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ashmiq · 3 years

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If you’re comfortable with it, could I request some Kaeya comfort when he finds out that his partner has depression?

Genre/Tags: SFW; Mentions/Depictions of Mental Illness; Hurt/Comfort

I'm fine with it! I will try my best to depict the mental illness correctly. While I suffer with it myself, everyone's mental illness can appear in subtly different ways.

Songs I listened to: Tsuki No Waltz;

Taglist: @lucifucker; ( and @onigiree, but I'm not sure how comfortable you are with posts like these </3)

Kaeya:

He cools down the teasing by a lot. He understands that it can get very irritable for someone that suffers the same way that you do.

He's very affectionate and loving, if not more so when he discovers you have depression.

His hugs and cuddles are the perfect amounts of loose, allowing you to shift and change position to your desire.

Tends to pester you a bit about talking about how you're feeling and what's on your mind. He'll pry it out of you eventually, slowly and gently.

Full of so much reassurance that he'll always be here for you. When he says these things, he always plants a soft kiss upon your forehead. He loves to dote on you.

When he comes home, he's like an excited puppy to see you. He makes you feel wanted and loved, it's hard to feel so upset around him when he's so joyous to be in your presence.

Every time he sees you, he gives you a not-so-random reminder of how much he loves you and how wonderful you are.

He tells you that he'll get you to believe him eventually.

"One day I swear I'll convince you of the truth! Hah. But, truly, you are beautiful, flaws and all."

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ashmiq · 3 years

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goodbye best jojo part

hello mental torture

NOOO IM ON THE SECOND TO THE ALST EPISODE OF PART 4 😭 I DONT WANT IT TO END MAN.

#ashmiq.reblog #josuke best jojo idc #why is rohan the only one with a sense of fashion

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ashmiq · 3 years

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you're trying! 😟

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🕯More jotaro fanfics 🕯

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#ashmiq.reblog #save bean party

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ashmiq · 3 years

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𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧 𝐬/𝐨 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 | diluc ragnvindr headcanons

genre : sfw

length : a bit lengthy, more of a fanfic put into bullet points

pairings : diluc ragnvindr x gn!reader

warnings : none, diluc's a little rude at first

requests are open!! go see here for my rules :>

— diluc's pov:

you two would meet because of kaeya

the man told diluc he found an "amazing bard" that could play in his tavern

he was skeptical at first, but had no energy to shut kaeya down, so he agreed to let you play for his customers once

for those who play portable instruments, diluc was relieved that he didn't need to make any space for this new "bard" to perform

for those who play non-portable instruments, he was a bit pissed at first to find out he'd have to make some arrangements to his tavern's layout; but kaeya insisted on it anyways, meaning he didn't have a choice

— your pov:

you, on the other hand, were panicking because kaeya had only casually told you about your performance at diluc's tavern a few days prior

"relax, (name). diluc's a nice man." "kaeya, every single word that comes out of that mouth of yours is a lie. i don't trust you on that one."

again, he insists. bribing you with free drinks after you perform

you couldn't miss that opportunity to waste kaeya's money.

— meeting diluc

.. he looked a bit disappointed meeting you at first

kaeya was ecstatic, introducing you to one another:

"so, here's y/n, our amaaaazing performer for tonight! and here's diluc, the ever so decent owner of this tavern." "i am right here, kaeya."

you were intimidated by diluc's cold stare, he looked like he was judging you from head to toe

"very well then. bard, i hope it does not trouble you to play just one song for tonight, i see that kaeya might've taken you here unwillingly."

... was it really that obvious

but, you were afraid to say anything back, in fear that he'd kick you out, so you nodded and went up to the stage to play

— after the performance

you went to the bar of the tavern to talk to kaeya, only to find out that he left in the middle of your performance

"kaeya, that son of a—"

"don't worry, he left me a bag of mora and told me to make you a drink. what will you be having tonight?" diluc interrupted in a not-so-rude tone, which calmed you down somehow

you ordered a drink, and he served you in a matter of seconds

"your performance was quite entertaining, do you plan on coming back anytime soon?"

you almost spat out your drink

you two talked about it, trying to discuss details and arranging times for you to come back and play for him again

just as you two finally set a date and time, you finish your drink and you see that as your cue to leave

but just before you get to stand up, diluc places the same drink down for you again on the table

"this one's on me. please, stay a little longer. i quite enjoy your company tonight."

