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Flooflers

#cat #art #omg this fur

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Trying to find a simplified style 😤

#Frisk #Chara #undertale #amazing art

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Strolling through the West Garden

Had to draw my favorite area from one of my favorite games of the year!

#tunic #tunic game #fan art #fox

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I’ve just been manipulated

#cats #looks like my cat #i'm done #omg the fur

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#asriel #toriel #asriel dreemurr #chara #asriel undertale #toriel undertale #chara undertale #undertale #art

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One of my favourite streets in Paris

Fernand Maillaud - La rue de la Montagne-Sainte-Geneviève (ca. 1902)

#amazing art #painting

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#food #foodporn

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Let's get cozy, friend.

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#fox #amazing art

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Walter Sickert - The rue Notre-Dame and the Quai Duquesne, Dieppe (1899-1900)

#my town #dieppe #amazing

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#cats #OMG cats #omg the fur

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Rouen, France (by Djof)

#Rouen #rotomagus #amazing pic

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oh, so that’s how

#undertale #undertale spoilers? #lesser dog #omg dogs

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#Undertale is so adorable! Well, you don’t actually offer spaghetti to the dogs in the game, but still cute!

#undertale #RPG game #fanart #omg dogs

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hi i am once again back to talk about how flowey is an extremely good example of how to write ptsd :) but this time i am Also thinking about toriel and how similar she and flowey are… i’ve played undertale so many times and i’m Once Again nearing the end of the game, so i’ve been thinking a lot about how everything he says at the end of his fight makes me cry, but ESPECIALLY this line

everything he does is an effort to keep himself from being hurt again. he refuses to let himself get close to anyone, even his own parents, for fear of losing those he loves again. he’d rather kill over and over to have a sense of control over the loss he experienced than accept what happened. he cant let go– he has to have control, because if he doesn’t, who knows how bad he might get hurt again. he’s an incredibly good example of what dealing with that kind of loss feels like and Oh Boy it Always gets me

its much easier for him to lie to himself and say he doesnt care at all and that he Does have complete control and that he Knows Whats Going To Happen Without A Doubt. he needs to know everything that could happen and he freaks out at any circumstance of learning something new. he says he’s bored, but he doesn’t really seem to… want?? new experiences?? he’s comfortable in this sad little life he lives because he’s scared of the future and what could change.

a lot of his alarm clock dialogue also shows how everything has affected him. of course he goes on about how it would be completely useless if he got a bike and that once you grow up you stop wanting things for the holidays. it’s pretty. depressing… he was deprived of the childhood he should have had, and now he feels it’s too late for him to be allowed to experience that. trauma can like. take a chunk out of your life that you’ll never get back, and it’s really interesting to see how that changed the way flowey views himself and his parents.

and toriel is a perfect emotional parallel to flowey. she closes herself off. she too wants to keep you there forever and pretend everything is perfectly fine, but she breaks so much easier than flowey. the human children she took care of reminded her of the children she lost, and while she doesn’t want to let them go, she does. she wants you to leave and just forget about her a never come back, just like asriel. somebody needs to take care of those flowers. flowey and toriel are extremely similar in the way they handle grief, so that makes this line extremely interesting

toriel will always open her heart to new kids that need to be taken care of, because she feels she failed her own children. toriel is willing to get hurt just to try to correct her past and prove that she can save at least one child. but, she can’t even take care of herself, and neither can flowey. he constantly neglects his emotional needs for the sake of never being hurt ever again, and the fact that toriel does the opposite probably really irks him. he just doesn’t Get it. but he still considers himself the Prince Of This World’s Future. he still tries to take care of toriel and gives her a glass of water when she passes out and puts her to bed.

he still wants to take care of everyone. i don’t know how much i’ve talked about it but i feel like a lot of his relationship with chara was him trying to take care of them as an older brother, and they both were given too much responsibility as children. so the fact that he thinks they died because he didn’t want to fight back, and that the whole kingdom fell into despair after their deaths is. oh boy. he definitely feels like a failure and he doesn’t know how to repair the damage he feels he’s caused. and now that he’s doomed to live in the underground forever, repeating over and over starting from right after everything was ruined for him? of course he thinks there’s no happy endings.

he takes on this huge task of saving everyone at his own expense but he can’t even take care of himself. similar to toriel, frisk almost feels like a redo of what happened with chara. he’s projecting the past onto them, as is common with ptsd. he’s convinced that they’ll leave and he’ll be lonely and sad forever again. so he keeps them there and goes, “okay, if you can defeat me (Which You Cant) i’ll free everyone and break the barrier.” because of COURSE that’s what felt like an impossible challenge to him. he makes himself the delta rune, a symbol of a savior; something he was never able to live up to, and something no child should Have to live up to.

his whole fight is him pretty much fighting against himself and this mindset he’s been stuck with for who knows how long. he has to accept that he can’t control/ save everything and that it’s okay to let go. he has to be saved from his own way of thinking and be shown that he’s worthy of being saved. his “i’m not ready to say goodbye to someone like you again” always makes me cry cuz he’s so clearly reliving his trauma and struggling to accept that chara is gone. it’s just such a good way to depict trauma and loss and how it feels to go through something like that…. flowey is such a well written character i love him

#undertale #flowey

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Cat amazed by fluffines

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#i want to be the cat #or the dog #cat #omg the dogs

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自分のお婆ちゃん撮ってます。by yasuto888

‘my grandmother with her dog”

#nice #dog #omg the dogs #OMG the fur