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upon closer inspection ~ Theo Nott

AUTHOR NOTE || I haven’t written in months but I missed my lover boy Theo so I hope you all enjoy this as ,I hope as I did writing is

love you, B 💋

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Theo to the naked eye came off as privileged, he had no shortage of confidence nor charisma. This is something that by nature is established by all when regarding Theodore Nott.

So it way easily assumed by many that Theo would treat another as disposable merely serving and a consumption of blank time.

This however, was not the intimate case at hand, well your hands at least.

up close, closer, he was a humble, gentle dreamer who feasted on the very thought of you.

Theodore didn’t ever consider the two of you seperate beings, in his mind you were conjoined in spirit.

Thus everything he does is for you, simple things like the how he keeps you extra close throughout the night right till you wake as he knows how much you crave the heat his body provides you, how however possible a simple touch of your entwined bodies allowed all heaviness to be drained from any weight either may have felt, making sure you get your morning coffee because he knows it how you cope with the dread of the early rise, carrying you to one of your dorms if you ever accidentally drifted into slumber in the common room. Bigger things too, like missing Quidditch training even though his team captain just to watch you meticulously study in the library just because he loves the face you make when focused, he is as rich as he is generous, for you he would spurge. He would also expose his emotions to you, he projected composure to everyone else but to you he was vulnerable without hesitation because, with you, he has never felt this much in his life.

So whenever you fight, it breaks you both, it’s a mutual agreement that you two are never go to sleep angry. Each fight usually needs within the day, but if it ever extended and you started to cry, fuck, his heart, shattered. No like he actually feels like he’s dying when he watches, hears or even thinks of you crying, it’s overwhelming for him to accept that he would ever make you cry, he is stung with guilt for days. But no bad moment would overpower the joyous times, they shine too bright, pure emotion is a way to describe your relationship, sneaking into the kitchen early morning before you had to share your lives with those around you, knowing one another more than you knew yourselves, staring so intently into each other’s souls that it almost became violating, you both love so deeply that nothing, nothing, could ever in any world change that

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What's become of us?

Theo Nott x reader

Word count: 2049k p.s I'm back from the dead xoxo B 💋

the ups & downs of Teddy, fluff + angst, happy ending

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Things had been good.

You think?

You both loved each other, and that's what mattered.

You watched as Theo slept, the gentle rising and falling of his chest, so peaceful, so soft, so lovely.

So you moved closer, and he immediately wrapped an arm around you, bringing you in tight. You closed your eyes and let out a deep heavy breath stirring around.

He sturred, and kissed your forehead, you thought he was asleep.

"You ok baby? Can't sleep, hmm?" he asked lazily

"I'm fine, just cold that's all" It wasn't a complete lie, you weren't fine, but you were in fact cold. A half-truth.

With that, he held you tighter and closer than you thought possible, your bones melted into his and managed to drift into dream state.

The morning was always your favourite. Theodore was an early riser but the temptation of having you all alone, in his bed, all day, sent him to war with his body, of never waking you and never leaving.

But his head knew better, so with that, he attacked your face with kisses until satisfied with your unhappy groans of being awoken.

"Good *kiss* Morning *kiss* My *kiss* Girl" he teases

"mhmm" is all you manage to respond

"you know how perfect you look sleeping" he whispers

to hide your blushing you retreat your face into his chest.

Both smiling like children. Moments like these distracted the chaos that had been stalking you both for weeks, petty fights, self-insecurities, possessiveness, and hurt. It all came from a place of love, but in the heat of it all the last thing either of you felt was loving.

"what class do you have first?" you ask

"dark arts, you?" he replies

"potions" you laugh

"aha" he says gathering you both out of bed.

Soon enough you're both greeting your friends at breakfast.

"here they are" Draco huffs as you both sit on the cold wood of the great halls delightfully large seats

"We thought you two would never join us" Blaise teases

"Oh please wasn't it you and Pans stumbling 30 minutes late, into astronomy yesterday?" Theo retorts

""Yes, I distinctly remember Professor Ainistra's face when she realised the red on Blaise's checks was transferred from our Pans Girls lips!" you added in a laugh

"well you four can be late whenever else, but not tonight" Enzo stated staring dead into everyone's eyes

"Oh yes! We have been on our best behaviour ladies and gents, for the last three weeks, so much so even Snape is absolutely certain, something is going to happen" Matteo adds with a devilish grin plastered onto is face

"and our perfect behaviour cannot have been for nothing." Enzo huffed

"Don't worry, we will be at the party, on time" Pansy smiled

the conversation continued as per usual until an unexpected guest arrived leaning over the snakes' table.

As if in unison, you all turned to face the Gryffindor just as confused as each other

"Are you lost?" you spoke up

"No perfectly where am I intended to be," She said

"Ok well, then I'll paraphrase, what the fuck do you want, Granger?" Pansy quickly followed

"I just wanted to confirm for myself, that you lot aren't planning some" she stopped

"secret party" she whispered

"Oh yeah, and what difference does it make to you?" Blaise questioned

"Well to be clear, I will not hesitate in telling Dumbledore about the whispers of this evening, with exams so close, it would be upmost inappropriate!" Hermione admitted

all staring at her expressionless led her to continue

"You all really shouldn't encourage such an uproar"

"Well, there's nothing happening Hermione, you can return to your lion's den," Enzo said picking at his food.

