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asherthefirst ¡ 5 months
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furina x gen!reader | furina trying to top you during intimacy but failing miserably.
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warnings: reader gets called mommy, thigh riding, switching (top to bottom/bottom to top)
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furina trying to top you was so cute and funny, she would awkwardly push you onto the bed and crawl to straddle your waist. even though she looked confident, her face was a blushing mess and she wasn’t sure of what to do :(((
you would giggle and try to sit up to top her, thinking she was playing with you, but when she pushed your shoulders back down on the bed you realized she was serious >:(
with an audible gulp, she would lean down to kiss you softly, then almost immediately back away, too shy to initiate making out, as you were the one who would. she’ll trail her hands down from your neck to your dark blue button-up shirt which was tucked in your skirt, so she’ll pull it up a little to get it out of the skirt.
she would have shaky hands when unbuttoning each of your buttons, struggling a bit in the process, but eventually, she would manage to finish all of them and slide your shirt off your shoulder.
you would help her by lifting your body a bit to take the shirt completely off, and when she would see the beauty you were hiding.
she would start breathing from her mouth because of all the emotions and blood rushing to her. she wouldn’t know what to do at this point, she’d have to look at you, pleading, tears welling up in her heterochromatic eyes.
you loved this view. furina, straddling your waist, trying to be a big girl and top you but failing, and now she is looking at you pathetically, begging you to tell her what to do. “i thought you were trying to be a big girl,” you tested her, “what’s wrong? you can’t figure out what to do next?” you would watch as she pouts her lips. you’ll giggle once again, placing your hands on her hips. “you don’t have the confidence to top me, furina. just let mommy do the work, you’ll feel better i promise.”
furina would whine as you moved her back and forth on your thigh. with a shaky breath, she whimpered, trying her best to still be dominant.
you would think that wouldn’t do and grind her harder on your thigh. the pleasure would be too much for her :((( her hands would be thrown around your shoulders, holding onto you. the heat in her abdomen would be too much to handle and eventually, she’d spasm all over your thigh, sobbing afterward as she made a huge mess.
“wonderful job, furina. i have to say, you’re better at being a submissive girl than you are at being dominant…”
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asherthefirst ¡ 5 months
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I have seen less and less posts about Palestine each day, and I want to remind people that there is still very much a genocide going on and Palestine has continued to be attacked.
The number of casualties in Gaza has increased to 8,525 with 21,000+ injured
Hospitals in Gaza will run out of power today
Israel has once again cut Gaza’s communications
Israel has striked another refugee camp, killing 50+ and it was reported that children were carrying other injured children to get to safety
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asherthefirst ¡ 6 months
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Furina sitting on your lap to get your attention you
Warnings: none 😋 I tried using present tense words bc all my works have been in past tense, so my apologies if it’s not good!!
Furina x gn!reader
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Furina, the hydro archon, pouts with her knees up to her chest, on her shared bed with you, as you’re sitting at your desk, doing school work. You haven’t given her any attention ALL DAY! Are you asking to get punished?
She knows you almost failed last semester because you gave her your undivided attention…but that’s BARELY her fault! Right?
Furina sulks even more. You notice that she hasn’t spoken in a while, so you turn around to take a peek at her. “Furina? Are you okay?” You ask.
“Yes, I am okay.”
You shrug, if she really wasn’t okay, she wouldn’t say it and will most likely show it soon. You turn back around and continue jotting down something from the book you’re reading.
Furina’s mouth is AGAPE. Are you really this dense?? Or are you doing it to rile her up even more??? Furina grumbles and stands up, realizing she’s had enough of this.
She walks over to you and taps you on the shoulder. You hum, not looking at her. Furina turns your chair around and plops on your lap, getting comfortable in seconds. “HUH?! F—Furina!” You shriek, trying to get her off, but she is more potent than you.
“Can’t you at least give me the slightest bit of attention…?” She mutters, doing her best to put on a sad face. You grumble and think.
“Fine. But don’t expect much.”
Furina smiles and a happy noise comes from her. You turn your chair around and wrap one hand around her waist, the other writing on a sheet of paper. You rest your chin on her shoulder, pulling her closer to your body.
This is just what Furina wants, you cuddling her while she’s on your lap. Even though you don’t speak to her, she still loves how you’re aware she’s on you, sometimes giving her kisses on her exposed neck.
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asherthefirst ¡ 7 months
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being a brat to your girlfriend
characters: yelan, ei, kuki shinobu, ningguang
warnings: bondage (yelan, ningguang), edging (yelan, ei, shinobu, ningguang), marks (ningguang), jealousy (all), overstimulation (ei, shinobu)
notes: dehya was supposed to be added to this but 1, i was too lazy to do her, 2, i didn’t know what to add for her, and 3, i was too lazy 😹
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yelan
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honestly, depending on her mood she will either punish you accordingly or full-on ignore you
you never know which one
you try and be a brat by making her jealous, though she doesn’t get jealous quite quickly, she’s reasonably confident in herself that you won’t leave her or all in love with someone else
but on days she does get jealous, it’s definitely your doing
ningguang tends to be quite flirty with you, and yelan told you to stay away from her (and her work as she works for ningguang)
so if making her jealous was your doing, you definitely did it by hanging around ningguang, her being more touchy than usual, and flirting more
if yelan notices this (which she will bc you’re purposely doing this when she’s around) she’ll eye ningguang and give YOU the death stare
she won’t show that she’s annoyed in public, but in private, you’re in for it.
she’ll punish you by tying you up with her hydro strings and not letting you cum until you properly apologized
if you don’t mean it? oh well, i guess you’re not cumming today
but on the days she doesn’t feel like dealing with your bullshit, she completely ignores you
she’ll go to your shared home and sleep in your shared bed, but while doing all that, she won’t say a word to you
anyone could happen, and if you’re in the mood to get absolutely railed by her, make sure to observe her behavior 🤷‍♀️
“baby,” yelan said, pulling on her hydro strings. “such a bad girl…”
ei
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to be honest, ei wouldn’t know how to react
she would get pissed that you’re acting like a brat, but other than that, she wouldn’t really care
maybe she’ll give you the death stare when you disobey her, or when you ignore her, but she will not care whatsoever
but perhaps she will care when you let miko flirt with you and get a little bit too touchy with you, you know how much ei hates when someone touches you
only when miko tells her what you actually wanted and when she realizes why you’ve been being a brat for the past week will she realize
bringing you to her plane of euthymia, she’ll immediately pin you on the floor, pinning your hands up above your head
maybe if she’s feeling nice, she’ll let you cum at least once, but it depends on how long you’ve been a brat
other times, you probably won’t cum the entire session
she would overstimulate you while edging you, her tongue circling around your clit with fervor
again, depending on how long you’ve been a brat, and what you did, she’ll let you dig your fingers into her hair
but, oh boy, just be prepared for a long night of edging
remember, time doesn’t flow the same in her euthymia plane as in the real world.
