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it literally drives me insane that so many companies refuse to send rejection emails like it’s disgraceful tbh. you put so much time and effort into putting together an application and they can’t even be bothered tell you via some measly automated message that you didn’t get the job. you’re expected to just infer

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i will die without routine. also this routine is killing me

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#ya girl got placed in summer camp in england and scotland!! #i have never been to scotland so im excited #and england is almost home at this point but im always so excited to go back that i cant wait #its gonna be a short one bc work has been a lot this year but its better than not going #(context: i do stints of working in an intl summer camp ever since junior year of college) #(its my favorite job ever so i keep going back even if only for a few weeks)

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Life's not fair, i should be paid for existing and reading books

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I am so proud to say that my college is so LGBT friendly, that in a survey Res Life put out they forgot to include straight people.

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I got my heart broken and I survived, I failed 3 courses in university and graduated, I got rejected in the very first job I applied for and got promoted yesterday, I went through hard times with my family but then two years later, we laughed our hearts out over lunch, The closest friends disappointed me several times but I made new friends and loved them with all my heart. I did it once, I can do it again.

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#it depends on your definition of kids #im great with teenagers #like 13 and older sure thing no sweat #younger than 13 tho im at such a loss i dont know how to deal with them

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#using the excuse of 2 days of classes to spend 6 days in buenos aires lol #but since now i will have classes all day saturday instead of half a day i wouldnt have time to explore if i only stayed 4 days like i plan #planned* #so now this gives me all of sunday and then the morning of monday #and i may just block my schedule the wednesday i fly in to explore and just do all my work at night lol

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Hey btw, here's a piece of life advice:

If you know what you'd have to do to solve a problem, but you just don't want to do it, your main problem isn't the problem itself. Your problem is figuring out how to get yourself to do the solution.

If your problem is not eating enough vegetables, the problem you should be solving is "how do I make vegetables stop being yucky". If your problem is not getting enough exercise, the problem you should be solving is "how do I make exercise stop sucking ass". You're not supposed to just be doing things that are awful and suck all the time forever, you're supposed to figure out how to make it stop being so awful all the time.

I used to hate wearing sunscreen because it's sticky and slimy and disgusting and it feels bad and it smells bad, so I neglected to wear it even if I needed to. Then I found one that isn't like that, and doesn't smell and feel gross. Problem solved.

There is no correct way to live that's just supposed to suck and feel bad all the time. You're allowed to figure out how to make it not suck so bad.

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♡ 911 rewatch ♡

#professionalism

#911

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shoutout to boring queer people who don’t do shit. just go to work or school and then come home to watch shows. while gay

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I hate the americanification of culture, I hate anglicized naming conventions, I hate that I can't go by "Sasha" at work because it "confuses people", I hate English equivalents of other language-specific names, I hate removing special symbols from names, I hate the universally accepted unwillingness to learn from linguistuc difference instead of erazing it for the sake of commodity, I hate the overwhelming influence English has on virtual cross-cultural communication, I don't know how to end this post, I should be shot

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are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me