With a roll of her eyes, she was gone.

"too early for this bullshit" you said sipping your coffee

"what are you doing?" Draco asked as Enzo began aggressively writing in a small notebook

you all leaned in to watch him write

HERMIONE GRANGER

in red alongside an already large list

"What's that Enz" Theo laughed

his face shoots back up, "a very carefully curated list of anyone who will get hexed at the door if they dare to try to enter

Matteo pats Lorenzos back "Good man" he smiles

and with that, the bell had rung.

You and Pansy made your way to potions, the boys not far behind towards defence against the dark arts, ironic.

Classes went as quickly as expected, as did the day, it wasn't until leaving your last class, that the day felt particularly gloomy, all the more reason to party harder tonight, you thought.

Heading towards your dorm, you felt hands grab your shoulders, an excited Pansy, laughed,

"So, should we get ready in my dorm or yours tonight?" she asked

"Oh Pans, I don't even know why you ask anymore, we always end up in mine," you say

"Great we'll go to your dorm now then" she smiled

"Ok, now the big question, whatever shall we wear?" you ask

before she could reply her hand blocked you from moving any further

"What the fuck" she said pointing at Theodore in conversation with Astoria

"What the fuck" you mimic

"Should we say something? Look at how she's looking at him, she was doing the same to Blaise last week,, stupid bitch" She says eyebrows scrunched

"No, no, let's just save it for tonight" you managed

"Wow, umm, that's not how we usually do these things," Pansy said following you to your dorm

"I'm not in the mood to have it out right now" you huffed closing your dorm door

"surprise, this might help" Pansy smiled taking a bottle of fire whiskey

"Yes!" hugging her and the bottle

As time passed you two had finally found your way to the common room party.

Enzo and Matteo greeting you at the door

"It's so loud! won't the professors hear?" you scream over the music

"We have been doing silencing spells for weeks" Enzo laughed

"Of course" You smile in return, you walk around when you feel strong hands stop you in your tracks. Looking down at you is no other than your teddy bear.

"your ass is practically falling out of this dress" he states pulling your dress as far down as he possibly can

"yeah almost as short as Astorias" You laugh

"What?" He asks

"I'm going to get a drink" You say walking off. Big mistake.

his hand harshly grips your wrist, pulling you back before you manage to retreat 3 steps forward

"Then I'll come with you" he states intertwining your hands and leading you both towards the table of alcohol,

"No" you shout dropping your hand out of his, "just go bring her a drink and leave me alone" pointing at Astroia, quickly running off from a confused Theodore.

The night continues music blasting, your head pulsing, you find yourself drunkenly seated on a couch, eyes threatening to shut until you feel body weight against yours as a guy sits closely next to you.

"Move" you say attempting to push them away from you "I have a very scary boyfriend" you slur

"I am your very scary boyfriend." Theo says

you focus your eyes to see his face, confirming it is, in fact, him, then rest your head on his shoulder, he moves your legs to lie on his lap

"I haven't seen much of you tonight my love" he sighs

"Yeah, well you must, have, just been seeing too many of everything then and talking too many" you mumble

"Come on lets get you to bed, Enzo and Metteo will be happy when I report their party got you to this state of being" He laughs supporting you up

Your head was positively aching, and by the time you had reached the corridors, the voice inside it was reminding you, that you were angry at him, so you weakly shove him off

"I'm not ready to go" You said finding your way back to the party with hast

"ok then" Theo shakes his head and guides you back to resume your place on the couch, when you both returned to find it occupied all Theodore had to do was mouth 'move' for them all to scatter.

You sat and accidentally drifted to sleep, when you had awoken you were much more sober. Looking around you saw Theo by your side rubbing your legs, but straight ahead on the other couch was Astoria, in distance conversation with your boyfriend.

That was enough to convince you, that your night was over. Springing up you began walking to your dorm. Theodore right behind you, and right behind him was Astoria.

you turned around, pushing through Theo, straight to Astorias face

"and what the fuck are you tailing for, you want to join us in my dorm, huh" You spat

"I, uh" she managed

"No really, I insist you answer" You breathe

out of now where Pansy appears, you hear her say "Get at her" You didn't have to hear that twice, and so you did. Grabbing her hair and smacking her against the nearest wall, before enough damage could be done Theodore is pulling you off, and Blaise, holding Pansy back from finishing what you started.

"You're lucky I don't have my fucking wand with me, and your extra lucky the killing curse is unforgivable" You scream at her, in a huff, you stormed to your dorm a crying mess.

Theodore arrives at your dorm at the same time you do, immediately grabbing your face, and wiping your tears "Are you ok" he lets out

"Fine, go check on your other girlfriend" you sniffle

"Baby, stop, what's going on?" He sighs, leading you both into your dorm, locking the door behind.

You can do nothing but sigh. Ignoring him, you wash your face, and get ready for bed, Theo says sat, watching you from the edge of your bed.

"What are you doing?" you question

"spending the night?"

