Ready or Not - Chapter 1
Story Rating: Explicit, 18+ only
Relationships: Dark!Steve Rogers/Reader
Word Count: 2,432
Warnings for Future Chapters: Non-con, dubious consent, obsession, canon divergence, additional tags to be added.Â
Summary: You were certain that Steve Rogers would never want you. How could you possibly live up to Peggy Carter? You had no idea that the Captain had plans to make you hisâŚwhether youâre ready or not.
Chapter Summary: Steve begins to make plans.
*This chapter does not contain non-con.
Additional Notes: Hey everyone! This is a new fic inspired by @jtargaryen18âs 30 Days of Chris Challenge! This is not beta-read, so any and all mistakes are my own!
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He hadnât meant to eavesdrop that day. Super soldier hearing didnât always make it easy to block out the conversations around him, but he never meant to intrude upon yours. He did his best to respect boundaries with you, even when he wanted more. When he heard the topic of dating though, he got curious. He never saw you with anyone. The thought of you dating anyone made his gut twist. No, he didnât like that at all.
âOh, come on! This isnât the 1940âs. Just ask him out,â some agent told you, not really caring who.
âNo. IâmâŚnot interested,â you said.
That coil in his gut tightened when he heard you say that. He had to admit, it hurt. Really hurt. It wasnât his pride necessarily, but something much deeper. It brought him back to years ago when girls left and right ignored him. Rejected him. Wanted nothing to do with him. He never thought you would be the type.
âYouâre such a liar. Everyone knows youâre crazy about him.â
A small smile touched his lips at that. It soothed the burn he felt in his heart. And by the way your heart raced, it helped confirm it. He had seen the longing glances and the way you blushed when he addressed you. You had sass at times, but you ultimately respected his authority. That pleased him.
âHe isnât crazy about me,â you said softly, like you were trying to hide how much it hurt. âIâm not Peggy Carter. Hell, Iâm not even Sharon. I donâtâŚI donât want to compete with a ghost or a memory. I donât want to be second place in anyoneâs heart. And thatâs exactly what I would be with Steve. So can we please drop it?â
He bit his lip, refraining from calling out and letting you know that you were wrong. It wasnât a competition. It was true that you werenât Peggy, but that was what held his attention. You were different. So wonderfully different.
âI think you would be good for him.â
âYou saw how he was when he came back. He wanted to be with her and he didnât get that chance. So just drop it. Iâm serious,â you snapped.
He swallowed a little. It was rough when he returned, but that wasnât your fault. He knew you tried to sound angry, but there were tears in your throat. He hated the thought of you crying. At least, sad tears. At night when he was alone, it was easy for him to imagine how you would look underneath him. Tears streaming down your cheeks from how badly you needed to come-
âWellâŚI think Bucky may have a thing for you.â
Taking a small step back, he took a deep breath. It took everything in him not to destroy the door. Bucky was his best friend and he had come a long way after everything. He deserved to be happy. ButâŚhe didnât need you. Not like he did.
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All I have to do is Dream Part 4
Pairing: Steve x Reader, Telepath! Reader (X-men reader)
Summary: Itâs been five years since the snap. You and Steve are stuck at an impasse. You want a family, he doesnât. He says heâs moved on but has he really? With your doubts growing, you consider risking his trust and use your powers on him to get your answers once and for all.
Authorâs notes:Â I know, I know, Iâm sorry it took so long. I fully scrapped the other draft I wrote (might edit that as a one shot down the road). Wanted to make this a bit more angsty. Enjoy!Â
Warning/s: Angst, Anxiety
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You allowed yourself to count to 60 in the parking lot, your head resting on the wheel, working on keeping your breaths even. But when 60 seconds turned into three minutes and you still received no phone calls, you moved the car into drive.Â
Sorry, Steve but how the hell could you expect me to stay still?Â
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Out Of My League
Summary: Kind of based on that scene in âHow to Lose a Guy in 10 Daysâ. Reader is out of their league, Bucky asks her out at an event. This is just short and sweet, I wonât bother with a crappy summary.. despite how this is very crapy.
Warning(s): reader is kind of oblivious, fluff, tony being a lil protective, sam x reader a little idk, sam is fruity as fuck and tony is hot
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader/Doctor!ReaderÂ
Characters: Bucky Barnes, Sam Wilson, Steve Rogers, brief Tony Stark
Word count: 2.8k
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Wicked Games IV
Paring: Bucky Barnes x Fem Reader (Avenger)Â
Word Count: 5K
Summary: You need to give him up, but itâs just too good.
Warnings: This series is 18+, MDI. Smut, Unprotected Sex, Spanking, Cursing, Dirty Talk, Cheating, Heartbreak, Angst Â
A/N: So here is part four!! Iâm really happy with where this part went and I really do think this gives us all a lot of answers. I do have a rough plan for the final part but Iâve not started working on it yet. Iâd be really interested to see how you guys want this series to end, so let me know!!
Dividers by the fantastic @firefly-graphics
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Buckyâs eyes flickered from you to Steve and back again, scratching like a broken record. He shook his head, breaking the cycle.
His eyes trailed down from your face, along the red spaghetti strap and along the curve of your body. His stare hardened when saw your fingers intertwined with Steveâs.
To see his best friend cozied up with you, was truly the last thing heâd expected to see tonight.
You wanted to shrink into the fabric wall. Your stomach twisted in anguish as you met his cold gaze, his jaw was tight enough to cut glass. It was a whirlwind of emotions, anxiety, guilt, anger, hurt. It made your head spin.
âHi, you too!â She chirped happily, pulling Buckyâs densely heavy body into the elevator. His girlfriendâs voice was a bucket of ice cold water being poured down your back. You mustered up a quiet hello as your eyes focused on the fibres of the carpeted floor.
Steve sensed the tension in the air and took the lead on the conversation. âHow are you both this fine evening?â His words dived deep into bleeding wounds.
As though she hadnât spoken to anyone in months, his girlfriend flew into a conversation with Steve. Whilst Bucky only grunted in response, his eyes burning a hole in yours and Steveâs hands. Silently he hoped he could draw your hands apart if he stared hard enough.
Their voices drowned into a white noise around you as you tuned into the harsh thud of your heart in your chest. Steveâs hold on your hand was the only thing keeping you grounded physically as you plummeted down further into the ground. Â
Though mentally, you were free falling, spiralling out of control. Drawing in the memories of your clandestine affair.
