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Yoohyeon ~ Dreamcatcher

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Just rosie being the skinny queen she is

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Kurraudea

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Does anyone else feel like a year of quarantine has messed up everything ?

I feel like i don't have any control over my life anymore

#never being good enough

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always:

-a second choice

-an option

-never good enough

-left behind

-forgotten

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Person: But, you’re not fat!

Me: I’m not skinny tho

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me before vs. after eating an apple

and that’s on body dysmorphia

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Me when I lose 5lbs: This is nothing I am a failure 5lbs means nothing I need to lose more, 5lbs makes no difference I’m a piece of shit

Me when I gain .01lbs: THIS IS SO MUCH WHAT THE FUCK HOW COULD I LET THIS HAPPEN

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Eating disorder logic

- I’m lonely I’m going to isolate myself - I’m hungry I’m going to starve - I’m full I’m going to eat - I feel enormous I’m going to binge now - I can tell I’ve lost weight I’m never eating again - I’m happy I’m going to trigger myself - I’m sad I’m going to pretend I’m fine - gum has 5 calories no - ice cream has a million calories I’m going to eat a whole 7 pints

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*curls up into a ball and hopes to disappear from the world*

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my heart: i think he really loves me

anxiety, depression and all that shit: he doesn't

my heart: but

anxiety, depression and all that shit: he

anxiety, depression and all that shit: D O E S N ' T

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Without You

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