"No Teddy I need to be alone tonight" pleading as you get under your covers

"Are you serious?" he asks putting a hand on your leg

"yes." you say quietly, moving from his touch

"When have I EVER turned you away, I'm staying," He says undressing

something comes from within you and bubbles out in a sob

"This is it, then, this is what we've become? hiding from each other? not touching, not talking, THIS IS WHAT WE"VE BECOME?!" He screams looking into your soul

"Just leave me alone, I'm too tired to fight you, please" you mutter

he sits next to you, scooping you up,

"come on my love, let's talk, this isn't us," he says tears threatening to leave his own eyes

"I just think we're both overwhelmed," you say

"we are" he adds

"and trying to navigate everything," you say

"It's true," he says

"and maybe it's getting too much? maybe we're too much together" you cry

"No. No" He insists holding your face

'We are never too much, ever!" he pleads

"We can't go on like this, fighting, then pretending nothing wrong" you admit

"so we won't, we will fix things, we will talk, and touch and love my sweet girl" he says

"We're not letting go just yet," He says joining you undercover

"Ok, I'm sorry" you let out "What's going on with you and Astoria?" You had to ask

"Nothing. I swear to Merlin, nothing" he says

"Pans and I saw you two talking today, then I woke up and there she is again," you say

"Baby, the only thing I even speak to her about is you, truthfully," he says

"She obviously got a crush on you" you frown

"She's a troll, a pest, I'll never even look in her direction again" he says

"Good, or I'll smack the other side of her face" you laugh

"The same goes for Cedric, I saw him looking at you the other day" he grunts

"Hey! I know you already took care of that, you don't think I know how he landed himself in the hospital wing, poor thing" you laugh

"Poor thing? fucking git deserved it, tryna talk to MY girl" he states

"I love you teddy" You say

"I love you more than anything, I'm sorry" he huffs

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Theo Nott

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Dark marks and forbidden hearts

Word count: 1715

Summary: Theo x Slytherin reader pairing during the uprising of the second wizarding war, you, your boyfriend and your friendship group are forced to become death eaters and follow in the legacy of your parents. You are faced with a challenge that you never would’ve imagined

Warning: Swearing, violence, trauma, death. (Not a super light read)

Author note: I don’t even care I am so proud of this I kinda wanna turn it into a full wattpad book, but seriously feedback appreciated, enjoy.

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The war wasn’t easy, you never really understood what your parents meant when they revealed the trauma they had to undergo during the first wizarding war, now it's something you deeply sympathise with.

Being born into the family of yours immediately exposed you to having to succumb to the ruling of the dark lord, a loyalty neither you or your friends wanted to condem.

Draco and Matteo were first to receive it.

Then Blaise and Enzo.

Pansy and Daphne followed.

When Theo came knocking on your dorm door during the forbidden hours of the night with tears and a freshly marked arm, you were beside yourself. It meant you had to watch the love of your life in agonising pain and you couldn’t take it away for him, so you hugged and kissed and cried and he screamed into your chest. It also meant that you were next.

It was a destiny none of you could escape, a slytherin dynasty of immortal service.

In the common room, you were joined by Draco, Daphne, Blaise and Pansy while Theo, Enzo and Matteo decided to practise quidditch. It was peaceful, but when Snape appeared in a similar fashion your friends shared distressed glances they knew what was about to happen, and they couldn’t stop it, no matter how much they wanted to.

When Snape pulled you out of the common room, narrating instructions left by the dark lord, informing you a carriage and your parents were waiting outside the castle doors, your bones went weak, and judging by the sudden paleness in your house leader you had every need to worry.

You slid through the dark and twisted alleys of Knockturn, reaching for you mothers hand but she was walking to fast and you couldn’t catch the hand of comfort you need, she was worried, she had already lived through this and she hated that you were about to as well.

You entered Borgin and Burkes and it was your living hell, you could smell the evil in every corner.

You were sat in a chair surrounded by death eaters, you had realized this was their current form of entertainment.

Then suddenly, the dark lord himself appeared and rushed to the table that stood in front of your chair, chuckling as he approached.

“well aren’t I excited to see you again, such a talented little witch” He smiled as death eater laughed along

without delay he extended his hand and gripped yours presenting your forearm, the process was done through a dark protean charm and had to be performed and cast by the Dark Lord himself, his long nails pierced through your skin as blood drew. “Morsmordre” He said digging deeper as your hand burnt and a dark mark appeared on your skin, you winced and looked up, the pain was unimaginable, the urge to cry was out of this world but you knew the pain would amuse the dark lord and a low pain tolerance wouldn’t appeal to him either, so instead you swallowed the pain and met his eyeline.

When Theo and the boys returned to the common room they were met with a distressed rest of their group, without you.

“where’s my girl?” Theo smiled and he furrowed his brows

“Theo...” Pansy breathed looking down

“They’ve taken her to Borgin and Burkes” She expressed sadly

that was enough for Theo to drop the equipment that he held resting above his shoulder

“Fuck!” He yelled

everyone flinched as they watched Theo spiral,

“Fuckkkk!” He repeated as he paced up and down the common room

“For fuck sakes” He loudly whispered as he sat dropping his head in hands.

There was nothing else any of them could do but wait for your return.

On the travel back to Hogwarts your parents tried to remind you

“only Voldemort's inner circle were and are branded with the Dark Mark, even Greyback had not been granted this highest honor”

But you were hurt, you were in pain, you wanted Theo, you needed to let out your sobs, you had been marked.

After a final farewell to your parents who promised to write to you, you were running to your room.

You swung open your door and immediately slammed it closed behind you resting your body as you slumped to the floor, your head resting on the door.