“y/n, why would you do that?” ei asked, “such a brat, and this body all for me? for eternity? what an honor…”
kuki shinobu
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shinobu is actually very patient with you, and that’s saying a lot bc of the gang she’s in
she’s constantly having the members disobey her, and considering she has a lot of patience with you, you wonder how she does it
you’re usually doing everything she says as whatever she says is just light work for you
help her clean up some rift hounds on the path leading to the village just outside of inazuma city? “yes, ma’am!”
help her get itto out of jail for the twentieth time that month? “right on it, ma’am!”
BUT on the rare occasion that you do disobey her, she won’t really do anything at that moment, she’ll be taken aback and her eyes will widen, but under her mask, she’ll be frowning
you’ll eventually do what she asked, she will never forget when you said no
her punishments are minor if you disobey her as you usually never
but since you did disobey her, but it was the first time, she would just edge you for hours and hours
and maybe even use her vision to give you a shock through your overstimulated clit
that’s all she’ll do, though she likes seeing you having tears streaming down your face, your face all red and desperate pleas leaving your lips
shinobu just keeps giggling at how cute you sound with her name leaving your lips
“aww, such a cute, good girl, aren’t you?” a hand caressing your soft cheek. “now you know better than to disobey me, but you look so cute like this, maybe you should disobey me a lot more…”
ningguang
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just like yelan, depending on her mood she will either ignore you entirely or put you in your place
but this time it will be a little more obvious
a little more obvious bc she’ll give you the most daring death glare you’ve ever seen whenever you make her jealous
or if you just don’t do whatever she tells you to do, she’ll give a small, deep, bubbly laugh and go back to sign papers
though ningguang doesn’t get jealous quickly, when you make her jealous, she will get jealous.
if that makes any sense…
yelan is known to disguise the way she flirts with you, but ningguang sees right through her
when ningguang doesn’t ignore you, you’re in for it.
she’ll use the finest liyue ropes she could find to tie you up to the bedboard
she will use her nails to trail down your naked body, already covered with nail marks from the last time, which healed, but just barely
her manicured fingers would wrap around your neck, telling you to apologize for disobeying you or making you jealous
you, obviously, apologized, but obviously, you didn’t mean it
ningguang knew you didn’t, so she tightened her hold around your neck, definitely blocking your airflow
she peppered kisses all over your face, all the while choking you, kisses down your body and to the place where you needed her the most
while adding love bites on your abdomen, she would whisper “apologize” to coax you to apologizing
but you know even if you did apologize, she wouldn’t stop
ningguang is not like yelan, when she does ignore you, yes she’s going home, but she’s NOT sleeping in the same bed as you
sometimes she doesn’t even come home
so, just be careful of what you do!
"tch, how disobedient...such a whore for me, arent you? begging to be fucked, you can't even apologize properly..."
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asherthefirst ¡ 7 months
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lynette sfw/nsfw headcanons
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warnings: gender neutral reader (some mentions to a cock but you can interpret it as a strap) blindfolds, mentions to a bad childhood, praise kink
notes: i also made the sfw part during school but it was only half of it, also the sfw part has more than the nsfw and that’s bc i didn’t know what to do for the nsfw 😪
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sfw:
lynette is like a robot, acts like one, and does not have any emotions, though that’s what people who don’t know her very well think
and well, while they are not wrong, there’s more to lynette than meets the eye
she never thought she would find love until she met you
you’re just such a bundle of sunshine, sometimes she finds herself smiling at you
you always want to be near her and she just thinks it’s the cutest thing ever!
though, she’s not gonna admit it LMAO
just like what lyney did in the archon quest, lynette uses too, she uses magic to make your favorite flowers appear on your clothing
your favorite flower is a glaze lily? oh look, it’s suddenly on your shirt!
cecilia? hey, how did it get on your head?!
lynette’s love language will probably be acts of service and quality time
she’s not very good with words, and she doesn’t like touching that much, reminds her too much of her past
so she would just buy you your favorite food and spend time with you a lot before or after rehearsals <33
lyney makes fun of her for how much she hangs out with you, she just rolls her eyes
her favorite place to kiss you is your cheek!
she doesn’t mind kissing you on your lips, but it takes her all of her self-confidence to even lean in and press her lips against yours!
so because of that, you mostly do all the kissing
lynette loves cuddling you! the warmth you’re emitting is just so comforting to her after a long day of practicing or magic concerts <33
this girl is definitely a little spoon, no doubt about that! she doesn’t have experience in cuddling lovers, she only cuddled with her two brothers and that’s it
lynette wouldn’t really love PDA, she thinks it’s useless, why would she want everyone to know that you two are dating?
and plus, making out in public? nasty…
she wouldn’t mind just holding hands, probably the only thing she’ll do!!
the assistant is clingy in private, not that much, but it’s definitely noticeable
if lynette is off from rehearsals or doesn’t have any concerts that day and you come home after a long day at work, she’ll be there to say hi to you, taking your hand and leading you to the couch
and that reminds me, she also loves laying her head in your lap!
only because most of the time your hand unconsciously pats her head, fingers going to the edges of her cat ears and caressing softly
she purs on your lap because the sensation is just too good!
“i’m home,” you muttered out, closing and locking the door behind you. a soft but monotone voice echoed through your home.
“welcome home, y/n, come, lay down with me,” lynette said, callous hands taking yours as she led you to the couch. she pushed you down and sat next to you, maneuvering her body so that she was lying on the couch with her head in your lap.
you smiled at her affection. you sighed and your hand involuntarily moved to her ears, caressing them slowly. suddenly you heard a pur and looked down to see your girlfriend, with a straight, blank face, purring.
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lynette’s ears are not particularly sensitive, but during intimacy, they are probably the most sensitive thing on tevyat
for some reason, she likes sitting on your face. you don’t know why, neither does she, but she just likes it.
lynette is not particularly loud during sex, she will let out a few moans here and there—and most of the time she contains it, swallowing her whimpers
she doesn’t care for positions, any is good for her
but if you have a cock, she would like cowgirl
she would have a lot of control, showing you the pace she likes, you also think it’s hot, seeing the faces she makes
lynette would DEFINITELY blindfold you, she doesn’t want you to see the silly faces she makes when you penetrate her, even if you’re just fingering her
lynette is probably the most vanilla person you’ve ever met, besides blindfolding you, she doesn’t have many kinks
OH SHE ALSO HAS A PRAISE KINK
just tell her how good she is at taking your fingers or your cock, she’ll really appreciate it <33
just, be careful where you touch her, and make sure you ask for lots of consent, her childhood traumatized her
lynette wouldn’t experiment in the bed, but if you want to she’ll be glad to indulge in you, just make sure she actually wants it and it’s not smth that reminds her of her backstory
lynette is more into receiving than giving, as she has no experience in pleasuring people, but if you’re stressed or ask her to, she will tend to your needs <33
aftercare with lynette is so cute! even after all her orgasms (she normally has one or two and that’s it) she’ll still try and emotionally comfort you, spooning you and patting your head
even though she’s tired, she tries her best to clean you both up! she’ll massage your hand and jaw, clean the lower half of your face, and make you drink water <33
you make fun of her for being oh so very caring, but you mean it in a loving way!