You chanced a look at him but he was already staring back at you with a vague expression. A hundred and one things flitted through his mind, words dancing on the tip of his tongue that remained unspoken because of the setting. It was too difficult to look at him, so you just looked away. Â
It broke your heart that you werenât prepared for this moment. That seeing him made you feel so conflicted, you wanted to hate him but you couldnât.
Steve squeezed your hand, breathing life back into your gormless figure. âHuh?â You muttered surveying the three of them, your own voice didnât sound as though it belonged to you.
âYou look a little unwell, is everything okay?â Buckyâs girlfriend asked earnestly.
You nodded somewhat frantically, âyeah, just not a fan of elevatorâs when they are full of people.â You could feel Buckyâs presence re-enter the room, could practically feel his smirk radiating off his lips.
âYeah if I remember correctly I had to come up with some pretty good distraction techniques for you.â He mocked.
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Cooking dinner with Steve pre-snap reversal in AIHR, when reader was still non comfortable with having sex with Steve. đ I'm guessing cooking with the reader turns him on n he wants a snack đ before dinner.
(Okay, so this takes place during AHIAR after the break-in but before dinner with Spencer which was the night before the SNAP was reversed⌠And apologies for any inaccuracies on the cooking part. I canât cook worth a damn! Lol )
Steve had made good on his promise to get you a couple of cookbooks. You hadnât cooked a lot, but the one cookbook explained the basics. You were actually having fun learning and aside from watching television â still not taking that for granted â what were you going to do? You decided to try something that youâd never made before but that seemed pretty simple.
The days had been chilly, so you decided on Brunswick stew. Youâd given Steve the list of what you needed the night before and everything had been delivered by noon. Convenient. You started by cooking the pork a couple of hours before you wanted dinner ready. When it was ready, you decided to start prep work for your stew. You were getting ready to chop your onion when you heard the front door.
Steve was home early. Things were better with him, sure, since heâd moved you upstairs. But you still couldnât help but tense up. If he was home early, was something wrong? Had you done something wrong?
âHey, babydoll,â he smiled at you as he walked into the kitchen. âWe got finished early today.â
There you stood in the kitchen in your jeans, his shirt, no shoes. Youâd pulled your hair back into a messy bun. Damn it. Â You usually had yourself more put together by the time he got home.
âSorry,â you told him, tugging on the hem of his t-shirt. âI havenât dressed for dinner yet.â
Steve shook his head. âYouâre making dinner⌠Howâs it going?â
âItâs going,â you tried to sound more confident than you really were. You didnât want to cut up the onion with him watching. Youâd cut off a finger for sure.
âCan I help?â
Oh, that not-so-innocent smile on his faceâŚ
âIâm good,â you said. âIâm sure youâre tired⌠Iâll let you know if I need anything.â
Steve came closer. âI enjoy tooling around the kitchen.â
Fuck.
Your heart was flying in your chest as you went back to the cutting board and got ready to chop up the onion youâd prepared there. Youâd already taken off the outer layer and the ends. Now you just needed to chop it up.
You felt him crowd you against the counter which didnât help as you chopped the onion in half. His large hands settled at your waist and he was watching over your shoulder.
No pressure.
The knife shook in your hand now. Damn it.
âHave you done this before?â his deep voice was close to your ear.
You shivered in his grasp.
âNot a lot,â you admitted.
âHere,â he said with a sigh. His hands moved over yours, taking control of the knife in your right hand but keeping your hand under his. He began chopping one half of the onion with expert strokes while you watched. The slices were perfect, all the same size.
When you felt his lips press against the side of your neck, you jumped a little.
âOkay, do the other half,â he whispered by your ear, chuckling when you shivered, trapped between him and the counter.
When Steve pressed the heated length of himself firmly into your ass, you were mentally shaking your head.Â
His hands returned to your waist as you began to slice up the other half of the yellow onion. Having watched him do it, you felt a little more confident. Your cuts werenât as perfect as his but you did a pretty good job until you got to the end of the onion.
Steveâs hands slid up your torso as you tried to work, covering your breasts and gently kneading them. To make matters worse, he was still grinding against you.
âNo bra?â His lips teased the lobe of your ear.
Your last couple of cuts were a disaster as he teased your breasts. You gasped as his fingers began to tease your nipples through the shirt.
âNo,â you muttered, managing to finish cutting the onion somehow.
While you could tell where this was going, you were going to finish getting your stew put together.
Leaning in the direction of your cookbook, you saw that you needed to mince three cloves of garlic next. And Steve didnât force the issue. His hands slid back down to your waist as you grabbed the garlic and set them on your board.
âGarlicâs next?â
You nodded, peeling them quickly. You knew that much and then you read again that you needed to mince them. You had no idea what to do there.
Of course Steve picked up on your hesitation. Then he proceeded to demonstrate to you how to crush the peeled garlic pieces beneath the flat part of the knifeâs blade and then he started rocking the knife back and forth, mincing everything perfectly.
He helped you chop up the pork and add an assortment of other ingredients until you got it put together. All the while, he was all hands. Teasing your breasts, your ass, and even sliding a hand down between your legs while you were opening the canned tomatoes.
Still, you enjoyed working together with him in the kitchen, add things, stirring.
Pulling a clean spoon from the drawer, Steve got a taste from the huge pot of stew the two of you created, blowing on it before trying it.
âWell?â You hoped it turned out okay. He seemed happy.
Steve nodded, smiling. âItâs good. How long does it need to cook?â
Glancing back over the recipe in the book, you scanned the page until you found the answer. âAn hour and a half.â
Steve pulled another spoon out and another spoonful from the stew before covering it and letting it simmer. He blew on that before holding it out for you.
Okay, it was good. You were feeling pretty proud right now.
Which was probably why you didnât immediately see Steve coming.
He lowered his head and his mouth claimed yours for a kiss. He took your breath away, his heated kiss tantalizing you as he backed you out of the kitchen. When the edge of the kitchen table met the backs of your thighs, you gasped. Steve took advantage to slide his tongue in against yours.
Roughly grabbing your thighs, he hauled you up on the table and pushed you back onto its surface with your ass at the edge. Pressing himself in between your thighs, Steve drugged you with soft kisses as his hands skimmed up under his shirt and palmed your breasts.
