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Reblog if 004:

Reblog if you're have social anxiety anxiety and whenever you're n public you feel everyone is talking about you and passing comments on YOU. If you 'friends' are laughing you feel they're making fun of you.

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when people who only follow me on normie social medias are like ‘wow you’re never online you barely ever post’ im always like :) thank you :) yes I am extremely offline. without mentioning that I spend like 15 hours a day posting nonsense on a barely functional social media app that most people think shut down in 2018

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Tw

Kinda just wanna die 😌

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Tw

When you put a face mask on while cutting because that's self care 🤪

#tw #sh #sh mention #tw s3lf harm #self h4rm #selfharn #self haarm #self h@rm #self harrrm

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me: *impulsively tells someone a fucked up thing about myself*

them: that doesn’t sound healthy

me: yeah lol

me: *thinks about what i told them for 5 hours*

me: why the fuck

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to all those who do not feel valid

it is a disorder related to the way of thinking and to an often false image of oneself and one's surroundings

things like weight and whether you fast completely or not and those things are effects but never indicators of whether you are really ill

and it is not for anyone to judge how serious the condition really is

no matter what, you are valid

you are valid you are valid you are valid you are valid you are valid you are valid you are valid you are valid you are valid you are valid you are valid

don't forget it

take care of yourself, i love you for being here and hope you don't let it get you down because

You. Matter.

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Yall ever just stare down a car as you are walking across the road.

Like mf hit me, ik you wanna

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Tw

Anyone else go from suicidal to horny.

We love a good coping mechanism guys :D

#suislide #life sucks #tw suicude #su1c1d3 #tw suidice #tw #tw sui mention #tw suicice

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School needs to go ahead and suck my dick.

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Yk when my tblr posts slowly get more and more depressing 😄

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I hate being alive.

#tw #tw suidice #tw suicude #su1c1d3 #suislide #depressing shit #sad but true #im sad and tired

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Anxiety is so bad rn :(

#anxious #anxitey #anxi4ty #tw anxiety #im sad and tired #anxeity #tw #sh #ed talk

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Has anyone else had this problem?

Last year I had to do this depression and anxiety screening with a psychiatrist but how they do it is they give you like a really long sheet of questions and then you have to give your answers as a number, 1 to 4 and I didn't really understand how this meant to work cause how was I meant to rate what I was feeling or doing when I didnt have anything to compare me to, like I didnt know what they would consider a 4, therefore I just had to guess, I suppose and ended up mainly putting 2s and 3s cause it can always get worse right :/

(I think it was done roughly this way but don't quote me in terms of the actual numbers, it was a long time ago now)

Has anyone else had this problem with screening or testing to do with diagnoses'?

#depresso expresso #sh #kinda depressing #depresso #depressing shit #ed talk #tw depression #tw anxiety #tw

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vfbrewbgsh calling me out

One of the worst parts of self harm and suicidal ideation is when you’re sitting next to someone you love so much and all you can think about is how badly you want things to end.

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I was sitting on my bedroom floor earlier on ft to my friend, we were gonna start cutting together but they had to answer a text or something so my special mind was like, let's just casually start body checking while I'm sitting infront of the mirror.

#tw #tw sh #sh #sh mention #ed talk #ed mention #tw ed mention #ed thots #tw ed thoughts #tw ed related #tw ed behavior #self h4rm #selfharn #self haarm #s3lf h4rm #tw s3lf harm #s3lfharm

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I was watching a movie earlier about how this boy went to a psych ward and it made me so fraustrated cause I've never heard of an in real life situation where someone got admitted just cause they said they wanted to kts, I'm not saying that's right, I just feel like it isn't a very realistic representation of real life. I also feel like people outside of the mentally ill community aren't aware of what it's all like in terms of what it takes to get to a stage where you are admitted.

#depresso expresso #kinda depressing #depresso #depressing shit #self destruction #sh mention #tw #tw rant #tw ed related #tw suidice #tw suicude #tw sui mention

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I love the scars from styro cutting, they just feel more permanent.

#tw #tw sh #sh mention #sh #self haarm #selfharn #self h4rm #s3lf h4rm #s3lfharm #tw s3lf harm