“hehe, you’re so caring, lynette~” you giggled, downing down a cup of water that she gave you. you watched as her face turned a bright red she looked away and covered the lower half of her face.
“shut up, i’m trying to clean you up here,” lynette said, shaking her head. she grabbed some paper towels, dabbing them on your face.
“i can’t tease my wonderful girlfriend nowadays?” you whined, feigning sadness. lynette saw right through your trick though and rolled her eyes, throwing away the towels.
“yeah, yeah,” she said, leaning in to kiss your cheek.
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asherthefirst ¡ 7 months
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Layla sfw/nsfw hcs
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warnings: mentions of sex toys, smut, layla calls you starlight as an endearment name, gender neutral reader
notes: i wrote the sfw part during school 💀 the nsfw i wrote at home!!!
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Sfw:
this girl is so shy around you it’s adorable!
she’s not really a sucker for physical affection in public, but sometimes she clings to your arm when you both are just walking down the streets of sumeru <3
she likes to hold your hand, doing so calms her nerves
also your warm hand is a large contrast to her cold on
layla doesn’t really care or mind if you like PDA, kissing her hand softly is one of her favorite things you do in public!
just make sure you don’t overdo it, though, at her campus you two are already the talk of the town and she doesn’t want you both to be “famous any longer!”
though in public she dislikes affections, in private she’s a sucker for it!
layla is very clingy when you both are home alone
she loves your cuddles so much she can not wait to go home after a long day at the akedemia!
she likes to be the small spoon during your cuddle sessions
she just enjoys being in your arms! she feels safe and well-protected <;33
this girl loves kissing your temple, she’s too shy to kiss you anywhere else so your temple is the only thing she’ll do (sadly, she’s been trying to kiss you on your lips but she’s shy!)
she loves it when you kiss her anywhere, especially her cheek!
she just feels so warm when you do
layla loves going out on midnight strolls with you
because sometimes when she’s staying up to finish her assignments you’re also up with her to keep her company (if you don’t have work the next day) so you always suggest going on a late-night stroll to ease her nerves
“layla, do you want to go on a walk with me?” you asked, hugging her from behind. layla shook, though she relaxed when she realized it was you.
“isn’t it after midnight…?”
“so? you look like you need to relax. and i don’t have work tomorrow.”
layla hummed, thinking hard at the suggestion.
“okay, but only for a little bit. these assignments are due tomorrow…”
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layla’s too weak to do anything like masturbating, so as a wonderful partner, you have to help her <;33
when you’re pleasuring her, she wouldn’t be too loud, just some whimpers here and there, she’s not known to be loud either way
she really loves when you just focus on her clit, her whole body is just so sensitive so just pleasuring her clit is a dream come true :(
layla doesn’t have kinks like most people, but one of her favorites is somnophilia, she gets off when she wakes up and realizes that your fingers are deep inside her cunt <3
she doesn’t really have a favorite sex position—per se—but she loves sitting on your face
just seeing you below her, eating her out vigorously <3
layla is just so obviously a pillow princess, she lives for receiving and not giving and you’re happy to indulge in her
though sometimes she feels bad that you’re doing all the work so tries to get you off
you only cum once before she gets too tired to continue
one time she passed out while eating you out, it was too adorable and the next day she was apologizing so much <33
layla wouldn’t particularly have any sex toys—maybe a small vibrator she would have and use when you’re off at work and she needs relief
but she never regularly uses it, her sex drive isn’t a high one, and plus you’re not out for work for that long either way
she doesn’t mind love bites, though make sure not to add them on places people will see, her inner thighs and collarbone will be good enough <33
THOUGH a few times you couldn’t control yourself and accidentally left hickeys on her neck where people can see… Oopsie!
“starlight…you left a bunch love bites,” layla muttered, looking at the mirror at her neck.
“…sorry. i couldn’t control myself!” you defended yourself, “you just taste so good! not my fault.”
layla looked at you with a bright red face, you’ve said similar stuff before, but they still make her blush!
“it’s…alright. i can always over them, i guess,” she thought out loud, looking away from your eyes.
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asherthefirst ¡ 7 months
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Honestly the genshin side of tumblr likes genshin men a bit too much and it’s crazy
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asherthefirst ¡ 8 months
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Project sekai characters and their first i love you’s
Mochizuki Honami
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- honami and you had recently started dating
- you didn’t attend her school, though, so her friends and classmates were shocked to see her run up to you after you’ve been waiting at the gates for a good twenty minutes
- you two been dating for 2 months, and some people were confused when you mentioned you both haven’t said I love you yet
- sure, y’all kissed and shit, but y’all never had the confidence to say it
- weird, right?
- but overall, she was an amazing girlfriend to you
- she gave you gifts and sweets she made at home!
- though you wouldn’t admit it, you loved her chocolate more than store bought chocolate
- one time, when you both were at her house, making out on the couch, she almost said the L word.
- but the moment she started staying it her parents came into the horse so you two quickly scrambled off of each other
- well today, you were determined to say it first, how matter how hard it was!
- today, honami invited you over, saying that her parents were going to be out for a few hours and she wanted your company
- and that’s when your plan was set into motion.
“Hey, love,” you said when she opened the front door. You saw the way she lit up and that made you smile too. She pulled you into a hug.
“Hi, y/n.”
The way she said your name got you blushing and shit, but you managed to cool down.
Honami brought you inside the house and dragged you to her room. “Ha, you’re excited, aren’t you?” You teased. The brunette nodded and sat down on her futon, you followed along by sitting on her lap, her hands instinctively wrapping themselves around your back and legs.
“What are you excited about, Honami?”
She stared at you, her ocean eyes darkening with every second. You could feel the aura getting stronger and stronger, which caused you to be a little uncomfortable.
“Honam—“
She kissed you. Bringing a hand up to your cheek, caressing your cheek bone with her thumb. You kissed back and circled your arms around her neck, deepening the kiss. Honami pulled away and stared, once again. “L-Love,” you stuttered. She continued to just stare, just like before.
“I love you.”
Your eyes widened and you face turned red. You looked away from her eyes and stuffed your head into her neck. “You—you idiot…” you punched her softly in the shoulder. Honami laughed and pulling you closer to her.
“Say it back?” She asked, her face had also turned red but you couldn’t see it, thank the lords.
“…I—I love you too.”
Akiyama Mizuki
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- you and mizuki have been dating for half a year
- everyone was supportive of your relationship, including their sister, so it was a win win
- though I will admit, you have said I love you before to mizuki, but they didn’t say it back.