âDo you have any idea how much I love this?â he whispered against the sensitive column of your throat. âYou in our kitchen, cooking for me?â
Steve roughly yanked up the t-shirt, pulling it off you and tossing it away. You were gasping beneath him as he got his hands and mouth on your breasts, teasing you with lips, tongue, and careful teeth. You could feel the heated length of him encased in his jeans, nudging into the vee of your thighs. He was moving so fast that all you could do was hang on. Your legs clamped around his hips, your hands sliding into his hair, over his shoulders.
Your nipples were diamond hard points when he was done, his fingers sliding down to rip open your jeans and haul them down your hips with your panties while you were still struggling to breathe.
âSteve?â you whispered, watching as he tossed the rest of your clothes away.
Steve took a knee, hauling your legs over his shoulders before pressing his face into the flesh that heâd made ache with everything heâd done so far. And Steve knew, he knew, that when he got his mouth on you, you were truly lost to him.
It was so easy for him to hold your hips to the table with one strong hand. The other spread your lower lips open for his mouth. While his tongue teased your clit with the softest kitten licks while one strong finger slid into your aching channel.
You went wild above him, your hands clutching in his hair, your body curving around his head as he took you apart. Steve was unphased as his finger tested your inner walls while his tongue distracted you. By the time that finger found that spot in you that rendered you helpless, you were wailing into the silence of the combined kitchen and dining room. His tongue was lashing your bundle of nerves in a way that had you ready to shatter.
When another finger slid into your channel, you came undone. You cried out as Steve doubled his efforts, his fingers teasing your channel while he sucked on your clit lightly, in every way he knew you couldnât resist.
His fingers pulled from you, leaving you clenching and empty. When had you become such a slave to his touch? You lay on the table, weak and shakingâŚ
When his mouth pressed in against your sensitive flesh, you cried out. When his tongue began to trace a furious circuit between your throbbing clit and your clenching, empty core, you begged, you gasped like a mindless thing on his wooden kitchen table⌠All the while Steve was lapping up everything you had to offer, hot puffs of his breath pushing your desire up to an insane levelâŚ
When his touch left you entirely, you reached out for him. Your hands pressed against the hard planes of his abs when he rose from the floor. You watched him tear open his jeans, shoving them roughly past his hips. When heâd freed his cock, all angry, swollen and red, you tried, you really did, to reach for it. You tried to sit up, wanting to get your mouth on him.
âNo, Sweetheart,â Steve grabbed your wrists, pressed them down to the table and collected them in just one hand. âLater. I need to be inside of you right now⌠Let me in?â
You didnât get to answer that question. The other hand lined his cock up with your greedy entrance and began to push into you.
âSteve, yesâŚâ
Would you ever get used to the way he split you open, filling you until you couldnât breathe? By the time Steve bottomed out inside of you. you were a trembling mess in his grasp. Your legs couldnât have gripped his hips any tighter. When he slid his hands under you to hook over your shoulders and pull you down against his cock, you wove your hands into his hair and tried to hang on.
Steve moved in you with a possessiveness that left you reeling. He already owned your body, proved that every time he touched you. But he fucked you like he was laying claim to your soul, claiming everything you were and everything you would ever be. The world narrowed down to the hot, driving length of him moving furiously in and out of you and you were powerless to do anything but let him.
When his fingers slid down your body and began to tease your clit, you clenched around him hard.
âThatâs it,â he whispered, his tongue teased the sensitive shell of your ear. âWant to feel you comeâŚâ
What choice did you have? Steve pinned you to his kitchen table with his body, making you take his cock like you were born for that purpose. His fingers knew just how to touch to you to drive you insaneâŚ
You thrashed beneath him, screaming. As you watched, Steve lost control as you clamped hard around him, driving into you hard and fast until he couldnât hold on anymore. His growled filled the kitchen, filled your ears as you spasms of pleasure left you dazed on the table, writhing mindlessly beneath him.
When you came around you heard the sound of his breathing, the sound of your breathing.,,
After a few moments, you felt Steve gently pull free of you. You made a pitiful sound when he did that sounded odd, even to you.
It wasnât until he scooped you up from the table, carrying you bridal style, that you realized he was still mostly dressed. The gentle motion of him walking with you almost had you drifting off to sleep.
âNo, Sweetheart,â he leaned in close to your ear. âJust going to get us cleaned up for dinner.â
Steve carefully placed you on the counter next to the bathroom sink. You could feel his come seeping from you, trickling down over one of your thighs. You watched as Steve stripped off his Henley, his jeans. He pulled off his socks and boxers.
Then he started the shower, adjusting the water until it got warm enough. He knew by now how much you couldnât bear even lukewarm water.
When he had everything ready, he came back to you, insinuating himself between your thighs and hauling you up by them. Carrying you into the shower, it didnât occur to you to hang on until he pinned you against the shower wall.
Glancing down, you saw that he was hard again and swollen.
âSteve?â
He cut off whatever you were about to say with a scorching kiss.
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Bring A Souvenir
Bucky x reader
Summary: You know how to get what you want.
Word Count: 402
You are flying to the next mission along with Bucky, Steve, and Sam. It should be an easy mission if everything would go as planned. Extract some top-secret information and get out of there before anyone sees anything.
Bucky was sharpening his knife when you walked up to him. âBuck?â
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All I have to do is Dream Part 4
Pairing: Steve x Reader, Telepath! Reader (X-men reader)
Summary: Itâs been five years since the snap. You and Steve are stuck at an impasse. You want a family, he doesnât. He says heâs moved on but has he really? With your doubts growing, you consider risking his trust and use your powers on him to get your answers once and for all.
Authorâs notes:Â I know, I know, Iâm sorry it took so long. I fully scrapped the other draft I wrote (might edit that as a one shot down the road). Wanted to make this a bit more angsty. Enjoy!Â
Warning/s: Angst, Anxiety
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You allowed yourself to count to 60 in the parking lot, your head resting on the wheel, working on keeping your breaths even. But when 60 seconds turned into three minutes and you still received no phone calls, you moved the car into drive.Â
Sorry, Steve but how the hell could you expect me to stay still?Â
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Title: Ghosts of the Past
Summary: Haunted by past decisions, Steve Rogers makes a choice and it isnât you
*No permission is given for reposting my work, copying it, ideas or parts it and claiming it as your own*
Warning: all the angst. Also, I guess âEndgameâ spoilers if you havenât seen it yet. Do we still need a warning for that?
Authorâs Note: This is the first time Iâve written for Steve Rogers or anything Marvel but this idea has been living in my head rent free for weeks. Please be gentle.
