Canon.
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Araragi and Hanekawa
āļø(Spoiler Alert from Nekomonogatari: Kuro & Shiro (Black & White) but 99% from Black))āļø
I think Araragi did admire and love Hanekawa. But his feelings for her were strongly mixed with sexual desire. And while itās ok to have interest in someone else, in Araragiās case, his sexual desire was pretty strong (diluting his love!)
Also, Araragi carried a huge debt for Hanekawa for saving him. Itās so big, important & heavy that he is ready to die for her. No, he WANTS to die for her sake.
I think when Tsukishi pointed out that Araragi is sexually frustrated, Araragi started to think about his feelings in another way and analyze them and concluded the type of his feelings for her.
How much of it is sexual and how much is what we should call: Love.
The meddlecat incident made Araragi know more about Hanekawa. It showed her inner self. Something she hasnāt shown before to anyone.
I think that shocked him. So, if we say that he was purely in love her, then he was in love with a part of her. In love with the surface of her true personality.
Call it dishonesty or hypocrisy or donāt call it anything.
It is what it is.
Hanekawa wasnāt able to overcome her past. She didnāt bear the weight of her own problems and feelings (Although there is a reason for her not being able to convey her feelings but still she is to blame)
I think all this complexity wouldnāt have made their relationship -as lovers- healthy and successful.
And thus, Araragi decided that he isnāt and wonāt be in love with Hanekawa. Though he wonāt deny or get rid of the feelings he felt towards her no matter what. The love he felt towards the good side of Hanekawa.
And he is thankful that he learnt from her how to feel for others.
āā¦Araragi Kyoumi fell out of love for the first time, even though he wasnāt in love.
I climb those stairsā
(On the other hand, Senjougahara is someone who was able to overcome her past and bear the weight of her feelings and thoughts
Also, she is very honest. Actually, too honest!!!
She is the complete opposite of Hanekawa).
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I have written what is above before watching Tsubasa Tiger.
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After watching Tsubasa Tiger, Iām very happy for Hanekawa.
She really has developed as a character.
She became more of a human being.
And I want to write an article about her in the future.
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Gruvia: A bond stronger than family
When it comes to couples, I prefer chracters who develop. People who truly love, care, help, need and inspire each other.
Almost always, at some point, couples find the point where they connect and understand each other (The Unison Raid).
And there is a point when they are bond together even more strongly.
And this is what Iām going to talk about.
GrUvia in the Tartaros arc was just, BEAUTIFUL <3
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Letās begin with Juvia having a bad feeling about something.
Gray thinks that she is feeling down because they are up against strong enemies but she denies by saying itās something else.
And so, Gray puts his hand on her embracing hands saying:Ā āIām here with youā
Itās like he knew she was worried about him.
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Later, This bad feeling became stronger.
It became a sense of foreboding (She wonders if Gray is in trouble)
Juvia confirms itās the same feeling from before she felt before they even got here (Speculation: Juvia sensed Gray being in trouble before he actually became in trouble. I know this could be too much. But itās just a thought that crossed my mind).
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If I remember correctly, the only time someone had such sense of foreboding is when Laxus heard Macarov when they were on Tenrouās island. (Other similar feelings were showed like Erza hearing Jellal cheering her when he was in prison and she was in a fight)
It was both their (Macarov & Laxusās) Family-Family and Fairy Tail Family bonds.
Yes, FT members consider all the other members their family. But itās normal for some members to have a closer tie with each other than with the other members. Like Natsuās team and Levyās team.
Juvia and Gray already had a strong bond, but itās now something much stronger. A Family-Family bond. No,Ā A bond stronger than family. (the title :D)
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After Juviaās battle with Keyes and more importantly with herself, she defeats Keyes.
She wants to defeat him for multiple reasons:
-Because Silver (Grayās father) asked her to (so he can be free and pass on)
-To allow Keyes NOT to make humans his puppets.
-For Grayās interest.
Juvia was put in a difficult situation where defeating an enemy hurts Gray, and not defeating him hurts him even more.
At the end she did what Gray couldnāt do. Risking Gray hating her and it was all for Gray (Selflessness).
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Now, there is something more that bonds and connects Gray and Juvia:
Silver (Grayās father) and his will.
Silver entrusted his will to Gray (to avenge his family, which was already something Gray wants to do).
He passed his powers to Gray.
He passed his will of defeating E.N.D. to Gray (which he will using his the powers)
At the same time,
Juvia defeated Keyes as Silver asked her to,
And now carries Silverās will of taking care of Gray.