- all that happened was them getting flustered and teasing YOU. like what
- after that, you didn’t say it again, you just waited until they had the confidence to be the one to say it first
- though they always teased you, you liked that, a lot. You thought it was cute
- but overall, they were very affectionate, loving, and caring. You loved them very much
- mizuki would use the money they got from their part time job to buy you everything you ever wanted
- though they don’t get much money from the job, you were still grateful by their actions
- even though they didn’t say the word, you could tell they loved you by their sweet, caring, and sometimes stupid actions
- but right now, you were over at their house, sitting on their bed, your back against the bed board
- they were at their desk, currently working on an MV for their group, they were barely paying attention to you, but they had an excuse, “ena is pressuring me to get this out on time!”
- you rolled your eyes and watched as their brows furrowed, they looked mad, maybe you could help them?
“Mizuki,” you started, getting up from their bed and walking over to them. They hummed. “Are you stressed?” You asked.
“Yes.”
“Can I do something to help you destress?”
Mizuki raised an eyebrow and looked at you expectingly. “Like what?”
You smiled and sat on their lap, throwing your legs across their own. You looked up at them and smiled again. Their face turned all shades of red, but they smiled back.
“Y’know, I don’t think I can continue with this MV,” they said, backing away from the counter a bit and wrapping their arms around you. “You’re just too cute!”
You shook your head, reaching up to kiss them.
“You’re stupid, Mizuki.”
They smirked and kissed you again, and again. And AGAIN. Sooner than later both of yours lips became swollen. Mizuki still wanted to kiss, but you stopped them before they came any closer. “M-Mizuki!”
They made a noise and raised an eyebrow.
“Whatttt?”
“Stop kissing me…”
“Whyyy,” they whined.
“B-Because! Our lips are swollen…” you whined as well. It was silent for a few seconds until you realized Mizuki was staring deep into your soul with those pink eyes. “Huh, Mizuki? Are you okay?”
“I love you.”
Your mouth dropped open and your eyes widened, your whole face turning red, including your ears. “You…finally said it, huh?” You giggled, watching as their eyes popped open. “I love you too, Mizuki.”
Asahina Mafuyu
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- honestly, mafuyu probably said I love you the moment she confessed to you, which ultimately lead to you hitting her shoulder and telling her about the “i love you” rule
- she didn’t understand at first, but after a week where she said it and you didn’t say it back, she caught on and stopped, much to your disappointment
- mafuyu was a great girlfriend overall, even though you didn't attend her school, she saw you almost every hour of the day (weird right?)
- you wouldn’t tell her your secret though, it was something only you were good at, and you didn’t want someone to take it away from you
- more into the relationship, mafuyu kissed you all over, in private of course.
- she didn’t want anyone from her school watching you both kiss, knowing her classmates they would probably tell her mom, which she didn’t want
- you kissed her back too, but not as much as she did
- you thought this was out of character for her, definitely, but if she only did it to you, in private, you suppose you didn’t mind
- though mafuyu didn’t say I love you anymore, she usually gave you gifts and letters if you’re sleeping over while her parents are out of town.
- you go to school later than her, as she has to go earlier than the usual time to do some mumbo jumbo stuff as an honor student
- the gifts usually contain chocolate, and the letter is a hidden message—morose code you guessed, you couldn’t understand it though, but you knew it meant something important
- it was approaching you and mafuyu’s 3-month anniversary, that was a long time you dealt with her bullshitted attitude—which you won’t say straight to her face
- you decided to give her something important. You were ready for it, and you think Mafuyu would be happy as well
You sat on the couch of the Asahina family home, mafuyu’s parents were out of town again so she invited you over, she just asked you to not make a mess or leave your shit, which you did an amazing job of, that’s for sure.
You were waiting for Mafuyu to come back from archery practice, she didn’t have cram school, praise the lords or else you would’ve been waiting until 11 pm at night for her. You were on your phone just scrolling through twitter when you heard the front door open
You immediately jumped off the couch and ran over to your girlfriend, jumping onto her and hugging her. “Hi, Mafuyu!!” You chirped, smiling even bigger as she wrapped her arms around your waist.
“Hi,” she said softly but in that cold voice of hers. “I missed you,” she pushed you away slightly to close the door and put her key up.
“I missed you too!” You said, grabbing her hand and leasing her to the couch. You sat down and pulled her onto your lap, wrapping your arms around her and digging your face into her neck. You could feel her heating up at this position, you thought it was cute and pulled her closer to her. “Hey, Mafuyu,” you started. She hummed, acknowledging you. “Our anniversary is in a few days. What are you going to get me?”
“I don’t know. What I usually gift you?”
“Mafuyu!! That’s boring! Don’t get me wrong, I love when you do that in the morning, but our anniversary is special…” you whined, trying to reason with her. It was pretty easy because she started thinking and snapped her fingers.
“I know what to give you.”
You tilted your head. “Hm? What is it?” Mafuyu shook her head and glared at you. “Haha, I’m joking!” You smiled. There was a comfortable silence for a moment. Mafuyu leaned into you, your scent filling your nose. “Hey, Mafuyu,” she hummed again. “I love you, so much.”
She squirmed in your lap which caused you to laugh loudly. “Heyyy, you gonna say it back??” You giggled, teasing a little. It stayed quiet for a good few moments then she said it.
“I love you too.”
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asherthefirst ¡ 9 months
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them drunk around a reader uncomfortable around wasted people 🤭
characters: mona and eula.
Warnings: unhealthy relationships(?), past relationships, boundaries are broken, drunk characters, bad apologies(that’s my bad)
Mona.
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You sat on the stool of angel’s share, watching uncomfortably as Mona swirled the glass of dandelion wine in the air. You honestly didn’t know why she even invited you here. You knew she didn’t mean any harm. And plus, you willingly agreed. She even promised you that she wouldn’t get drunk, knowing your previous experience with wasted people. She said that all she wanted to do was to hang out with friends.
That was a fucking lie.
You fumbled with your hands, picking some skin off as the atmosphere made you feel worse and worse. You felt sick, like you were gonna throw up. You felt like crying. Actually, you felt every single emotion at once. You took a glance at Mona, who was so happy looking, a lopsided grin. You smiled at her and stepped off the stool, heading out. You couldn’t deal with this anymore.
The moment you stepped out you felt a hand grab your wrist. “Y/N.”
You turned around and smiled. “Hi, Mona. I thought you were having fun getting drunk? Forgetting all about me and my problems. Where is this sudden act or kindness coming from?”
You could hear yourself becoming mad and salty. But you barely scared. You just wanted to get away from her, only because she’s drunk.
“I’m not that drunk, though…” she murmured, looking down, sad but also disappointed in herself. “Look. I know you’re mad at me, and I apologize, I really do,” she said, looking up at you with drunken eyes. You couldn’t tell if they were from love or because she was tipsy. “I—I don’t know if you would ever forgive me. I know I wouldn’t if I was you,” she took a pause to grab your hand, squeezing it three times. “But, Y/N, I would never do anything to hurt you, though I am still very aware of my actions as I am not that drunk. I am so sorry.”
You stared at her with widened eyes. Her apology wasn’t that good, but that was because she was wasted, which made sense. You nodded, squeezing three times back to her. “I forgive you,” you pulled her into a back breaking hug. “Next time when you go out to angel’s share, I think I’ll stay home.”