A/N 2: This story takes place after the events of âEndgame.â Everything happens in the same way as it does in canon except the compound wasnât the location of the standoff with Thanos. You have a background as an assassin before being recruited to S.H.I.E.L.D.
A/N 3: not betaâd. We die by our typos
Part 2: Ever-present Shadow
You had been looking for him all afternoon. After the meeting ended, what was left of the Avengers scattered for the day, trying to figure out how to return to some semblance of normality. Steve had uncharacteristically been quiet while Bruce explained the points in time each Stone had to be returned to. You figured he was trying to absorb the information, each placement was crucial to restoring the timeline. But something felt off. You meant to ask him what he was thinking before Sam sidetracked you when he drew you into an argument with Bucky over dinner plans. By the time you looked away from the troublesome friends, Steve was nowhere to be found. You spent the better part of an hour searching for him all over the massive compound until you spotted your fair haired lover in the middle of the flower garden.
Tony had begrudgingly placed it away from the main buildings. He joked that Pepper wanted something pretty to look at but you suspected the troubled inventor installed it as a sort of sanctuary, a place to come and sit quietly to reflect on things. You and Steve had spent many hours walking through the greenery. On one of those fateful walks, he found out your training had included floriography; you explained that it was a way to say what couldnât be spoken aloud and came in handy during covert missions. The way your eyes twinkled as you casually spoke about your past gave Steve pause on the validity of the information. Despite being one of the top assassins recruited to S.H.I.E.L.D., your effervescent persona made it hard to believe you were a cold blooded killer. The bubbling laugh that came so easily to your lips hinted at mischief and made him question how you were ever a successful spy. He concluded that no one would ever expect to be infiltrated by the worldâs cheeriest person who projected sunshine everywhere she went. It was there in the gardenâyour gardenâthat you found him sitting by himself, lost in thought.
âSteve?â you lightly called out. You noticed his body stiffen at the sound of your voice but he didnât lift his head. You stepped closer to him. âSteââ
Your eyes fell to the flower he cradled in hands. A single chrysanthemumâgoodbye. In that moment, you understood his reticence to make eye contact. He was going back and staying...with her. You let out a choked gasp as the realization hit you. Steve lifted his eyes to meet yours at the sound. Brilliant blue eyes that once looked at you with love and adoration were now filled with despair and regret.
A strained hushed question broke the silence. âYouâre not coming back, are you?â
âY/NâŚâ
You repeated with a firmer voice, âAre you?â
âNo.â
You closed your eyes at his answer. The small flame of hope you didnât know you held extinguished with one word. It was quickly replaced with a new feeling. Hurt. Rage. Betrayal. Steeling yourself, you opened your eyes and met his gaze. Seeing his distraught face only fueled your anger. What right did he have to look so miserable when he was choosing this outcome?
âArenât I enough?â you challenged. You wanted him to explain himself, not that it would change anything. You just needed to know why.
Steve took a step in your direction but stopped himself when he noticed you backed away, keeping the same amount of distance between you. You eyed him warily. He took a deep breath, steadying himself before answering, âI love you, truly I do.â He lifted his arms as if to reach out to you but stopped himself when he noticed the flower he still held, reminding him of his choice.
âYou have meant everything to me these last few years. You kept me going when I wasnât sure of anything, not even myself. And I thoughtâŚâ he paused as if searching for the right words to explain why he was breaking your heart, âif going back wasnât a possibility, I thought you and I would be it. We would be the endgame. Marriage. Home. Kids. All of it.â Your eyes welled up at the unspoken dream you had longed for. âBut now...now Iâm being offered the chance to go back and have that with Peâher.â You winced at the almost mention of the name of the woman who would be getting your happily ever after.
Collecting himself, Steve continued, âAll these years, a part of me wondered what my life would have been like had I not crashed that plane and been frozen. I fantasized about it until I met you. And for a while, that part of me slept. But after the SnapâŚwhen my last connection to home left with Bucky being turned to ash, the thought of it ate me up. It was slow and gradual and I never meant for it to mean anything. But now...IâŚâ he hesitated to say the words that would cause you pain. âI have a chance to change that. I know itâs selfish and Iâm an asshole for doing this, but I owe it to myself to give it a chance.â He looked at you, pleading with you to understand his reasoning.
Hearing his innermost thoughts and how you were the consolation prize broke you. You thought your assassin training would have prepared you for the pain but no one could have trained you to endure the soul crushing anguish you were experiencing at this moment.
âI loveââ
âDONâT,â you screamed out. âDonât say something you donât mean.â
âPlease, baby.â
âI hate you,â you hissed vehemently. âI hate you Steve Rogers. I hate that you lied to me all these years. I hate that you made me fall in love with you because you never really meant it.â You willed your tears to keep at bay. âI wished I had never met you.â You turned to walk away from the remnants of your shattered heart.
âY/N. Please,â he begged.
Straightening your spine, you walked away from the man you loved with every fiber of your being but who didnât love you nearly as much as he claimed to. With tears in your eyes, your pace never faltered as you made your way back to the compound. Sure his enhanced hearing would pick up your words, you whispered, âGoodbye.â
* * * * *
Steve stood off to the side as Bruce flitted around the consol, checking to make sure all the calculations were correct. He had already run through it at least a dozen times but he found comfort in the concrete nature of numbers. Steve bid farewell to Sam and Bucky, clapping the latter on the back and drawing him in for a hug.
âDonât do anything stupid without me,â reminded Steve.
A somber Bucky quickly quipped, âHow can I when youâre taking it with you?â Nostalgia touched their matching smiles.
âHey!â called out Sam. âWhereâs Y/N? Isnât she coming for this?â
A moment of hurt crossed his face at the memory of your parting. Shaking his head, Steve dismissed your absence and told them heâd see them soon. With a solemn nod to his friends, he stepped onto the launch pad. Saying a silent goodbye to the present, he returned to the past to find his future.
* * * * *
After you walked awayâbecause you wouldnât let him see how devastated you were by his decisionâyou quickly formulated a plan for your next steps. There was no way youâd stay here on the compound, surrounded by the memories youâd made here together. You knew the others would be nothing but sympathetic to your plight but there would be a touch of pity in their eyes. You couldâve handled the commiseration to some extent. Youâre sure Bucky would be angry for you, declaring heâd go find Steve in the present and kick his ass for you...even if it meant fighting an elder. Sam wouldâve seen it his mission to distract you by picking some insane fight with Bucky, followed by some well meaning attempts to get you to share your feelings. The good doctor would make an attempt at well meaning words to comfort you but would suddenly falter at the realization he was out of his league. You allowed yourself a small smile at the thought of how theyâd try to help you grieve your loss.
