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apoetsphilosophy · 8 days
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apoetsphilosophy · 8 days
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I wish you’d let me Sink my teeth into your neck Or maybe Watch you suffocate instead And have you grow obsessed Possessed Writhe in love, anxious and stressed Vie for me with zero rest I’d know then that you love me best We’d lay in bed all day undressed A lovers’ nest Our bodies pressed Your mouth around my breast Cherry bruises on your chest The sheets all messed The rest you’ve guessed My crazy is subtle, suppressed I only half jest
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apoetsphilosophy · 1 month
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apoetsphilosophy · 1 month
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A mental white noise strips me dim Exhaustion feeds on every limb Lifeless here I suffer muted A stagnant mind, all spent and looted
I only want to lie still Decompose into the floorboards So someday I can sprout anew Green shoots reaching for the endless blue
When I’m reborn, I would live freely Enjoy the sun if I so will it Feel the soil with my feet I think that’s really all I need
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apoetsphilosophy · 3 months
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apoetsphilosophy · 3 months
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I am an empty vessel Please pour into me Fill me to the brim With your affection Find my bottom That which was Strange and uncharted Dismissed as endless By those exhausted In the search And if it trickles out Through cracks and pinholes Pour faster yet Patch as you go
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apoetsphilosophy · 4 months
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apoetsphilosophy · 4 months
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Darling, Don’t be surprised to see me Dig into my pulsing flesh Let the wind into my entrails Splay my ribcage open wide A bloom of gore turned inside out My heart left gaping For the taking Of course I’ll love you With no walls I begged to meet you At any cost Touch my insides Don’t be repulsed I may be soulless But never heartless
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apoetsphilosophy · 5 months
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apoetsphilosophy · 5 months
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I kissed your ass for so long You now think it's golden Your ego is flared And you are emboldened In knowing that I will never leave That I will always forgive As long as I live No matter how little you give You bring guns to a fight But all I do is just write My past isn't white I never walked in the light You don't let me forget That I'm tainted with blight When you only want me at night I lie to myself and say it's alright Even if you never call me your wife I'd sooner filet my heart with a knife Than betray the man Who gave me life
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apoetsphilosophy · 5 months
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apoetsphilosophy · 5 months
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It's laughable That you ignite over crumbs While I've been slowly burning For years Silently eating dish after dish Of disrespect I made peace with your demons Tomorrow is a new day Like clockwork I'll Drop on my knees Open my mouth And swallow what you give me Because that's what I know What I deserve What I understand I'll thank you as I wipe my lips Smile And shyly ask for praise
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apoetsphilosophy · 6 months
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apoetsphilosophy · 6 months
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Now is the winter Of our discontent With no sun In sight I am fatigued from feeling Solid sadness A sleeve of pain On a worn out heart I miss the you you aren’t The am I was before When I could give myself And be cared for back What novel torture To feel lonelier together Than alone But the relief of tears Won’t come
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apoetsphilosophy · 8 months
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apoetsphilosophy · 8 months
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It swings like a pendulum Taking a toll You are so nice Yet not nice at all Fickle and spiteful Like nettles your temper Burns an old victim Demanding surrender In seconds it blazes A raging wildfire Unruly it razes And only climbs higher You’re cruel and dismiss me It all falls apart And I like a fool Take it to heart Rather than fight you I’ll go be alone So fuck off and burn On your own
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apoetsphilosophy · 10 months
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