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ashmiq · 3 years

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get well soon /lh

Bro im being sucked into the jjba fandom oh god-

#ashmiq.reblog

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ashmiq · 3 years

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I FUCKING PANICKED FOR A SECOND MY GENSHIN GOT LOGGED OUT 😭😭

#ashmiq fucking cries

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ashmiq · 3 years

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i really need to start following more people my feed consists of the same 3 fucking posts

#ashmiq.random

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ashmiq · 3 years

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𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐦. | zhongli and gn!reader

genre : sfw, fluff

synopsis : zhongli was the man of your dreams, and quite unfortunately, you took that phrase too literally.

length : short, 210 words

warnings : none

mornings were really the bane of your existence.

not because you hated how your sweat built up because of the sun that shone through your bedroom window, not because your body refuses to get out of bed the moment you open your eyes.

it's because you don't get to see him, staring at you deeply, as you struggle to keep yourself from sleeping in any longer.

zhongli was the man of your dreams. quite unfortunately, you took that phrase too literally.

even more unfortunately, you could only see him when you were most vulnerable– in your sleep.

but, something about your memories with him, makes it feel too real to be just a dream.

could it be the way you felt your heart flutter whenever you saw him? or maybe how the warmth of his touch made it feel like he was really there?

you couldn't put your finger on it.

it wasn't like any other dream, where you woke up feeling like something weird had just happened.

it was like a part of your imagination. something you've imagined so much to the point it felt like a distant memory.

you knew not to worry about it too much. after all, your worries seem to disappear whenever you're with zhongli.

a/n: this was not the angst i had in mind a few days ago but god DAMN this man is so fine 😩😩

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ashmiq · 3 years

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bean we're besties n all but what the fuck

I WATCHED JJBA PT 2 AND MY ASS DURING THE SCENE WHERW STRATZIO AND THE WOMAN WERE ON THE BRIDGE I WENT

"Hey maybe we should let that woman go, you can put your fingers in my mouth-"

#ashmiq.reblog #ashmiq.random

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ashmiq · 3 years

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saw this while scrolling through the genshin tag and now i will do it

genshin characters as things i've done:

diluc : chugged down a whole glass of wine to spite his parents

xiao : cried in the closet while the chuck chicken theme played to cancel out his sobs

razor : snorted dirt. on purpose.

fishcl : jumped on every minecraft roleplay server she could find and would be the op roleplayer that fights everyone

xingqiu : wrote self insert fanfiction of him and his friends

tagging: whoever wants to do it bc i have no genshin mutuals 😭😭

Hey yall, its a tag game for Genshin Impact. Put something you’ve done (or said) that the genshin charcters probably have done.

Zhongli: “why should i pay the government? They already have lots of money”

Childe: “my type is anyone who is tall and muscular so I can fight them”

Kaeya: Leading people on without realizing im so sorry

Scaramouche: Stabbed someone with a pen in seventh grade because they wouldn’t shut up

Razor: Wolf phase

Fishcl: Warrior cat phase

Tagging: @todorki-shoto @karmasuna and if you like genshin and see this 👀 you now have to do it

#ashmiq.reblog #HELP I GOT NEWS THAT MY REPORT CARD WAS RELEASED WHILE I WAS TYPING ALL THISNFUCK FUCKC FUCKC #genshin impact #zhongli come home please thanks

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ashmiq · 3 years

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i think i have genshin angst planned idk

#ashmiq.random #ashmiq.brainrot

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ashmiq · 3 years

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Hi! Can I request a fic where reader is a streamer and (she/her pronouns pls?) she’s been friends with ranboo for more than a year, and they finally meet up? And reader is 5’0? And it’s just really cute and funny. (Platonic)

a/n: no bc i literally used the height comparison website to figure out the height difference and holy shit 😭😭 ranboo's gotta constantly look down HELP

— lowercase intended!! (not proofread)

".. hey, (name), how tall are you again?" ranboo asked, causing you to freeze and look at your facecam for a bit, not knowing how to answer that question.