In short, Gray and Silver have a bond of Inherited wills (from Silver).
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After defeating Keyes, Juvia cries, falls, Lucy catches her and Juvia says that she wants to see Gray.
She wants to see because he is hurt. Because he needs her. Because she was asked to take care and look after Gray.
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Juvia feels Guilt about what she did.
We all know that she is an honest person. So, she confesses what she did to Gray. As she cries, she says that she realizes she doesnāt have the right to love Gray anymore
Gray is a mess now. We say many emotions from him in a few panels and pages: Blank expression, shock, confusion, anger and sadness.
He cries in her chest thanking her and apologizing three times.
Putting his weight on her that he pulled her down to the ground.
Why did he thank her? Why did he apologize? What does all that mean?
He thanks her for doing what should have been done. What he couldnāt do.
He apologizes for burdening her with his burden. The burden he couldnāt carry alone (I think Gray putting his weight on Juvia and them pulled to the ground is a symbol for burden)
He opens himself likeĀ he never did before with anyone.
He allows her to love him!
This time, it was Gray who needed Juvia.
Sometime after that, we see Gray saying that he will take down E.N.D. and next to him is Juvia saying yes. All what happened didnāt break GrUvia. It didnāt distance them. Instead, it brought them closer (Thanks to Juviaās love selflessness, Grayās understanding and Silverās will they both inherited)
And Juvia will be there to help them achieve what Gray wants. Achieve his fatherās will. (Which -as I said before- is a bond they share).
If you read all the way to the E.N.D.Ā š of this article, I thank you. Make sure to follow the blog for more. Donāt forget to tell me your opinionĀ šš.
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Makise Kurisu Cherishes Memories
I was discussing some points about Kurisu and I felt like a lightbulb has shined in my head. . I noticed how much Kurisu cherishes memories! Itās a big part of her character! . Starting from her career as NEUROSCIENTIST . Her search is about RETAINING MEMORIES (which she later succeeds in doing, leading to the upgrade of the PhoneWave (Subject Name to Change š) and the creation of the time leap machine. . She says the feelings are MEMORIES that transcend time. . In episode 22, all she asked from Okabe is for him to REMEMBER her and NOT FORGET her because not forgetting her means that sheās there. It was enough for her, to know that she lives on inside the person she loves by remembering her! It was enough for her even if it means that she is dead in the Beta worldline! . āALL I ask is that you REMEMBER ME ā¦ because Iāll be there. Iāll always be thereā. . ((Selflessness, Love, Faith & Trust)).
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I love this romance which not only breaks the space barrier, but also TIME.
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āNo matter which world line, what time, or where I am, Iāll always love you. Iāll say it one more time, I love you.ā - Okabe from Steins;Gate
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I encountered this essay/article about how realistic Makise Kurisuās is!
Her self-confidence, her āgirlā part including for example her Love for Okabe.
And much more.
Proving that Christiiinaaa is a well written character of a confident genius girl.
I absolutely loved it.
I think itās a good read.
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I have just recently watched Boku no Hero Academia Season 2 Episode 9
And I really want to talk about Uchaco Uraraka :D and the development we saw in her character.
(some IzuoCha too)
(There is a TL;DR at the end but I recommend reading for details :D <3 )
Since the very beginning, Uchaco has been watching Midoriya.
Itās clear that she admires him.
Admiration is at its best when if affects you and changes you in a good way.
Uchaco didnāt keep watch Midoriya without doing anything. She took a step (which was inspired to her by Ishida) to not depend on Midoriya forever. To make him a RIVAL. (Personally, I like sportsmanship, I like when Rivalry is mixed with Friendship).
Her smile while giving Midoriya a thumbs-up and saying:Ā āLetās meet in the finalsā shows us that she is worried and scared, but still she was moving forward.Ā
In the match, we discover her plan. Which is to use her ability on Bakugo to make him making the match easier for her.
What is interesting is her plan being the same as the piece of advice Midoriya was going to tell her!
Can we say that watching Midoriya developed Uchacoās way of thinking?
We know the Midoriya is pretty smart (In fact, many characters in Boku no Hero Academia are. Even Bakugo who might look and/or act stupidly).
Even when her plan failed, Bakugo said:Ā āSince youāre Dekuās friend, I expected that you would be planning somethingā.
He later suspects that Midoriya is the one who told her about the plan but then Midoriya confirms itās all hers!