Eula.
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Eula forgot. She definitely did. She was completely wasted, which made you feel incredibly uncomfortable, sad, and enraged. Every emotion you could think of filled your body.
Though, you internally smiled when you saw the full on blush that settled across her face. You hated her, but you had to admit it was cute.
To be honest, you’re surprised she hasn’t asked you if you wanted some of her wine. She’s definitely getting her character development, slowly but surely.
Your entire body stopped moving when another person wrapped their arm around your neck. That was your last straw. You pushed them off and whispered in Eula’s ear, “I’m going to take a breather,” and you stormed off. It all happened so fast you though she didn’t realize what happened.
That was until about twenty minutes later, Eula came out. She looked completely sober, though you knew she wasn’t. It was obvious in the way she walked a bit funny. “Y/N, I took care of it.”
You tilted your head and smiled softly. “What do you mean ‘you took care of it’?”
Eula sat beside you on the bench, leaving a bit of distance between you and her. “That guy, that hugged you. I berated him,” you made a loud sound and yelled her name. “Before you say anything, he was checking you up and down,” she muttered, leaning her head back so it rested against the brick wall behind you two. “You must be crazy, Y/N, if you thought I didn’t notice someone touching you. Smh. The way you rogufhr that way about me. Vengeance will be mine.”
You tutted and looked the other way, clearly mad about something. You muttered something underneath your breath but Eula could hardly make out your sentence. She leaned forward and rested her arms on her knees, looking at you. “What did you say?”
You coughed. “Ahem, i said, I might be crazy then, because you didn’t notice how fucking uncomfortable I was with you.”
Eula coughed louder than you and she stood up. “I am sorry, Y/N! I—I completely forgot—I know that’s not an excuse, but I am truely sorry,” she rambled on. “I’ll—get a hotel room for you. I understand if you don’t want to sleep with me anymore.”
She started walking towards the only hotel in Mondstadt but you grabbed her hand and pulled her. “Eula!” You yelled, trying to get her out of her thoughts. “I understand. I’ve been with many people who…forget. And I agree that it’s not an excuse, the way you apologized…and your actions, made me forgive you. Even if it wasn’t good, and even if it wasn’t good because you’re…intoxicated.”
You smiled big as you saw how Eula smiled big. You’ve never seen her smile this huge before, though you know it was the alcohol talking. You laughed softly and pulled her into a hug. “I love you, Eula.”
She stuttered about a hundred times before she replied.
“I love you too.”
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asherthefirst ¡ 1 year
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Idk bruh this looking pretty good 🤷‍♀️ but maybe someone else already did it 🥱
Explain to me how I’m too shy to request even anonymously but I’ll gladly just post this on my account- anyways! Dom!larissa
Coming back from work only to find a very needy!R breaking the rules and desperately humping her pillow, they don’t notice her there at first, mumbling to the air, begging for more, for their mommy, and Larissa responds “I’m right here darling” Reader being way too needy to be embarrassed just begging her to come and help “it won’t go away, please, mistress it hurts” of course Larissa complies but don’t think ur getting away with this, “well you wanted to come so desperately, let’s see how much you can take before you break” then proceeds to overstim tf out of reader and ask for “just one more” when they’re begging her to stop
Of course has to include: dumbification, overstim, subspace, mommy kink, crying, begging, praise, there’s a safe word but no use of it, and of course aftercare.
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asherthefirst ¡ 1 year
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you been alright bro, you been off grid
I’m sorry I didn’t see this before but I’m fine! I’m just not active in tumblr very much….as you can clearly see, but I’m very active on my other social medias like instagram, tiktok, and ao3. The reason is that tumblr doesn’t stick out to me as much and the stuff I write on ao3 doesn’t seem to match with the stuff on tumblr 🤷‍♀️
BUT I can assure you I’m completely fine :)
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asherthefirst ¡ 1 year
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Can you do a Mafuyu x reader story but you meet Mafuyu’s mom
warnings: implied/referenced homophobia, past homophobia, psychological abuse, they/them pronouns for reader, reader is whoever you want them to be but since mafuyu’s mom is kind of homophobic reader is a girl, also this fanfic is not the ideal thought of meeting your girlfriend’s mom.
“mafuyu, i-i’m scared…” you muttered, hand in hand with your girlfriend who was dressed nicely. all you wore was a black and white dress with a tie while mafuyu wore a seal brown shirt with blue jeans and a white cardigan which was clear. she clearly thought you meeting her mom wasn’t that big of a deal and thought she didn’t need to dress fancy. “what if she doesn’t like me?”
“love, you’re being dramatic…” mafuyu murmured, squeezing your hand gently. “she’ll love you.”
“but, isn’t she like…homophobic?” you asked. you remember mafuyu once told you that she was talking about her friends kanade and honami getting together, and her mom said something horrific which caused them to get into a slight argument. that was years ago, so you didn’t know if she changed it not.
“no, she changed after i talked about you a lot and threatened to leave.”
“wow, she must really love you, huh?”
mafuyu shrugged her shoulders, walking up the steps to get into her house. “i guess so.”
the purple haired girl knocked on the door softly. but you noticed her hand was shaking. is she as scared as i am? that would be the case. besides, she was her mom’s best child. well, she was her only child.
you and mafuyu waited outside for a moment then the door opened. it showed her mom, dressing all formal. she smiled gently and stood to the side to let both of you in. she then closed the door and let y’all to the couch. she patted the seat for you to sit down, along with mafuyu, who sat behind you with her arms wrapped around you.
“hi, mafuyu’s mom…”
“hello, y/n,” she smiled. “please, call me ms. asahina.”
“o-okay…”
the room became quiet, only the sound of breathing filled it. you were scared to say anything, in fear of angering ms. asahina.
“a-asahina-sama,” you started. “is there…is there a reason you wanted to see me?” your stuttering caused your girlfriend’s mom to raise an eyebrow, which made you shiver. you definitely messed up.
“do i have to have a reason to meet my daughter’s lover?” her mom asked, smiling a bit and tilting her head. “i want to get to to know you, i’m sure i’ll get to loving you eventually, to see if you’re good for my daughter.”
your eyes widened and you misdirected eye contact, your face was that of a flustered one. “th-thank you, asahina-sama…” you muttered. you hoped you would be pleasurable to her mom, but for some reason you doubt it.
you have a bad feeling about this meeting. it was like ms. asahina was pretending…but she wouldn’t do that. she loves her daughter too much. but, no matter how many times you tried to tell yourself that, that small gut feeling wouldn’t go away. even when you all gathered around the dinner table to eat the meal your girlfriend’s mom prepared for you, you couldn’t shake that feeling.
mafuyu noticed it. of course she did, she always notices when something is wrong with you. which is why you love her so much, and is why you can never keep secrets… mafuyu placed a hand on your thigh, silently asking you if you were okay. you gently smiled and nodded. she looked like she didn’t believe you, but didn’t want to push any further so she focused on her food.