“Silencio“ You whispered as you placed a silencing charm of your dorm, you didn’t want your whole house hearing your screaming and knowing your pain, after all it was only your special group who had been hand chosen by the dark lord to collect.

You look up to find Theo sitting on your bed, waiting for you to return.

“Baby-” He said springing to you

and that was it, you lost it, you screamed and cried. You were in so much pain, it burnt and it was permanent.

You crawled to him and he dropped to your level, cradling you, holding you so tight. He understood, he’d already been through it and now it was his turn to comfort.

“It hurts, it hurts! Teddy it burns!” You sobbed and screamed

“I know my darling, I’m sorry so sorry” He breathed out

Theo picked you both up leading you to your bed, you both laid as you held your forearm, tears still streaming. Weeping, Wailing throughout the night as Theo held you as close as ever, his ears felt like bleeding listening to the horror of your screams, he felt like finding and destroying any and all of Voldemort's horcruxes, then personally killing him for laying a single finger on you and causing you a single ounce of pain, you both trembled until you physically couldn’t fight sleep anymore.

Waking up wasn’t your usual bliss, Theo woke first and observed you, he noted the heavy heave of your rising and falling chest, inspecting your slightly puffy face, when he looked down at your arm red bloody scratches overlapped over the death that marked your forearm, he lifted his own arm and compared the same blood dried scars on his own dark mark, and it fucking hurt to him when he realised that he couldn’t yet steal you both away from the nightmare you were living, so when he slept he dreamt of waking up so far from everyone, and imagined you and him in a house, starting a family, being with your friends and none of you ever having to be reminded of your current reality.

Unfortunately for Theodore that future did not near.

He didn’t want to wake you, he knew you needed all the sleep you could get after last night, but you were readjusting in your sleep, meaning you had woken up.

You fluttered your eyelids open and up at Theo, he made level with your eyes and connected and rested your foreheads together, pressing a gentle kiss on your lips.

Ready for breakfast, you both made your way down to the great hall making sure to have your robes passing and covering your arms.

It was clear you two hadn’t slept well, a headache tormented your head and people stared at your ungroomed state, Theo offering the sharpest stares to anyone who even tried to comment.

You joined the rest of your gang at the Slytherin table.

“Well that's the lot of us done then” Mattheo said gesturing to your forearm with his spoon

“Yeah just when I thought we couldn’t get any more alike Teo” You slightly smiled back

“My father said it's just us, we’re the only ones who got the mark ths war” Draco scoffed

“Officially the Lords bitches” joked enzo

Pansy rolled her eyes

“Wanna help me get us the coffee girls?” Pasny asked looking back and forth between Daphne and yourself

you nodded and joined them in the pursuit of some much need caffeine.

“how you holding up?” Blaise asked theo

he shrugged in response

“I know man when Pans got hers I think I was in more pain watching her hurt than getting my own” Blaise admitted

All theo could do was nod in agreement and sympathy as your screams still echoed in his mind

“Daphne too, broke my fucking heart, can tell you that much” Draco interjected

The three of you returned with 8 coffees for the lot of you, you sat as Theo immediately reached for your hand, you threw a packet of cigarettes on the table to initiate for the group to take their coffees and collectively move outside for a cigarette each.

You all knew there was no way of escaping it, but that didn’t mean you all embraced it, reluctantly and painfully contributing, you knew you would all complete task by task, each time losing a piece of the people you truly were. You all understood the gravity of your situation, and in a silent agreement knew together you would all escape this eventually, hopefully killing it before it could kill one of you.

Just as you were all about to take your conversation outside Snape appeared and glared down at each of you... silence fell dead flat, quickly returning the cigarette packet to your pocket

“We need to talk make, your, way, to, my, office. Now” He stated

So without hesitation you all left your station following the Professor without a word.

Snape's office wasn’t unfamiliar to any of you, he protected you lot, out of respect for your families and for a gentle understanding of your youth and the unordinary situation you fell into.

“I have, been informed, by the Dark Lord himself, of a mission, in which, you lot will be obtaining and conducting” He informs

You all watched and listened with anticipation and fear for what he has to say next, Theo discreetly grabbing hold of your hand to ease the anxiety the both of you currently carried.

“You will be eliminating Dumbledore” Snape sighs

shocked, you all still in a mutual silence of disgust and denial

“eliminating as in fucking murdering?” Enzo spat

“that is correct Mr Berkshire” Snape said before rapidly walking towards the exit.

You all in conjunction fell into each others bodies attempting to accept the certain commitment of our condemned futures.

“Children” Snape said before leaving

in unison you all clock your heads toward him

“You have, until, June.”

LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT A PART 2!!!

the end, lol, love you... bye

-B💋

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Migraines and get better kisses - Theo Nott.

Summary: Through an intense Quidditch match, Theo gets hurt and you comfort him. Fluff

Word count: 830

Author Note: I’m gonna run out of ideas soon, so send requests. I can also write for other people and characters so don’t be shy, p.s hi new followers so happy to have you here, if anyone wants to get to know me a little better leave a message I’d love to talk to you :)

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Supporting your boyfriend was one of your favourite things in the world. How excited he would get before every game, the joys of winning, it brought out an admirable side of Theo, you saw his passion, drive, focus, his love for the sport, something he promised he would teach your future children.

Though it wasn't always a high, it definitely had its lows. Its loses, the teams occasional loss, Theo carried that burden, as team captain he felt responsible for everyone, Merlin, the entire house counted on his win. And He felt that pressure, and you felt its side effects.

