I won’t be on this tumblr for a long long time…. Goodbye…..
Oh god help how do I undo this thing. I DONT WANA BE A COMPANY!!! GO AWAY!!!!
I hardly have anything to complain about. I have so many things that a lot of people can’t even afford…. I have a loving family…. Some good friends… But it’s just me as a person I’m not satisfied with….. Why not just try to change and make yourself a better person? One would ask…. My answer is that I have no idea why I won’t make any kind of attempt to save myself….. Apparently I’d rather save someone who is way worse than I…..
I’m sorry I don’t try to improve.
I’m sorry I hide away thinking that I can just ignore my own feelings.
I’m sorry for causing you to worry.
I’m sorry I take blame for things I didn’t do.
I’m sorry I’m doing the whole pity trip thing….
I don’t know how I’m going to try…. I don’t know if I even can try…..
I feel so useless
You say I’m the nicest person you’ve ever met but…. I only do the things I do because it puts a smile on YOUR face….. I’ve done nothing for myself….
Literally nothing…. I feel like I only exist for others…. Not for myself…. Just to absorb pain like a sponge…. Not once have I thought about myself… I’m always worried that if I do, it will seem selfish….
When your phone takes 3 minutes to load a 6 second video then you know it’s crap….