“so, y/n, how’s my daughter been doing? how’s your relationship?” she randomly asked. you noticed she never said mafuyu’s name today. all she’s been saying was “my daughter” and shit.
“it’s been going good,” you replied, making sure to swallow your food before answering. “she’s been more…stable and her grades are getting better once again.”
“ah, that’s good, you’ve been protecting her, i hope?”
“yup! i’ve also been helping her with her studies! i’m quite the expert at what she’s been studying.”
that was a lie. you’ve haven’t been helping mafuyu with her studies. and you’re not an expert at what she’s studying. you’re just saying that to be even more liked by her mom. and mafuyu definitely noticed that cause she gave you the side eye, which probably meant; what the fuck are you saying?
“really? that’s good…and i’m glad she’s more stable,” she spooned up a spoonful of rice and put it in her mouth, swallowing it after chewing it a bit. “so…mafuyu,” the sudden way she said her name brought chills to mafuyu. “why y/n? why did you choose them?”
mafuyu apparently knew her mom was gonna ask that, cause without warning, she stood up, slamming the table in the process. “why…why would you ask that, mother?”
you looked at mafuyu in shock. “ah, mafuyu, it’s fine, she didn’t mean any harm to it, i’m sure of it! in fact, it didn’t bother me at all! so…”
“i’m just asking a simple question, love,” ms. asahina also stood up, smiling devilishly. “is it so wrong to ask?”
“yes, you’re making me upset, mother.”
“why? is it so wrong nowadays to ask a simple question?”
mafuyu stayed silent. she looked away with dead eyes. slowly, she sat back down, shaking in her seat. “n-no…what was your question?”
her mom smiled and sat down as well. “good. and my question was; why did you pick them?”
mafuyu parted her lips to speak. “i picked them cause they were the only person who actually loved and accepted me for who i actually was,” she started, and you could tell this was gonna be a long one. “i chose them because they were so beautiful, they were the sweetest to me. and when they confessed, i felt overjoyed. i never felt that way about someone when they confessed to me before.”
mafuyu’s mom’s eyes widened in shock.
“so, mother, to answer your question in simple words, i chose them cause my heart told me to, and that’s that.”
she stood up and gripped your hand, pulling you up with her. “h-huh?! m-mafuyu?!”
“so, if you’ll excuse us, we’ll be leaving.”
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“mafuyu.”
she didn’t hear you. so you spoke again, but in a louder tone.
“mafuyu..”
still? ugh. what is she thinking?
“mafuyu!!” you shouted and that caught her attention. she stopped and turned around, and that’s when you saw how that conversation affected her.
her face was sweaty as fuck, her eyes were still widened, and you could faintly see tears staining her cheeks. she was completely affected by her mom, and she didn’t even realize it. she didn’t ask for help from you, and she was silent the whole walk.
“what do you want?” she sharply said, but then caught herself. “oh, sorry, do you need something?”
“yeah, you. what’s up? that conversation affected you more than i thought,” you squeezed her hand gently and you could feel her body start to relax. “do you want to talk about it?”
“no, not really,” mafuyu turned to the side. “but, the way she first asked me why i chose you…the tone in her voice made me mad and i…made a scene, i’m sorry.”
“no no, mafuyu, you don’t need to apologize,” you grabbed both of her hands. “you just wanted to protect me, to protect us from…discrimination. and i appreciate you for it,” you smiled up at her as she was taller than you. she looked at you and smiled as well.
“thanks, y/n, that made me feel better…i don’t know how.”
“hehe, you’re welcome,” you winked and let go of one of her hands and dragged her down the sidewalk. “now, we should go to a restaurant and get some food! your mother’s cooking was not it…” you felt at ease hearing mafuyu giggling. she was not like this during her second year, but now that she’s in her third year and about to go to college, she’s trying to live her live to the fullest.
“yeah.”
and i should probably apologize to mother.
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asherthefirst ¡ 1 year
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ong sometimes i cant write smut for the life of me
I’ve heard someone say that if you’ve read enough smut you’ll be able to write it well and like let me be the first to assure you that that is not always the case
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asherthefirst ¡ 1 year
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what is it like to kiss someone?
“hey mizuki?” mizuki turned to the person who called them.
“yeah, ena? what’s up?” they placed their phone down to focus all their attention on the brown-haired girl.
“well um, i have a question…” ena’s face flushed and she looked off to the side.
“hm? what is it?”
ena stared at the door and not mizuki’s face. was she really that embarrassed about her question? mizuki crawled to sit in front of her, forcing her to look at them. “ena, you can tell me, i won’t be mad,” they said softly.
“it’s not that, it’s…kind of embarrassing…”
“no question is embarrassing, just say it.
ena looked down at her hands, fumbling with her fingers. “well, what is it like to kiss someone?” she looked up. mizuki was taken aback. that was her question? they wish they could answer it, but they haven’t kissed anyone before. 
“oh, i don’t know, i’ve never kissed anyone before,” they shrugged their shoulders, acting like what they’re saying doesn’t matter. “you haven’t either?”
“well, why do you think i asked the question? idiot.”
“haha! sorry!” they apologized, but still didn’t answer.
“so you don’t know…?” mizuki shook their head.
“no, sorry.” 
“well, do you wanna try?”
“what?”
the clothing designer stared at ena unexpectedly. ena stammered a bit, face flushed red. “y-yeah, we both haven’t gotten our first kiss yet, and i wanna know what kissing is like, so…” she gripped the skirt she was wearing tightly, forcing herself to keep eye contact, “can we?” she begged.
mizuki’s face flushed a dark red. they didn’t know ena could beg, and frankly, she’s cute like this. not like they were gonna say it to herself, well, she might like that. but…
mizuki continued to stare, they fully processed the question, but couldn’t say anything back. they were still in a state of shock. ena pouted and inched closer to the pinkette. “is that a yes?” she whispered, crawling on top of them, placing a hand on their cheek. “you can stop me, you know,” mizuki felt their eyes pop out of their brain. 
“o-okay.”
ena gave an awkward smile and leaned closer, pressing their lips together. mizuki gave a slight gasp but kissed back. they placed their hands on ena’s waist, pulling her closer. ena rested her other hand on mizuki’s chest and pushed them down.
mizuki whined and moved their arm to wrap around her body. ena pulled away first, breathing laboriously.
“m-mizu…”
“enanan.”
“well? how was it?” she asked, easing herself up, she straddled their hips as mizuki still lay down. she didn’t want invalidation. she wanted validation. she wanted to get praise from mizuki. mizuki akiyama no less.
“i-it was…” they started, but couldn’t get anything out. they wanted to say it was good, kissing ena was good, fantastic even! but, they couldn’t get it from their mouth. “m-maybe we should try again?”
“hehe, if you want another kiss, just say so directly.”
ena leaned down and pressed her lips against the youngers again. mizuki rested their hands on her waist again, caressing the hem of her shirt gently. 
they both pulled back—one breathing heavier than the other. they both looked into each other’s lust-filled eyes. “e-ena, th-that was amazing.”
“r-really?”