Sacrifice was something you learnt to befriend once dating Theo, sometimes he trained early mornings and late nights, and spent hours on game plans, plus working out, and getting in the heads of the opponent, sometimes you felt the game stole him from you. But then you remember how good it is to see him after the passed time, how he hugs you a little tighter after every game and how he spends a little longer snuggled in bed on his days off training to make up for the missed time from his previous morning.

This game was incredibly important to him, and Merlin did he love to know that you were in the crowd sporting his jersey for everyone to know you were his.

He played well until out of nowhere. a bludger. straight for him, and just like that your heart dropped as he did.

“Teddy!” you screamed leaning over the benchers, pansy holding you back

“he’ll be ok don't worry yet” Enzo comforted

but that was enough to hold back your clear destress, you watch as he gets taken off, unconscious, quickly to the hospital wing.

you rush to hospital wing without hesitation.

When you arrive, battling through the quidditch crowd then the roaming students, you found your boyfriend already in bed.

Rushing to his side unapologetically, regardless of Snape warning you to keep your distance.

Madam pomfrey understood as she smile as she watched you lace your fingers into his crying at the hand of the man you love so well.

“will he be ok?” you ask praying for the right answer

“Oh yes poppet he will be just fine, the remedy I have treated will cause him to sleep for a while, but when he wakes up he will, no doubt, be in proper form” She smiles sweetly.

As time passes and the shades of night bleed throughout the hours, you watch in agony as he sleeps through the pain, you were convinced you were in more pain than him having to sit there and no be able to help him.

You had accidently fallen asleep, your head resting on his hand, your fingers still intertwined. When he finally awoke he rose to find you sleeping, and the sight was a better feeling than any quidditch victory, his girl, caring so much and in that moment he’d never loved the game more than right then, because this display of your worry proved to him there was nothing else you could do to be more perfect.

He sat in thought for a while debating whether it would be better or worst to wake you. He wanted to be selfish and have you awake and all for himself, so that's exactly what he did.

Squeezing your hand lightly, you shuffled until your movement woke you.

When your eyes opened to find Theo awake and well you jumped into this arms

“Teddy are you ok?!” you worried

“I’m just fine” he whispered as he embraced you

“are you sure? No broken bones, no temperature?” you panicked as you pressed your hand against his forehead to check his heat, you breathing increased as you examined his freshly awaken state.

“My darling I’m good” he said holding both sides of you face with his hands to stop your worrying

“you gave me a heart attack” you admitted

“I’m sorry, I got distracted during the game, there was a really pretty girl wearing my jersey and I couldn’t take my eyes of her” He said tugging on the mentioned jersey you wore

your frown, turned a smile.

“but really, do you think you need to stay in here?” you question

“No, but Madam Pomfrey said the only medicine I need is to stay in your dorm with you tonight” he shrugged

“Madam Pomfrey said that did she?” You furrowed your brows

“She swears it’s the only cure” He smiled leaning into your lips, placing gentle kisses.

“Well then I better get you dosed up” You giggle

After transferring Theo to your dorm as per request you both wasted no time, falling back into each other's embrace as you whispered sweet nothings, until you fell asleep in unison.

As you fell asleep your thoughts drifted and you internally entertained the idea of starting quidditch so Theo could understand the stress of watching a loved one play.

the end, lol, love you... bye

-B💋

#Theo Nott #theodore nott imagine #Theodore Nott #theo nott x reader #slytherin fic #slytherin #theo nott fluff #theo nott x you #dating theo nott #hogwarts #Harry Potter #theodore nott x reader

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Moving on is not for the weak - Theo Nottt

Summary: Theo and reader breakup, and when Theo sees reader on a date and regrets everything. Angst to fluff

Warnings: mentions of smoking, swearing

AN: hardly edited sorry for any mistakes lmfao

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“You know it's not easy me either Theo!” you say entering the common room, Theo trailing behind you

“Oh no Darling I’m sure it must me SO HARD for you” theo spits back

this was not unlike the two of you lately, fighting. You hated it, and to some extent you started to convince yourself Theo enjoyed it, how heated you both got in the moment, the sleepless lonely nights, the constant headache. He had been picking so many fights, he must enjoy it.

Storming towards the couch to the group you sat without greeting anyone.

"It’s pathetic” Theo huffed taking a seat not too far from you.

“Here we go, trouble once again in paradise” Draco laughed

“fuck off Malfoy” Theo spat

you looked at Draco with apologetic eyes.