"that's a bit rude to ask out of the blue, isn't it ranboo?" you teased, but ranboo was persistent.

he looked at you in game, but you could feel him stare you down despite not even seeing his real face.

"since when was that a thing?" he questioned, and you just laughed.

"what's with my height, anyways?" you chuckled, "is chat gonna compare heights again?"

"probably."

you rolled your eyes, "well in that case, i'm not telling you my height."

"well, there's your answer chat! (name) is officially 0 feet tall!"

"oh ranboo you—"

today was the day that ranboo found out you were indeed not 0 feet tall, however.

it started with a subgoal where you wouldve had to schedule a trip to visit ranboo at some random denny's parking lot.

or that was the plan, at least.

on your way to said denny's, you got lost, and encountered a man who was significantly tall.

and fortunately, that man was indeed ranboo.

"oh my god— you are SO tall." you said out loud, extremely intimidated as to how ranboo had to constantly look down at you to see you.

"oh damn, you're like, a foot shorter than me!" he said, laughing.

"how are you so.. tall..?"

"and how are you so short?"

you playfully hit him, laughing. "enough with you, where are we going?" you asked.

"well, we don't really have much stuff planned today, do we?", you hummed and nodded your head as confirmation.

ranboo thought for a bit, eventually coming up with "then.. let's maybe get something to eat on the go and then head back?" he offered, and you agreed.

.

the next day, you two started the stream standing side by side, leaning on the wall.

height check, 'fit check, all the usual things you'd do whenever you started the stream.

you two got a lot more views than usual due to the unexpected meetup, a lot of vcs with the other cc's on the smp and all that.

nonetheless, you two still had fun

sorry about the late response !! my internet went out for quite a while and tumblr wouldnt load 😩

#mcyt #dsmp #dream smp #mcyt fanfic #dreamwastaken #georgenotfound #karl jacobs #quackity #ranboo #ranboo fanfic #fanfic #fanfcition #mcyt fanfiction

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ashmiq · 3 years

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𝙧𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙧𝙪𝙡𝙚𝙨☀︎︎

hello!! so while my psycho smau is still on hiatus i figured i might try and write some requests in the meantime!! just feel free to send me an ask :>

basic rules:

~ please be nice and consider the time given to write :"D its not as easy as it looks sometimes so i might have to take my time in writing your request

~ DO NOT request sensitive topics such as inc*st, p*dophilia, etc. i'm extremely uncomfortable with those, and i will delete your ask if you do so

~ pls stick to the fandoms that i write for (will be listed down below), i'll allow a max of 3 characters for each request

what i will write:

~ fluff

~ comfort

~ romantic and platonic relationships

~ simple au's (ex. modern, hs, college, domestic, etc.)

what i will not write:

~ angst ( i just write it better when it comes to me naturally, sorry ), though hurt/comfort is allowed

~ smut

~ anything i'm uncomfy with/cc is uncomfy with (applies to mcyt/dsmp requests mostly)

fandoms i write for: (under the cut)

~ dream smp (characters, not the cc's.) minors such as ranboo, tubbo, tommy and purpled will all be platonic

~ genshin impact

~ obey me

~ mystic messenger

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ashmiq · 3 years

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my asks and dms are now open go send me dumb shit

#ashmiq.announcement #ashmiq.random

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ashmiq · 3 years

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hi theme change coming through

#ashmiq.announcement #ashmiq.random

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ashmiq · 3 years

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i have been having major brainrot this week maybe i will write self indulgent angst fics for mammon based of ycgma

#ashmiq.random #obey me!#ashmiq.brainrot #i love mammon #mmmmmmmmm

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ashmiq · 3 years

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so my mental health has been dropping recently

i won't go into detail about it, but i just need to announce that i'll be putting the smau on hiatus until my school year ends, which will be in around a week or so

very sorry to those who really anticipated a new chapter :( i just have so much assignments due atm its not even funny anymore whahahaha

but i will be posting some one shots if i feel like it!! so feel free to stick to those for now :)

#ashmiq.announcement

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