But you knew you couldnât stay. Though you had all lost people in the last month, this was different. Nat and Tony had made a sacrifice for the greater good; they lost their lives in order to save the future. But Steve was choosing to leave you of his own free will. There was no noble purpose about the decision. He was willingly walking away from you and your future together. That made it all the more painful.
You looked around what was technically your room, though you had spent most of your time in his quarters. Grabbing a backpack from your closet, you quickly packed your essentials into it, leaving the rest behind. Making your way to what was Tonyâs office, you quickly bypassed F.R.I.D.A.Yâs systems, transferring all your funds into an untraceable bank account before systematically deleting all traces of your existence in the database. You methodically worked through all the memory banks, deleting any mentions or photos of you. As far as anyone was concerned, you had become a ghost in the system. After making sure all your footprints in the computer system would be destroyed upon your exit from the building, you quickly made your way to one last stop before you disappeared for good.
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Tap tap tap. The wooden door swung open and you found yourself face to face with the flaxen beauty who was like family to you. You had been one of the few people Pepper and Tony entrusted Morgan with. Morgan adored you and often requested your babysitting services; you always happily complied with when not out on missions. Leaving them behind would be the hardest part about your decision.
âY/N what are you doing here?â she asked, ushering you inside.
You stepped inside the homey cabin filled with many happy memories. Everywhere you looked, each room was overlaid with a layer of wistfulness. Tonyâs presence was felt everywhere.
A half whispered question spilled out as you took a look around. âHow do you do it?â
Surprised by the question, Pepper led you to the couch where you both sat down. Unsure of where your curiosity was leading to, she answered, âHonestly? Morgan helps a lot. I canât let myself fall apart because she needs me. We cry when we need to, talk about him a lot. Itâs hard but she gives me a reason to keep moving on.â She paused and gave you a hard look. âWhatâs this about? I know you didnât drive all the way out here without notice just to drop by for a chat.â
âIâm leaving,â you whispered.
âWhat?â
âSteve is going back to put the Stones back tomorrow and when he does,â you paused, hurt filling your expression, âwhen he does, heâll be staying behind with Peggy.â
âWhy the hell would he do that?! What about you? Your life here together?!â
You shrugged your shoulders and heaved a sigh of disbelief. âHe chose her. He wants to be with her,â you explained painfully. âAnd IâI canât stay here. Iâm not like you.â You looked into her eyes as the comprehension set in. âThereâs too many ghosts.â
âBut weâre here,â she said, trying to appeal to you. âYou could stay here if you need some time. Weâd love to have you.â
âI canât. I wish I could but I canât.â Heaving a deep sigh, you explained, âSteâhim not choosing me...that was not something I ever expected, Pepper. I just, Iâm not just heartbroken here. I feel utterly betrayed and broken by his selfish decision. I donât know who I am without him. Isnât that stupid? Me? I let him somehow work his way into my heart, believing all his promises of a future together when all along it would never happen. I was never going to be enough.â You took a breath, trying to control the growing tightening feeling in your chest. âEven if heâs not here, everything about this life will remind me of him,â you said, gesturing to your surroundings.
She reached out and grabbed hold of your hand. That one small touch of comfort crumbled your facade and the dam of tears broke. Your face crumpled; you leaned forward to let the tears freely fall. Taken by surprise at your out of character breakdown, Pepper moved close to you and held you against her as she let you lament over your losses. You wept for the deaths of two of your closest friends. You grieved for the betrayal by the man you loved more than life itself. You mourned the future that had been snatched away from you, made all the worse by a selfish decision.
The broken sobs were suddenly interrupted by a pair of soft feet thumping down the staircase. Realizing who it must be, you quickly gathered your emotions and wiped away the tears from your eyes just in time to hear a loud screech.
âY/N!!!!! YOUâRE HERE!â shouted the small girl excitedly. âAre you here to play with me so mommy can go do some grown up things? We could play tea party and have sandwiches.â She threw her small frame, leaping into your arms. You gathered her into your lap, burying your face into her hair.
âBaby,â called Pepper, âY/N isnât here to play today.â
Hearing her motherâs statement, Morgan lifted her head and looked up at you. Her innocent stare took in your red rimmed eyes. She reached a small hand up to your cheek, asking, âWhy are you sad?â
Trying to reign in your errant emotions, you plastered a cheerful smile on your face before answering her. âI came here to say goodbye, Pix,â you informed her. âIâm feeling sad because I have to leave you and your mommy and Iâm going to miss you both so much.â
âBut youâre coming back after, right? Like all your other missions.â
âNo, I donât think so.â
âMorgan,â Pepperâs quiet tone broke in, âY/N has to go away but she came here to say goodbye before she goes.â
Seemingly deep in thought trying to process her motherâs words, she suddenly looked up thoughtfully and whispered, âAre you leaving me like daddy?â
Pepperâs face crumbled at the question and tears welled up in her eyes. You exchanged glances with her, two women sharing the pain of losing loved ones. You ducked your head and looked into the small girlâs eyes. âYour daddy was a hero, you know that, right? He was one of the bravest men Iâve ever met and I know if he could be here with you right now, he would be. I have to go away. I donât know when Iâll be back.â A small whimper escaped from Morgan at your words. âBut I promise you, that Iâll be thinking of you. Wherever Iâm at, Iâll be missing you and thinking of my little fairy and wishing I could step beyond the veil to see what games you and the other fair folk are up to.â
The thought brought a small smile to her lips before she suddenly remembered something. âBut youâll miss my birthday.â A small frown marred her angelic face.
âHow about this? Wherever Iâm at, Iâll send something so you and your mommy know Iâm safe and thinking of you both, ok?â
The littlest Stark nodded her head solemnly.
Wrapping your arms around her, you squeezed her tightly and took a last look around at your surroundings. âI love you, Pix. Very much. You both mean the world to me. I hope someday we can see each other again.â
Looking up at a tearful Pepper, you withdrew several envelopes from your jacket pocket, each with a name on them. âWill you give these to them?â you asked her. âI didnât get a chance to say goodbye because I knew they wouldâve tried to stop me.â Handing over the letters, you gently pried the tiny arms from around your neck and placed Morgan into her momâs embrace.
âBe safe out there,â Pepper reminded you.
You turned to her one last time. âAlways am,â you said with a broken smile. With one last hug to both of them, you stepped out onto the porch, leaving your past behind.