At the beginning of the match, we say that Uchaco also predicted/knew Bakugoās counter-attack to her fast attack.
The episode shows us the flash-back of Midoriya vs Bakugo during the tests and him explaining to Bakugo how he counter-attacks.
As if the anime wants us to notice that Ochaco know this piece of information too (or because of Midoriya).
I liked how she was thinking:Ā āIf it was Deku-kun, he wouldnāt give upā andĀ āI will and become like Deku-kunā.
She doesnāt forget about her goal of becoming a hero which is to help her parents financially.
Yes, itās her initial and most important goal, but it isnāt the only one!
New goals were added.
She is depressed for losing, but tries not to show that to Midoriya (But he notices that anyways) as if not wanting to depress him before his match.
She tells him she would be watching him (and he was later shown sad for not being able to help and for her encouragement (although she is depressed) and cries)
Uchaco cries, not because of the loss itself, but because she wants to help her family as quickly as possible.
TL;DR:
-Uchaco has always been watching Midoriya.
-Uchaco admires Midoriya.
-Watching Midoriya helped Uchaco develop as a character.
-Midoriya isnāt just a subject of admirtation but -to Uchaco-, he devolps into a RIVAL (and will still watch him).
-Uchaco wants to become like Midoriya.
-Thinking about hisĀ ānot-giving-up spiritā allows her not to give up too.
-Uchaco cares so much about her family and friends (especially Midoriya).
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My drawing of a fan art of Ishida Shouya from Koe no Katachi
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The ending of Koe no Katachi is very beautiful in my opinion šā¤ļø.
At first, Ishida talks about how his view of the future changed!
āIt looks so decent and full of hope it could make you sick. The same way I used to hate Nishimiyaā
From the context, we understand that hating Nishimiya made him sick!
Can we say that Loving her made him well? š¤ā¤ļø.
After that, Ishida moves to talking about opening the door (which is a metaphor for facing the world, moving on with life etcā¦)
He says: āIām sure on the other side of the door.. my painful past is waiting for me. But thatās not the only things. There are also possibilities. And these are doors I can open any time as long as Iām aliveā
He then asks Nishimiya if she is okay and she replies that she is nervous and he says: āYeah, Actually, So am Iā
So, they are both nervous! Could Nishimiya be thinking about the same thing Ishida was thinking? Opening the door and the meaning behind it! š¤ā¤ļø.
Let's go back a little. If we said that Loving Nishimiya made Ishida well, Can we also say that she was sick and Loving Ishida made her well? ā¤ļøš I think I can say yes because of: -Ending note of chapter 16: Shoya continues to FILL THE VOID in SHOKO's HEART and memories. That's the only thing he is striving for. -Ending note of chapter 51: Their five year reunion, the small talk during "Bread Duty," the weekly movie meetings.. Before the girl knew it, "Tuesdays" HAD GIVEN HER LIFE MEANING. Full of OVERWHELMING EMOTIONS, Where is she heading? Back to the ending scene,
What is interesting is Ishida GRABBING Nishimiyaās HAND and OPENING THE DOOR and PASSING through it TOGETHER!
What I mean is:
-They both have painful pasts!
-They both have a bright future!
-They are both nervous.
-They are opening the door šŖ together.
-They will face their Painful Past together.
-They will experience the new possibilities of life together.
-They will be together from now on!
The Story isnāt a romantic one (Although it has some romance in it)
The purpose of the story is making the reader learn about redemption, forgiveness, friendship, understanding one another! Itās not about -only- getting Nishimiya and Ishida to be together.
Itās about much bigger things!
Still, Many hints were given here and there throughout the story to tell you that these two are meant to be together!
Add that to the ending and the meanings behind it
And you get a beautiful ending!
So much better than if they only made them kiss for example at the end of the story š.
Although Iām like 99999999% they will be together from now on!
Tell me what do you think š
I think Iām gonna write about them more š.
I want to write more things and don't want this to get long and become boring for people to read What do you want me to write about?
Thanks for reading ā¤ļøšš.
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The moon is beautiful = I love you
āIshida misunderstands (suki) "like" to (tsuki) "moon" as Shouko confessed to him and he replied "the moon is beautfiul". Natsumi Soseki, the most acclaimed novelist in Japan once taught to his student that the english translation of "I love you" is "The moon is so beautiful". Coincidental to Ishida's reply to Shouko, it seems like he answered back to Shouko's feelings for himā
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