anotheeronee

[anotheeronee]

Loss; is the returning of what never actually belonged to us in the first place.

— Yasmin Mogahed

[anotheeronee]

loss

It‘s been one and a half month since you‘re gone and it still hurts like day one.

I still cannot comprehend how young you left us we had so much plans for the future. You‘ve had graduated this year but now you‘re an angel in heaven.

Every day I think about you and tears are covering my eyes and face. these questions in my head. these emotions i feel are chaotic. my sadness, my frustration, my grief… all of that overcome me every night i think of that day. I think of you. I think how future would be with you.

I miss you a lot. I lost my brother; my best friend; my everything.

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[anotheeronee]

WTF

We weather the storm

Even when it hails from the sky

But nothing hits me harder

Than when you don’t say hi

[anotheeronee]

And again I ask myself: what is wrong with me?

Why do I give the most of myself whilst others take advantage of me and aren’t there when I need someone.

I don’t need that much. Just a shoulder to cry on. I want to be heard, seen and noticed.

But I guess that’s too much to asked for..

#aesthetic #writeaway #heartbreak #sad thoughts #sad quotes #relationship #friendship #friendsim

[anotheeronee]

You took so much from us.

You took us the opportunity to complete each other.

To be there when it gets rough.

Your attitude destroyed not only us but also my soul. You destroyed every ounce of love and respect for you.

And now you accuse me of ending things. I didn’t end anything. You did. With all your behaviour and disrespectful attitude.

I end things for good, even though I suffered.

But now I know: suffering is temporary and the feeling of being myself again is worth more than you and anything else.

I am free now. I am myself again but much stronger than ever before.

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[anotheeronee]

I cannot understand why?

Why me?

Why do you use me like that? Did I deserve that?

Wasn’t I there for you? Every time you needed me? Wasn’t I enough?

But I guess I’m not worth it enough to be there at your most special moment.

You benefit from me while I genuinely like you for who you are.

But you use me. Now I see you replaced me.

Nevertheless thank you. You were a lesson.

Nothing more, nothing less.

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[anotheeronee]

twenty minutes

You know what was painful? Not you wishing me death, Not you insulting me, Not you treating me like shit.

The most painful was that you lied. You said you'd miss me if I die, You said you'd love me forever. Twenty minutes after you wished for it. you wished me a painful death;

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[anotheeronee]

mommy issues

I think the root of my problems are you, mother.

All this time I thought it was my father who gave me these issues, but in reality it was you.

You broke me from the inside and tried to create yourself someone who you can vent to. Who you can use as a trash can of emotions. You created a modified version of you, so I can be your emotional slave. Who supports you in every situation, let’s you feel in that specific way you want to. And if I spoke up for myself, you tried to suppress my feelings by invalidating them.

You are never wrong, are you?

You like to be right all the time and you like to control everyone in your surrounding. Even though I love you so much, I also know that you cannot be that version of mother for me that I deserve.

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[anotheeronee]

Sun And Moon

If my light goes out,

Will you search the stars for another Sun?

And when you leave

Please take The Moon.

Keep a part of me.

For you’re my world and you’ll always be.

[anotheeronee]

proud.

Be proud of who you are, because I am proud of you. You did an amazing job! Look at you how far you have come.

I know it was not that easy, all the hardship and all those negative things that happened. But that lays in the past now. You are safe, you are loved. You bloomed more than you could ever imagine.

You are here, healthy, steady and accomplished so much. Nothing in your past matters anymore because you are not that person anymore. You are the best version of yourself right now and tomorrow? You will be even better. There will be no worse or looking back. Only looking forward and being the best.

YOU alone matter, that is why I am here for you. I am so proud of you.

Thanks for never quitting, but always striving.

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[anotheeronee]

Did you ever wonder if things that make you happy could be also things that aren’t good for you?

So what to choose? Happiness or wellbeing?

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[anotheeronee]

where are you?

Today I visited your home, but you were not here. I searched everywhere but could not find you anywhere.

The only thing I found, were my memories with you in this house. You scent was here, but nobody besides me noticed. My childhood slipped away while seeing your husband with his new wife.

How dare he? Less than one year he found her and replaced you. Everyone seems so okay with this but I cannot betray you. While eating at the table, the only thing I sensed was my strength to hold my tears back. How difficult this was, although I am so good in holding back my emotions.

You were not here today.

One year, 25 days. 389 days since your soul wandered away.

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[anotheeronee]

I knew it wouldn’t last but how harsh of you to use me and leave me.

I liked you a lot, I was there for you, I helped you.

I don’t say that to make me feel superior, but rather I gave up on everyone while you’ve put everyone prior than me.

That’s the only and simple, yet hurtful difference between you and me.

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[anotheeronee]

No matter what I do or how I do it, it’s wrong. Sometimes I think I’ve no place in this world. Nowhere I belong to. Nobody whom I belong to. It’s just so empty.

I wanna go home, but I’m homeless. Simple, yet hurtful enough.

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[anotheeronee]

I’d take any pain but this one.

This one is different because you harmed me.

You’re the reason why I cry so often, why I harm myself, why I’m losing my sanity.

I hate you but at the same time I love you. You aren’t able to love. You destroy and that’s your issue. Fix it. This can’t be love.

You destroyed me.

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[anotheeronee]

You and me. As it was. I miss it.

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[anotheeronee]

You don’t know how I felt that day.

You shattered all my heart and soul.

You didn’t love me. You used me.

You’ll never experience how you hurt me because you’re careless.

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