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never again
pairing: bucky barnes x enhanced!reader
summary: natasha likes to touch bucky's dog tags and bucky, well, he just wants to know why his favorite girl isn't talking to him.
They arenât talking.
Buckyâs not sure why though because you guys were good. Great even. Always talking, laughing, and touching. A few things Bucky thought he wouldnât be good at anymore, scared of more like, but he was good at it with you.
So why were you so distant? It wasnât like you to shut him out.
âDid you drink all the coffee again, Barton? Have a death wish or something?â Tony commented.
Bucky ignored him â him and the team as they bickered over breakfast as usual. Instead, he sat on the couch, waited for you to come out and have breakfast with him.
Natasha came over and sat beside him. They made small talk until you emerged from your room.
Your hair was still messy, smile still soft, and you were drowning in clothes. Buckyâs heart skipped a few beats. He might of looked too excited to see you or had some look on his face because you ignored him and took a seat at the table instead.
âWanna sit on my lap, Y/N? I know you must be tired of Barnes over there,â Sam flirted.
You laughed, shaking your head. Bucky wanted to punch the wall because sitting on his lap was your thing. Your morning, having breakfast, and sitting on his lap thing. His favorite part of the day thing.
It didnât help that later that day when he walked into the training room, you walked out.
You took one glance at him and walked out.
Bucky was getting frustrated.
And it didnât seem to stop. When the team came together for their usual hike, you took a spot next to Sam and walked next to him until you reached the top. Bucky stayed close behind and clenched his fists when Sam made a stupid joke to make you laugh.
Bucky was getting really, really frustrated.
He thought maybe when he leaned down to tie your shoelaces that some of the tension would go away, that he would feel better.
âBucky...â
âGot it, sweetheart. Lift your foot up for me.â
You did.
âI can tie it myself; you know?â
He didnât say anything.
âJames.â
âY/N,â he mocked.
You rolled your eyes.
âKeep your hand on my shoulder or youâll fall.â
âIâm fine.â
âY/N,â he sternly said. âI know youâre mad at me, but you canât walk around like this. Just hold on to me.â
âYouâre taking a long time and I can heal ifâŚ,â you mumbled. âand Iâm not mad at you.â
âReally?â
You glared at him, âIâm not, Buck.â
Bucky sighed. âSeems like you are, and I know you are because I know you. Came to your room last night and it was locked. F.R.I.D.A.Y said you didnât want to see anyone.â
âHad a nightmare?â
âCouldnât sleep without you.â
You almost responded, almost, but Natasha came, and you didnât know what to say. Couldnât in fact, so you pulled away and walked away.
Bucky thinks heâs finally figured it out.
It was movie night the next time Bucky saw you and heâs wondered if youâve asked F.R.I.D.A.Y for new routes so you could avoid him. Bucky was slowly losing his mind and he couldnât take it anymore. He couldnât, so when you walked out of the room and headed to kitchen, he decided to follow.
âTell me whatâs wrong.â
âIâm getting popcorn.â
âY/N,â Bucky breathed out. âIâm being serious.â
âBucky, I donât want to talk about this.â
âWell, I want to talk aboutâ where are you going? Can you just stop â â
Bucky lifted you up and placed you on the kitchen counter. Placed himself right between your legs so you couldnât move.
âTalk to me, sweetheart,â he placed his forehead on yours. âWe havenât talked in weeks. Did I do something wrong? Is it Natasha?â
âNo. No, why would you think that?â
Bucky stared at you. God, heâs missed you â your eyes, your hands and your touch. Why wouldnât you touch him? You always did and nowâŚnow it had been so long since he felt it, you, and he missed it. He missed how good it felt, how you felt against him.
You started playing with his dog tags.
Bucky swears his heart stops beating for a second. Swears heâs stopped breathing too because you werenât touching him, no, but you were touching a part of him that meant a whole deal to him.
âY/N, I â "
âBuck, youâre missing the movie. Steveâs about to have a ohâ "Natasha interrupted.
You released your hand from the chain, âWe should go.â
âY/N.â
âBucky, we need to go. Please let me go.â
He did.
He hated that he did, and he thought about it for the next week, till he was on his next mission. Maybe thatâs why he was so distant with the team, why he didnât pay attention to the briefing and Steveâs speech. He didnât care, he didnât.
It showed on the field.
Steve was mad.
âWhy did Steve just tell me that you didnât listen to the plan? That you ran into open fire? Let some guy punch you?â
Bucky didnât respond to you. Just took a spot on the empty clinic chair.
âIs that what weâre doing now, Buck? Letting people punch us?â
Us.
Bucky shut his eyes and opened them back up to look at you. My God, you looked so angry. His girl was so angry at him.
Us.
Your hands were on his wounds in seconds and in seconds, Bucky was healed and, in more places, than just the parts that were beaten or bruised. You always reached more places than anyone else could, healed more parts of him than anyone else could.
âAre you going to talk to me?â You muttered, pressing your hand against his chest. âBuck?â
You slowly removed your hand, but Bucky grabbed it and placed right back on his chest.
âJust keep touching me, Y/N.â
You paused. Bucky watched as you got more red.
âKeep touching you? I thought you never wanted me to use my powers on you, thought the serum could heal it all. Are you even going to tell me what happened?" your voice was strong. "Did you really let this guy punch you? Beat you purple? Are you kidding, James? How could you let him?â
âHow could you not talk to me?â
That shut you up. Bucky didnât know if you understood what he was trying to say, hoped that you did because he really didnât want to explain it â didnât want to explain that he let himself get punched and beaten to have your hands on him.
âNever again, Buck. Never let anyone hurt you like this again.â
âNever not talk to me,â he admitted and pulled you onto his lap. His hands stayed on your hips, while your legs dangled off his lap.
You continued to place your hands on his wounded parts.
âSheâs always near you.â
âNatasha?â
âYeahâŚyeah and sheâs always touching you,â you placed your hands on his dog tags. âTouching these and I know â I know how much they mean to you. How important they are, and youâve never let anyone but....butâ
âBut you,â he finished, moving some strands of your hair away from your face. âNever let anyone but you touch them.â
âShe has.â
âNever noticed. Too busy focusing on you.â
You shook your head.
âSweetheartâŚâ
Then you heard footsteps and out of corner of your eye, you saw that bright red hair and black bodysuit approach you and you almost got up â almost, but Bucky held your hips. Kept you in place and you heard him tell Natasha that he was busy, that he was doing something important.