“do you really have to do that here?” meeting eyes with your boyfriend

“do what?” Theo said reaching for his packet of cigarettes

“constantly being awful, to me or to dray, to all of us Theodore” you complained as you reached for a cigarette

“so I’m back to just Theodore now?” He questioned

“well yes that is your name” you said

“Fuck you” he muttered lighting the dart laced between his fingers

“Pass around the pack please” said Pansy prompting to the packet he had just returned to his pocket, he threw to to her

“thanks” she smiled taking one and passing it around to Blaise and the rest of the boys

“So are we all going to the Gryffindor, Ravenclaw game?” Asked Matteo lighting a cige himself

“yeah I’m down” you said

“of course you are” stated your boyfriend

“meaning?” Pansy asked, as you both look at him with confusion

“Oh come on you're just gonna love wishing Weasley goodluck for the game, aren't you baby” He smiled spitefully

“excuse me?” you stood up

“he was drooling all over you in dark arts today” he stood matching you

“no Theo, he wasn’t, you are always looking for a fight” you said exhausted

“yeah well you give me reason, and maybe if you were a little easier to be with then it wouldn’t be this way, I mean seriously darling sometimes I can’t fucking stand you” He ranted inhaling his smoke

teary eyed you stared into his eyes

“if that's how you feel teddy, then consider this done I’m- I’m done” you said weakly putting out the cigarette that occupied you hand.

and that's when Theodore Notts stomach dropped, teddy. He hadn’t heard you use that name in too long, he remember it all, falling in love with you and how he wasn't ready to fall out of love with you. He was angry with his father, and he had been missing his late mother and he didn’t even realise he was taking it out on you. But it was done, the damage was irreversible. He knew how cruel he had been over the last month and he understood your reaction.

By the time he had proceeded what you had said all he could manage to say was

“Great”

and that broke your heart. so you left to your dorm accompanied by Pansy who was shaking her head at him as she threw an arm over your crumbling figure.

Days passed, then weeks, then it had reached two month since you had spoken to your lost love. Sure you were both still in the same group but you couldn’t even meet his eyeline.

But Theo looked at you, too much, he saw the red and puffy eyes during the first weeks, he saw in your face, you coming to terms with the situation then finally he saw you pick yourself together, and fuck, you looked good.

It was late when you entered the common room, theo was there in conversation with the group awaiting your arrival.

A wolf whistle left Enzo's lips as you joined the group

“what was the occasion?” Blaise asked

“I had a date, nothing special really” you smiled conscious of Theos presents

and with that his eyes darted towards you in shock

you observed his breathing getting heavier

“WHO?” Pansy smiled jolting to your sit, forcefully sitting you down

“adrian pucey“ you shrugged

“Do tell all about pucey the little git” Draco followed, protective of your former relationship with his best friend.

You looked up at Theo, sadness written all over his face

Merlins beard did you miss him.

“I really don’t wanna talk about it” You said, as a mutual sadness filled your system

“anyway off to bed for me” you smiled

“Us too” Pans said pulling Blaise by the arm. With that your whole group walked towards your dorms.

Theo and yourself had fallen behind the end of the groups trail, self consciousness filled the air. Your hand left draped close to Theos, intentionally and Theo wanted more than anything to intertwine his in yours. You feared you had fallen out of things to say, something you never thought possible.

he cleared the silence

“so um Pucey, huh” he said

“Oh come on, I saw you with Daphne the other day” You immediately shot back

“She's nothing to me” he said stopping both of you

you both stood there. Close. Too close.

You deeply sighed looking down at the floor

“What’s wrong, darling?” he questioned lifting your chin

“missing you a little’ you softly confessed

“missing you a lot” he loudly whispered

“I don’t want to fight you” You said as tears threatened to fall

Theo grabbed you hand and rushed you both to his dorm

as the door closed, he held you, so tight.

And you sunk into him, as he reacquainted himself with your skin

“never again, I promise baby I’ll never fight you again, I promise” He rushed

you left his hug and kissed him.

“we’ll be alright” You smiled

He lead you both to bed and old routine slept into new practice as he held you through the night

“I love you, darling” He said kissing your temple.

The morning was better than either of you imagined, a new chapter for the both of you, together.

together entering the great hall together, sat updating the group of your rekindled love.

“I’ll be back, grabbing you some coffee” Theo said kissing your head before leaving

within moments adrian pucey had occupied Theos seat

“how’s about I take you out again?” he smiled

as if on cue Theo returned

“Fuck off git” Theo exclaimed prompting him to move

without hesitation he did so, Theo taking his sit back draping an arm over his girl while the other handed her coffee followed by a soft peck.

“Thank you Teddy” You smiled.

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Amortentia. - Theo Nott

“Shit” you muttered look at your clock.

You had missed breakfast, and the class started in 10 minutes. 10 minutes, and you were still in a mess of blankets and time disassociation, springing up you gathered your uniform and dressed as quickly as you could, sparing 2 minutes for your hair and whatever makeup you could blend on.

You run through crowds of students until you finally get to your potion class.

3 minutes late you apologies and greet Professor Slughorn, as you walk towards your friends you are stunned by the intensity of a familiar smell.

You smile as you join Pansy, Blaise, Theo, Draco, Daphne, Enzo and Matteo.

You realised in your rush to get to class you forgot to bring your book

“I’m so sorry Professor, I’ve left my material in my dorm, may I please take a book from the cupboard?” you ask

“Of Course, take what you need” Slughorn smiles back

“such manners” Theo whispers in your ear from behind

you leave your group to retrieve the book, by the time you reached the cupboard Slughorn had open the already brewed cauldron.

And the smell hit you like bomb.

As if by instinct you exclaimed

“Merlins beard Theo, could you have put on any more cologne?” turning to face the group again, everyone stopped confusing you completely as Enzo grew a smirk and draco let out a chuckle, whilst Theo looked at you wide eyed.

“As I prepped the class before your late arrival, Amortentia” Professor Slughorn

holy shit, fucking Amortentia.