“yeah. i’m glad you took my first kiss.”
ena smiled, but then it faded and she looked away, face suddenly showing all her embarrassment. “ena? what’s wrong?”
“i-i want more.”
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asherthefirst ¡ 2 years
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"can you help me?"
warnings: mentions of depression, implied emotional/psychological abuse, inspired by art that i can't add here
mafuyu has been more depressed than usual.
well, that’s not shocking considering what happened just a week ago.
mafuyu got into a fight with her parents, she followed her friend’s advice and stood up to them, telling her parents that she didn’t want to become a nurse and that she’s an independent woman. of touches, her mom tried to gaslight her telling her that she doesn’t care what her daughter does in her life or not. but mafuyu knew all that was bullshit.
the fight ended with mafuyu slapping her mother—which resulted in mafuyu getting kicked out. her mother didn’t say for how long, but the honor student knew it was gonna be long. 
mafuyu quickly went to her laptop and started to tell the server what happened. kanade, mizuki, and ena were shocked, to say the least, they didn’t know mafuyu’s mother would go that far. but none of them could take mafuyu in—minus that one person.
ena took mafuyu in cause she left terribly, and because they were dating. ena’s parents understood, and let her. akito didn’t care, as long as mafuyu doesn’t force him to eat carrots he’ll be fine.
ena was brought back to reality when she said the door was open. it couldn’t be akito cause he went to the weekend garage to practice, and her parents were out working. she looked at the time and saw that it was 5 pm. oh, that must be mafuyu! ena whipped around and saw the said girl walking in. “hey, mafuyu! how was school?” ena got up from the couch and stood in the middle of the living room. mafuyu just stared at her, like she was thinking.
“it was good. why?” she asked, hanging her bag on the rack and walking around the couch to her girlfriend.
“i just want to be a good girlfriend,” ena shrugged.
mafuyu looked at her for a few seconds before sitting down on the couch, bringing ena with her. “mafuyu?” the honor student looked down at her uniform then up at ena again.
“can you help me? i don’t have the motivation…” ena sighed.
“jeez…” she muttered but didn’t complain. she’s done this many times since mafuyu moved in with her, but it doesn’t fail to make her blush all the time. and since they’re alone right now makes it even worse. “you should really start doing things yourself, huh?” she placed her hands on the other girl’s shoulders, hooking her fingers under the black cardigan and pulling it down. 
“but ena always does this for me, so it’s alright.”
“you can’t just rely on me for everything. we’re not going to be together forever, you have to rely on yourself,” ena started taking off the cardigan, for some reason. she was blushing more than usual. she took a small peek at mafuyu and saw how emotionless she looked. does she not care? it’s like she doesn’t have actual feelings.
“you aren’t going to be with me forever? i thought that’s what we planned.”
ena lowered the sweater and her heart started racing. like she said, she’s always done this before, so why is this any different? is there a reason for it? 
she finally told the cardigan off and threw it over on the coffee table. “there, i’m going to go eat and wait until it’s time for me to go to school, what will you be doing?” ena asked, getting up and she started walking until mafuyu grabbed her wrist and pulled her back down. “m-mafuyu?!”
“i thought that’s what we planned, that we’ll be together forever, is it not?” mafuyu wrapped her arms around ena’s collarbone. 
“y-yes, th-that is what we planned, but-“
“but what?”
“but…ugh,” ena groaned, forcing her body to turn around and kiss mafuyu. “i’m sorry, okay? we’ll be together forever,” her hand found the other’s and they intertwined hands. “i promise.”
mafuyu hummed. “we better.”
jeez, when was mafuyu so sentimental?
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asherthefirst ¡ 2 years
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mafuyu and ena both find comfort in each other...
��here,” mafuyu said, patting her lap, “come sit, you must be tired.”
“huh?! i’m not tired! plus, why are you sitting on the dirty floor?” ena asked, leaning against one of the black triangles.
“it’s not dirty, it’s clean, you just need glasses.”
“i can see perfectly fine thank you very much!”
ena didn’t reject her offer though. she slowly walked towards mafuyu and kneeled, sitting on mafuyu’s legs. mafuyu gave a slight grunt and wrapped her arms around her girlfriend.
today, mafuyu has been more clingy than usual, and ena has been more annoyed than usual. mafuyu would intertwine her hand with the artist’s, message her a good morning and good night text, tell her “i love you”. and spend time with her more often. ena thought it was because mafuyu would break up with her soon with how affectionate she’s been! but, that’s likely not the case.
maybe, it’s because mafuyu had a fight with her mom?
if so, why not consult to her friends? why go to your girlfriend and be more sentimental?
well, not like ena minded to be honest. mafuyu wasn’t one to be affectionate to begin with, so this made her happy.
but another reason was that mafuyu probably reflected and realized how she acted like she hated her girlfriend during the times they spent together. she didn’t hate her at all! she just couldn’t show emotions that well. maybe she looked up how to be more affectionate?
before ena could think anymore, mafuyu uncoiled one arm around ena, reaching into her pocket. “mafuyu?” she hummed, taking out what looked like a bracelet. “huh?”
“for you, ena,” mafuyu murmured. “take you for always being here with me, especially earlier in our relationship.”
ena’s eyes widened, and she blushed, her whole face turning a beetroot red. “u-uh—i-thank you, mafuyu.”
she took the bracelet in her hand, laying it on her own lap. ena leaned back into the embrace mafuyu was giving her. the lyricist’s hand going to the artist’s intertwining their hands together. mafuyu kissed her cheek and settled into her hair, which somehow still smelled like peaches from her earlier shower.
“i really appreciate you, you know that? you giving me all these gifts and such…so if you really up and disappear on me, or worse…i’ll be sad, ya know?”
mafuyu nodded. “i will…keep that in mind. i appreciate you too.”
ena giggled and turned her head. she didn’t notice this before, but mafuyu had her hair down—she looked prettier like this, to be honest. but she doesn’t like her hair down, it gives her bad memories from her childhood, she guessed. ena smiled at mafuyu, and shockingly, she smiled back. the brown haired girl pressed their lips together softly.
when she pulled back, she saw how red mafuyu’s face was. “aw, you look so cute when you’re flushered! hehe~”
mafuyu pouted and hid her face in ena’s shoulder. so cute.