You heard her walk out.
Then you wanted to say something, anything. Anything to get out of this situation, anything to fix all those red and purple spots on his body. Just anything, but you couldnât. Walking away wouldâve been so much easier.
âSheâs nothing compared to you, sweetheart,â he confessed. âNothing, okay? Youâre everything.â
âYeah, but â â
Then Bucky slipped off his dog tags and placed them around your neck.
âEverything,â he repeated.
Youâre sure your world stopped. He was so good at making you speechless, always had been. Sometimes you wondered if he was made just to make you speechless. His lip was still a little busted and you reached up and ran your thumb across it, healed it in seconds.
âPromise you wonât do this again?â
âPromise youâll talk to me?â
âYeah,â you looked up at him, ran your hand through his hair. âYeah, Iâll talk to you.â
No, he was made to be loved by you.
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Crawl Home to Her
summary:Â Stranded without coms, alone, and bleeding out in the middle of a Russian snow storm, Bucky is content to let nature take its course. Only you wonât seem to let him go.Â
pairing: bucky x reader
word count: 8k
warnings:Â passive suicidal thoughts, hallucinations, ghosts???, its all very confusing but humor me ok,Â
a/n: based on Work Song by Hozier â¨
No grave can hold my body down
Iâll crawl home to her
Laid amongst old wooden floors rotted in decades of weathering and the whistling brush of wind sweeping in steady drift of snow from the open doorway, Bucky wondered whether he might have preferred the coffin of ice Hydra once shoved him in for storage. Â
The chill nestled deep into his bones and he tried not to focus on the small puff of breath as it touched over chapped, cracked lips. It was the only warmth he had left and that, too, was leaving him. Â
It was getting hard to breath under the sting of freezing temperatures barreling into the cabin; sharp, like crystals had formed in his lungs and punctured into his chest from the inside. The fireplace long extinguished, his rifle laid in a heap amongst his tactical vest and gear too far out of reach. He was unprepared when the mercenaries barreled in through the windows, leaving shattered glass along the floor, safe house exposed to the elements of a Russian winter.
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A Favor (Part 1)
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Word Count: 2.6k
Warnings: sex, alcohol, swearing, shitty exes, virginity
Summary: After breaking up with her boyfriend; Y/N drunkenly admits to the team that sheâs never had sex. Not only is she single, but sheâs looking. Everyone knows about the crush Barnes harbours for Y/N, but all is fair in love and war⌠will Barnes admit how he feels before sheâs swept up? Or will Y/N find someone else to satisfy her needs?
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Last Minutes-B.B.
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Summary: You and Bucky spend your last few minutes together.
Warnings n stuff: 18+, this isnât any particular au but all the avengers n shit are alive so, this is sad and angsty as hell please have a tissue ready
All mistakes within this fic are my own!
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Buckyâs arms hold you tight against him. Your head is pressed firmly against his chest. You can hear the steady thump, thump, thumping of his heart against his chest. Itâs a little faster than normal, but why wouldnât it be?
Your breathing is unsteady and youâre shaking- somehow heâs more stable and is able to hold you up or your knees would collapse your whole body onto the floor beneath you two.
This isnât how you expected the end to come. Out of all the gun fire, explosions, and knives thrown at you, you hadnât expected to go out like this.
Itâs pelting outside. The rain hasnât stopped falling for four weeks and the winds started knocking the power out in cities a week in. The tower was one of the last places to lose power, and if youâd know that people werenât hopelessly wishing that theyâd be rescued by some force, youâd think theyâd be jealous of you and all of your teammates.
But theyâre not. Theyâre just wanting life to be back to normal.
They donât want to die, just like the rest of you.
Bucky pets your hair to soothe you as best as he can. You both wanted the last few minutes to be spent only together. Every one of your friends understood. You two were on the run together from when he escaped HYDRA, you were nearly there for him more than Steve ever has been, and Bucky confides in you for everything. Youâre his own little slice of heaven. His safe place, his home.
And heâs yours.
Steve didnât even abject to having Bucky push him out of the room after having a minute long hug, he knows the two of you are stronger than the force of the winds outside. But sadly, that wonât stop them from sweeping you away along with the rest of city.
âBaby?â Bucky finally speaks. You can hear him, feel him, smell him, but your eyes are closed so when he picks your head up from his chest, you canât see him. âHey, babydoll, look at me?â His tone is begging. He knows youâre scared. You even said it yourself earlier that this is one of the scariest things youâve had to endure.
He understands.
âBuck.â Your voice quivers as you open your eyes up. And once you do, he finally sees the tears that are shielding the pretty colors of your soul keepers.
âHey, itâs gonna be okay.â His metal thumb brushes over your cheek and you sniffle- then you allow a tear to finally fall. Somehow, you manage to smile at him, âi know, and itâs only because iâm with you.â Your hands come up shakily to his cheeks and you rest them there. You only stare into each otherâs eyes as the winds outside get rougher. Gust after gust picks up light poles, vehicles, and even some homes.
This has been the worst storm theyâve ever seen- the meteorologists. The floods, the winds, the hail, the lighting. Everything. And if thatâs all not enough, tsunamis to top it all off.
Half of the tower has been under water for five days. The tsunami is expected to hit shore in less than five minutes, and the impact will be enough to sweep the tower off of its unsteady legs and sweep you all out with it.
Bucky is going to hold onto you as long as he can. No matter if you die in his hold, heâll still hold on. He wonât let go.
âI love you.â You whisper, but manage to shake your head. âI fucking love you, Bucky.â You say it louder this time, and Bucky nearly breaks.
The small, inexpensive ring in his pocket is calling out to him. Itâs a golden band with a small stone in the middle of it- it was the best he could do at the time. Steveâs been telling him to give it to you, so that the two of you can at least say you made that step in your past life- maybe youâll find each other again, too. Bucky has said, up until this point, âthatâs stupid Stevie.â
âBabydoll, this is probably not the best time to-.â Bucky is then cut off by a loud crash from a near by room. Youâre suspecting that one of the windows got blasted in- turns out, not even Stark technology can withstand a storm this fucking strong.
âFuckâŚ.â Bucky curses, and he knows he doesnât have long, so he releases you- even though he doesnât want to- and gets down on one knee. The ring is then presented to you after he pulls it shakily, out of his jacket pocket, and you sob.
