You know, the worst thing of going through this “I suppose it’s kinda like depression” thing is not the pain or incontrollable sadness. It’s the inability to tell your teachers how sorry you are for being such a failure and disappointment while they believed in you. You can’t do any homework and you know that you’re a piece of shit for that.
Maybe I should contact my school psychologist… just to get better to get back to studies.
I have a problem with 3 A.M. energy. I just don’t know what to do. Should I learn the poem or write the essay I’ve missed for a week now? Should I draw something for my best friend, whose birthday it is today? Should I do something productive instead of watching memes and not even laughing?
Nah, Ima go to sleep rn
Today in Ukraine there is a great holiday — The vyshyvanka’s day. Usually we celebrate this day with a parade with Ukrainian folk music, but due to quarantine everyone celebrates at home.
Vyshyvanka is an ethnic shirt with beautiful embroidery. My grandmother used to embroid my sister’s and mine shirts, when we were little. It’s a beautiful and practical clothing, which carries our history. Different regions of Ukraine embroid vyshyvankas with different colours, ornaments and symbols.
During our history, a lot of people were tortured and killed for wearing a vyshyvanka and being patriotic. That’s why we never forget about our traditions and celebrate this day to remind ourselves about our nation’s sacrifices for our future.
ok something happened that I didn‘t think possible- I watched season 5 of She-Ra, and my completely useless depressed idiot of a body managed to produce serotonin?? like… I didn’t know I was able to do that anymore. suddenly I know what it feels like for a normal person to have energy and be lively and not be a sad anxious potato all day? like whoaaa! we‘ll see how long it keeps up XD
Me but about season 4 of She-Ra, cause I don’t have Netflix