By default you turn away again, once more facing away from the staring class and the boy you had just accidently exposed your feelings for.

a deep breath and long struts returned you to the safety of Pansys side

“you could’ve warned me!” you softly say

“I didn’t realise” she shrugged

“Its ok” She followed with a smile

“For Merlins sake” you mutter

you felt Theos eyes praying you, but you didn’t dare to look back.

The lessons felt like forever and you grew excruciatingly impatient with the struggle of brewing this amortentia.

trying to cut the sopophorous bean was a struggle for all, except Theo.

He watched you in amazement as you visibly grew more and more annoyed throughout the lesson, so he took it upon himself to help you.

You left a body tower over yours, and pressing upon your back, Theos hands wrapped around yours moving your hands for you as he gently instructed you.

His lips met your ear as he whispered “and don't worry... I smelt you too” before returning to his own table, knowingly leaving you a hot flustered mess.

“What did he say?!” pansy demanded to know on the opposite side of your shared table

“Go on!!” Daphne encouraged

“nothing, it's just he smelt me too” you smile

The day seemed to go up from there, and by the end of the night you had all retired to the common room, all spread on the couch, with Pansy drifting slightly off to sleep in Blaises arms, Daphne and Draco in front of the fireplace, Matteo sketching on some parchment, enzo reading. You resting your head on Theos lap and he ran his fingers through your hair.

That wasn’t weird was it, was it? What is this, was it romantic, sure you’d he’d done that thousands of time before but this time it was a conscious thing , the issue was never that you didn’t like it, it was that you did too much. What if you craved something you couldn’t really ever have, yes he smelt you too but what if he just said that to make you feel better. Or less embarrassed.

It was all too overwhelming as you breathing became rapid and you needed to leave. You left Theos warmth and retreated back to your dorm, just as you closed your door, you heard three knocks. You carefully open your door to find Theo crowding your doorway.

“What's the matter, darling?” he questioned moving further in and closing the door behind him

“I- I- just can’t find figure it out” you splurge

“figure what out” he replied inching closer to you

“you, us, I don't know” you admitted flustered by the distance, and lack of between the two of you

“I’ve smelt you today. Let me taste you too” He said cupping your face with one hand you waist with another

“May I kiss you?” He asked

A small nod and a smile was all he needed to dive into a kiss you had both so longed for.

Thank Merlin for Amortentia.

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Do you have any what it would be like dating Theo Nott headcanons?

I have so many 😭 here you go I hope you like it <333

Before dating:

- you would catch him staring at you so much, all the time. I mean in the great hall, common room, in class, in the gardens EVERYWHERE

-when you first start to notice his starting he would get nervou sand turn away

-until he found you starting first

-then mans got hella cocky

-holding intense eye contact then smirking his gaze away

-the both of you had always been in the same friendship group so when the group heard wind of the two of you having feeling for each other they would always leave you guys alone, to intentionally create awkward tension

-its been known that Theo likes you... and he would kill any other guy who would even walk the same path you did

-when he finally asked you out, he took you on a late night picnic by the black lake with candles lighting the dark hour and soft music to fill any comfortable silence

-a couple days after that date he asked you out, it was late in the common room, you were studying in the common room while he just stared and admired you "will you be mine?" he whispered ever so gently in your ear

"I am yours" you giggled

"I'm serious darling I'm asking you to be my girlfriend"

While dating:

-he made sure everyone knew you were his

-you wearing all his clothes

-you wearing his massive quidditch jersey watching his games

-on winter nights, persuading the kitchen elves to let you use the kitch and you two making hot butterbeer to take back to one of your dorms

-late night knocks on you door, are theo coming to take you to the astronomy tower

-you would wear each others rings

-theo would wear you ring on his pinkie and you would have to stack other rings on top of his so it wouldn't fall off

-being the most powerful couple at hogwarts

-exchanging silent smiles in class

-him saving you a seat every day in the great hall

-sending each other notes while you're in separate classes

-his nicknames for you would be: darling, love, baby, princess and bunny

-you would call him: my love, pretty boy, teddy and baby

-matching stick & poke tattoos

-your whole group (pansy, blaise, draco, astoria, matteo, enzo, theo and yourself) would sneak out to go to hogsmeade for group field trips

-he would carry you to your dorm when you fall asleep in the common room

-you two being so used to sleeping with each other you now can't sleep alone

-being the designated parents of the group

-he would guide you through the halls with a hand on your lower back

-study dates

-your hands running through his fluffy hair

-early morning rises every so gently scratching on his back to wake him

-he would gift you flowers every friday

-sitting by each other every train ride to and from hogwarts

-being absolutely, wildly, wholeheartedly in love

#theo nott #theodore nott imagine #theo nott x reader #theo nott fluff #theo nott x you #dating theo nott #hogwarts #slytherin #harry potter #theodore nott

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Post game destress - Theo Nott

GO EASY ON ME THIS IS MY FIRST TIME WRITING LMFAO

Summary: Theo is angry about his team losing the game, and accidently takes it out on his girlfriend. Angst to fluff

Word count: around 1200 words (UNEDITED)

Warnings: swearing, fighting, drinking, alcohol, brief mentions of violence

Cheering from the benchers you watched your boyfriend ever so carefully playing quidditch.

With Pansy by your side and the rest of hogwarts darting towards every move made by the rival Slytherin and Gryffindor teams, it was the most important game of the school year and you knew Theo's mood for the next 2 weeks would be determined by the results of this very match.