You donât even need him to open it up before youâre muttering âyes, yes, yes, please put it onâ and Bucky letâs a few tears fall, because heâs found the one. He never thought he would have, but youâre it. Youâre it for him, and even though heâs scared shitless right now, heâs with you- and thatâs what matters and thatâs whatâs keeping him together.
He hurriedly slips the ring onto your shaky finger after taking it out of the box, then he stands back up. It doesnât even take him a single second more to engulf you back into his arms and press his lips to yours. He can taste your salty tears and you can taste his- both of you knowing that this is the last time youâll get to feel the other.
The wind and rain is blocked out of your hearing as you imagine that itâs just the two of you and the world isnât going to end as you know it. âBuckyâŚ..youâre the best thing thatâs ever happened to me, and i feel like you deserve to know that.â You mumble against his lips and he pecks yours once more- his forehead resting against yours as he breathes you in.
âYouâre the only person i could imagine spending my last minutes on Earth with, sweetheart.â You feel your whole body ignite into flames at his words. âSame to you, Mr. Barnes.â You press a kiss to his lips again, and he smiles. âI love youâŚ..future Mrs. Barnes.â Bucky chokes up while saying it, and you canât help but wrap your arms around his neck- pulling him into you. âIt wouldâve been such a lovely wedding.â You chuckle, and Buckyâs hands rest on your lower back.
âCan picture you in the dress just as clear as day, babydoll. The most gorgeous girl ever, the most perfect girl in the world.â You let out a sob at his words, and then you hear a disturbance from outside. You both pull away and see the wave about seven miles away. The current has already started to splash angrily against the building. âHow do you want to do this, doll?â His nose brushes against your cheek, and you sigh. âOn the floor.â You mumble, and Bucky nods.
He shifts you two over away from the big window and plops you both down onto the dark, carpeted floor. Your back goes flush against his heaving chest and his arms waste no time in engulfing you, pressing you to him as tight as he possibly can.
Bucky then begins to sway you both back and forth, and your eyes close as you take the very last moments in. You then hear Bucky begin to hum, and your heart aches. Your heart aches because not only is it a sad song, but itâs one you two heard on your second date together in one of Tonyâs cars driving to the beach. It was Buckyâs first time listening to it and he fell in love with it. You destined it to be your song.
You wait until he gets to your favorite part of the chorus and start singing in a low tone, âIf the world was ending youâd come over, right?âŚâŚThe sky'd be falling and I'd hold you tight.â Buckyâs hold on you grows tighter and you continue to sing as tears run down your cheeks. âAnd there wouldn't be a reason whyâŚ..we would even have to say goodbye.â Both of your hands entangle mid-humming and singing too- Buckyâs fingers twists the ring on your finger out of nerves. Bucky then presses a gentle kiss to the top of your head while he continues to hum- his humming becoming softer. âJust hold me, baby. Hold me for as long as you can.â You mumble, another hot tear slipping down your cheek until it falls from your chin down to your shirt.
âI will sweetheart. Iâll hold you for as long as whoever is up above us will allow.â Neither one of you have any more time to say anything, because the room gets dark, and the sounds of water flood your ears before the water floods into the room, immediately sweeping you two away as if you were never there.
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feelings are fatal masterlist
pairing: bucky barnes x reader, past steve rogers x reader
summary: After the events of Endgame, you struggle to come to terms with what youâve lost, though youâre learning that you still have something to gain.
warnings: swearing, violence, endgame spoilers
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i donât need a roof
pairing: bucky barnes x reader
word count:Â 3,496
summary: Bucky thinks heâs running out of time, and needs to make sure his girl knows sheâs taken care.
warnings: Bad words, almost death
a/n:  So this was inspired by this song from Big Fish the Musical. There are lyrics from the song in the dialogue. Also, this is the brownstone they were talking about. Also Iâm so sorry if this hurts, but there is a happy ending.
Bucky was cold. In all the time that youâd known him (three years and four months, actually), heâd never once been cold. Heâd always been your own personal space heater, even before the two of you started dating.
But as you held him in your arms, his head on your chest, you were struck with the fact that he was cold.
The HYDRA agents that were holding you had injected him with something a few days ago, some glowing liquid that made a weight appear in the pit of your stomach. But you could only watch as they injected it into his bloodstream.  You were too weak to do anything, too weak to protect the love of your life.
When the agent holding you had let you go, letting your kneecaps hit the concrete floor with a thud, youâd rushed to him, holding him as close as you could.
Youâd never seen him in so much physical pain. The super soldier serum was trying itâs best to keep up with whatever heâd been injected with, but it was like it set his blood on fire.
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THIS IS LITERALLY THE CUTEST THING IVE READ TODAYđ SO SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN, I REALLY CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT PARTđĽşâĽď¸
A.I. (i) - Bucky Barnes
SUMMARY:Â The Avengers are assigned their own personal assistants to aid them in missions. Bucky didnât know his would grow on him so much. AU
WARNINGS: violence, swearing, guns, slight infatuation, insecurity, PTSD, kind of a slow burn, age gap
WORDS:Â 3.85K
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Air escapes the plane as the cargo doors open. Theyâre still mid-air, flying over a rural town in Jordan. There has been nothing but desert for miles upon miles as they approach their destination. Large sand dunes disappear into the horizon as the ship makes a sudden right.
Bucky stares at the jet-black earpiece in his hand, contemplating whether or not he should put it in. Tony had promised it would benefit the mission drastically, but he still had his doubts about this modern day technology. The cargo plane they stood in shook violently as they ran into some turbulence, but Bucky barely moved.
Sam had noticed his colleagueâs hesitation, raising a brow. âNo need to be so apprehensive, itâll be your new best friend.â
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đBucky Barnes Lockscreensđ
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omg i really love this storyđĽşâĽď¸ you captured the tension between steve and the reader so good, cant wait for the next partđđđ
All I have to do is Dream Part 3
Pairing: Steve x Reader, Telepath! Reader (X-men reader)
Summary: Itâs been five years since the snap. You and Steve are stuck at an impasse. You want a family, he doesnât. He says heâs moved on but has he really? With your doubts growing, you consider risking his trust and use your powers on him to get your answers once and for all.
Authorâs notes: This is late and not as long as I hoped it would be but hope you all enjoy! There might be one more part left to this series and maybe an epilogue.Â
Eight voicemails and twelve messages. Eight voicemails and twelve messages from the person you wanted to talk to the most. Everyday for the past few weeks since you left, he called. And everyday your hands itched to reach out and call back but you stopped yourself.Â
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