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flop era

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love my ex-partner sm we are literally just two boy best friends 🥰

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pet

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2023

COLLECT PHYSICAL MEDIA

SAVE RECEIPTS AS ROOM DECOR

READ AND REREAD AND REREAD AND REREAD

LOSE YOUR PHONE

ORANGE

LOSE AMBITION

KILL THE SHAME MAN

DANCE IN THE KITCHEN

WINE AND ESSAYS

BUSES ARE ALIVE

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ahh shit i did it again i smoked weed and got high by accident . i smoked the weed on purpose but getting high was a mistake

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marijuana...gods funnyest vegetable

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I dont fuckin knows!!!!!!!!

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it really is insane how waking up early will grant you access to some of the most beautiful sights and sensations in the world that will make you want to live forever, but only if you overcome the gauntlet of a thousand razors that is getting out of bed early. truly one of life's little saw traps.

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I’m high and going back on tumblr

#and now I’m 20 years old

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do you ever just [The first time I tasted somebody else's spit, I had a coughing fit I mistakenly called them by your name I was let down it wasn't the same I'm doing fine, trying to derail my one track mind Regaining my self-worth in record time But I can't help but think of your other in the bed that was mine Am I a masochist, resisting urges to punch you in the teeth Call you a bitch and leave? Why did I come here? To sit and watch you stare at your feet? What was the plan? Absolve your guilt and shake hands? I feel no need to forgive but I might as well But let me kiss your lips so I know how it felt Pay for my coffee and leave before the sun goes down Walk for hours in the dark feeling all hell Don't hold your breath, forget you've ever saw me at my best You don't deserve what you don't respect Don't deserve what you say you love and then neglect Now bite your tongue, it's too dangerous to fall so young Take back what you said Can't lose what you never had I feel no need to forgive but I might as well But let me kiss your lips so I know how it felt Pay for my coffee and leave before the sun goes down Walk for hours in the dark feeling all hell You got a 9 to 5, so I'll take the night shift And I'll never see you again if I can help it In five years I hope the songs feel like covers Dedicated to new lovers You got a 9 to 5, so I'll take the night shift And I'll never see you again if I can help it In five years I hope the songs feel like covers Dedicated to new lovers You got a 9 to 5, so I'll take the night shift And I'll never see you again if I can help it In five years I hope the songs feel like covers Dedicated to new lovers]?

#1.5 years later #same song same girl 💀

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my hobbies? uhh.. peeling back the layers…. uncovering metaphors.. mirroring…..connecting dots…..stuff like that

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at the risk of sounding like a millennial, the thing is that sometimes I really am on the brink of despair and then I have a cup of coffee and become normal again

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In a situation right now. Excited for The passing of time to take me out of it.

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Kick me like a stray

#mcr

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they should invent a way to reconnect with old friends that doesnt feel like eating a pile of dirt in front of god

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I am actually so chill for a girl who is filled to the brim with so much hatred and rage.