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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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"Behu i mire" Bukowski
Na është thënë gjithmonë
çmoje mendimin e tjetrit
edhe po qe ai
mendimi më arkaik
më teveqeli apo
më i neveritshmi.
Na është kërkuar
të mësojmë me dashamirësi
nga gabimet e tyre
nga jeta e tyre e çuar dëm
në veçanti
nëse janë të moshuar.
Por mosha është
shumësia e bëmave tona.
Ata janë rritur
keq
sepse kanë jetuar
në terr,
ata kanë refuzuar
që të shohin.
S’është faji i tyre?
I kujt qenka, atëherë?
I imi qenka?
Më është thënë
ti fsheh prej tyre
mendimet
nga frika e frikës së tyre.
Mosha nuk është krim
por turpi i një jetë të çuar dëm
me paramendim
ndërmjet shumë jetësh të tjera
të çuara dëm me paramendim.
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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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Paranoid.
When you think you’ve given your all They show you what you haven’t done. When you think you’ve figured it out They show you there’s more than just that. When you think you’re going to be okay They show you nothing’s okay.
They’ll tell you to not read into it. You’ll think you’re paranoid. They tell you to give them your trust. You’ll think they’ve already earned it. They’ll tell you they are in love. You’ll think that maybe you are too.
You push yourself more and more. And they will push you too. You want to make yourself love them. And they want you to love them too. You want to make yourself seem happy. And they want you to seem it too.
But when you realize you’re wrong, And they’ve already moved on, You’ll be stuck in the darkness thinking. What could have been the one, What could you have done, Why is the world around you sinking. It’s all your fault. Now your hearts in a vault. And you spend most your time drinking.
When you see the smile on their faces, Just know it’s all for show. When you see the ring on their finger, Just know it never really meant a thing. When you see the bad intentions Just know you’re not really paranoid.
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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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Të kujtosh, do të thotë të dish të shohësh.
Të dish,do të thotë të kujtosh atë që sheh.
Të shohësh,do të thotë të dish pa u kujtuar.
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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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Dreams in the dusk, 
Only dreams closing the day 
And with the day’s close going back 
To the gray things, the dark things, 
The far, deep things of dreamland. 
Dreams, only dreams in the dusk, 
Only the old remembered pictures 
Of lost days when the day’s loss 
Wrote in tears the heart’s loss. 
Tears and loss and broken dreams 
May find your heart at dusk.
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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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forever hidden.
there are words never meant to be spoken; even under your breath –
secrets you will never know.
i remember in bits and pieces
when i couldn’t form a single thought
stripped of ability to question or reason; doing only as i was told
like a soul trapped in a robot.
piercing words that struck my core like waterfall of asteroids –
i remember when my heart froze the rose hidden behind my back withering away.
how convincing is the voice of an earthquake?
when you can’t say a single word and your thoughts leak from the corner of your eyes –
but you feel no pain
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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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The word depressed is spoken phonetically as "deep rest". So there's nothing to be ashamed of ,you are just recharging.
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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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THERE'S NO WAY I WAS BORN TO JUST PAY BILLS & DIE...
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aquamarinalll · 5 years
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Ura dhe brigje
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aquamarinalll · 6 years
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Complains are like the clouds that produce no rain no matter how thick they gather. Never depend on your complaint thinking they are stair cases. Drop that thing.
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aquamarinalll · 6 years
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Morning sumrise
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