Just when Slytherin got confident enough, Potter beat Malfoy to the snitch.

You slump into your chair in disappointment, echoed by the furious remarks of Slytherin peers.

Well Fuck. You thought, Theo was so sure all his hard work would’ve paid off, but all of the early mornings and late nights plus every moment in between had all been fucking worthless.

You and Pansy rushed out of the stands in hope to relax your boyfriends before they became blinded by anger or drank away their disappointment.

“Theo” You tried as you soothe gentle circles over his bruised eye

“Mother fucking Weasley” he spat

You frowned in return.

“if you think he’s bad you should see Weasley, Nott gave him a piece” Blaise added, smashing his uniform down in anger that matched theos

concerned you tried to examine the rest of Theo.

“what are you bloody looking at” he sneered shifting your hand away from his face, rejecting your comfort

“I’m just trying to see i-” you urged

“trying to see what, if I bit off more than I could chew?” He questioned all up in your face, he would never hit you, he would never dare but if there was ever a chance it would be right now.

“I- uh no, ha teddy-”

‘Ha? You what you fucking WHAT baby? Huh?!” he said, his anger gaining full momentum

Tears wheeled in you eyes as you looked into the rage filled eyes of your boyfriend , centimeters away from you

“You know what, I don't even wanna look at you right now” he said storming off

“merlin's beard” you mumbled, left standing there embarrassed and vulnerable.

“Just give them a bit, let the postgame tension rinse off” Pansy offered with a hug

“Hmm” you replied, head full of emotions over the way your usually sweet boyfriend just treated you.

You tried everything to calm yourself down, deep breathes, a face mask but nothing could help you push past the slump of sadness that weighed you down because of the way you were so recently treated.

You hear two knocks on the door, you stay frozen with the thought of possibly seeing Theo.

But to your surprise, pansy peeped through with a smile and a half empty bottle of firewhiskey.

“Wanna do me a favor and help polish off the rest, Blaise is just as fucking rude as Theo”

“You read my mind Parkinson” you smile hoping out of your bed piled with emotion.

The two of you ran through the mostly empty corridors of the castle and after the bottle was just about ingested, you hastily stumbled to your common room.

On the way there together you both strung along slurred lines of songs and conversation it seemed no one but you two would in the moment could understand quite as fluently as you did, this is some sort of a core memory you remember thinking.

Finally arriving at the Slytherin sanctuary, arms intertwined while Panseys’ free hand carried the last couple drops of Firewhiskey that you couldn't reach.

On the couch was Draco, Blaise, Enzo, Matteo and Theo immediately all observing the pair of you and your drunken state very closely.

“Well isn't this a nice thursday nice surprise” chuckled Draco breaking the silence

“Sad you didnt extend the invite ladies” Matteo followed

Theos eye shot up at him after such remarks, warning him not to push his already engaged temperament.

“Yeah well Pans-” you laughed

“No its was her” Pasny interrupted pointing at a painting on the wall, following her own direction

“She’s the one who told us to drink” she laughed

“Mhm hmm its true, i heard it was my own eyes” you smiles

“You mean you saw it with your own ears” Pansy said

You both continued to laugh as the boys whispered secret conversation, probably discussing the current state of the both of you, intrigued by the lack of inclusion of conversation you slowly neared Theo, Pansy had already fallen onto Blaises laps.

Theo noticed you nearing and extended himself to sit on the edge of the couch and further spread his legs, with two hands firm on your waist he drew you in to fill the space his legs left. Looking into his eyes in your drunken state was probably not the best idea, but you couldn't control it.

You lean further into his body as he extends his posture whispering

“Shall we go to my dorm?” he suggests

You nod and initiate your goodbyes, he keeps a hand on your waist directing you to his room, and in the condition you were in you were in no good terms to navigate independently.

When you finally get to his room, you crash so quickly onto his bed, with a pounding headache you drown yourself in the bedsheets

He follows your action as he crashes next to you, both facing each other, you stay for a moment looking into his partially black eye and get reminded of how horrible he treated you not long before.

You immediately turn around but still feel his strong gaze,

“Are you ok baby?” he whispered as he rested his head in your shoulders

And that alone was enough for the water works, maybe it was the alcohol but honestly you needed to let it out

“Hey hey hey” he rushed

“You were so horrible to me today! It was so embarrassing” you spill

“Im sorry, im sorry baby” he panicked as he turned your body to face his,

He gently swipes the few fallen tears of your face and rests his hand on your cheek

“Truly, I didn't realize I was just angry, it was the game, i'll be forever sorry” he said

‘I didn’t mean to take it out on you darling, im sorry my love” he spoke

With that he held you tighter, holding you against his chest.

You both laid in comfortable silence for a while until

“I really wanted to win’ Theo sighed

“I know Teddy” you said

“You played so well” you followed

You felt him breathe into a smile.

After a while you both accidentally drifted into sleep, around 3 hours later your shuffling woke Theo up, thank god you had sobered up you thought

He sleepily looked down at you with loving eyes, there’s your Theo you thought

“Kiss me” he smiled

“Is that a demand Mr Nott?” you said resisting the urge to fall back asleep

“Yes, Mrs Nott yes, it is” He said in between kisses

Finally parting with each other lips you both took a second to breathe

“I love you my pretty boy” You said

“I love you more beautiful girl” He return with another kiss.

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