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asherthefirst ¡ 2 years
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don’t leave me…
warnings!! cutting, love confessions at a wrong time, tsundere ena, hurt/comfort, mentioned emotionally and psychological abuse, self harm(the same as cutting) kissing, past child abuse, aged up characters, mafumom mentioned!!
mafuyu fell on the bathroom floor, coiling herself up in a ball. she felt like she wanted to die. she felt so…well she didn’t know what she felt besides wanted to die.
she felt emotionless, maybe? she felt like no one actually loved her. she felt like her close friends, mizuki, kanade, ena, she felt like they all played her. she felt like they all pretend to care.
they all lived together after college, which was a hard decision for mafuyu, well for her parents. but they let her nonetheless. mafuyu was still in school though, because she’s learning to be a doctor, for her parents of course. her friends tried to persuade her to not do what they want, but they didn’t get to her.
she was so close to becoming a doctor—she only had one year of school left. she thought she could handle it. but considering her position right now, she guessed not. she thought she was the only one home. but it turned out, a certain someone was home…
mafuyu breathed heavily, she closed her eyes, tears dripping down onto the dirty look she was laying on. she wanted to scream—she wanted to shout. she wanted to yell out all the pain in her heart. but she wouldn’t. not like she couldn’t. she just wouldn’t. it would be a waste, it’s not like anyone would care.
her breath hitched, and she slowly got up, one hand gripping the sink counter to make sure she didn’t fall and the other reached out to a draw. she opened it and took out a knife. she knew no one goes through that drawer because no one has anything important in there. plus it’s her own bathroom. she let go of the counter and raised her hand to her wrist, slowly pushing the knife into her wrist and moving it down. tears from her eyes onto her arm. it stinged the cuts, but she could care less. she went to the other arm, and was about to do the same, but then…
“mafuyu!”
mafuyu turned her head to the door so fast. she saw ena standing near the doorway. they both stared at each other for a little bit. that is until ena’s eyes trailed down to the lyricist’s arm, then the knife, and it looked like her eyes were shaking as she looked at the cuts.
“w-what are you doing…?”
“cutting myself, what does it look like i’m doing?”
“no shit!” ena ran to mafuyu, taking the knife out of her hand and throwing it in the sink. “why though…?” she murmured, taking some bandages out from the bottom cabinet.
“because why not?”
“ugh, even in this spot you’re still annoying…”
ena placed the bandages on the counter momentarily so she could get some tissues to get rid of the excess blood pooling down. she dabbed the paper towel on the cuts, mafuyu noticed how intense her eyes were. she was definitely focused, but it also looked like she was about to cry. did she really care about her unit member that much?
ena sighed, opening the roll of bandages slightly and gripping mafuyu’s arm. “keep it there, i'm trying to help you,” the purple haired girl obeyed, staring off into space.
ena wrapped the bandage around the cuts, making sure it took in everything. she made sure it was snuggly tight around the taller girl’s wrist, but not that tight so it could get air and actually heal properly. she did the same to the other wrist, but only used a bit of bandages. ena realized her arm, but she still continued to stare, not wanting to make eye contact with the honor student.
“ena, what’s wrong?”
she didn’t reply.
“ena?”
“you fucking idiot…”
“…what?”
“you dumbass! why would you do this?!” she emphasized that last word with grabbing mafuyu’s arm again and raising it up, throwing it around in the air. “you could’ve just told us you weren’t feeling good, we would’ve help, we’re your friends!”
“…friends, huh?” she murmured. suddenly, her eyes turned dark and a shadow fell across her face. “are you sure you guys are my ‘friends’?”
ena’s eyes widened. her face looked scared and shocked at the same time. “w-what? what do you mean, of course we are.”
silence.
“is this your attempt at making yourself feel better? because it’s not working.”
“answer my question.”
“of course we’re your friends. we’ve been through thick and thin, hell, we even stood up to your parents for you for fucks sake! no friends would do that, mafuyu.”
she dug daggers into that name.
“we’ve known each other since highschool, and you think we’re all not your friends? what kind of insane logic is that…?”
mafuyu lowered her head. “i-i don’t know…” she felt like crying again.
“hah…it’s fine,” she let go of mafuyu’s arm. “it’s not your fault, i guess…it’s your parents fault for thinking no one could love you or be your friend.”
mafuyu looked up at ena, then tears started to fall. “woah woah! why are you crying?” mafuyu fell forward, but luckily ena caught her. “hey, you want to go to your bed?” she nodded, and the artist carried her over there. not literally though, even though she and kanade were the same age, mafuyu was way heavier than her! well, that was probably because mafuyu had a more healthy eating habit and lifestyle than kanade.
“e-ena…” ena set mafuyu down, and was about to leave when… “wait. please don’t go.”
“u-um…i’m going to get water for you.”
“i don’t need water, i just want you to comfort me…”
ena’s mouth gaped open. “okay.”
ena sat back down and watched as mafuyu laid on the bed, gripping the pillow tightly. her knuckles were white, she was gripping it that hard. the silence in the room was loud, but comfortable nonetheless. ena looked straight ahead, she wanted to be in her phone, possibly taking pics of herself and posting them, but that would be insensitive of her considering what happened just a few minutes ago.
her hand resting on the bed, before it was on her lap. a few seconds later she felt something cold on her hand. she looked back at mafuyu, she was holding her hand, and she seemed to be in deep thought.
“are you okay? what happened?”
mafuyu didn’t answer quickly. she raised her hand and looked at the bandages. her eyes had no light in them, that happened all the time when she was mad, said something creepy, or was talking about her emotions. now, she must be thinking about something.
“nothing. i’m just confused as to why you helped me…”
“well, we’re friends aren’t we? why wouldn’t i help you?”
silence for a few seconds. “i don’t know.”
“ugh, you don’t know anything…”
the room was silent again. comfortable silence once again. ena turned her head to look straight. but ena couldn’t get that one thought out of her head. why would mafuyu do that? why couldn’t she talk to one of them instead? why did she result in that? cutting herself? ena was absolutely terrified when she saw that! she was about to cry, she couldn’t because she wanted to be strong for mafuyu.
ena heard sniffling from the bed, and turned around once again. “what’s wrong?”
“h-huh? oh, n-nothing…i’m just sorry for being such a bother to you guys, if only i could stand up to my mom myself, if only i could’ve listened to you guys not become a doctor, i wouldn’t be in this predicament.”
she continued.
“i’m sorry, ena, for being so stupid and annoying,” she looked up at the artist with teary eyes. “i’m sorry for…not telling you about my feelings…” what? “i hope you can forgive me, but i don’t expect you to.”
wait, feelings? what does she mean by that?
“i never hated you, mafuyu,” ena raised her unoccupied hand and touched the other girl’s cheek so softly, “and it’s fine if you couldn’t stand up to your mom, she’s absolve anyway, no one would be able to do that in your position,” ena leaned closer. “i forgive you, mafuyu.”
she leaned even closer.
“but, what do you mean by not telling me about your feelings?”
even closer.
at this point, ena was on the bed with mafuyu, their faces almost touching. “…are you that stupid?”
“hey! i bandaged up your wrist, i could have not done that! you should be grateful.”
“i am…but i said that because…”
“i like you, ena, as in i love you.”
“huh? o-oh.”
ena’s face was flushed red. mafuyu’s was too, but it wasn’t as obvious as ena’s.
“u-um, i love you too…”
mafuyu leaned, their faces touched. their lips touched. it felt so good. it was like fireworks exploded in the sky. ena kissed back, wrapped her arms around mafuyu’s neck.
they both pulled back after just a few second of kissing, but they wanted more. but ena shook her head and lowered her head, stuffing it in mafuyu’s chest. “you i-idiot…”
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